Table of contents : Front Cover......Page 1 Copyright......Page 5 Contents......Page 8 Introduction: The Healing Project Debra LaChance, Founder......Page 12 An Introduction to Bipolar Disorder Marina Benaur, M.D......Page 18 Next to Normal: Bipolar Disorder Takes Center Stage Juliann Garey......Page 28 Acknowledgments......Page 38 PART ONE How It Feels......Page 40 Buried Under Water H. Rachelle Graham......Page 42 Sui Generous Juliann Garey......Page 46 Saturday Lisa Rusczyk......Page 50 Psychosis Stephen Kolter......Page 56 One Sparkling Facet Natalie B. Rowe......Page 60 So, You Crazy? Nicole Kafka......Page 66 Ups and Downs Gareth Allen......Page 72 There’s Always Something More Than Meets the Eye Sarah Colman-Hayes......Page 78 PART TWO Diagnosis......Page 82 The Girl Who Used To Be Me Gail Livesay......Page 84 A New Painting Sandy McPheron......Page 88 What They See Is What You Get: On the (Mis)Diagnosis, Un-Diagnosis, and Re-Diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder J.P. Whetsell......Page 94 A Little Help from My Friend Maria Norman......Page 100 The Struggle and the Hope Valerie Avrutis......Page 104 My Vision of Recovery Shannon C. Flynn......Page 108 PART THREE Bipolar Is In Our Blood......Page 114 My Mother’s Keeper Patricia F. D’Ascoli......Page 116 Hope Annie Kassof......Page 120 Bipolar Disorder: A Mother’s Perspective Jamie Weil......Page 124 Bipolar Disorder: A Daughter’s Perspective Amanda Weil......Page 132 Research Takes Brains Judith Beth Cohen......Page 138 Committal Anne Skal......Page 142 PART FOUR The Caregivers......Page 146 Almost Contagious Caroline Nye......Page 148 Husband’s Two Cents Jeff McKinstry......Page 152 Just a Normal Girl Richard Day Gore......Page 156 Making Memories Lisa Fisk......Page 160 Hand in Hand with a Bipolar Husband Maria Sosh......Page 164 PART FIVE I ’ve Learned to Manage It......Page 168 Dealing with Alternative Cloud Patterns Kathryn Presley......Page 170 You Know Me Pamela Richards......Page 174 Forward Momentum Anne S. Zanoni......Page 178 Why I Write David O’Neal......Page 182 Seeking Freedom Matthew Rennels......Page 186 Let the Music Be Your Master Sherry Stearn......Page 194 Dear Valerie Beth Friedlander......Page 200 Pushing Forward Amy Pilkington......Page 208 Love Has No Boundaries Carrie McCarter......Page 212 Resources......Page 216 Send Us Your Story......Page 230