Table of contents : Cover Title Page Copyright Page Dedication Contents Prologue: “They Have Not Caught You This Time” I. Learning To Resist 1. “Jealous, Exclusive Passion”: Paris in the 1920s 2. A Professional Smile—and Voila!” 3. “I Sensed the War Coming II. Fighting the Nazis 4.“It Will Take Much, Much Longer Than You Think” 5. War without End 6. “News Service” for the Germans 7. The Indirect Effect 8. Soldier with No Name 9. The Deportations 10. “Jesus Is Great—but Hitler Is Greater” III. Arrest and Trial 11. “Come in . . . Gentlemen” 12. “It Becomes Quite Impossible to Trace Back the Origin of a Particular Idea” 13. “I Would Live One Day at a Time” 14. “I Am Prepared to Acknowledge Anything of Ours” 15. “Good Night, My Poor Little Chick” 16. “We Are at the Show” 17. “This Strange Dream” 18. “Lullaby for One Condemned to Death” 19. “Any Minute Now” IV. Lucy and Suzanne In Peacetime 20. “A Place More Deserted Than the Desert” Epilogue: Why Resist? The Story behind the Story: A Note on Sources Acknowledgments Notes