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THE OPENING OF THE WAY A Practical Guide ‘To The Wisdom

Of Ancient Egypt

ISHA SCHWALLER DE LUBICZ The Author Of

HER-BAK

THE

OPENING

OF THE

WAY

THE OPENING

OF THE WAY

A Practical Guide to the Wisdom

of Ancient Egypt

by Isha Schwaller

de Lubicz

Translated from the French by Rupert Gleadow

iti Inner Traditions International New York

Inner Traditions International Ltd. 377 Park Avenue South New York, New York 10016

First published in French by Editions Aryana, Paris Copyright © 1979 by Editions Aryana Translation copyright © 1981 by Inner Traditions All rights form or recording in writing

reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or utilized in any by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission from the Publisher. Inquiries should be addressed to Inner Traditions.

Library of Congress Cataloging in Publication Data Schwaller de Lubicz, Isha, 1885The opening of the way. Translation: of L'ouverture du chemin. Includes index. 1. Occult sciences. I. Title.

BF1999.5361613 299’.31 ISBN 0-89291-015-7

81-782 AACR2

Typography by Positive Type Printed in the United States of America

Contents Introduction PART ONE 1. Freedom of Individual Search 2. The Great Question 3. The Human Constitution 4. Soul and Consciousness 5. The Aim 6. The Duel PART TWO 7. The Way of the Heart 8. The Fountain 9. Knowledge 10. The Discernment of Discernment 11. The Milieu 12. The Visit to the Cave 13. The Sexual Problem 14. The Pendulum 15. Watchfulness and Mediation 16. Conduct PART THREE 17. The Seven Accomplishments 18. The Seven Obstacles PART FOUR 19. Reincarnation and Karma 20. The Masters 21. The Elite PART FIVE 22. Second Visit to the Cave

23. Peace 24. Joy 25. “Son of Man” and “Son of God’ 26. Signature Appendix I: The Functional Relationships of Bodily Organs Appendix II: Psychospiritual States in Different Traditions Index

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The Way of the Heart

When considering the Duel we decided that the combatants were two aspects of oneself, the conscious ‘‘I’’ or Permanent Witness, and the automatic ‘‘I,’’ which refuses to be controlled. But the submission of the

conscious ‘‘I’’ to the fleeting suggestions of the ‘‘Will to the Light’’ soon awakens the Spritiual Witness, but we must learn to know the way leading to it. This Way we have called ‘‘the Way of the Heart’’ because upon it the Heart, in its physical and spiritual totality, is lord and master. This is the royal road because it gives all the power to the Spritual Witness of the king within, the divine Ka. It is the way of the ‘‘little children’’ to whom the Kingdom of Heaven is promised, because it is the simple way, without intellectual complications or artifical methods, which awakens our innate consciousness and enlarges it into a suprahuman consciousness by following obediently the suggestions of the heart. Yet this simplicity does not mean the end of the Duel, nor yet of the need for the awakening of the Permanent Witness. Even the last phase of our evolution on earth will not allow us to skip this stage, for it must be reached in order to realize the plenitude of human earthly experience, that being the aim of our incarnation. And the conditions of incarnation never put impassible obstacles in the way of that realization. The obstacles are to be used without rancor as providential opportunities to break our chains. We can, of course, endeavor to improve our conditions, and we shall succeed to the extent that our efforts are guided by our Will to the Light. Our Spiritual Witness cannot feel pity for the trials of our Personality; rather it will increase them, in order to hasten our deliverance—unless we

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deliberately silence it, in which case it would leave us forever and we should lose our real immortality. On the other hand, when our ultimate goal is clearly seen and accepted, one is usually surprised to see the circumstances of life spontaneously alter as if to fit in with the new direction.

THE MIDDLE WAY The Way to be studied here is a middle way between the quest for human mastery on the part of the conscious ‘‘I’’ and the pure mystical way, which no longer concerns itself with this ‘‘I.’’ When a man has trained his ‘‘I,’’ or Permanent Witness, to control his Automaton, he may develop his physical, emotional, and intellectual consciousness so well that he acquires various powers in these three realms; but these, though useful in an earthly sense, are an obstacle to

spiritual realization, because they conduce to the exaltation of the personal Ego, which will take entire control if the Will to the Light is not developed at the same time; and then, should any feeling arise of desire for a higher kind of life, there will be no way of responding to this desire, and confusion will result. If, on the other hand, one plunges into a quest for mystical experience without the precaution of studying the Personal Self and controlling the Automaton, one will unwittingly become their slave and expose oneself to organic disorders as well as intellectual and emotional delusions. One will also be rejecting the highest experience that humanity can at present know, namely, complete knowledge of the self or microcosm, which by enlargement of consciousness leads to the suprahuman state. The aim of the middle way is first to awaken the conscious being which slumbers in the Automaton, and then to put into his hand the two keys of the kingdom, which are first the control of the three lower states, and then their use in the service of the Spiritual Self. Neither key should be used without the other, and in this the heart acts as mediator, since it is both

the regulator of the physical organism and the minister of the Spiritual Witness.

If one wishes the heart to predominate, one must know the strength and methods of its antagonist, and then instead of a duel there will be a competition between the powers of the heart and liver. For the heart does not fight; it gives suggestions and tries to establish peace and harmony, which the liver, with its will to exclusive control, resists.

As was said above, the character and functions of the liver are complex. It has three lobes with three different functions, and thus it forms with the

gallbladder a fourfold group of organs as important as the other fourfold group consisting of stomach, spleen, and pancreas together with the heart, which works with them in the distribution of energy.

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57

The left-side group can be called the cardiac group, and the right-side group the hepatic group, and their functions are parallel, thus holding them in balance against one another. The action of the liver on the blood corpuscles is paralleled by that of the spleen, and there is a parallel between the emotional characters of the two organs and the moral effects of their activity. The liver holds the seed of the Ego, with its innate characteristics inherited from the father. The spleen is the seat of the impulses and of the etheric body, inherited from the mother, and is the organ which responds to the Spiritual Witness. The liver, in spite of its Jupiterian amiability, produces the bile, which is bitter and separative. The moral effect of the activity of the bile is either courage and daring or else anger and aggression, according to whether it acts properly or defectively. In the same way the emotion derived from the spleen may be either exalting or depressing, according to whether it derives from a spiritual impulse or an organic deficiency. In both cases, therefore, there are two possible reactions, an automatic

reaction or a conscious reaction. With the liver the reaction is either instinctive, involving the brain and bile, or else a deliberate reaction of the

Permanent Witness. With the spleen there is either an instinctive reaction, violent, impulsive, and splenetic, or else a deliberate reaction by the Spiritual Witness. If the spleen is irritated by the bile-brain circuit, unpleasant emotion will result, which will react on the solar plexus, then return to the bile,

and so forth. In the cardiac group, the heart is never on the side of the Automaton. If the bile circuit has not been cut, the heart will be mechanically affected by disturbances, but it responds to the aggression of its enemies with nonresistance, merely restoring the balance and repairing the damage. It is just as if two kings were sharing the government of a kingdom, each discharging the functions for which he is fitted, but using their influence in exactly opposite ways. In the ‘‘hepatic government’’ the liver is chief minister for the Automaton and sometimes also for the Conscious Self, in which case it often becomes a battleground between the two. It also extends its rule over the two poles of the human body, the cerebral and the sexual. In the ‘‘cardiac government,’’

on the other hand, the heart is

never an instigator of trouble. Unlike its egocentric antagonist, it subserves the general harmony, being the minister of the spiritual heart, which is the seat of spiritual love.

THE POWER OF THE HEART Thus, even in its physical functions, the heart is genuinely the organ of peace. But, not being under the control of the Personal Will and the

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intellectual faculties, its decisive role is commonly misunderstood and most people consider it only a machine, thus depriving it of its opportunities. Without knowing its extraordinary power one cannot give the heart the preponderant influence it should have. An experienced cardiologist writes: The kingdom of the heart, including its channels of distribution in the blood vessels, covers the full extent of any living being both in time and space. The heart is engaged in the mysterious work of holding the whole organism in balance, which is more than a matter of blood vessels and changing pressures. To correct the effects of injury or disequilibrium it hasremarkable methods of compensation justified by thousands ofyears of experience. This Wisdom of the Heart has come to us by heredity, as a quality of our species. The heart possesses an ability to repair damage affecting itself without for one moment interrupting the flow of energy it provides. Thus it is rightly a symbol of unfailing generosity. In the practice of cardiology we have had to recognize that the heart’s power to maintain life is almost unlimited, so long as it is allowed to use its own methods and has unrestricted access to its natural resources. [Here the author makes a reservation regarding “situations which are beyond mechanical control, such as a massive embolism of the pulmonary artery, when the heart fails because the task is practically impossible.] Only too frequently, however, the unfortunate interventions of the psyche, especially in the form of anxiety, turn the course of events into catastrophe. A strong heart, very little damaged, has often been known to fail in a few hours under the influence of acute anxiety. One emotional storm can demolish completely the marvelous structure of homoeostatic defenses which, with the Wisdom

of the Heart, has come

down to us from the depths of time.*

The experience of this tried cardiologist confirms our statement of the heart’s strength of reaction when attacked by illness, and also of its ability to repair vascular lesions, if a serene and confident disposition allows it to act unhindered. Further, being closely involved with the organs of its own region (the spleen, pancreas, and stomach), it can either compensate their functional disorders or else become the victim of them, according to one’s mental and emotional attitude. If one can achieve complete physical and moral relaxation, and perform one calming ‘‘mediation’’ on the region of the heart, then the heart will be able to exercise its curative power freely. But its power can be checkmated either by such drugs as prevent the organism from defending itself by its natural reactions, or equally by an anxious mental analysis of pathological symptoms. To practice the middle way it is indispensable to know the powers of the *Dr. Godel, L’Experience liberatrice (Paris: Gallimard, 1952), p. 124.

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39

heart, since its influence must predominate. This Way is a continual balance between the egoism of the Personal Self and the altruism of the Spiritual Self. Only the heart can achieve this wonderful act of balance, by its mediating position between the temporal and the extratemporal, between the mortal organism and its immortal archetype. Its alternating movement of dilation and contraction is a complete picture of this balance between the two powers, of which the personal must become conscious in order then to be transcended by the impersonal. We must therefore always remember these two objectives: First, by constant vigilance, we have to arouse our Personal Consciousness, in order that it in turn may enlighten our brainconsciousness regarding the origin of our impulses, in the realm of thought no less than of feeling. Second, and at the same time, we must become aware, through the practice of ‘‘mediation,’’ of the interplay of our organic functions, being careful however to avoid any medical or psychoanalytic pattern of thought. Yet as soon as the conscious ‘“‘I’’ is aroused, it must be put under control of the Spiritual Consciousness, and not allowed to use its power for selfish ends. Like a sporting dog, it must be trained to flush the game, but not to hunt for its own enjoyment. If the Ego is to make this sacrifice, it must be offered some compensation, and the compensation can only be a-satisfaction superior to its own little selfish satisfactions; it will in fact be the increasing Light which illumines each new step along the path. It will be the enthusiasm which comes with each awakening of true Knowledge; with the successive breaking of chain after chain until at last the Ego’s own shell is broken when the continuous presence of the Spirit has overcome its last resistance and drawn it into the Light. The quickest way of attaining this is the frequent practice of **mediation’’ on the heart.

MEDIATION OF THE HEART This consists of quietly concentrating attention on the heart and the region between the heart and solar plexus, which is the physical correspondence of the Spiritual Heart; for there is the true tabernacle of the Divine Presence whose temple is the human body. It should be the focus of our careful attention, in order that we may be able to hear the voice of our Spiritual Witness, and maintain the vital Fire. This feeling of the Presence will become a force helping us to overcome all sorts of obstacles, if we constantly intensify it by ‘‘mediation.”” This ‘‘mediation,’’ or meditation on the Spiritual Heart, should begin with an intense effort to identify one’s own heart with the Heart of the

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Cosmos, which is our source of light and life, the focus and principle of all affinity. Next, one must let oneself be penetrated by the peacemaking power of one’s own physical and spiritual heart, and by confidence in it allow it to have its full effect. This is in no way a matter of autosuggestion or imagination, but rather of identification or direct communion with reality. Third, one must put aside all feelings of anxiety, rancor, and pessimism, which would prevent any such communion. This is essential because there can be no communion between rhythms or tendencies which are opposed to one another. The heart’s tendency is to make peace by establishing such a rhythm as will compensate any unbalance; and the cause of this tendency is the Spiritual Heart, of which the physical organ is the physical expression. Any disposition to obstruct this tendency is an obstruction to the appearance of the Presence, because

it creates discord instead of communion. So every time a feeling of aggressiveness or anxiety is overcome, the heart has won a useful victory over its opponents—useful because this is the way to the Light. Thanks to this practice the complications of daily life lose their importance, problems become simpler, and difficulties melt away in proportion as one becomes more able to know the real from the relative and discern the few things really necessary. This mediation on the heart is the keystone of the middle way, the only method that we can offer as genuinely effective, and not requiring, as other practices do, an instructor to make sure of its proper execution. Further, this middle way does not require any of the complicated exercises of Yoga, which are dangerous unless practiced under an experienced teacher. As for the methods designed to develop the supremacy of the Ego, to win power and assert the will, they are a great deal worse. On the Way of the Heart the first difficulty is the simplicity of the method,

for our modern

minds, being trained in complication,

cannot

believe that a simple method will be effective. For this reason many seekers prefer the doubtful procedures of more spectacular methods. But ‘‘simple’’ does not mean ‘‘easy,’’ even when, as here, it implies simple-heartedness and a simple technique. Simplicity of instruction is meant to keep the aim clear, to prevent unnecessary detours and involvements. Simplicity of thought is exclusion of the irrelevant. Simplicity of heart means detachment from that which is not essential to our aim, detachment from our previous intellectual riches, -prejudices, opinions, and beliefs, thus leaving us free to undertake the quest of Reality with the ingenuous open-heartedness of a child looking upon the world with new eyes.

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Why should this abnegation fill us with anxiety? The more the heart is an avid void, the more abundantly will the Light shine into it. And as for the scientific knowledge which we temporarily leave aside, its essential principles will only be made clearer by our greater discernment. But no one will oblige us to perform these acts of renunciation. There is no law, no commandement, no ‘*Thou shalt not.’’ The inner voice will suggest to us what sacrifices are necessary.

There can be nothing unspontaneous on this path. Only the limit of our desire will be the limit of our progress.

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8 The Fountain

There is only one fountain—the eternal Wisdom—and its messenger is the Spirit with its seven gifts. This is the rainbow bridge between heaven and earth, which reveals the seven colors of the one Light. Every man can receive this light, in the color that his own prism refracts. And there is only one Knowledge—the knowledge of the laws of genesis. This Knowledge can be understood under diverse forms and divided into different

branches:

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universal

functions; the science of phases, or transformations, in any kind of genesis; the science of natures, characters, and their signatures. Each of these branches can be the fountain of several human sciences, but all are

aspects of the one Knowledge, which is that of genesis. It is the foundation of the first book of Moses, as of all sacred books.

Mystical knowledge, or the science of the genesis of the mystic Egg, is no different; it is the knowledge of the becoming of the heavenly man within the earthly man, and of the regeneration of the earthly man by the heavenly man. We say knowledge rather than science because it is not indispensable to have studied its laws before attaining it in oneself; a sudden illumination may awaken the spiritual seed in one who is so disposed. And one who is absolutely docile to the guidance he receives can bring this seed to maturity in full consciousness, by a perpetual circuit of communion between the seed and its Cause. The foundation must not be sought in those complicated theologies which at a later time have been grafted onto originally genuine revelations.

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The nearer the front, the briefer is the teaching of truth; which it is vitally necessary to know can be expressed in few Of essential truths there are more packed into the Book of in all the rest of the Old Testament. More splendid perhaps,

for the laws words. Genesis than because even

more condensed, is the Emerald Tablet of Hermes, which teaches in a few words the great unitary law of the identity of ‘‘that which is above’’ with ‘that which is below’’; and this is the whole teaching of Ancient Egypt. In the same way the first lines of the Gospel of John tell a man all that he needs to know to find his way. For when a man has recognized and proved upon himself that in the beginning of anything there is always the Word, that all things live by It, that Its life is Light, and that the gestation of this Light is in darkness, then he knows that his true aim is to awaken and bear this light in the darkness of his body, until its resurrection is complete. But to reveal Truth to another is a thing no one can pretend. One’s only instructor is oneself. A book or a Master may point out the predispositions necessary in order to find Truth; but to explain it is to kill understanding in advance. No Master worthy of the name can deceive himself by claiming to impose a new belief. All he can do is help seekers to understand the teaching of the sages, so far as they can at the present stage of their

awareness. No it has dulled We

new truths await discovery; everything has been given already. But all been scattered abroad and dispersed, misrepresented by analysis, by routine repetition. The essential words have been prostituted. must recover the vital meaning of these ideas.

5, Knowledge

Knowledge is not a science but a state—the state of identification. To be identified with something is to be united with it and made one with it. Identification can take place only between states of being of the same type, but these, like liquids of the same density, will interpenetrate naturally; thought communicates with thought, emotion with emotion,

and passion with passion of the same kind, and this individuals or groups, thought, emotion, and passion cated without words. No individual can communicate with another on which the latter does not possess. For example, a man

is why, between can be communia ‘“‘wavelength’’ cannot transmit a

moral, intellectual, or religious emotion to an animal, since the latter cannot vibrate, as it were, on that wavelength. A wild creature, when it

meets a traveler, knows by instinct whether his intentions toward it are friendly or aggressive, because it has such feelings itself; but it will pick up the emotional or passional condition of the man, not his thought or reasoning or plan of attack. The man, on the other hand, can use his reasoning power to guess at the intentions of the animal, but he will rarely understand its feelings because his own mental activity prevents him from communicating with it on that level. Knowledge is thus the state of identification with a condition or a function. Now, function is a particular modality of consciousness. Every species in Nature is characterized by certain functions and modalities which constitute its innate or instinctive consciousness. This instinctive consciousness is, for an animal, its ““knowledge,’’ that is to say, its state of being identified with the conditions and functions of its kind.

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This direct knowledge is different from the intellectual apprenticeship of learned knowledge, which comes from the exercise of observation, memory,

deduction, and technique. The newborn kitten, though blind,

suckles by the light of Nature; it is identified with a function of its kind, and this it knows directly: but, later on, the place where the saucer of milk is put will have to be learned. The bounds of knowledge are much wider in man, because he possesses the elements, or at least the listening posts, of higher states than the physical, emotional, and mental. For these higher states are the projection in the human being of the same states of being in the Cosmos. Identification, however, is more difficult for man than for an animal,

because the egocentricity of his Personal Consciousness (the Permanent Witness) prevents him from wanting to be identified with anything but himself, and equally because the rational mind restricts the Automaton to the rational way of using the mind, and will not allow it to tune in to any mode of thought superior to its own. (For ‘‘mode of thought’’ we might say ‘“‘vibrations’’; all this is metaphor.) The identification most commonly in force is that of the Automaton with its lower states (the physical, emotional, and intellectual), while the Permanent Witness remains inactive except for a general urge toward anything that can inflate the Ego. When this happens, the impressions derived from each of the three lower states are vaguely felt by the other two, so that physical pains and other sensations become confused with emotions, and judgments or opinions are given under the influence of an exhilaration or depression which is of physical or emotional origin. This confusion controls the individual’s behavior. Neither of the two real forms of consciousness (the Personal or the Spiritual) can throw any light upon it because he would not hear them if they spoke, and he has no studied principle whereby to classify impressions according to their causes. Neither the Permanent nor the Spiritual Witness can interfere with this chaos of impressions because its principles (or its ‘‘wavelength’’) are different from theirs. They cannot, that is, except by provoking some violent shock which will surprise the Automaton into contact with one of the two witnesses before the rational mind has time to react. This contact gives the Automaton an impression of light and vital force, which, vitally, it will want to find again; and this is why a sudden moral or spiritual transformation sometimes occurs after a violent emotion, a serious illness,

or an escape from death. These shocks are a means frequently employed by one or the other witness-consciousness to shake the Automaton out of its lethargy and take the rational mind by surprise. One must not forget that this proceeding, by

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the repetition of suitable shocks, can eventually keep the Automaton under the control of one of its witnesses. The choice between these, and

indeed the possibility of such a thing at all, are to be illustrated in the present work. Its object is to awaken man from his mortal slumber and put his Automaton into the service of the two witnesses in such manner and measure as shall be required for the attainment of ultimate deliverance. The result should be an acquisition of true knowledge, which will naturally be proportionate to the quality of the consciousness awakened and to the degree of identification. All functions and states of being can become objects of Knowledge. The innate human consciousness includes all the functional consciousnesses which are the framework of Nature; for, man being the microcosm of the macrocosm, all states of being in the Cosmos are projected in him. In other words, he has in himself all the possibilities of Knowledge, and it is in himself that he should look for them. Not even the best teacher can present one with consciousness, or fill one with knowledge; but in a man suitably disposed it is possible to arouse reactions which will lead in the right direction. Often it is useful to prepare the ground by clarifying essential ideas in order to get rid of prejudices. But the most effective instruction is that which leads the seeker to put his problems clearly to himself so that then he can find the answer for himself in meditation. Here we shall try to practice alternately the two methods, explanation and stimulation,

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reflections as the somewhat simple method, in fact the simplest possible method, of gradually approaching that simplicity of heart and mind to which the Kingdom of Heaven has been promised. Here there is no longer any author or reader; there is, or let us hope there is, only Consciousness. And the Consciousness of I and You is, let us hope, a little piece of the Universal Consciousness—unless indeed it is only an elucubration of my thinking brain, which pretends to be Myself. How can I tell? That which I think I know is that which my thought has recognized as evidential; but it has sometimes happened that certain evidence has been impugned by later scientific discovery. This ‘‘Myself’’ which thinks it understands is an activity of the brain. The Myself which thinks it wills may be the impulse of some urge of passion or of some unrecognized mental suggestion. And the Myself which thinks it loves has loved so many different things that I doubt whether it is always the same itself. ‘‘I’’ might doubt? Who then is this ‘‘I’’? Who asks this question? Who is speaking now? Is it that ‘‘I’’ have doubts about

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‘*Myself,’’ or does ‘‘I’’ doubt ‘‘It’’? Is ‘‘I’’ ‘‘Myself’’? If it were, how could it be ignorant of ‘‘Myself’s’’ intentions? And if ‘‘Myself’’ were to die now, would ‘‘I’’ be still there asking, ‘‘Who am I?’’

Discussion cannot solve this problem. ‘‘I’’ accuses the incoherent ‘*Myself’’ of not revealing the motives of its behavior. Sometimes it thinks as ‘‘I’’ thinks, sometimes it does what ‘‘I’’ does not like, and its acts are

inconsistent, as if there were several ‘‘Me’s’’ acting at their own whims or under some outside influence. But to be able to take note of this seems to give ‘‘I’’ an advantage over the multifarious ‘‘Myself’’—the advantage that it can agree, or refuse, to be identified with the impulses arising in ‘‘Myself.’’ This means that it is a conscious being; and to be conscious of Self is to know oneself. Can the “T°? know itself? And if it is I who speak, who are you who listen? Are you your ““Myself’’? Or are you your ‘‘I’’?

Where will all this analysis lead me if I continue in this vein? Why, my personality will seem so rich and complex, my brain will be filled with a wealth of new notions and ‘‘Myself’’ will take the glory of it! I could, no doubt, take ‘‘Myself’’ by surprise, if I were to insist on analyzing out my physical mechanism, my emotional impulses, and the unresting whirlpool of my thoughts and imaginations. But what part does the ‘‘I’’ play in all this dissection? And

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unalterable mode of expression, one would expect that all these analyses would in the end reveal its presence. But it does not take much experiment to convince one that there is a duality in one’s guiding impulses: some are pitilessly personal, and seem to intensify the individual’s egotism, and some show a spirit of altruism which will sacrifice the Self for a pure ideal. Is there any hope of discovering in oneself a factor of permanent stability, a ‘‘managing director’’ of one’s incarnation, aware of its goal and able to enlighten us concerning the route toward it? This brings us back to the threshold of our original anxiety; but regarding the object of our quest we have made a little progress: we have had a glimpse of the real meaning of consciousness, and of its immanence in all being. Animals are controlled by it, but man, when the automatic life does not satisfy him, wants something more. His legitimate pride, as a candidate for higher realms, seeks instinctively for some élement of certainty in himself which could put an end to the duel between his two contradictory tendencies. This, alas, is a hopeless dream in the duality of

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the natural world. Yet that which is impossible to the ‘‘natural’’ man is possible to one who has awakened in himself the Spiritual Witness. For although its presence does not exclude that of the Permanent Witness, it is the means of further evolution for the latter, and, where it predominates, the suprahuman state can be attained; and one may then speak of a single consciousness, permanent and immortal, in which the struggle is no longer discord but simply experience seeking through choice an increase of Knowledge. Until that is attained, we have to admit our duality, and not stifle our anxiety by a cowardly acceptance of our own automatism. After all, the cause of our anxiety is ignorance, and the incoherence of the guidance we can give ourselves. And no theorizing will solve the difficulty. So, following faithfully the course mapped out, we must eliminate all complexity, fix our attention on the heart of the problem, and rediscover the simplicity of a child.

Let us try for a few moments to establish some sort of mediation between “‘I,’’ ‘‘You,’’ and ‘‘the Others.’ Whoever is speaking or listening, “‘I’’ is to be the one who speaks, ‘“You’’ is to be the one who listens. Let us make no further distinctions, and try to establish a means of mediation. When a child suckles, the milk is the mediation. Between heaven which

gives, and the flower which receives, light is the mediation. The mystery is the assimilation of that which is received and absorbed. But the child does not think of the mystery, it simply sucks, and the flower does not think of the mystery, it simply opens, at whatever time it can receive what it requires. This is Wisdom—wisdom which knows the necessary gesture to perform the necessary function at the necessary moment. If there is no opposition or dissociation, then gesture, function, and wisdom are one in giver and receiver. A child has this innate Knowledge so long as it has not left the Kingdom of Heaven. An infant is not in hope of the Kingdom of Heaven; so long as it has not quitted the state of innocence, which is nondifferentiation, it is in the Kingdom of Heaven. On quitting it, it will painfully have to learn discrimination, what to do and what not to do, in fact the hard task of the man with two wills who cannot distinguish between the voices of the two witnesses when they whisper to him contradictory advice. But later, of course, things will be simpler; Permanent Witness will be the only one he listens to.

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lost. Let us try to listen, as a child listens, to that vibration in the depths of one’s breast which corresponds to the conception of a reality. Let us try, as a child tries, until ‘‘it happens.’’ To try is in itself to free oneself from the habit-bound will, and to enlarge the scope of one’s intuitive powers. Listen then, listen unremittingly. Watch the flower open just when it needs the sun. Watch its desire. Watch that in yourself which seeks, in order to discover who the seeker is, and what you seek. Watch the invisible, and slowly your interior vision will open, just as your eyes accustom themselves to see in darkness. Our principal resistance is fear of being deceived, of escaping from the control of our intellectual faculties. But one can reply to this that sense-perception and false reasoning can also cause delusions. That, however, is part of the world you know, and its verification must be studied elsewhere. For the present we want to set ajar a door into a world which you did not know existed within yourself. It has, sometimes, swung open a little without your knowledge, but that has been more shocking than to open it deliberately. Knowledge is not to learn and file somewhere in the brain notions which will vanish when the brain cells die. Knowledge is to open one’s eyes to the nature of a thing as if one were born into it, so that this perception awakens awareness of that in ourselves which is analogous to it. If Iput myself in a state of complete mental and physical relaxation, if I do not attempt to believe or profess to know, then I can hear in myself the overtones of that which I wish to know, just as a harp sounds all the overtones of the note one touches. Experience has shown that the doctor who in imagination can identify himself with his patient will prescribe an effective treatment, just as the mountaineer, the explorer, and the lion tamer can avoid the dangers which they have felt approaching and have been experiencing in imagination. But, to reach this condition consciously, one must deliberately abandon the fruitless discussions caused by a variety of doctrines and opinions ;one must renounce controversy and quarreling, and march by the single star that hangs over the cradle of the child. And this is your own star, that of the child which slumbers in you, awaiting its awakening. To discover the straight course which is your own and not another’s, you must set out simple in mind, the head and memory empty, and the heart on fire with longing to open yourself unconstrainedly; and the eyes as easily astonished as those of an ignorant child, for whom the world is new. As a child, you were carried away by thrills of emotion, by delight in the marvelous. You did not dissect the world like a dead body, or

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anesthetize your perception in little watertight compartments of materialism and spiritualism and monism. You submitted to the charm of legends and mysteries, and were happy, in being small, to admire powers greater than yourself. What have you gained by all this suspicious skepticism? Are you so great that the idea of the suprahuman seems impossible? Or are you so ashamed of your mediocrity that the notion of suprahumanity offends you? Enough of these tergiversations! If you are satisfied with life, ask nothing more. But if you seek the Light, let us set off together as pilgrims through the light and shade of mystery.

What is the ‘‘mystery’’? Have you looked for it in yourself? Stand before a mirror, and unveil,-if you can, the mystery of your image. Who is that looking at you? Is it yourself? Yourself, looking at your self? No, it is the reflection, and reflections are an effect of light and shadow on something which reflects the light projected on it, or rather, which projects itself by stopping the light. And what are you yourself? Light? Shadow? Or thing? Of what light are you the shadow? Of what forces are you the form? Of what are you the projection? Observe your reflection, and the contour of your body, which apparently delimits your life. That, the body, is the thing for which you do everything; for it you will your daily life, for it you work, for it you love, for it you fear, and you struggle to preserve its physical life, to satisfy its senses, tastes, and appetites. Look at it. Has it ever told you who it is? Or what it will give you for all your trouble? Ask it! Try to extort their secret from those eyes which express so little of the struggle of a soul which is your own! Discover their meaning, if you can. ‘*Who are you, my body, you have a little world at your service all through life? Whence comes thy form, O Form? Answer me! You are me, you must know me! And me, who am I? Myself, or You? It’s hopeless! If you shut those eyes of mine, I can still see you, within myself; but you, the reflection, cannot be aware of me. So there is a Myself, which knows, and a reflection?”? Listen now. In your breast there is something moving. Its impulses control the flow of your blood, which it receives back and sends out

without rest or pause, and it has been beating since it existed; but it has been beating without your knowledge. It beats every second of your existence, but what knowledge of it have you? Try to stop it. You cannot, your will knows nothing of it. Only your emotion can quicken it.

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What! An immaterial impulse act on a physical object? Let the intellect explain that! Uncontrolled by you, that heart of yours beats out the tempo of your life, and, be it fast or slow, what can you do about it? That is the tempo of your life, your rhythm, your own; everyone has his own. What cosmic rhythm has regulated this pendulum? Do you not know, O most intelligent man? Who obliged you to be the plaything of this mystery? Perhaps, then, you can understand how your food becomes transformed into your own substance, yours and not that of an animal? Or how matter, chemically transformed by your digestion, can be finally transmuted into a living personified substance, in fact animated by the same energy as your body? It is no use to reply in chemical terms, for science must stop here; in the ultimate analysis it can only note that the transmutation occurs, without explaining the last phase of it. Neither can it explain how the minute quantity of nutritious matter which the body does not eliminate is sufficient to maintain it. In a child this is even more striking; so great is the disproportion that its growth evidently cannot be explained except by the reception of some external but nonmaterial substance which encourages the multiplication of cells and blood corpuscles. This growth is a real mystery, of which the biological explanation is inadequate. But what is a mystery? We might say that a mystery is the manifestation of a oi law which cannot be penetrated by our sensory or rational faculties. But this definition does not suggest the feeling of sanctity in a mystery. To understand that there are mysteries in the sacred sense of the word, one must realize that we live in a world of appearances, and that in this world, as in a mirror, the image is a reversed reflection of reality. The image belongs to the world of form, through which we move with our bodies, thoughts, and senses. Reality is the world of the movements of

the Spirit, and we live in that too, but without knowing it. The art of painting, as taught in China, begins with this axiom: ‘‘The movement of life is created by the revolutions of the Spirit. If this principle has not been yours from birth, you cannot hope to learn it.’’ This may seem harsh, but no more so than St. Paul maintaining that ‘“Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many’’ (Hebrews 9:28). Or the Gospels: ‘‘The Son of Man came to give his life a ransom for many”? (Mark 10:45). And further: ‘‘This is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many’’ (Mark 14:24). And the Christ says: ‘‘I pray for them; I pray not for the world’’ (John 17:9).

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And again: ‘‘Unto you it is given to know the mystery of the Kingdom of God: but unto them that are without, all these things are done in parables: that seeing they may see, and not perceive; and hearing they may hear, and not understand; lest at any time they should be converted, and their sins should be forgiven them’’ (Mark 4:11-12). In clearer and more modern language we might say: If the Mystery can only be perceived by the elect, that is to say, by individuals who have had from birth the faculty of perceiving ‘‘the revolutions of the Spirit which create the movement of life,’ how can you expect it to be understood by the crowd, and especially by people who are too intelligent to accept any perception other than from their material senses and their reason? Must we conclude that the perception of the world of Causes is forever

closed to humanity? By merely human means, it is. But all the true initiators have come to earth expressly to indicate the suprahuman means. And whether the World of Causes be called ‘“Tao’’ or ‘‘The Kingdom of Heaven,” the essential means for attaining it is the same: simplicity of heart and mind.

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10 The Discernment of Discernment The word ‘‘discernment’’ will be used here to signify the power to discriminate between a perceived reality and the possibility that the perception may be illusory. Discernment is not the same as faith, for faith may be a personal creation, either mental or emotional, but discernment is a quite certain recognition of the reality or truth of something, and is acquired by the higher consciousness. Every certainty is the result of an experience. If the experience has come through the senses, the emotions, or the intellect, then the certainty is no more than relative; it is beyond doubt only when it is the fruit of a genuine spiritual experience of identificaton. Identification is the union of a part of one’s being with the object contemplated, whether or not this object is in the field of sensory perception. True identification is communion between the perceiver and the perceived, and this communion does not permit the intrusion of any notions foreign to the reality of the object contemplated. It demands accordingly the exclusion of all notions or impressions arising from the personality of the perceiver, for these might corrupt the integrity of his perception; that is, it requires absolute neutrality, whether this is obtained accidentally for a moment or by perfect control. Perfect control of our mental faculties, by holding them steady and reducing them to the role of an absolutely neutral observer, makes identification possible, and conscious identification obtained in these conditions amounts to certain knowledge.* *No other form of “knowledge” is anything more than inference. (Trans. note)

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Identification can also happen accidentally through momentary emptiness of the mind; but in that case it is without the conscious control which

coordinates spiritual perceptions, and is thus an unconscious identification. Most intuitive perceptions are of this order and cannot have the value of certainties for lack of the necessary ‘‘discernment’’; they remain probabilities which must be evaluated more and more closely by a process of verfication strictly purified from personal prejudice. The possibility of distinguishing without error between the certainty and the mere probability of an experience of identification may be called ‘‘the discernment of discernment.’’ The value of a flash of discernment cannot be measured in time; it is a moment of wisdom, of true knowledge. A sage may enjoy such moments more or less frequently, but they are never continuous so long as he is obliged to undergo the accidents and relativism of life on earth. The discernment of a true discernment requires in the man who would practice it an experimental knowledge of his own different states of consciousness and of the value of the evidence they offer him. Only in such a case can our discernment have the value of reality, and thus allow us to find our answers in ourselves.

11 The Milieu

For the genesis of anything, the first necessity is the formation of a proper milieu. This is brought about by spiritual influence. For if you have not in yourself the Will to the Light, you are like a magnet which has lost its magnetism, or a bird which has lost its wings, unable to move and obliged to submit passively to the laws of its environment. If you desire liberation, you must become your own ‘‘milieu’’ and bring forth your own Light, completing your cycle in yourself. But this cycle must genuinely correspond to your original destiny. If you wish to bring forth the divine Light of Wisdom, do not provide for it the unstable milieu of your maladjusted personality. And beware what powers you attract by your desires and prayers! How few are those who can draw down the divine Power directly and simply, without formulas and names, ‘‘in Spirit and in Truth.’’ They are the true ‘‘poor in spirit,” who desire ‘‘in Truth,’’ and theirs in the only desire that deserves to be so called, for it yearns only for That, lives for That, unites itself to That, just as a flower drinks its life from the light; for this Desire is in them a vital necessity, and the necessity is that of their own divine spark demanding its sustenance. For such, the Kingdom of Heaven is indeed within them because they are in it; for that which is not separated is one, and this Desire is nonseparation. The obstructions to this Desire are-all those things that men call desires. The desires of the earthly are attached to all that is not That, because That—the Spirit— seems to them the Void; and men fear the Void. So, to escape it, they listen to all their desires, and these desires are not the

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Desire, but either wishes (which are mental) or else affinities created by the need for finding one’s complement. Thus is Nature’s work continued; and this is the Kingdom of Earth. Many are those who project their imaginings outside themselves and create gods ‘‘in their own image and likeness.’ The powers they would adore are those that can grant them all the boons they yearn for in this world and the next. They are answered by Christ’s word: ‘‘Ye know not what ye ask’’ (Mark 10:38). Their wish is for an idol to protect and favor them, or else for a divine being who can be loved possessively. But paradises, like gods, are made by men according to their desires, and their misfortune will be that they will often find what they have imagined. But what we can imagine is no part of the inexpressible Divine. An omnipotent desire is one which animates the very cells of your being and makes you able to seize and grasp the object of your affinity. Such a desire has magic power, and, like the sorcerer’s apprentice, man uses it imprudently. For the god, or power, which answers him is of the same nature as his desire. The money-grubber invokes the powers of money, the social climber the powers of the social order, and the thinker invokes intellectual powers. Thus the seeker is ruled and restricted by his affinity. This is his hell, or purgatory, in which he is already confined in this present life. As for so-called ‘‘spiritual desires,’’ the potency of ‘‘the Desire’’ must not be confused with these anemic wishes for spirituality, or emotional longings toward some God or other who is expected to reciprocate, ta show good intentions, and to provide all the scenic effects which lull the pious into an illusion of beatitude. What do I gain if I deceive myself? Only my mortal being can be deceived. When the illusory vanishes, reality appears. The necessary experience is to recognize the real in the midst of the world of illusion. To do this I must clear my own ground, eliminate all that is not my true self, and create in myself the milieu which can attract the Spirit. Only the immortal Self can eliminate personal desires and so serve the one true Desire, Desire for the Eternal. And then the Permanent

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Every milieu that is pure, and ripe to receive seed, will easily bear the fruit of its own king. Purity, however, does not consist in the absence of dirt, physical or moral, as the world erroneously thinks. The purity of a thing is its homogeneousness, in accordance with its own particular type. A man is perfectly pure at whatever moment he is totally identified with the cosmic character of his Being. A scorpion too can be perfectly pure, and is so, insofar as it is perfectly true to its nature. Any concession that weakens the essential rhythm of a being puts it into a heterogeneous and therefore impure condition. For, as Hippocrates said, ‘‘the homogeneous will join with the homogeneous, but the heterogeneous fights, resists, and separates.’’ Thus any mixture of blood, or of divergent tendencies, creates a battlefield. And equally, the forced-creation of a milieu for some arbitrary ideal, or for qualities foreign to its nature, can only give birth to monsters and be a source of needless strife. If the fruit is to be sound, the milieu must be in harmony with the nature of the seed. | Thus, for the creation of such a milieu in oneself, the first requisite is a knowledge of all the deepest tendencies of one’s real being. The second condition is to awaken and reeducate the inner perceptions. The third is to cultivate and intensify the Will to the Light.

SEEKING OUT TENDENCIES If in the revealing light of some moment of cataclysm you were to meet your double, not dressed in its worldly glad-rags, not armed with that buckler of excuses which conventional hypocrisy uses to cover our secret wishes, but in all its moral nakedness, showing its tendencies and urges,

its pitiless cunning and its cowardice, are you certain that you would recognize it? How many sages are there on this earth who could and calmly would call by their real names the secret motives of their actions? That, nevertheless, would be the greatest victory a man could gain over himself, and the first proof of his mastery—a clear vision of all the tendencies which rule his inner being. If you want to enjoy the sympathy of the crowd, if you want normal people to make excuses for you, do not enter the maze to which this fearless search will lead you. Remain in the disguising shade, where reassuring mediocrity comes down and veils any truth that should threaten to show its face and, to discourage inquiries, covers it with a well-known label. For quite possibly the unveiling of your secret world might ruffle your calm acceptance of the opinions, values, and prejudices which rule your ordinary life.

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But if your aim is to attain Masterhood and Knowledge, then illuminate one day of your life with the cold light of impersonal judgment; observe the finer points of all your impulses, excavate without pity and without excuses, until you lay bare their roots and origins. You will be surprised, at times, to recognize the signature of your ancestors in certain atavistic ways of behavior, learned or inherited from your family. Other impulses, to which you have given moral value without examining their right to it, will be shown up as mere habitual reflexes of mind or emotion, impressed upon you either by education or by the daily suggestion of your religious and social circumstances. Both these classes of impulse are foreign to you, and prevent your true nature from manifesting itself. A third class is your own; observe it therefore, but do not judge it! It consists of passionate impulses, marks of your deepest nature, which can reveal to you by their analogies with the same forces in Nature (in planets, animals, plants, and metals) the characteristics of your true Being, and help you to identify yourself with it. Let us make a beginning together on this introspection. The atavistic tendencies which are the signature of a family or a race are the rhythm or type imprinted by contagion, and as it were by a sort of imitation, on all the cells of the body and all the corpuscles of the blood; and the blood, as vehicle of this animal soul, transfuses its characteristics and superficial tendencies from generation to generation until they are effaced by new impressions. This effect will be the deeper, the narrower is the circle in which the family or race is living. The conformations of family character, though they may be brought out or hidden by relationships with the world outside, have been ingrained by successive generations and cannot be removed except by length of time or violent rupture. Emigrants, transplanted into a race and traditions radically different from their own, often show greater flexibility of habit and judgment, and are often readier for the acceptance of new ideas. One who looks indulgently on the violent temper he has inherited, or smiles to recognize in his mirror some gesture familiar in his grandfather or father, should rather try to break these chains of servitude, and give attention to the grand object of his journey. For the great mass of humans, family, country, and religious denomination are an indispensable refuge. But for those who desire to take the narrow way and attain the highest of human possibilities, the Gospel has shown the unconditional requirement: “‘If any man hate not his father and mother and wife and children, he cannot be my disciple’’ (Luke 14:26).

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precedence to the conquest of Reality, over against all other social duties and relationships. Here again the choice should be made wholeheartedly. If you are still attached to the fetters of memory, if you are still controlled by the instinct for continuation on earth, then you had better submissively accept the duties of your chosen world, support its customs and traditions even to excess, and observe them so intensely and so consciously that, by contrast, your “‘sense of eternity’’ will be awakened and will summon you to the more sacred duty of the individual quest. But if this longing for Reality predominates already in you, then follow the commandments of liberaton; let go of all that the past has written in your substance: seek your true Name; set yourself apart from the group-soul of any group; and learn that you can serve your fellow-travelers more effectively by becoming, yourself, a sun that shines with its own light rather than by helping them to drag the old chains of slavery. The same applies to the tendencies engraved upon your cells by the education you were obliged to undergo. Since your life began, all your intellectual reflexes, all your manner of judging things, and of expressing your feelings, were carved and molded by the wills of others, and inhibited the development of your individual consciousness. Now you can free it from this dead weight, knock down the wall of prohibitions and prejudices which prevented you from making your own discoveries. What do you know of Good and Evil? Their relative value varies from one race or climate to another;

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their absolute value you can only learn by identifying yourself with the Source of all things. But in order to do this you must let go of all preconceived opinions, all judgments dictated by convenience, all the conventions necessary to social life. Many so-called sins will hardly weigh as such in the cosmic balance; but many acts ostensibly innocent will lay upon you a heavy burden of karma. Granted that you incur a debt toward anyone whom you injure by the refusal to discharge an acknowledged duty; granted that you are responsible when you break the laws of the social order; granted too that you have duties to your family, but only to the extent that you have freely accepted them—and for this reason the obligations of marriage and parenthood are more binding than those of filial or fraternal duties. But a duty in the general interest will always be more important than others, and the first of all these is the duty to make spiritual growth; for one wise action by a man of insight’can do more for humanity than a whole life of conventional virtue. Whoever gives his free consent to being a member of a group is bound thereby to accept its earthly rules and sanctions. But no group, not even a

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religious group, can have a right to thwart the evolution of an individual either by overruling his conscience or by professing to substitute for the judgment of his own true Destiny its own allegedly ‘“‘eternal”? condemnation, or by granting a pardon which in the absence of true contrition is ineffective. For the attainment of the suprahuman realm there are certain inexorable requirements, and there can be no excuses, no sentimental concessions to the relative values of the merely human world. For, as the

Christ said: ‘‘I pray not for the world’’ (John 17:9). Thus duty can take strange forms when its motive is the sublime quest for the Light—for example, the obligation on certain Chinese dynasties to destroy the works of their predecessors in order to rebuild in a new spirit. So too certain revolutionary schools of art, and the destructive tendencies of such notions as ‘‘permanent revolution,’’ ill-expressed today by social theories based on perverted intuitions. All these bear witness to that urge we have to destroy impermanent values and in the shock of the void to discover the true Light. It is of course unwise to trust the unawakened with means of destruction which only the sage should wield. Yet no one of the elect will find his “*kingdom’’ except by the pitiless destruction of everything which is not a part of the indestructible life of his own being. And this can only be the Consciousness developed in him by the experience of life. Blind obedience is for the herd, and mediocrity is its refuge. A boldness that accepts its responsibility is the virtue of the conqueror who would find the keys of his kingdom. Happy is he who dares to destroy the phantoms of his past in order to find his own eternal likeness. Thrice happy he who is in love with the void, who fears not to plunge into the abyss where creative Faith can lose nothing but its shadow, and the Living Soul nothing but its dead ghost. You who do not wish to die with your body, cut out and cast in the fire, from among your habits and ideas, all that can be destroyed. The indestructible will reveal itself of itself. Your deep, your passionate tendencies, are tyrannical forces linked to your destiny just as the need to sing is linked to the throat of a nightingale. Your needs are elementary forces born of the necessity for a physical organ to discharge its function. The stomach lives to eat, and to do this it forms juices which attack its food; but if food fails, these acids attack its own substance, and it creates a

feeling of pain, which is a cry for help. The pain becomes tyrannical necessity, and obliges the animal to kill in order From bacteria (the most primitive form of stomach) up animal, this urge expresses itself more and more perfectly;

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carnivore, it is still the same obedience to an elementary need. In an organic being each vital function is the expression of a corresponding need; but the different needs express themselves with different rhythms, in a subtle or gross manner, according to the stage of evolution of the individual and the species. In the lion voracity is held back for a few moments by pride of conquest, and in the cat by its love of play. Where delicacy of perception goes hand in hand with the development of consciousness, its modes of expression can be distinguished by the seven qualities which are the signatures of the seven planets; and these seven modes are themselves derived from combinations of the four fundamental qualities, Hot, Cold, Moist, and Dry. The ‘‘humors’’ of the animal body (blood, lymph, bile, and atrabile)

are the materialization of these qualities, and their proportion determines the physical temperament of each individual; that is, it controls the expression of his instincts, and influences his psychological reactions: The bilious type is choleric; the lymphatic, lazy; the sanguine, eager; and the atrabilious, anxious. But these temperaments only modify, by their color and intensity, the passions proper to all animal life. Obviously, therefore, passional tendencies, being elementary forces of Nature, cannot be suppressed by an act of will. Even the most skillful engineer cannot prevent an underground stream from flowing; he can seal up the spring, but this will only divert its course, and it will reach the surface again through the first fissure that it finds. Passion must be classed with the instincts, but Consciousness can make

use of it as an instrument in the struggle toward the Light.

12 The Visit to the Cave

There was a man who had all that learning, love, and wealth can give, and yet a gnawing anxiety troubled his unsatisfied heart. He sought relief in travel, but seemed only to be making circles around his anxiety, and every stage led back to his unhappy starting point. He climbed mountain peaks, but found only danger in them and no escape. He cried, as he crossed the snowy wastes and found them void of life: ‘‘Where is the Spirit??? He crossed the seas, and watched the ocean spend itself on the shore, but nothing revealed to him the mystery of its flowing. The starry heaven of the Chaldean Magi threw him into a paroxysm of despairing calculations. The sands of the desert aggravated his fever, for he had not understood their voice and could not bear their silence. At length he returned to his own country, as unsatisfied as he had set out.

One spring night he was wandering aimlessly in an old oak wood, and as he stood, weary of everything, dreaming beside a broken tree trunk, he remembered a deep cave where dwelt a wise old hermit. He found it, all gray with smoke, and entering, saw an old man who bade him sit down in front of a fire of dry wood. He said to the old man:

‘‘I have been all over the world, but I have not

found ‘the answer.’ ”? ‘*What are you seeking?’’ a Eeuthec ‘“Can you not read??? ‘I have studied all the philosophies.”’

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‘What have books to do with Truth??? ‘What else is there to read?’ ‘‘Are you blind?’’ asked the hermit. ‘‘If you cannot read the truth which is Nature’s signature in heaven and earth and in your body, how can you expect to discover her secrets in the writings of men??? ‘*What is Truth?’’ said the man. “That which is.”’ ‘*How can a man know that??? ‘By knowing Nature and himself.’’ ‘I know myself very well.’’ ‘*What do you know of yourself?’’ ‘*T know my vices and virtues, my likes and dislikes, my will.” ‘*Ts all that yourself? You mistake the crowd for the individual.’’ ‘Then who am I?”’ ‘*No one can tell you, except your own conscience. When you explored the outside of the earth, you found nothing. Try exploring the inside of your world. You will be surprised.’’ “T do not know how. Will you guide me?’’ **All I can do,’’ replied the sage, ‘‘is to blow away the clouds, and that only if you will it in very truth.’ The hermit came and sat opposite the seeker. After a silence he said: “*Reflect yourself.’’ The man gazed into the hermit’s eyes and observed his image. He said to the sage: ‘‘I see the Other. He is examining your thoughts intently, drawing up a list of clever questions to discover your secrets... . No, that is not I! That is not what I want.’’

‘‘How do you know? Still, never mind, continue looking. What is he doing now?”’ ‘Magic formulas! He is invoking power, he wants to control men, to compel love, he is forging his will like steel to avenge an injury. It is terrible, he wants to...’’

‘Let him! His will will come back on his own head.’’ **Stop him!’’ cried the man. ‘‘He will go mad!”’ “I cannot. Only you can renounce these accursed ‘powers.’ Do you truly want to?’’ **T renounce them.”’ The hermit effaced the vision with a gesture. ““If I can efface it,” he said, ‘‘that means it is not yourself. Now search in yourself.’’ And he placed his fingers on the man’s temples. ‘‘Here is myself. . .my thoughts.”’ ““Indeed?’’ The hermit smiled. The man pondered for a moment, his eyes closed. ‘“*No,’’ he concluded, ‘‘I was wrong, they are just a crowd, a mad

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fandango of confused ideas, one following another wildly. When one melts away others come along, one suggests another, they get transposed, multiplied, divided. I cannot follow it, it is a mad rush!’’ Irritated, the seeker became involved in the game; he saw himself face

to face with confusion and trying vainly to stop its course. Ideas came and went in every direction, beliefs struggled together, doubts tugged at him, every sort of opinion charged at him, all trying to overwhelm him. He struggled, tried to fight a way through, pushed them away in the hope of casting a look behind, but others still rushed in. “*Stop!’’ he cried. ‘“This is sheer confusion!”’ The hermit made a gesture, and the movements became slower, and as

in a slow-motion film details were seen which before had passed unnoticed. The intricate complications became clearer, and revealed the chain of their causation. The seeker was astounded. All his intelligent ideas seemed to go strangely lame. What he had called ‘‘logical’’ was suddenly demolished by an unforeseen consequence. He saw what knotted strings led up to an act he had thought spontaneous. He could follow his thoughts right back to their origins, and was astonished at their diversity. What? All these inspirations, which he had thought his own, came to him from without? His professional achievement showed as a compact group of extraneous notions. His most superb idea had come from a rival! Others, in long entwining chains, had come from his family tradition. But most had been snatched in passing from a thousand other influences, and arduously worked in with oddments of reading and his personal studies. How could he claim to be the father of all that? ‘*How long will this horrible dance continue?’’ he exclaimed. **Until death of your brain.’ ‘*What will remain after that?’’ ‘*Vague floating forms such as you see, without aim or order.’’ ‘*What will become of those forms??? ‘*They will become the property of other brains, which they will touch unnoticed.”’ ‘*But what shall I get out of it all??? ‘Nothing, because your instrument will no longer exist.’’ “I am not missing much, am I?’’ he sighed. ‘‘So little of that was myself! But then where is my Self?’’ ‘*You must continue the search.”? The hermit touched the man’s solar plexus. He shivered, and waves of emotion swept over him like a rising tide. Hope, love, and malice flowed over him, just as he had known them not long since, and he trembled. ‘*T know all these,’’ he cried. ‘‘Why do you bring them back??? But eagerly he lived them over again, trying in vain to catch the ideas

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he loved and push away the sufferings which were too intense. Wearily he tried to expunge them, but they only changed, and were replaced by older ones; like a film shown backward,

memories flooded up, reversing the

course of time. He watched them uncomprehending. At the passionate adventures in which his reflection was involved he now felt no emotion;

quite undisturbed he watched it sinking into despair or rising to paroxysms of joy; at the most, an indulgent smile for one or two excesses. He was amazed at the waves of bliss which had filled certain scenes, and rejected the storms of anger which no longer seemed to have any meaning. And where was he himself, the Self of today, in this long story about the past? That in him which could still respond to those echoes had now such different vibrations! Were there, in all these waves of movement, just a few which composed his own true harmony? If so, how could he recognize them? The hermit, answering his secret thought, said: ‘‘To know that, you

must explore even deeper.’’ And he placed his hand on the back of the seeker’s neck. For a moment the man was silent, then a violent shudder went through him, and the blood reddened his face. Revolted, he exclaimed: ‘‘What have I to do with these horrors? I have

rejected all these obsessions! They do not concern me!’’ ‘If you have been liberated from them, why do they trouble you?’’ The man trembled, trying in vain to escape from what had been evoked; but gradually and in spite of himself, panting and sweating, he succumbed to its grip. Burning images flowed over him, sensual folly played with temptations and tortuous perversions, while possessive rage confounded vivid eroticism with surly sadism. This was the witches’ sabbath of his © dreams. The hermit let the storm die down, and the man asked brokenly: ‘‘I came in search of peace. Why have you aroused my demons?’’ ‘You came in search of Truth. Peace is its fruit. We must first reactivate your deepest roots.’’ ‘‘Are they buried in that crowd?”’ ‘Vice comes from a deviation of the natural tendencies of your being. It works out as opposition to your true destiny.”’ ‘Must one allow these oppositions to grow strong?’’ ‘‘It is indispensable for the enlargement of consciousness that you recognize them as such.’’ ‘Is consciousness found in the dunghill?’’ the man asked with a sour smile. ‘That is truer than you think! Contradictory forces show their true nature when they come into conflict. The specific quality incarnated in you will be revealed by the shock of contrast. For instance, the Martian

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nature, made all of violence, will easily be enslaved by Venus. The Venusian, seeking for beauty, will rather plunge himself in filth in order to heighten his awareness of beauty. The Solar type, which is dominating, can be a masochist. And the Saturnian, who loves solitude and mystery, often looks for his complement in exhibitionism.”’ ‘Can the Spirit not be reborn in man without these troubles??? ‘‘Before the resurrection comes the descent into hell.’ “Where is hell? Do you know?’’ **In the bowels of the earth of your body! But its fire is also that which causes the resurrection!’’ ‘How can the same principle bring forth opposite effects??? ‘‘When your soul was incarnated in matter, it married itself to the baseness of matter; it can only free itself by subtilizing that which has become bound to it by attraction.’ ‘“That does not answer my question.”’ ‘‘Because you fail to see the double movement of life. Separation resulted from the need to see oneself reflected; attraction is the result of

the need for reunification. But reunification cannot happen until each complement has become perfectly itself. And how could it do that except by recognizing all its tendencies?’’ “*So regeneration is only possible by diving into all this filth?’’ “*T did not say that! No sage would advise a man to put into practice all the filthiness he finds in himself. But no attainment is possible if you shut out the light for fear of thieves and fire. The only way—and you must face it—is to let all your impressions rise to the surface, with all your impulses and urges, and there observe them without telling yourself lies about them, and so learn to play on their contrasts in order to arouse your consciousness of their cosmic tendency, which is their mainspring.”? The man pondered, and asked: ‘‘Playing with fire, isn’t it?’’ “Ts fire any safer hidden beneath its ash? Surely you are not any longer the victim of these obsessions?’’ **No...unless perhaps in dreams.’’ ‘Your dreams are the mirror of your reality. When you escape in sleep from the prison of your intellect, then your instincts show themselves in their true colors, and prove that the force you thought extinguished was merely held in check.’’ The seeker remarked angrily: ‘‘So little good have I seen as I went about the world, and so much ill, that I have condemned any sin which

offended my dignity!”’ The hermit smiled. ‘‘You will be judged by that which you judge, and condemned by that which you condemn.”? **T do not understand.”? ‘“That, for oneself, is sin, which one judges to be a sin. Thus, without

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knowing it, you make your own law, at your own risk and peril.’’ ‘But that is perfectly amoral! Much better refuse to recognize Evil at allie ‘“Your

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knowledge of the essential principal behind Good and Evil, and then to understand how it relates to the experience of every individual.’’ ‘*What is the Law then?’’ ‘“Learn to know yourself, to the depth of your profoundest instincts. Just as a lion tamer tries an animal until he knows its every trick, so must you outface your most hidden reflexes, and then do whatever your newly developed consciousness will let you do.’’ ‘*That law sounds too flexible, and too arbitrary.’’ ‘It is more rigid than you can possibly imagine. Perception of danger is the best of guides.’’ ‘*And if I fall by the way?’’ . “T did not advise you to put into practice all your instincts, only to uncover and recognize them. What more could you have to fear than you have now? Today your soul is a jungle, much of it unexplored. You must throw light into all its dark corners, search out all its dangerous beasts and reptiles, that heterogeneous collection that you still conceal behind the little word “‘I.’’ Learn to recognize them by their appetites, to become aware of their tricks. Some will be strange to you; others are a part of your kingdom. When they are all docile to your orders, you will know in what your true Self consists.

‘When you have learned that, return to me. When the corn is ripe, and the grapes are beginning to color, then if I find you so disposed I will try to widen your horizon.’’

13 The Sexual Problem

Sex presents a problem which cannot be evaded if one wishes to use its power for development toward the suprahuman; but the mere satisfaction of instinct retards development. Certain doctrines preach the use of sexual excitement as a means of awakening higher faculties and extraordinary powers, but such methods are really dangerous and should be shunned. What they evoke is not the higher faculties, but unhealthy forces from which it is then almost impossible to free oneself. This is one of the greatest perils a man can be involved in, for he becomes the slave of these powers, and runs the risk of complete nervous and mental unbalance. On the other hand, the repression of the sexual instinct is equally a danger. Psychology has demonstrated that a passion violently thwarted is stifled rather than overcome. Conquest is only real when the adversary is disarmed by a more powerful expression of the vital force. So long as we exist in physical bodies, we are subject to Nature’s law of dualization, by which affinity is created between complementary opposites which are separated. This dualization, which is the foundation of Nature and its basic evil, is also the foundation of terrestrial experience, the object of which is to transcend Nature and return to union with the One. It is also the foundation of our cultivation of consciousness, since it gives us the possibility of choice between opposite qualities, between the real and the relative, between what is good or evil for us at the moment. This dualization, being the cause of affinity between complementary opposites, is the cause of sexuality and of the desire that men call love. The error is to confuse love, desire, and need.

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Need is an appetite, and only concerns the physical body. Needs are therefore of the animal nature, the result of physiological functions stimulated at the appropriate point of the natural cycle. Desire, when aroused by need or instinct, is a purely animal impulse. But, quite apart from animal impulses, desire can exist in man as an affinity for qualities or states of being of a more subtle sort. As a rule, however, we are not conscious of its deeper cause, and so we pervert the character of such a desire by confusing it with mere wishes, or even needs, and use it as an excuse for gratifying them, and thus the idea of love is vulgarized. Yet the idea of love, although applied to sexual desire, is a symbol of the absolute Love which has no single object, and which is the fruit of awareness of mutual solidarity. Sexual selection by affinity is a present manifestation of this cosmic love. The danger lies in confusing the origins of the various emotions of love—physical, sentimental, ‘‘ideal,’’ or even supposedly spiritual—for they have generally a sexual foundation, whether conscious or unconscious. For the relation of sex to the brain and liver is either forgotten or unknown. These three factors, the grand triad of the Personality, affect

one another so closely that it is often difficult to distinguish which of them is responsible for a sudden stirring of passion, desire, or thought. If one of them

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produce feelings which the man, unaware of the interaction, takes seriously, not suspecting their physioloical origin. Besides the sexual stirrings produced by the cycles of Nature and human life, each individual is influenced by his own particular instincts, which make him react sexually to certain actions or circumstances. These instinctive characteristics are recorded in the liver, but produce reactions in the sex glands and the brain, and these two, being always in alliance, offer each other excuses for explaining and satisfying the resulting longings. The unawakened man is overtaken by these impulses and easily becomes their slave, spending his energy on them but not becoming enlightened. But he who wishes to escape from his animal nature will sincerely try to uncover his instincts and observe their working. He will of course lose the exciting effect of being taken by surprise, but he will gain in exchange the opportunity of using his instincts consciously to increase his ‘‘vital fire,’’ instead of prostituting the idea of love by confusing it with the satisfaction of an instinct. Sexual energy has the same origin as the subtle fire which gives life. It is for man to use it wisely or else expend it thoughtlessly. He whose aim is satisfaction will refuse to learn control, preferring to be

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at the mercy of surprises and receive his pleasure without effort. But the man who has in him, even unconsciously, a sense of the true Love, will be

ashamed of animal sexuality, except in the service of perpetuating the species. This comes from his moral sense, the voice of conscience, which is our judge. Then the problem arises, what to do with the vital fire? Should one suffocate it, or can it be used to raise us to a higher life? To deny or suffocate sexual excitement is an act of suppression dictated by the will, and results only too often in redirecting the energy into intellectual or sentimental imaginings, with psychological trouble as a frequent consequence. Alternatively, continual suppression may lead to flaccidity, which is the way of death and not of life; for impotence is not the same as mastery! True mastery, without unfortunate consequences, is only attained when an inferior joy is replaced by a higher one. If slavery to sensual pleasure is an animal slavery, on the other hand conscious desire is of the human realm; indeed it is the key to life and liberation, once it is clarified, that is, stripped of artificial excuses. That desire, which is the key of life, seeks to increase the vital fire, and

can be stirred or exalted either by sexual excitement or by the Will to the Light. Sexual excitement makes desire hypocritical if it has to excuse itself with aestheticism, sentimentality, and intellectual erotic imaginations. For all forms of eroticism are basically the search for emotional shock. And the cause of this emotional shock is an act which suddenly upsets the balance of our feelings; it violates our normal standard of feelings about morality, or about love and friendship, about reputation or security. Whether the shock is given by pain or joy or anguish, it is always a loss of balance which upsets our natural inertia. The shock is desired for excitement’s sake; and if the aim of the excitement is sexual satisfaction,

nothing will be gained but the one sensual pleasure. A more conscious being, who looks for a higher joy, will desire the shock in order to strengthen his interior fire. In any case, therefore, to desire an emotional shock is to desire a loss of equilibrium. Any excess can do this, but erotic excess does it to increase the heat of sexual feeling. Erotic perversions are always a compensation for the tyranny of the Ego. Masochism is inverted authoritarianism, and the wallowing in degradation is the inversion, or mortification, of sensual aestheticism.

If their aim is only animal pleasure and satisfaction, erotic impulses can debase; but equally, if the intention is the opposite, they can serve like other emotional shocks to enhance consciousness and life. The difference lies in the aim and in the mode of application.

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A man who risks his life for an impersonal cause may find an exaltation in the fear of danger because of the joy of sacrificing his purely selfish security. If you can choose at will either to yield deliberately to your animal nature, without making excuses for it, or else to control it and find in doing so the exaltation of sacrifice, then you have found one of the keys of life, the key to the transmutation of the vital fire. The joy of overcoming oneself transforms the desire for a fugitive pleasure into desire for the infinite Joy. This cannot be too often repeated.

14 The Pendulum

Spirit is the substantial source of “‘things’’; but ‘‘things’’ become opposed to Spirit; ‘“things’’ are passive and react. Man, in his Automatic Self, is a ‘‘thing’’; he does not discern the

source of his impulses, but submits to them passively like a reed in the wind; he is their plaything when unaware of them; and if he revolts against them he must suffer from their resistance. Thus by the law of alternation he swings to and fro like a pendulum: effort—impotence; hope—despair. And the law of reaction means that the higher the rise, the more grievous the fall. Instead of this one can learn to ‘‘live’’ the pendulum; and therein can Wisdom be found. For the alternation is inevitable. To recognize it is to abolish the anxiety that comes of ignorance; to have its measure is to be able to master it; not to resist it is to attain peace; and to use its impetus is to increase one’s vital force. The movement has four phases: First phase: Will to power and mastery Second phase: Lack of balance Third phase: Absence of will Fourth phase: Balanced serenity. The will to power gives the impetus to mount, and pitiful indeed is the timid man who does not dare to use it. False humility keeps his soul enslaved, taking a morbid satisfaction-in his wretchedness. This is the putrid virtue of mediocrity. The aim of every tradition of wisdom is to gain possession of the ‘‘inner kingdom,’’ for to hold that is the key to the “‘Kingdom of Heaven,”’

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which is a kingdom not of this earth. But the man who seeks it has his feet on the ground, and his body is his instrument. His personal form is the obstacle he must overcome, but the Will to the Light reveals from time to time the Secret Being within him. The true Name of that Being, though unknown to its bearer, is the thread that binds together all his existences, and its consciousness is the ‘divine kingdom’’ in which the human Personality becomes the servant of its Immortal Self. This victory of the suprahuman, being the highest aim we can have on earth, is not won without striking a blow; and the Lower Self is both the

weapon to be used and the intended victim. Its resistance therefore is inevitable, and its instinct of self-preservation classes the Individuality as its opponent. But the prospect of power will draw it like a bait. The power is perfectly real. Mastery of the physical body gives health and strength; mastery of the emotions prevents one from being controlled by others, and opens the inward ear; mastery of the mind, by which the arising thoughts can be either formulated or abolished at will, makes possible intuitive vision. The prospect of such power as this should surely suffice to overcome inertia. And we shall be wise to use it, for it will give us the impetus to mount. Only we must remain alert to substitute the Will to the Light for the will to power; for thus at every upward step the quality of the power will be less personal and more altruistic, since it comes from mastery over the grasping instinct of our egocentric nature. The aim of the whole operation is to give the pendulum energy. The moment of success is critical, for the notion of reaching the limit restricts effort and leads to a falling back. This is where wisdom should intervene; for, realizing the instability of the success obtained, it would accept the limit as the prerequisite of a new creative impulse—which will arise, but not before its proper time. That is the secret! Worldly persons dislike this game intensely, for if they make an effort they expect to enjoy the fruits of it; so to prevent the falling back they use their willpower to insist upon a result—and the pendulum breaks. The third phase of the pendulum is, mystically speaking, the compensation for the proud effort of power, namely absence of will, which means acceptance, not of impotence but of the vital law of alternation. It accepts the phase of descent without resistance, being certain that a new phase of energy will follow. And in a similar way our understanding of the pendulum’s action can be enlarged from the merely personal field to the universal. The decisive moment is when the pendulum’s further movement is

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rejected by the proud man who refuses to accept descent, and justified in him who does accept it. For the humility of the sage is to understand that power is only knowledge of the law. He who accepts the descent will find at the bottom of it the fruit of his awareness of it, namely serenity and balance. Thus is that peace attained which gives renewed impetus for a further rise by means of a legitimate will to power. The amplitude of the pendulum’s swing is determined by one’s own stage of awareness; but without a fresh impulse it tends to diminish. This is the justification of the means suggested to set it going, namely the arousing of a personal instinct in order to start the game which in the end will destroy the personal attitude by forcing it to acknowledge the law of alternation. Absolute cessation of alternation could only be the result of universalization of consciousness. This path, which makes use of the contradictions in an individual’s nature, is the contrary of that which tries to abolish weaknesses by denying their existence; that only creates inhibitions. The pendular movement is continually exemplifed in the alternation of dilation and contraction, and we should learn to make use of it. The air penetrates our bodies by the double movement of respiration; and, like our lungs, the earth itself expands and contracts.

All things living on earth partake of this alternation between dilation and contraction, inspiration and expiration. Dilation is the happy moment of expanding into oneness. Contraction is the satanic function of materialization. Both are necessary, but to use them wisely one must understand their motive forces. Dilation is a gesture of union, of absorption into the Cosmos, without selection, opposition, or separation. Its tendency is to expansion, to the breaking of bounds, to the fusion of all in All. It is the absence of personal will, the opening of the heart without reserve, the attempt to escape into the Abyss beyond the frontiers of matter. It is the upward movement of the pendulum; but the pendulum falls inevitably back, since its point of attachment is on earth. Its descent is the movement of expiration and contraction. All things except the Absolute Unity are subject to this alternation; it is the most inexorable motion in the becoming of the universe. For this reason Wisdom does not seek peace in continual ‘‘Good,”’ without ugliness and without a falling back, but rather in the skillful use of oppositions.

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Dilation is inevitably followed by contraction, and therefore all progress, all generous expansion is at once followed by a reaction. If you wish to know what the reaction will be, consider your private motives for resistance, for it will take their character; and they will be your intellectual criticisms, your doubts and rebellions, your skepticism and pessimism. If you are not aware of this reaction, it will control you, and you may sadly conclude that the progress which you made in the period of expansion has been all wiped out in the period of contraction. Thus do men of goodwill, if they are ignorant victims of this lamentable seesaw, proceed with their spiritual evolution at the speed of a tortoise. To attain victory quickly, one must become aware of the contrary rhythm and learn to take advantage of its movement in the antagonistic direction, just as a blacksmith uses the rebound of his hammer to diminish its deadweight; the anvil, by its resistance, throws up the hammer, and the blacksmith requires less effort to bring it down again. The rebound increases with repetition up to a certain number of strokes, determined by the fatigue of the metal, which also needs its intervals of rest.

Consider this law carefully, and draw the conclusion. The phase of contraction is a necessary evil; how can you make use of

it? Every action increases in amplitude if encouraged by a reaction. Contraction is a satanic tautening of muscle in order to hold what one has grasped; it is the avarice of Matter storing up its nourishment in itself. It is the fear of losing oneself, the turning in upon oneself, the need to know one’s limits in order to lock up the ego in an impenetrable shell. Contraction condenses and concretizes. When you feel it coming over you, bring your progress down to the material level; act, execute, write down what you have learned in the period of exaltation. This is the exact opposite of what the Automaton does; he submits to the phase of depression as a phase of impotence, and lets gloom and resentment torture him in vain. The expansive phase, on the other hand, the Automaton uses up in exuberant action, distracting and dispersing himself, in fact wasting and scattering the vitality that he receives in that phase. One should observe this ebb and flow attentively, and use the pendular rhythm to increase one’s strength. In the period of expansion one should seek silence, lengthen one’s meditations, and stay quiet as much as possible in order to listen; to heat up the inner fire. You waste your treasure if you yield to the temptation of externalizing your joy in talk and

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action. Your ardor should expand not outwardly but inwardly. For only calm and silence can give full power to the phases of impulse, expansion, and self-giving, which will revitalize your being. Exterior action should be reserved for the dark period of contraction. In this phase of harshness and cold assert your conquests, materialize your dreams, and bring to concrete expression that which you understood and assimilated in the phase of joy. Like the blacksmith, use reaction to assist action, to give form to what you have conceived. The astringent side of one’s nature can be used to give clarity and form to new knowledge. And if the combative mood prevails in spite of everything, set it an absorbing intellectual or manual task; a is much better than to let it impede your progress.

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