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The future church’s vitality will unfold on the other side of deconstructed colonial, patriarchal, and hetero-normative orthodoxies. Inspired by a Holy Spirit who is investing Herself in the calling of leaders too long excluded by those orthodoxies, Queer theologians are finding their voice. They are a source of new life, relevance and vitality the Spirit will no longer sideline, and whom the Church now ignores at its own peril. This anthology breathes air into the lungs of a Church being newly birthed, a Church dependent on queered assumptions, praxis, liturgy, theology, and ecclesiology: it delivers on all of that. —Rev. Dr. John Dorhauer, President and General Minister, United Church of Christ The Church was again left behind in society in 2019. The United Methodist Church voted to uphold its ban on same-sex marriage and LGBT clergy in February, while Taiwan became the first Asian country to legalize same-sex marriage in May. Why is God being pitched against sex between two loving individuals because they are not a man and a woman? This volume weaves together the most important spiritual and theological resources to decipher divine justice for our LGBTQ sisters and brothers. It is the most powerful declaration of God’s love for them as much as their love for God. —Wong Wai Ching Angela, Vice President for Programs, United Board, and Honorary Professor, The Chinese University of Hong Kong Dive into this cascade of queer theologies with abandon. Appreciate the variety of starting points, the range of conclusions. Let imagination and the arts, play and sex instruct the one body we are about our multiple desires. Then speak of the divine with more insight and of creation with more care. —Mary E. Hunt, Co-Director, Women’s Alliance for Theology, Ethics, and Ritual (WATER) This collection of well-written essays on ecclesiology, eschatology, hagiography, and incarnational theologies demonstrates brilliantly the editor’s claim that “queer theologies are at their best when they are directed beyond academic discussion to transformative praxis with the aim to reveal new economies of grace to queer folks in dis/graceful contexts” (“Introduction”). These essays offer a wealth of original theological insights that are at once transgressive, provocative, inclusive, and life-saving. If only all contemporary Christian theological writing, whether explicitly queer or not, were this good! —Bernard Schlager, Associate Professor of Historical and Cultural Studies, Pacific School of Religion Executive Director, The Center for LGBTQ and Gender Studies in Religion (CLGS)
Unlocking Orthodoxies for Inclusive Theologies
This book enters a new liminal space between the LGBTQ and denominational Christian communities. It simultaneously explores how those who identify as queer can find a home in church and how those leading welcoming, or indeed unwelcoming, congregations can better serve both communities. The primary argument is that queer inclusion must not merely mean an assimilation into existing heteronormative respectability and approval. Chapters are written by a diverse collection of Asian, Latin American, and US theologians, religious studies scholars, and activists. Each of them writes from their own social context to address the notion of LGBTQ alternative orthodoxies and praxes pertaining to God, the saints, failure of the church, queer eschatologies, and erotic economies. Engaging with issues that are not only faced by those in the theological academy, but also by clergy and congregants, the book addresses those impacted by a history of Christian hostility and violence who have become suspicious of attempts at “acceptance.” It also sets out an encouragement for queer theologians and clergy to think deeply about how they form communities where queer perspectives are proactively included. This is a forward-looking and positive vision of a more inclusive theology and ecclesiology. It will, therefore, appeal to scholars of Queer Theology and Religious Studies as well as practitioners seeking a fresh perspective on church and the LGBTQ community. Robert E. Shore-Goss is a retired UCC clergy/theologian. He is the author of multiple books including, God is Green (2016) and Dead But Not Lost (2005). He has also co-edited several books such as, Queering Christianity (2013), The Queer Bible Commentary (2006) and Gay Catholic Priests and Clerical Sexual Misconduct (2005). Joseph N. Goh is a Senior Lecturer in Gender Studies at the School of Arts and Social Sciences, Monash University Malaysia. His research interests include queer and LGBTI studies; human rights and sexual health issues; diverse theological and religious studies; and qualitative research. He is the author of Living Out Sexuality and Faith (2018), and co-editor of Queering Migrations Towards, From, and Beyond Asia (2014).
Gender, Theology and Spirituality Series editor: Lisa Isherwood University of Winchester, UK
Searching for the Holy Spirit Feminist Theology and Traditional Doctrine Anne Claar Thomasson-Rosingh God and Difference The Trinity, Sexuality, and the Transformation of Finitude Linn Marie Tonstad Christian Goddess Spirituality Enchanting Christianity Mary Ann Beavis Schooling Indifference Reimagining RE in multi-cultural and gendered spaces John I’Anson and Alison Jasper Shame, the Church and the Regulation of Female Sexuality Miryam Clough Living Out Sexuality and Faith Body Admissions of Malaysian Gay and Bisexual Men Joseph N. Goh The Spirituality of Anorexia A Goddess Feminist Thealogy Emma White Religion, Feminism, and Idoloclasm Being and Becoming in the Women’s Liberation Movement Melissa Raphael Unlocking Orthodoxies for Inclusive Theologies Queer Alternatives Edited by Robert E. Shore-Goss and Joseph N. Goh For more information and a full list of titles in the series, please visit: www. routledge.com/religion/series/GTS
Unlocking Orthodoxies for Inclusive Theologies Queer Alternatives
Edited by Robert E. Shore-Goss and Joseph N. Goh
First published 2020 by Routledge 2 Park Square, Milton Park, Abingdon, Oxon OX14 4RN and by Routledge 52 Vanderbilt Avenue, New York, NY 10017 Routledge is an imprint of the Taylor & Francis Group, an informa business © 2020 selection and editorial matter, Robert E. Shore-Goss and Joseph N. Goh; individual chapters, the contributors The right of Robert E. Shore-Goss and Joseph N. Goh to be identified as the authors of the editorial material, and of the authors for their individual chapters, has been asserted in accordance with sections 77 and 78 of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reprinted or reproduced or utilised in any form or by any electronic, mechanical, or other means, now known or hereafter invented, including photocopying and recording, or in any information storage or retrieval system, without permission in writing from the publishers. Trademark notice: Product or corporate names may be trademarks or registered trademarks, and are used only for identification and explanation without intent to infringe. British Library Cataloguing-in-Publication Data A catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data A catalog record for this book has been requested ISBN: 978-0-367-27741-3 (hbk) ISBN: 978-0-429-29849-3 (ebk) Typeset in Sabon by Apex CoVantage, LLC
The editors dedicate this anthology to the late Rev. Dr Yap Kim Hao, an indefatigable defender of human rights. Robert E. Shore-Goss dedicates this book to all LGBTQ folks who have suffered religious abuse; may they realize that they are beloved children of God. Joseph N. Goh dedicates this anthology to Robert E. ShoreGoss, to his family, to the Hallims, to EQARS, to SASS colleagues, and to the eternal memory of his husband – pas même la mort ne peut nous séparer, bahkan maut pun tidak mampu memisahkan kita.
Contents
Contributors
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Introduction: Angels in human drag: alternative queer orthodoxies
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R O B E RT E . S HO RE - GO SS
PART I
Provoking church
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1 Toward radical inclusion
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YA P K I M H A O
2 Queer church: failure and becoming in the body of Christ
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S A R A R O S E N AU
3 Songsang, confessions, and theologizings of divine lavishness51 J O S E P H N . G OH
PART II
Repainting saints
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4 Nahum Zenil: “the Virgin Mary became my mother”
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J U S TI N S A B I A - TA N IS
5 Queering ecclesial authority with Mechthild of Magdeburg: a Roman Catholic perspective A N D Y B U E C H EL
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Liberating flesh
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6 Discovering the missing body: incarnational inclusivity
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R O B E RT E . SH O RE - GO SS
7 Queering violent scenes: a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM
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B RYA N M O K A N D P E A RL WO N G
8 Unfaithful noxious sexuality: body, incarnation, and ecclesiology in dispute
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H U G O C Ó R DO VA Q UE RO
9 Deafinitely different: seeing deafness, Deaf, and healing in the Bible from Deaf perspectives
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K R I S TI N E C. ME N E SE S
PART IV
Expanding eschatologies
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10 Gay eschatology: a postsecular rethinking of Christian and “Asian Values” metanarratives in Singapore’s contexts
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A G N E S H A N YIN G O N G
11 Embodied sexual eschatology: escaping the cage and dreaming a world of desire and longing
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R E B E C C A V O E L KE L
Afterword: erotic dreams, theology and the word-(re)made-flesh233 J O S E P H N . GO H
Bibliography Index
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Contributors
Andy Buechel received a Ph.D. in Theology from Emory University. He is author of That We Might Become God: The Queerness of Creedal Christianity (2015). Buechel currently teaches at Xavier University in Cincinnati. Hugo Córdova Quero is Associate Professor of Critical Theories and Queer Theologies and Director of Online Education at Starr King School, Graduate Theological Union (GTU) in Berkeley, California. He holds a Ph.D. in Interdisciplinary Studies in Religion, Migration, and Ethnic Studies (2009) an M.A. in Systematic Theology and Critical Theories (2003) both from the GTU; and an M.Div. (1998) from ISEDET University, in Buenos Aires, Argentina. He is a member of the research groups Emerging Queer Asian & Pacific Islander Religion Scholars (EQARS), Multidisciplinary Study Group on Religion and Public Incidence (GEMRIP), and the Queer Migrations Research Network. He is also a fellow at the Institute for Theological Partnerships, The University of Winchester (UK); and at the Institute for the Study of Asian Religions (CERAL), Pontifical University of São Paulo (Brasil). Joseph N. Goh is a Senior Lecturer in Gender Studies at the School of Arts and Social Sciences, Monash University Malaysia. He holds a Ph.D. in gender, sexuality, and theology, and his research interests include queer and LGBTI studies, human rights and sexual health issues, diverse theological and religious studies, and qualitative research. Goh is the author of Living Out Sexuality and Faith: Body Admissions of Malaysian Gay and Bisexual Men (2018), and co-editor of Queering Migrations Towards, From, and Beyond Asia (2014) with Hugo Córdova Quero and Michael Sepidoza Campos. Kristine C. Meneses earned her Ph.D. in Theology at the St Vincent School of Theology, Philippines. She is the current Coordinator of the Ecclesia of Women in Asia (EWA), and holds membership in the Catholic Biblical Association of the Philippines (CBAP). She was a research fellow at DePaul University, Chicago, Illinois, USA, in summer 2015, and is an alumna of Bat Kol Institute, Jerusalem, Israel. Her academic interests
xii Contributors include post-structuralism, scripture, and feminist, queer and Deaf-disability theology. She has been volunteering as a Sign Language interpreter for Deaf people for a decade. Meneses’ latest publications are “Creatively Claiming Her Space for the ‘Other’: A Socio-Rhetorical Analysis and Poststructuralist Hermeneutics of Matthew 5.39–41,” in The 21st Century Women Still Claiming Her Space: Asian Feminist Theological Perspectives (2018) and “Silent and Silenced: Deaf Theology and Spirituality,” in in God’s image, Vol. 36, No. 1 (2017). Bryan Mok is a Ph.D. candidate in Religious Studies at the Chinese University of Hong Kong. Agnes Hanying Ong is a writer, an illustrator, and a former restaurant waitress. She completed her undergraduate degree with a double major in Global Studies and Communication. She is passionate about theopoetics, queer theology, intersections between queer and autism rights, the interface between film and theology, and medievalism. Sara Rosenau is a community and spiritual leader, teacher, and writer. She holds a B.A. from Earlham College, an M.S.W. from University of Denver, an M.Div. from Iliff School of Theology, and earned a Ph.D. in Theology and Women and Gender Studies from Drew University. Her current research, writing, and professional work focuses on evolving communities as living systems through wise practices of conversation, discernment, and presencing. She lives with her family in the beautiful pacific northwest. Justin Sabia-Tanis earned his Ph.D. from the Graduate Theological Union in Interdisciplinary Studies in addition to a Th.M. from Harvard University and a D. Ministry from San Francisco Theological Seminary. His career has included pastoral ministry and communications work for several national LGBTQ advocacy organizations. In addition to Trans-gendered Theology, Ministry, and Communities of Faith (2003), which was a finalist for a Lambda Literary Award, he is a contributor to the forthcoming Understanding Transgender Identity (2019). He has also contributed chapters to the Queer Bible Commentary (2006) and Take Back the Word: A Queer Reading of the Bible (2000). Rev. Dr. Robert E. Shore-Goss is a retired UCC clergy/theologian. He received a Th.D. from Harvard University in Comparative Religion with a specialty in Indo-Tibetan Buddhism and Christian Theology. ShoreGoss is the author of God is Green: An Eco-Spirituality of Incarnate Compassion (2016), co-author of Dead But Not Lost: Grief Narratives in Religious Traditions (2005); Queering Christ: Beyond Jesus ACTED UP (2002), and Jesus ACTED UP A Gay and Lesbian Manifesto (1993). He has co-edited, Queering Christianity: Finding a Place at Table for LGBTQI Christians (2013), The Queer Bible Commentary (2006), Gay Catholic Priests and Clerical Sexual Misconduct (2005), and Take Back the Word: A Queer Reading of the Bible (2000).
Contributors xiii Rebecca Voelkel is a theologian and ordained UCC clergy activist. She studied at United Theological Seminary and Yale Divinity School. Voelkel is the Director of the Center of Sustainable Justice. She is the author of Carnal Knowledge of God: Embodied Love and the Movement of Justice (2017); To Do Justice: A Study of Welcoming Congregations (2009), and A Time to Build Up: An Analysis of the No on Proposition 8 (2009). Pearl Wong holds a Bachelor of Divinity degree from the Divinity School of Chung Chi College, the Chinese University of Hong Kong. She is the Director of Queer Theology Academy in Hong Kong, which develops queer theologies and promotes LGBTIQ+ rights in Hong Kong and Asia through publication and education. As a committee member of the “Covenant of the Rainbow – Towards a Truly Inclusive Church” movement in Hong Kong, Pearl was also one of the 11 global LGBTI religious leaders who spoke at the 2017 Ethics of Reciprocity Conference at the United Nations headquarters, New York. Yap Kim Hao was the first Asian bishop of the Methodist Church in Singapore and Malaysia from 1968 to 1973. He stepped down from the episcopacy to serve as the Secretary General of the Christian Conference of Asia from 1973 to 1985. In his retirement, he championed many social justice causes and came to the defense of the marginalized. In July 2003, he wrote to the forum page of the Straits Times, Singapore’s national paper, in support of LGBT folks. It was also around this time that Free Community Church, an inclusive Christian Church in Singapore, was founded. Some members of Free Community Church reached out to him, and after meeting him, invited him to be their pastoral advisor. He was a visionary and prophet who was well ahead of his time. Yap passed away from heart failure on November 16, 2017, at the age of 88.
Introduction Angels in human drag: alternative queer orthodoxies Robert E. Shore-Goss
In an essay “In Search of Queer Theology Lost,” Mark Jordan argues that queer theology develops from a curriculum of sexual stigma. He writes, “To dissent from the societal judgements about what is shameful, filthy, diseased, or demonic is to yearn for another language, another itinerary of beauties. Camp is one way to make beauty from what others call ugly, to invent speech out of curses and spitting.”1 For Jordan, queer theology looks like a “camp,” a parody that subverts mainstream heterosexist orthodoxies. He understands the inclusion of parody in queer theology as “the jolt of putting the stigmatized next to the holy.”2 Ecclesial authority renders queer theologies as thoroughly deviant, empty of economies of grace – thus, disgraceful. Jordan picks up the queer theology of Marcella Althaus-Reid, who understands queer theology as “the challenge of a theology where sexuality and loving relationships are not only important theological issues but experiences (that) unshape Totalitarian Theology . . . while re-shaping theologians.”3 She asserts that queer theology is “a first-person theology, diasporic, selfdisclosing, autobiographical and responsible for its own words.”4 AlthausReid understands that the queer theologian is a “villain-theologian,” whose transgressive writing exposes outside the boundary experiences what heteronormative theology eliminates from its orthodox praxis. The villainous queer theologian breaks the silence imposed by orthodox theological praxis but surfaces human, albeit, excluded diasporic experiences. She writes, “Borders of thinking are crossed. Body-Borders, God may cross God’s own borders too.”5 She observes, “Queer theology does theology with impunity.”6 For her, queer theology stages excluded life experiences, which she variously describes as “indecent,” “obscene,” and “libertine.” The queer kenosis of the incarnate God requires a different theological strategy to find the libertine God in outside experience.7 Queer kenosis, for Althaus-Reid, requires a critical expansion and surprising divine economy to include a nomadic wanderlust within the stories of the libertine lives and the excluded experiences of LGBTQ humanity. She further observes, “At the bottom line of Queer theologies, there are biographies of sexual migrants, testimonies of real lives in rebellions made of love, pleasure, and suffering.”8 These dangerous experiences of queer wanderlust make queer people “un-institutionalized, restless
2 Robert E. Shore-Goss nomads,”9 but it requires the queer theologian to participate in borderland “wanderlust” of queer people to seek divine “wanderlust.”10 For AlthausReid, queer theology has a transformational praxis: Indecent Sexual Theologies . . . may be effective as long as they represent the resurrection of the excessive in our contexts, and a passion for organizing the lusty transgressions of theological and political thought. The excessiveness of our hungry lives: our hunger for food, hunger for the touch of other bodies, for love and for God . . . only in the longing for a world of economic and sexual justice together, and not subordinated to one another, can the encounter with the divine take place. But this is an encounter to be found at the crossroads of desire, when one dares to leave the ideological order of the heterosexual pervasive normative. This is an encounter with indecency and with the indecency of God and Christianity.11 Althaus-Reid understands queer theologies as rebellions of decent theologies and decent orders, for she focused on the sexual rebels to locate the divine: “There are many sexual dissenters whose theological community is made of the gathering of those who go to gay bars with rosaries in their pockets.”12 Finally, Mark Jordan summarizes the links of queer theologies to pedagogical instruction. Queer theologies are “scenes of instruction. They teach not by reciting propositions or propounding rules or even marshalling arguments. They work instead by narrating teaching relations in way that activate them.”13 But for Jordan, queer theologies are “scenes of instruction,” and that these theologies are pedagogical or might aptly be described as “pastoral” because they have a liberative goal of individual and communal transformation through camp performances and symbolic parody as we find in Jesus’ parables. But who do queer theologies instruct? I argue that queer theologies are at their best when they are directed beyond academic discussion to transformative praxis with the aim to reveal new economies of grace to queer folks in dis/graceful contexts and challenge those church people who stigmatized them as dis/graceful. Jordan adds a provocative conclusion: They (theological writings) teach not by reciting propositions or propounding rules or even marshaling arguments. They work instead by narrating teaching relations in a way that activates them. That is what I mean by scenes of instruction. I could just as well as have called theological texts drag acts: Theological writing is grace-drag or beatitude-drag or theosis-drag (theosis, “incarnational divinization”). Theological writers lip-sync the announcements of angels or the colloquies of heaven in order to speak as their future selves.”14 I build upon Mark’s metaphorical description of queer theological writing by describing queer theologians as “angels in fleshly drag.” Jordan’s insight
Introduction 3 of “theological writers lip-sync the announcement of angels” draws me back to the angels that appear in Tony Kushner’s Angels in America, a play about AIDS in 1985–1986.15 In a conversation between Prior, who is living with AIDS, and Hannah, the Mormon mother of his lover, about angels, she encourages him to wrestle with the angel. Hannah says, “I believe this. He (Joseph Smith) had great need of understanding. Our prophet. His desire made prayer. His prayer made an angel. The angel was real.”16 It is not coincidental that queer theology, and my own, emerges during the traumatic period of HIV/AIDS where angels were birthed to give hope, and I met a number of them in ACT UP. Our queer clergy and queer theologians, for the most part, are frequently angels in fleshly drag, who have been summoned into existence through the prayers and dreams of LGBTQ folks. Rev. Miak Siew from the Free Community Church in Singapore writes, “queer people present an opportunity for the Church to ask itself deep questions about its call and role as the Body of Christ.”17 American theologian Wendy Farley makes a similar observation: The church requires the voices of those driven away because these are the ones that Wisdom herself uses: lovers of Christ who were declared heretics or were burned or consigned to silence, those who are difficult to find in seminary curriculum, womanist, feminist, queer, activist. They may not make up the structure of the institutional church, but without them the body of Christ is hopelessly maimed and dismembered.18 From two differing and interdependent cultural areas, a pastor and a theologian indicate LGBTQ people independently present challenges of inclusion for the churches. Both queer clergy and theologians function as angelic messengers of truth-speaking and prophets of compassion, heeding Jordan’s call for queer theology: “The queer theology I await wants to change the world by reshaping subjects in community.”19 As angelic messengers birthed from the sufferings, aspirations, prayers, and dreams of LGBTQ folks, all theological contributors in this volume are “angels in fleshly drag,” with utopian or heavenly desires to transform themselves and transform their world and churches into an inclusive, just, and compassionate society for LGBTQ Christians.
Gospel compassion and inclusivity In the last decades, there was an interpretative shift in biblical theology and pastoral practice toward inclusivity based on Jesus’ open commensality and compassion.20 These impacted many churches struggling with their failure to deal with gay men with HIV/AIDS and providing little pastoral accompaniment. Many churches look to Jesus and his practice of hospitality and the open table. Long before the Last Supper, the eucharist originated in Jesus’ practice of an open table that indiscriminately invited outsiders. The
4 Robert E. Shore-Goss synoptic gospels detail the attendance of the disciples, inclusive of male and female followers of his inner circle. When I was a Jesuit priest, I abandoned the exclusive Catholic politics of the table, admitting Buddhists, Hindus, divorced and remarried Catholics, and gay/lesbians to receiving communion. The eucharist creates church in disobedient inclusion, and inclusive eucharist envisions an inclusive church. Jesus practiced compassion as the core of ministry of God’s reign: “Be compassionate as God is compassionate” (Luke 6.36). This was central to his ministry. Marcus Borg writes, “The inclusive vision incarnated in Jesus’ table fellowship is reflected in the shape of Jesus movement itself. It was an inclusive movement, negating the boundaries of the purity system. . . . But in a society ordered by a purity system, the inclusiveness of Jesus’ movement embodied a radically alternative social vision.”21 Jesus purposefully rebelled against prejudice and exclusive religious discrimination. Irish theologian and author, Diarmuid O’Murchu builds upon Borg’s writing about Jesus’ ministry of prophetic compassion: Gospel based compassion tolerates no outsiders. It embraces and seeks to bring in all who are marginalized, oppressed, and excluded from empowering fellowship. It evokes a double response requiring a reawakened heart that knows it cannot withhold the just action that liberates and empowers. The transformation of the heart which might also be described as the contemplative gaze, asks us to go where it hurts, to enter into the places of pain, to share in brokenness, fear, confusion, and anguish. Compassion challenges us to cry out with those in misery, to mourn with those who are lonely, to weep with those in tears. Compassion requires us to be weak with the weak, vulnerable with the vulnerable, and powerless with the powerless.22 There was a movement in many Protestant mainline churches to develop a position where all were welcome based on Jesus’ welcome of outsiders. Lesbian theologian Linn Marie Tonstad compliments O’Murchu’s vision of Jesus’ ministry of inclusive compassion: “That God stands with the excluded demands more than agitating for the inclusion of the formerly marginalized. Christ’s crucifixion outside the camp means that no one is cut off from the presence of God.”23 She supports open commensality of the communion table and widely inclusive vision of church. Jesus’ open commensality symbolically represented a message of unconditional love, compassion, and forgiveness to the dissolute that no one is excluded.24 At the open table as celebrant, I pastorally followed Jesus’ example, welcoming to the eucharist table leather folks, LGBTQ and diverse folks, and Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence. Theologically Jesus’ open commensality led me to move from a ghettoized queer church to welcome cis-gender and open heterosexuals and affiliate with the United Church of Christ and its open and affirming movement of LGBTQ people. An inclusive church includes LGBTQ and heterosexual people at the eucharist table. Anything less is not church.
Introduction 5 Many fundamentalist and evangelical churches imitated the inclusive movement of liberal Christianity to represent themselves. They accepted, nevertheless, the notion of Jesus’ inclusive ministry as argued by theologian Miroslav Volf. He characterizes Jesus as no prophet of inclusion: It would be a mistake . . . to conclude from Jesus’s compassion toward those who transgressed social boundaries that his mission was merely to demask the mechanisms that created “sinners” by falsely ascribing sinfulness to those who were considered socially unacceptable. He was no prophet of “inclusion” . . . for whom the chief virtue was acceptance and the cardinal vice intolerance. Instead, he was a bringer of “grace,” who not only scandalously included “anyone” in the fellowship of “open commensality,” but made the “intolerant” demand of repentance and the “condescending” offer of forgiveness (Mark 1.15, 2.15–17). The mission of Jesus consisted not simply of renaming the behavior that was falsely labeled “sinful” but also in remaking the people who have actually sinned and suffered distortion. The double strategy of renaming and remaking, rooted in the commitment to both the outcast and the sinner, to the victim and the perpetrator, is the proper background against which an adequate notion of sin as exclusion can emerge.25 Now this argument of Volf turns Jesus as a prophet of inclusion into a prophet of exclusion. This remaking transforms the inclusive invitation into a conditional acceptance through an economy of heteronormative grace. Many homophobic clergy of such welcoming churches have used Volf’s notion of “remaking” invited people to reject same-sex marriage and transgender self-presentations, thus conforming to heteronormative grace. Many churches offer deceptive invitations of inclusion that actually require exclusive conformity to divine mandated heteronormativity. Progressive theologian Joerg Rieger comments on such deceptive and false inclusion: We are a radically inclusive church: everyone who walks through the door is welcome. Indeed, those who submit to the community (symbolized by walking through a very specific door) and thus promise not to create trouble are always welcome.26 I have heard the stories of numerous trans women who were welcomed but instructed that they had to dress at church conforming to the gender of their birth. Jesus’ ministry of compassion shatters boundaries of religious stigma and ostracism. It is a genuine ministry of radical compassion and unconditional acceptance. Richard Rohr captures Jesus’ practice of inclusion: “The only people that Jesus seemed to exclude were precisely those who refused to know they were ordinary sinners like everyone else. The only thing he excluded was exclusion itself.”27 Likewise, Indonesian clergy Rev. Stephen Suleeman of the
6 Robert E. Shore-Goss Jakarta Theological Seminary, who while in seminary in Chicago took a class on Urban Ministry and was personally transformed, writes, I was impressed when I met two pastors who did their ministry there, trying to befriend LGBT people without condemning them, but instead showing love and understanding to them. I thought the church there really was doing the right thing.28 Suleeman has subsequently created an inclusive ministry and outreach to LGBTQ folks in Jakarta, Indonesia: “I believe that Jesus whom I know is the Jesus who embraced everyone.”29 Here Suleeman imitates the radical inclusive love practiced at Jesus’ open table. Many Christian clergy and laity in many denominations have moved to practicing an open inclusion table, welcoming LGBTQ Christians. This evolved into the development of open and affirming movements in several mainline Protestant denominations, now admitting and recognizing their families, ordaining, and marrying LGBTQ folks. LGBTQ folks have made some political strides, but they are still at risk with authoritarian regimes – transgender folks targeted by the current president in the US, Russia and Eastern Europe, parts of Asia, Africa, and South America. Pauline Ong speaks for many at risk and in danger non-normative peoples, “it is impossible to remain silent because lives are at stake [and] silence perpetuates the environment of fear within our faith communities.”30 Can we speak the truth about how the history of and current hostile climate of Christian churches resulted in spiritual trauma or PTSD (Posttraumatic Stress Disorder) of many LGBTQ folks?31 Many non-normative peoples have been traumatized while others are justly angered at church and naturally distrust God. Perhaps queer clergy and theologians have a peculiar overlapping space of walking a tightrope between two historically antagonistic parties. They are called prophetically to be in compassionate solidarity with “divine lavishness” with sexual outsiders as Joseph N. Goh argues, or divine kenosis and incarnation among sexual/gender dissenters as described by Marcella Althaus-Reid. They name the queer presence of the queer God, the queer incarnate Christ, and the queer Spirit with queer outsiders. Is the mission of queer clergy and theologians to reconcile LGBTQ folks to churches or help churches to include LGBTQ faith seekers? Often queer clergy and theologians feel the distrust of both churches and queer communities. They occupy a difficult middle space of angels in human drag between both distrustful parties. There is currently a movement of inclusion away from ghetto churches for hybrid or inclusive churches for queer and nonqueer folks at the table. Frequently, through their training, queer clergy are more equipped pastorally than theologians to deal with the pain and trauma of LGBTQ people abused by the church. Queer theologians have a responsibility to listen, engage the queer diaspora of libertine desires, and remain in solidarity with those seeking the
Introduction 7 divine nomadic wanderlust in unlikely spaces. Or do queer theologians assist LGBTQ people to discover incarnational grace in themselves and in the midst of their communities? They unmask the queer God’s presence in outsider embodied vulnerabilities and love which are “participatory and thus incarnative of God’s extravagant and revolutionary love.”32 Many queer theologians speak from their own experience of trauma and emotional pain of stigma and discrimination. Many LGBTQ theologians like LGBTQ clergy speak their queer truth more cogently by retrieving queer and inclusive resources in Christian theological traditions and uncovering past queer voices. In other words, they may pave the way for queer clergy to welcome and create safe church space. Queer theologians and clergy both prophetically disturb and challenge religious orthodoxies to include alternative queer experiences and folks into church space. However, serving as a queer pastor/theologian, I found inclusion an unsteady path because one is dealing with the creation of safe space for one group with the history of ecclesial abuse while simultaneously dealing with some people uncomfortable with what they describe as a “queer agenda.” It requires listening, mediating, and providing safe space and mutual accompaniment to all parties. Many open and inclusive churches have an unspoken script of “anticipated gratitude” for no longer harming but accepting LGBTQ folks into their churches. Rev. Jake Joseph, a United Church of Christ gay clergy, addresses this issue and the queer right to distrust God in “An Open Letter to the UCC: The LGBTQ Right to Distrust God Reflection”: In order to be theologically healthy and authentic as an Open and Affirming Movement, we need to first affirm the following difficult reality: The LGBTQ community does not owe the United Church of Christ anything in return for its theologically driven move towards inclusion – even if that has meant great sacrifices. We are delighted to be included in pews, pulpits, pastorates, and pensions, but the wider LGBTQ family’s hurt and continued endangerment (especially with the current political winds) is greater than anything the UCC alone can heal, apologize for, or save us from. Additionally, LGBTQ spiritual gifts, theology, and radically unique perspective on liberation didn’t end with marriage equality. Marriage Equality is not synonymous with LGBTQ Liberation. There is so much more wisdom capacity and value yet untapped by the UCC from our diverse queer perspectives and fabulous presence.33 This reflection circulated widely among clergy and religious leaders of Protestant denominations on Facebook, and Rev. Jake Joseph’s insights startled many people in welcoming and open congregations by the claim that LGBTQ folks do not owe “thank you(s)” to progressive churches because they no longer harm but welcome them. It may take generations to address wounds of queer trauma, re-build trust, and create healing communities of
8 Robert E. Shore-Goss reconciliation by narrating our faith stories in unimagined locales and nonheteronormative spaces. On the other hand, engaging heterosexual and welcoming Christians, we discover that many heterosexual Christians, likewise, are victims of a patriarchal and colonizing heteronormativity. For instance, I participated in a small bible group of the church. It was filled with wonderful heterosexual Christians, predominantly retired clergy and their spouses. I openly represented a queer voice, that was accepted. As we engaged one another, we found common ground in struggles, oppressive gender systems, and shared concerns. We created a hybrid church with partial queer and non-queer space, a promising start in inclusivity. This gives us “angelic” hope that we can create an open table and welcoming space for all. Wendy Farley eloquently expresses the need for an open table and open church to gather those driven away: The witness of the great diversity of Christ’s lovers is of an entirely different order than some tepid obligation to be inclusive. The church requires the voices of those driven away because these are the ones that Wisdom herself uses: lovers of Christ who were declared heretics or were burned or consigned to silence, those who are difficult to find in seminary curriculum, womanist, feminist, queer, activist. They may not make up the structure of the institutional church, but without them the body of Christ is hopelessly maimed and dismembered.34 Farley cites a quote from Gregory of Nyssa, “It is through Christ’s own flesh that the ‘other’ is my sister, my brother; indeed the ‘other’ is me. . . . The establishment of the Church is re-creation of the world. But it is only in the union of all particular members that the beauty of Christ’s body is complete.”35 Many of the contributors accept the hospitality of Jesus’ open table, and that table is large to seat us all if we listen and learn from each, celebrating our differences but recognizing simultaneously that we share a common table and experience of a welcoming God.
“Alternative orthodoxies” A few years ago, Joseph N. Goh and I began conversations about the Franciscan practice of “alternative orthodoxy.” As openly gay theologians/clergy from different cultural settings, we found ourselves involved in Christian ministries as well as academic theological research, teaching, and writing: Goh in Malaysia and myself in the United States. However, we share a background from the Roman Catholic Church and found personal and theological value in Francis of Assisi and the Franciscan notion of an alternative orthodoxy. “Alternative orthodoxy” is a Franciscan notion, arguing that more important than orthodoxy is an orthopraxy that stresses praxis over doctrine.
Introduction 9 The Franciscans found innovative strategy to be both traditional and revolutionary. This strategy quietly pays attention to practices that were generally ignored such as poverty, humility, nature, other creatures, and incarnation rather than atonement. It gave priority to practice over orthodoxy, or often raising up heterodoxy by living into the praxis. Alternative orthodoxy is a minority perspective, is living simultaneously into a tradition with a majority orthodoxy and living into outsider or queer space. It is an attempt to engage church traditions and practices while being attentive to queer diasporic experience excluded or marginalized. It is a method of bringing together the traditional with the revolutionary. Franciscan Richard Rohr provides a description of the tension included, “Being a prophet demands two seemingly opposites: radical traditionalism and shocking iconoclasm at the same time.”36 A prophet lives on the edge with an alternative critique of society. This critical alternative of “radical traditionalism and shocking iconoclasm” correlates with the work of queer theologians while queer clergy and Franciscans such as Richard Rohr are frequently under the pressures of “breaking the rules properly within the church.” It is a hybrid position of being both “insider” and “outsider,” orthodox and heretic. Prophets, across Jewish and Christian histories, provided critical alternative visions by living into those social alternatives. Nevertheless, queer theologians, with tenure protections, may often jolt or transgress traditions with queer camp and queer libertine experience, with less consequences than queer clergy. Alternative orthodoxy is a practiced spirituality and exploration of alternatives or praxis of seeing differently. Philosopher John Caputo observes, “We are always, constantly haunted by the memory of Jesus, by the unnerving prospect that one day Jesus will drop by unannounced.”37 This is the deconstructive dream of Jesus’ ministry and praxis of God’s reign. For Rohr, it involves “an inner and outer freedom by structurally living on the edge of the inside of the church and society.”38 The Franciscan stress is on action, practice, and lifestyle of Jesus (and followed by Francis of Assisi) as foundational for spirituality. It leads to personal transformation, or as Richard Rohr describes it, “That humans tend to live themselves into a new way of thinking more than think themselves into new ways of living.”39 Introducing deconstructive dreams or alternatives into “inside” traditions reframe those traditions creatively into new possibilities and expansions of Christian praxis. Queer theologies have used various theological strategies in the form of transgression and dissidence (Mark D. Jordan, Robert E. Shore-Goss, Marcella Althaus-Reid, Lisa Isherwood, Gabriela González Ortuño), eliding dualisms through radical love (Patrick S. Cheng); affirming inclusive hybridity, intersectionality, and liminality (Patrick S. Cheng, Justin Sabia-Tanis, Susannah Cornwall, Nicolas Panotto, Rose Wu, Adriaan van Klinken, Michael Sepidoza Campos), radical excavation (Gerard Loughlin, Elizabeth Leung, Jill Cox, Lai-shan Yip), radical inclusivity (Michael Bernard Kelly, Joseph N. Goh, Chris Greenough) or making theologically indecent, obscene, and perverted transgressions (Marcella Althaus-Reid, Robyn Henderson Espinoza).
10 Robert E. Shore-Goss These queer theologies are alternative orthodoxies or subversive strategies that engage Christian traditions and resources to make them less restrictive, exclusive, and harmful to queer folks. Joseph N. Goh observes: What I really enjoy about this piece is Rohr’s statement that one “can only unlock systems from the inside.” This resonates with what I’m doing some of my work, i.e. using Roman Catholic theological thought to queer Roman Catholic disapprobations of homosexuality. In addition to eliding binaries, producing liminalities and inducing perversions by looking to tensions between radical traditionalism and shocking iconoclasm, I think it is important to include antagonistic outsiders within the conversation, to “befriend the enemy,” so to speak. I would like to add a dimension of radical befriending and listening to the list. Rohr’s “holding the tension of opposites” by being “on the edge of the inside” in order to “unlock systems from the inside” can never work unless there is radical befriending and listening on both sides.40 Goh suggests a subversive theological strategy of unlocking systems from within that is comparable to Patrick Cheng’s “dissolving binaries” or “radical love.” Goh’s comment on “holding the tension of opposites” and by being “on the edge of the inside” to unlock systems from within is the language of eliding boundaries or deconstructing barriers, but he notes that these can never happen unless there is a “radical befriending and listening on both sides.”41 It is radical inclusion that simultaneously dreams and deconstructs. I concentrate on a theological strategy of radical inclusion based on Jesus’ practice of radical inclusive love.42 I use the word “queer” as a verb, meaning “to spoil or interfere with.” When you spoil or interfere with an exclusive orthodoxy and its practices, you create inclusion of the outsider or queer experience into the mix. Radical inclusion is ultimately transgressive, for it simultaneously returns to the story of Jesus as a “dangerous memory” for queer liberative practice and a contemplative appropriation of the dangerous memories of the gospel stories and the resurrection (a thoroughly “queer” and apophatic event). Johann Baptiste Metz’s notion of the “dangerous memories”43 of Jesus’ ministry of radical inclusion and compassionate care, his execution by the Roman Empire, and God’s resurrection of Jesus exemplifies queer theology as transformational practice. There was no question that Jesus was a rule breaker as any ACT UP member or queer activist, with impunity and compassion. The Holy Spirit is a mischief-maker, who colors outside the lines of orthodoxies. Jesus and the Spirit as boundary breakers have inspired and created insurgent movements in liberation and queer theologies. Queer theologies seek the kenotic presence of the queer God incarnated in Jesus the Christ and ensouled in queer space, the deviant, the poor and the marginalized, and the vulnerable Earth.
Introduction 11 Writing queer theology has a shocking jolt because it united the stigmatized with the divine.
Inclusivity: “unlocking systems from within” This volume carries on the genre of queer theological anthologies, a queer potpourri of geographically diverse voices from Southeast and East Asia, Hispanic, and US white cultural elements that continue to shift and change. What the contributors share in common is a history of struggle with a white, supremacist Christianity that colonized each of the geographic areas with a narrow, heteronormative economy of God’s grace. Queer theology is not singular but pluralistic; the acronym LGBTQ necessarily looks to plurality with numerous shades, tonalities, and variants.44 Thus, an anthology represents an assemblage of queer voices with differing shades, tonalities, and variants. It points to the divine excess beyond particular queer theologies that remain partial (and of course, tentative) and evolutionary in their inclusions and representations of divine incarnations. Queer theologies are hybrid, postcolonial, intersectional, ecological, political, and inclusive of mixed identities and multiple religious participations. At the heart of queer theologies is the creative tension between divine apophasis and incarnational liminality that incites “divine undoing” and excites queer passions and desires in what Catherine Keller describes as “intercarnations, naked resistance, life beyond the bounds, the entangled flesh of a new assemblage.”45 The queer God is apophatic and is yet exponentially located in the multiplicities of fleshly incarnations and intercarnations in economies of dis/grace. God is “queer” just as the term “queer” does not have a fixed identity. God and “queerness” do not delineate anything substantial but fluid positionality vis-à-vis the “normative.”46 This leads Gerard Loughlin to the conclusion that God and queer “are indefinable, a relational positionality that we can only point to the effects of the deployment.”47 Queer theological anthologies just accentuate their assemblage of diversity and discover the inexhaustible mystery of the interrelated God, who always exceeds and resists the limits of human theological narratives and explanations. The Queer God stretches Christ’s incarnation into polymorphous incarnations and intercarnations into human and non-human media. Lisa Isherwood and Marcella AlthausReid writes, “That God is in flesh changes everything. . . . Incarnation will not be thus confined. It throws down a challenge to imprisoned and imprisoning theology.”48 The word became flesh and pitched a tent into a fleshly world, and that tent is mobile often picked up and pitched anew into what I call “dis/graceful economies,” coined from Althaus-Reid’s words.49 Queer theologies are, likewise, transformational, whether addressing themselves, unchurched queer folks, church, or the academy. As transformational praxis, they use the methods of contextual and liberative theologies to explore the intersectional roots of oppression and marginalization. Queer theologies insert a strategy of radical inclusion that disrupt exclusive
12 Robert E. Shore-Goss theologies and elide dualistic boundaries – deployed for sustaining bio-power while challenging ecclesial control. The queer God dissolves boundaries through radical love. Patrick S. Cheng writes: God functions in the same way as LGBT people with respect to radical love. To the extent that LGBT people break down boundaries of sexuality and gender in our relationships, both God and LGBT people send forth a radical love that breaks down fixed categories and boundaries. For God, these categories include the divine and human, and life and death. For LGBT people, these categories include the categories of female and male, and homosexual and heterosexual.50 Cheng, as many queer theologians here, writes and thus understands that the queer God is incarnated in the inclusive loving, the interrelatedness of queer people and non-queer people, relationality without boundary fixity. Let’s examine this queer potpourri.
Provoking church The first contribution is the keynote address, “Toward Radical Inclusion,” of the then retired Bishop Yap Kim Hao of Singapore and Malaysia, to the Conference renew at the Free Community Church (2014). In 1968, Yap Kim Hao was consecrated the first Asian Bishop of Singapore and Malaysia in the Methodist Church. He became a “Pastor of the Marginalized,” a heterosexual ally, arguably the first religious leader to speak against the political mistreatment of LGBTQ peoples in his country. His views were repudiated by the Methodist bishop who succeeded him in office. Bishop Yao passed at the age of 88 in 2017. Bishop Yap’s words for LGBTQ inclusion are more urgent at a time when the United Methodist Church worldwide voted in a contentious church meeting to continue its opposition against same-sex marriage and ordination of gay and lesbian ordination. Many LGBTQ Methodists and their allies have been deeply pained over the decision, and the table of the church has been closed. His address lays out what an inclusive church might look like. These involved: inclusivity of members, lesbian inclusion on an equal basis, inclusivity of the heterosexual community, helping LGBTQ folks reconcile their sexuality to their faith, and finally an inclusive theology. He remarks, “We are familiar with the Buddhist emphasis on compassion and doing no harm. I recall the question of doing good and the way in which Micah answers: ‘He [sic] has told you, O mortal, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God (Micah 6.8).’”51 Bishop dreamed of and invited the church to move to inclusive practice and inclusive theology. There is no question for LGBTQ believers, who grew up in churches before their sexual orientation and/or gender identity underwent transition, that the
Introduction 13 church was a stumbling block. Churches failed at inclusion and chose a management strategy of excluding those who do not fit into their heteronormative agenda. They stopped being vehicles of grace! Here in this section are two authors who examine the failure of the church to heed Christ’s call to companionship with the marginal. In the next two chapters, we discuss the experience of queer failure at church and the church’s failure to recognize God’s presence in queer lives. In “Queer Church: Failure and Becoming in the Body of Christ,” Sara Rosenau argues that the church failed spectacularly with queer people. Rosenau develops Judith Halberstam’s notion that queer folks have failed at gender conformity and opposite sex-attraction, and patriarchal families.52 Queer failure differs from heteronormative failure because it includes resistance as well as imagines alternatives to heteronormative failures. Queer ecclesiology recognizes the queer failure of the church to its LGBTQ people as its foundation. Queer failure for ecclesiology invites “a transformed understanding of sin, returning the church to humility.”53 Queer failure affirms that all Christians have failed in sinning, and it raises the question of the church in recognizing the universality of sin. Queer failure unmasks the failure of church. To queer the church’s failure includes the realization that the church needs the help of queer people to become church. Being undone by queer life, the church is now poised to learn from the practices of queer Christians, practices of vulnerability and interdependence. In this way, queer Christians act as a leaven, helping the whole church rise (Matthew 13.33). What emerges from the church’s queer failures is a deeper understanding of its own vulnerability and need, and ultimately of its permeability to the world. Church and world intermingle, and the incarnation of God is found queerly in-between. As a leaven, queer Christians remind the church of the parable of the Good Samaritan and the bleeding queer on the road to Jericho. Joseph N. Goh, in his contribution “Songsang, Confessions, and Theologizings of Divine Lavishness,” explores how four gay men found divine lavishness in personal spiritualities, sometimes having a foot in the church and foot outside the church. He notes that the Federation of Asian Bishops’ Conferences has made significant impact on the development of Asian Catholic spirituality and growth by linking theology to lived Asian experiences but at the same they overlook, dismiss, and exclude the lived experiences of non-heteronormative Asians. Goh unpacks divine lavishness in the sexual lives and stories of four Malaysian songsang (culturally equivalent to queer without political agency) men: Henri, Freddie, Buck, and Hosea. Like Marcella Althaus-Reid, who finds divine incarnation in the indecent sexual lives of non-heteronormative folks, Goh expresses divine lavishness in their lives. Goh writes: this divine lavishness is encountered in their experiences of a Creator God who purposefully and lovingly creates gay men. In this regard, God is also the Instructor and Generous Provider who pours out wonderful
14 Robert E. Shore-Goss teachings and gifts to all people, including gay men. God is the Plentitude of At-Homeness, or the One whose comforting presence is learned from and experienced in the lives of (other) gay men who embody self-confidence.54 Goh argues that locating spiritual agency is found in stories of the lives of queer men, and Christian leaders have failed to listen and thus discover God’s economy of grace in the lives of songsang men. The witness of queer outsiders is absolutely needed by the church to overcome its queerphobia and to become a site of the liberating love of Christ, just as the witness of the church is crucial for queer folks to overcome ecclesiophobia and Christianophobia.
Repainting saints Roman Catholic feminist theologian Elizabeth Johnson speaks of saints as “friends of God,” for she refuses to divide the church into saints and nonsaints. The communion of saints is not an apartheid concept of separating people, but one that reconnects saints with living people to empower them. Saints have inspired and impacted people’s lives. Johnson writes, “The point is that corporately, inclusively, without discrimination, the whole living church is a communion of saints.”55 Here we speak about holiness of people in ordinary life, and the communion of saints graciously exemplify and empower holiness in ordinary life. Here also we find an appropriation of saints to impact queer lives. This section introduces two Catholic forms of appropriating a relation with saints that promote queer resistance and empowered religious faith. The first is Justin Sabia-Tanis’ chapter “Nahum Zenil: ‘The Virgin Mary Became My Mother’” that presents a unique strategy that impacted Zenil’s life as a gay man and his art. Originally, the Virgin appeared to the indigenous Mexican peasant Juan Diego at the shrine of Aztec goddess Tonantzin, “Our Revered Mother.” Our Lady of Guadalupe was used to further the colonization and assimilation of indigenous peoples into the Catholic Church. As a youth, Nahum envisioned the Virgin Mary and Jesus as members of his family, thus creating a “holy family.” He yoked his Catholic traditional piety and devotion to Our Lady of Guadalupe in such a radical way that juxtaposed his gay life and lifestyle and consequently found acceptance from the Virgin as his own mother. Nahum Zenil experienced an abiding presence Our Lady of Guadalupe and her passionate care for all Mexicans. It included all Mexicans, including gay Mexicans like himself. The Virgin of Guadalupe becomes a force of undermining Catholic orthodoxy on homosexuality for Zenil. Nahum includes his own self-portraits to integrate his sexuality with his spiritual devotion. Sabia-Tanis writes, “Through his self-portraits, he depicts a wide range of theological images, connecting both radical sexuality and traditional iconography, and challenging cultural and religious homophobia.”56 One of his unique paintings
Introduction 15 is the Virgin appearing to Zenil and a male lover in adjoining beds with approval. Another is the Virgin’s blessing of their marriage. Traditional Mexican devotion to Our Lady of Guadalupe radically undermines Spanish Catholic morality. This essay reminds us of the colonial Spanish conquest of indigenous peoples. The vivid wood block print is of an incidence of Vasco Nunez de Balboa as he crossed Panama; he set his fierce dogs upon twospirited indigenous people and killed them. Now Zenil Nahum comprehends his gay sexuality as natural, joyful, and religiously sanctioned by the Virgin and subverting colonial Spanish Catholicism. Andy Buechel turns his attention to Mechthild of Magdeburg in “Queering Ecclesial Authority with Mechthild of Magdeburg: A Roman Catholic Perspective,” to explore how he might queer the response to Catholic authority today. Mechthild was a member of the Beguines, a medieval lay religious counter-movement of women who lived voluntary poverty, chastity, prayer, and care for the poor. The Beguines did not hide away in monastic enclosures as religious women but lived in a liminal space as unmarried women among the poor. Mechthild queered the boundaries of traditional women, either nuns or married women, and were committed to a life of celibate religious service to the poor. She risked ecclesial attention and sanction in her writings to describe erotic longings between herself and God and within images of female homoeroticism. Mechthild understood God’s power as “formation, maintenance, and consummation of intimacy.”57 She recognized the Church’s authority but relativized that authority when it failed to be living up to appropriate use of power. Andy Buechel applies Mechthild’s response to authority to unpack Pope Francis’s ambivalent statements in his letter Amoris Laetitia (Joyfulness of Love) that full inclusion of LGBTQ is harmful to society while he affirms that LGBTQ people are loved by God and made in God’s image. Buechel finds the dualism disappointing if not harmful to LGBT people. He affirms Mechthild’s “example of finding, supporting, and accepting the authority of those figures who are supportive and life-affirming.”58 Buechel recommends that queer Catholics seek out supportive and life-affirming figures of authority on the local level to live lives of loyal resistance and challenge. His “queer loyal resistance” resides in the hope that the supportive ecclesial leaders will recognize that LGBTQ folks reflect the divine image and live in loving relationships. This will provide the leaven for the transformation of the Roman Catholic Church.
Liberating flesh Marcella Althaus-Reid asks a poignant question for the essays in this section: “Is Fetishism an obscene trace of Christianity then?”59 Fetishism is frequently associated with an inanimate object or particular body part, usually separate but not exclusively from the genitals. Roman Catholic spirituality, along with many of the world’s spiritualities, uses bodily fetishes to express ritually an erotic
16 Robert E. Shore-Goss spirituality or emotional satisfaction. Ascetical practices – bodily disciplines from floggings and bondage to the discipline of bodily practices of yogic meditation – can be construed as fetishes. Nietzsche says that the saint “takes pleasure in the wild uprising of his desires.”60 Carmen MacKendrick aptly observes: Religious asceticism sacrifices and sanctifies the body, whether or not it is “spiritual” – and so too do the erotic pleasures of pain and restraint, spiritual or not. The search for the ecstatic and the sacred takes place in the body.61 Christianity has made a central claim that God entered the human world of bodies in the person of Jesus. Yet Christianity has been historically disincarnational, despising non-compliant bodies in preference to “white, male” heteronormative bodies. The following essays look at a variety of fetishes that are considered obscene but have been reimagined as queer ascetical practices, navigating charts of incarnational grace. I explore an ascension theology in my essay, “Discovering the Missing Body: Incarnational Inclusivity.” God’s incarnation endangers the church because it cannot be confined to itself. In the Ascension, the body of the risen Christ disappears from the sight of the disciples. However, with Pentecost, the bestowal of the Spirit, the church has claimed authority to recognize and confine incarnational presence of the risen Christ within its structure, liturgy, word, prayer, and leadership. Anglican Bishop N. T. Wright, along with lesbian theologian, Linn Marie Tonstad, observes that the risen Christ’s body has disappeared in the clouds at the Ascension. There are very queer incarnational consequences for the missing body of the risen Christ. By confining incarnational presence, the church has promoted unjust incarnation by confining it to heteronormative economy and colonizing non-normative bodies. The Ascended Christ results in a promiscuous multiplication and expansion of incarnational presence into indecent embodiments. I suggest that the Stonewall Rebellion became the Queer Pentecost, unleashing theatrical embodiments through drag, the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence, the Drag King Christ in John’s Gospel, and artistic media of gay stations of the cross of Delmas Howe and Douglas Blanchard and the performative of Terence McNally’s play Corpus Christi. I focus on Blanchard’s Ascension Station where the risen Jesus, bare-chested, is embraced by a winged angelic hunk, is kissed, and Jesus swoons in his arms. Both the winged angelic figure and the ascending Jesus share crucified arm wounds. Symbolically, the ascended Jesus unites with the wounded queer body of Christ. Corpus Christi became a designated mission of mine church in North Hollywood, California. I describe the cast as a postmodern church carrying the emotional and passionate play for eight years in churches, theaters, winning awards at the Edinburgh and Dublin Fringe Festivals, and brought back to Broadway. The play often brought audiences to tears, and they, in turn, found grace in their own sexual lives. The cast produced a documentary
Introduction 17 of their experience in finding faith, “Playing with Redemption,” now on Netflix. They became queer church. Embracing an ascension theology recognizes that Christ’s incarnation is embodied in queer bodies and the theatrical performances. The Ascended Christ is promiscuously found everywhere in fleshly bodies, even dis/graced and non-normative bodies. In “Queering Violent Scenes: A Eucharistic Interpretation of BDSM,” Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong explore BDSM as a theater or ritual of transformation, noting the possibilities of transformation and healing through reenactments of some violent or miserable scenes. The authors interview Avem Tenjou Rika (a pseudonym) who is a shibari model, an ancient form of Japanese rope bondage. They report from conversations that she experiences not arousal but a tranquility, a meditative state that I have witnessed among practitioners of bondage scenes. For Rika, shibari is a form of meditation that remains sexual and erotic in which she has learned much about herself as well as her relationship to others. After reviewing modern Christian explorations of BDSM in the theologies of Kent Brintnall, Lea Brown, and Nicholas Laccetti, Mok and Wong shift the discussion of BDSM to the eucharist, a ritual enactment of the cross. The eucharist represents an eating of the body and drinking the blood of Christ, in which “this anamnesis of the death of Jesus Christ directs people to a brutal and sanguinary event.”62 The eucharist does not just repeat the violent death of Christ but transgresses the ritual boundaries into a sacrament of grace. Mok and Wong argue that an eucharistic interpretation is an appropriately queer interpretation of BDSM. Both are analogously rituals of potential grace and divine presence. As a chaplain to the Los Angeles leather community, I have witnessed and interviewed folks and friends involved in BDSM, who lost a self-centeredness and liberated into a sublation into divine presence. Both the rituals of BDSM and eucharist “have symbolically queered violent scenes so that these scenes can be transformed into healing and liberating grace.” The authors offer a convincing and persuasive argument to open Christians to read BDSM through the lens of eucharist, but also it allows BDSM practitioners to understand that their rituals may share the trajectory of grace and liberation of eucharist. Hugo Córdova Quero uses Marcella Althaus-Reid’s deployments of the economy of dis/grace in the sexual stories of the poor to mediate between the contributions of Mok and Wong with Shore-Goss in sexual stories. Córdova claims that most churches perceive bodies as dangerous, indecent, and uncontrollable, for they legislate which bodies are deemed holy enough for salvation. He follows Althaus-Reid’s Indecent Theology to uncover the relationship between sexuality, bodies, and incarnation through an exploration of the film La Mala Educación. The film denounces what Marcella and queer theologians denounce, that: traditional Christianity has denied the body by viewing it as the locus of per/version, and that vision has split humanity into selves and bodies.
18 Robert E. Shore-Goss While selves are to be saved, bodies are to be punished . . . Unfortunately, this divide facilitates the overuse of power on those who are more vulnerable, lower in the chains of institutional power and control.63 La Mala Educación in its complicated interactions between institutional religion represented by nuns and priests and children’s sexuality is encapsulated when the nun tells Soledad, “It is not God who rejects you; it is I in the name of my order.”64 Thus, Córdova Quero underscores that Christ’s incarnation came outside of heterosexual grace to restore justice by restoring context and bodies to disrupt the hetero-patriarchal matrix and cries out for liberation of queer bodies and genders. Hugo Córdova Quero affirms in the last sentence of his essay: “Queer theologies and theologians are midwives in the unfolding new life of the creation. Our bodies are the locus for that marvelous cosmic process.”65 In “Deafinitely Different: Seeing Deafness, Deaf and Healing the Bible from Deaf Perspectives,” Kristine C. Meneses intends to insert the Deaf into biblical stories to challenge the closeted normative reading of disability and, in particular, Deafness in scripture. Meneses argues that the word became flesh differently in the gifted language of the deaf. God is enfleshed in the embodied communication of the Deaf. She claims, “To (en)force normalcy onto the disabled is to disregard their uniqueness. Consequently, we fail to recognize other dimensions of their personhood – their disablehood.”66 In certain parts of Asia, Deaf narratives are ignored because deafness is understood as a curse, thus made invisible. Deafness is stigmatized. Meneses dismantles the frequent coupling of queer theologies with deafness. There are a number of queer Deaf people, who suffer double stigmatization. Meneses presents the principles of Deafness created by the Deaf community. The first is, “Deaf Communities possess the gift of languages so special that they can be used to say things which speech cannot.” 67 Meneses queers the reading of Mark 7.31–37 not as the healing of the deaf man but that of Jesus and the community around who learn the language of the deaf man. This chapter needs to read with David Abram, The Spell of the Sensuous, who speaks about the somatic basis of language.68 Earlier human language is connected to the natural world with “synaesthesia,” an ability to participate in and communicate reality through the interpenetration of other sense experiences. Deaf language is an embodied language that harnesses other senses in communication that hearing folks have lost as they moved away from immersion in the more than human world connections. Communication is embodied physically in sign and gestures; language is seen. Other sensory perceptions are at work in deaf communication. The affirmation, “the word became flesh and pitched a tent among us” (John 1.14) becomes queerly opened in a new fleshly encounter.
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“Expanding,” resistant eschatologies Jesus’ practice of God’s reign had conflated the present with future anticipations of God’s presence breaking “into our midst.” His notion of this imminent eschatology contained God’s dream for us. This is what was preached by and practiced in his open table and healing of outsiders. Both essays share experiences of the colonizing legacies of white supremacist Christianities but struggle in different cultural contexts to create free queer space for God’s flourishing presence. In “Gay Eschatology: A Postsecular Rethinking of Christian and ‘Asian Values’ Metanarratives in Singapore’s Contexts,” Agnes Hanying Ong writes in the spirit of Marcella Althaus-Reid’s diasporic, indecent theology against heteronormative Argentina Christianity. Frankly, Ong’s description of the fusion of Pentecostal Christianity with Neo-Confucian values reminded me of the current American cultural milieu of the fusion of white nationalism and Evangelical Christianity. My skin was crawling at such homophobic rendering of Christianity. The LGBTQIA+ agenda threatens with a doomsday, apocalyptic perspective the Neo-Confucian and Pentecostal Christian citizenship in Singapore. Queer represents the otherness of apocalyptic evil, luring heterosexuals to become the evil other. The AntiChrist and fundamentalist eschatology is conflated in a cultural synthesis of the pro-national, Singapore Christian and Neo-Confucian family values, termed as Asian Family Values. Ong notes, “The formerly colonized becomes luxuriantly self-colonizing; the oppressor’s values become rationalized and internalized moral beacons of the oppressed, eventuating in neo-colonial violence.”69 The Christian agenda has attempted to duplicate heaven as a safe place from “otherness.” She articulates that Singapore Christianity has a “postlapsarian nostalgia, that excludes diverse embodyings and all non-normative gendered and/or sex bodies.”70 Such an apocalyptic dualism compels a bodily deference to a sacred heterosexism that will be raised up in the eschaton while queer rebellious bodies are destined to a “totalizing destruction of God in the event of eschatological genocide.”71 Ong argues that an undermining of such a heteronormative eschatology is a key strategy for claiming the dignity of LGBTQIA+ persons and diminishing Christian, nationalistic, homophobia. Rebecca Voelkel’s “Embodied Sexual Eschatology: Escaping the Cage and Dreaming a World of Desire and Longing” is paired with Agnes Hanying Ong’s. It is a good intertextual read about culturally competing persecuting and LBGTQ affirming eschatologies. They have a similar goal of raising oppressed desires and bodies that have been caged by colonizing systems. Voelkel rehearses the destructive colonization of the US by Europeans who fused white supremacy and Christian supremacy in the Doctrine of Discovery into colonial conquest. She notes that such a Christianity was predicated on a particular embodiment, sexuality, and gender. All deviants beware! Voelkel identifies herself as “a ‘bad’ white, Christian woman”.72 She was
20 Robert E. Shore-Goss a rebel against the caged categories of a Christianity of the Doctrine of Discovery. She declares her preamble to her own Declaration of Independence that weaves “sexual, spiritual, and justice-seeking”73 eschatology. She writes, “any eschatological visioning needs to root itself in the blessing of sacred longing, desire, connection and communion that resists the cage of interlocking forces of colonization.”74 Queer eschatological dreaming is difficult, but she claims, creativity and dreaming are particular charisms of queerness. . . . This makes queering theology delicious. Queering theology demands of us a big enough vision to heal bodies, reclaim sacredness/fabulousness, bust binaries, embody resilience and resistance, and kindle-into-a-dancingfire a hope which is strong enough to inspire. All of this is delicious. Amen to queer resistance to Christian supremacy!
Toward a greater inclusive church So what is the reader to make of this curious potpourri? Is this anything more than a series of educated essays that yet rehearses a demand to be heard and taken seriously in a heteronormative theological world? While there is a risk that this collection will end up being just that, or little more than yet-anotherqueer-theology volume, Goh and I are hopeful that the insights from this anthology will bridge the divide between academia and action, and propel the reader into deeper consideration of theological action. I had expressed earlier that queer theologies attain greater potential when they leave the halls of academia, and are deployed for the empowerment and transformation of those long dis/graced. Goh suspects that certain forms of queer theology – especially, the radical transgressive ones that evoke embarrassment and unease among the respectful and decent – may continue to be held in suspicion and disdain as the pathetic attempts of a select few who clamor for ecclesial acceptance and approval. It is possible that we as LGBTQ people in “articulating the meaning and purpose of Christian faith drawn from our own peculiar experiences, sensibilities, and relationships”75 may never meet the standards of those who have already decided that we may never leave the confines of invalidity. Those who do so are not merely the proponents of heteronormative and cisgender religiosity. They also include LGBTQ Christians who have appropriated (and wish to preserve) a sense of “heteronormativity and respectability” in Christianity. Nevertheless, just as Goh and I agree with Rev. Jake Joseph that LGBTQ people need never be beholden to churches that have become affirming and supportive (as they really ought to be), we are not looking to convince, persuade, or impress any Christian community or theological circle. Neither are we engaging in self-gratifying theological thrill-seeking. What we offer in these pages are continuing conversations. The titles of the sections in this
Introduction 21 anthology are deliberately verbed as a reflection of our desire for the works of the contributors to stimulate independent, active contemplation, on the part of the reader, which may eventually foster contemplative action among individuals and communities toward greater radical inclusivity. We are thus hopeful that queer theological actions may evolve into newer forms that prophetically allow for alternative orthodoxies as a way of thinking and acting. In this manner, queer theologies do not only depart from safe but hidden confines of the theological academe. They assume greater efficaciousness for queer clergy and queer persons in ministry and life. They attain a level of democratization and turn into “spaces of the Spirit, in which the Holy One is incarnated in discourses of human vulnerability.”76
Notes 1 Mark D. Jordan, “In Search of Queer Theology Lost,” in Sexual Disorientations: Queer Temporalities, Affects, Theologies, ed. Kent L. Britnall, Joseph A. Marchal, and Stephen D. Moore (New York: Fordham University, 2018), 7689. 2 Ibid., 7849. 3 Marcella Althaus-Reid, The Queer God (New York: Routledge, 2002), 8. 4 Ibid. 5 Ibid., 50. 6 Ibid. 7 Ibid., 38. 8 Ibid., 8. 9 Ibid., 49. 10 Ibid. 11 Marcella Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology: Theological Perversions in Sex, Gender and Politics (New York: Routledge, 2000), 200. 12 Althaus-Reid, The Queer God, 2. 13 Jordan, “In Search of Queer Theology Lost,” 7860. See also Jordan, “Missing Scenes,” Harvard Divinity Bulletin 38, no. 3–4 (2010): 58–67. 14 Ibid., 7860. 15 Tony Kushner, Angels in America is broken down into two parts: Millennium Approaches and Perestroika (New York: Theater Communications Group, 2014). There has a been 2018 revival of the play on Broadway. 16 Kushner, Perestroika, 4.6, 19. 18–19, ibid. 17 Miak Siew, “Learning to Be Queer: Questions the Church Should Be Asking,” in God’s image 34, no. 2 (2015): 65. 18 Wendy Farley, Gathering Those Driven Away: A Theology of Incarnation (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2011), 5. 19 Jordan, “In Search of Queer Theology Lost,” 7768. 20 For instance, the works of J. D. Crossan, The Historical Jesus: The Life of a Mediterranean Jewish Peasant (San Francisco, CA: HarperSanFrancisco, 1991); Marcus Borg, Jesus: Uncovering the Life, Teachings, and Relevance of a Religious Revolutionary (San Francisco, CA: HarperSanFrancisco, 2006) and Jesus A New Vision: Spirit, Culture, and the Life of Discipleship (San Francisco, CA: Harper & Row, 1987). 21 Marcus Borg, Meeting Jesus Again for the First Time (San Francisco, CA: HarperColllins, 2009), 1346. 22 Diarmuid O’Murchu, Inclusivity: A Gospel Mandate (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Press, 2015), 618.
22 Robert E. Shore-Goss 23 Linn Marie Tonstad, God and Difference: The Trinity, Sexuality, and the Transformation of Finitude (New York: Routledge, 2015), 276. 24 O’Murchu, Inclusivity, 1157–406. His whole book argues for radical inclusivity. 25 Miroslav Volf, Exclusion and Embrace: A Theological Exploration of Identity, Otherness, and Reconciliation (Nashville, TN: Abingdon Press, 1996), 72–3. 26 Joerg Rieger, God and the Excluded: Visions and Blindspots in Contemporary Theology (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2001), 37. 27 Richard Rohr, “The Unnamable One,” Center for Action and Contemplation, February 14, 2019, https://cac.org/the-unnamable-one-2019-12-14/. 28 “Activist of the Week: Stephen Suleeman (Indonesia),” Being LGBT in Asia, July 10, 2013, https://beinglgbtinasia.wordpress.com/2013/07/10/64/. 29 Quoted in Joseph N. Goh, “Practical Guidelines for SOGIESC Theologising in Southeast Asia: Foregrounding Gender Nonconformity, Sexual Diversity and Non-Dyadic Embodiment,” in Siapakah Sesamaku? Pergumulan Teologi dengan Isu-Isu Keadilan Gender (Jakarta, Indonesia: Sekolah Tinggi Filsafat Theologi Jakarta, 2019), 185. See also Greg Carey, Sinners: Jesus and His Earliest Followers (Waco, TX: Baylor University Press, 2009), 30–6 and Patrick S. Cheng, Radical Love: An Introduction to Queer Theology (New York: Seabury Press, 2011), x. 30 Pauline Ong, “Towards a Responsible and Life-Giving Ministry with and among Sexual and Minorities,” in A Theological Reader on Human Sexuality and Gender Diversities, ed. R. Gaiwad and T. Nainan (New Delhi and Nagpur, India: ISPCK/NCCI, 2017), 343. 31 Serene Jones, Trauma + Grace: Theology in a Ruptured World (Louisville, KY: John Knox Westminster Press, 2009), 3–22. For religious/spiritual trauma, see Dalene Fuller Rogers, Pastoral Care for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder: Healing the Shattered Soul (New York: Routledge, 2002), 31–42. 32 Joseph N. Goh, Living Out Sexuality and Faith: Body Admissions of Malaysian Gay and Bisexual Men (London: Routledge, 2018), 89; original emphasis. 33 Jake Joseph, “An Open Letter to the UCC: The LGBTQ Right to Distrust God Reflection,” Plymouth Staff Reflection, June 5, 2018, https://us10.campaignarchive.com/?u=41554bb1f38e3437f605e9439&id=af68a84deb, author’s bold print. 34 Wendy Farley, Gathering Those Driven Away: A Theology of Incarnation (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2011), 5. 35 Farley, Gathering Those Driven Away, 1. 36 Richard Rohr, “Prophets: Self Critical Thinking: Who Would Want to Be a Prophet?,” Center for Action and Contemplation (blog), February 19, 2015, para. 2, https://cac.org/who-would-want-to-be-a-prophet-2015-02-19/. 37 John D. Caputo, What Would Jesus Deconstruct? The Good News of Postmodernism for the Church (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic, 2007), 31. 38 Richard Rohr, Eager to Love: The Alternative Way of Francis of Assisi (Cincinnati, OH: Franciscan Media, 2016), 33. 39 Ibid., 84. 40 Originally, the prospectus to contributors from Robert E. Shore-Goss and Joseph N. Goh, “Unlocking Theological Systems from the Inside,” author’s bold print. 41 Cheng, Radical Love, 6–11, 36–8, 47–8. 42 O’Murchu, Inclusivity, 1157–407. 43 Johann Baptist Metz, Faith in History and Society: Toward a Fundamental Practical Theology (New York: Seabury, 1980), 111. 44 Robert Goss, Queering Christ: Beyond Jesus ACTED UP (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2002), 253. 45 Catherine Keller, “Response: To Mark Jordan’s ‘In Search of Queer Theology Lost,’” in Sexual Disorientations, 7997.
Introduction 23 46 David M. Halperin, Saint Foucault: Toward a Gay Hagiography (New York: Oxford University Press, 1995), 62. 47 Gerard Loughlin, “Introduction: The End of Sex,” in Queer Theology: Rethinking the Western Body, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell, 2007), 10. 48 Lisa Isherwood and Marcella Althaus-Reid, “Queering Theology,” in The Sexual Theologian: Essays on Sex, God, and Politics, ed. Marcella Althaus-Reid and Lisa Isherwood (New York: T & T Clark, 2004), 7–8. 49 Marcella Althaus-Reid, Hard Core Queer: The Church of Dis/Grace (Paper read at the Queering the Church conference, Boston, MA: Boston University School of Theology, 2007). 50 Cheng, Radical Love, 31. 51 Page 32 of this volume. 52 Judith Halberstam, The Queer Art of Failure (Durham, NC: Duke University Press), 2009. 53 Page 44 of this volume. 54 Page 64 of this volume. 55 Elizabeth A. Johnson, “A Community of Holy People in Sacred World: Rethinking the Communion of the Saints,” New Theology Review 12, no. 2 (1999): 6. 56 Page 73 of this volume. 57 Ibid. 58 Ibid. 59 Ibid. 60 Friedrich Nietzsche, Human, All Too Human (Lincoln, NE: University of Nebraska Press, 1956), 142. 61 Carmen MacKendrick, Counterpleasures (Albany, NY: SUNY, 1999), 157. See her discussion on asceticism and sadomasochism, 65–6. 62 Page 145 of this volume. 63 Page 162 of this volume. 64 Ibid. 65 Ibid. 66 Page 176 of this volume. 67 Ibid. 68 David Abram, The Spell of the Sensuous: Perception and Language in a More Than Human World (New York: Vintage Books), 1996. 69 Page 204 of this volume. 70 Ibid. 71 Ibid. 72 Page 221 of this volume. 73 Ibid. 74 Ibid. 75 Jay Emerson Johnson, Peculiar Faith: Queer Theology for Christian Witness (New York: Seabury Press, 2014), 3. 76 Donald E. Messer and Joseph N. Goh, “Locating the Face of God: Practical Theological Reflections on LGBTQ People and Churches,” in God’s image, 36, no. 2 (2017): 23.
Part I
Provoking church
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Toward radical inclusion Yap Kim Hao
Let me preface my keynote address on the Conference theme “reNEW” this morning with expressing my amazement with what Free Community Church (FCC) in Singapore has thus far accomplished in this comparatively short space of time, going on to only ten years. We started from Ground Zero and now we have purchased this space as sacred ground for our congregation. About six years ago Rev. Miak Siew responded to the challenge and accepted the calling to be the pastor. He left his comfortable job, sold his apartment, completed his theological training, received his ordination and returned to serve as the first and only fully ordained, full-time, openly gay pastor, thus making history. I have a great appreciation of FCC under his leadership. It is with reluctance that I appear before you and especially in the presence of two distinguished leaders of the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) movement from the United States. But Miak insisted and he is hard to resist. I am but an accidental activist in the LGBT community here. As an outsider who was privileged to be around from the inception of Free Community Church, Miak felt that my observations and insights are of some value for the life of this Church and its future in Singapore. Let me take you on my personal journey with FCC. Allow me first to share a little bit about my early background. I was baptized as a Christian when I finished my secondary school education in a Methodist Mission school. The missionary pastor, Ralph Kesselring, was a graduate from the liberal Garrett Evangelical Seminary in Evanston, Illinois. I find it strange that the one sermon that was etched in my mind is his sermon on Amos, “Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever flowing stream” (Amos 5.24). A colleague later presented me with his Chinese calligraphy work of that Biblical verse. What was stranger is that when the daughter of this missionary was rummaging through his archives, she found the original sermon with his hand-written notations. She made a copy and sent it to me. That was the theological foundation brick that I built upon subsequently in Boston University School of Theology, and which developed into progressive and queer theologies. I began my ministry serving in three local churches. In 1961, I was appointed pastor of the Kuala Lumpur Wesley Methodist Church with the
28 Yap Kim Hao tag line: “Witnessing for Christ in the Heart of the Nation’s Capital.” In the congregation were Cabinet Ministers of the government. In 1968, at the age of 39, I was elected the first Asian Bishop of The Methodist Church in Malaysia and Singapore. I resigned in 1972, as I was drafted to serve for the next 12 years as the General Secretary of the Christian Conference of Asia, a regional ecumenical organization of all the mainline churches and National Council of Churches in Asia, including Australia and New Zealand. After retirement and before I had time to smell the roses, I found myself in the “gay scene,” which was only ten years ago. In 2003, the Prime Minister of Singapore made a public announcement through the influential international Time magazine that although homosexual acts remained illegal in Singapore, his government would not discriminate against gays for employment in the civil service. In opposition, the National Council of Churches of Singapore immediately declared that homosexuality is a sin. A few years prior to these events, some gay Christians had been meeting secretly as Safehaven, the precursor of FCC. I was not aware of its existence. In the course of my ministry I had personal encounters with only one gay person who came out to me. Gays were tightly closeted then. The question of homosexuality was settled in the churches. With my passion for social justice, I wrote a letter to the local press in support of this new government policy. Immediately the leadership of Safehaven contacted me, and without any hesitation I volunteered to support them in their struggle, and journeyed with them. My address will explore the nature of the ministry and mission of the Church with reference to FCC, and I will explicate my understanding of the principle of inclusivity. What is the shape of a truly inclusive Singaporean Church that I project?
1 The inclusivity of membership The religious affiliation of most of the LGBT people who formed FCC was from the conservative and charismatic churches that were more openly homophobic than the mainline churches. For a long time, churches were silent on this issue and LGBT people were isolated and stayed closeted. Open public condemnation came mainly from conservative pulpits. Known gays who were serving in such churches were rejected and expelled. As soon as FCC was established, we were sinned against by being the target of anti-gay attacks. Yet, the only real difference that FCC makes in relationship to all other churches is that LGBT people are welcomed and fully accepted. We flash our Welcome Home sign prominently, and even composed an original song called “Welcome.” We recite the mantra of welcoming all regardless of race, gender, sexual orientation, and socio-economic status. However, the culture of FCC is for the most part charismatic, with its emphasis on praise and worship and personal salvation. We are able to attract members who were rejected by their former churches which disapprove of
Toward radical inclusion 29 homosexual relations. They find acceptance and feel at home at FCC. Slowly but surely, there is a quiet reconciliation of their faith with their sexuality in spite of their baggage of conservative theology. I have watched transformations taking place before my eyes. “J” is one of those who initially appeared as sheepish, but eventually became a confident leader. She wore a baseball cap to hide herself and avoid relating to others. I intentionally reached out to her. Today she is a church leader and regularly preaches the sermon, and many times preaches a better one than I do. But I must also admit that after a few years not a small number do not find it meaningful to remain as part of the congregation. We do have a wide open door to welcome them, but unfortunately as wide a back door for them to depart. For a number of years we stayed at the plateau of around one hundred attendees at our Sunday services. More than half of the present congregation were not with us when we began. Each Sunday we have a number of first-time visitors. It has therefore a fluid membership and a transient one without long-term commitment. Critically we may say we are more like a hotel/hospital than a home. I must also recognize that a much larger number of LGBT and other outsiders appreciate what we are doing, but do not feel compelled to take an active part in the daily life of FCC.
2 Inclusivity must include lesbians on an equal basis Safehaven and subsequently FCC was initiated by a small number of gays. It was later when FCC was organized that lesbians came to their worship services. Lesbians feel the male domination and I hear the terms “patriarchal” and “misogynist” being tossed around. Cells or support groups along gender lines exist and only one support group has mixed gender representation. Incidentally, we have now structured our toilets to be unisex, or toilets that transcend strict gender categories. It is helpful especially to the transgender people. Last month we held our annual Women’s Event planned by an all-women group with the deliberate exclusion of the males. Our lesbian pastor Pauline Ong reported that of late, more and more women find a sense of belonging and involvement in our church. She was encouraged by the changing attitude of the men of FCC. The women were so touched when they received an anonymous donation from one of the guys for the women’s event because he wanted them to “have better food or flowers or whatever we needed to make this event special.” What a sweet and loving gesture! FCC is overcoming this gender divide and the lesbians are well on parity with the gays. It is not just a sexual orientation issue that we have to address but a gender issue as well, and allied with it is the ministry to the transgender people. We had sessions to acquaint the gays and lesbians with the issue of the transgender people. A few transgender people attend our services regularly.
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3 Inclusivity includes the straight community From the very beginning FCC did not want to be labelled a gay Church, and it tries to welcome straight people, but not always successfully. The culture is still predominantly that of LGBT people. When I started to stand in solidarity with the people in FCC there were some straight people who came to visit; some out of curiosity and some with sincere interest to find a congregation which is different from their own. They too did not discover what they needed. Only a few remain to lend their support to the LGBT cause. What the Church must realize is that there are others out there who have questions with the prevailing forms of church life. Whether it is a fundamentalist, evangelical, conservative or mainline church, there is a growing disenchantment with established religious institutions. Many are looking for alternatives and not all of them are secular or atheists. Of late we have in Singapore a fairly active Humanist Society. Those who have chosen to belong to no religion have risen from 14.3 percent in 1900 to 17.0 percent in 2010. The Christian population increased from 12.7 percent to 18.3 percent in the same period. I suspect there is a majority of people in our country who are spiritual but not religious. Traditional religious beliefs do not “sell,” and that is a world-wide phenomenon. In the United States, the 2012 survey by the Pew Religion and Public Life Project reported that nearly a fifth of those who were polled said that they were not religiously affiliated. Nearly 37 percent of that group said they were “spiritual” but not “religious,” 37 percent of all Americans, a bigger group than atheists, and way bigger than Jews, Muslims or Episcopalians. This rising phenomenon views “religious” as associated with the public realm of membership in religious institutions, participation in formal rituals, and adherence to official religious doctrines. And “spiritual” is regarded as associated with the private realm of religious thought and experience. This affects the status of religion in our multi-religious society in Singapore. As much as our conservative Christians hold on to the supremacy of Christianity and the hope of converting all people to Christ with the belief that Christ is the only way to salvation, they are not reaping the wishful harvests of their evangelistic efforts. This is true also for those in the other traditional faith communities. Many are abandoning their ties to their faith communities. Being a secular state, Singapore has pushed religion to the margins yet looks toward faith communities to support government policies and prevent religious conflicts. I sense that there is an increasing number of people, especially the young, who are spiritual but not religious. They gather around issues that affect the lives of the people. Faith communities for the most part are only engaged in welfare services, and are unwilling to take the important advocacy role to remove the root causes of social problems.
Toward radical inclusion 31 With this religious and cultural backdrop, what then is the ministry of the Church like FCC? We should try to be inclusive where everyone, including heterosexuals feel welcomed and ministered to.
4 Moving on beyond ministry, we must engage in mission There is always a continuing work of helping the LGBT to reconcile their Christian faith to their sexuality. We will be deemed exclusive if we are only doing this essential and important mission. When we look at the LGBT community outside of FCC, we tend not to get a sense of our responsibility as wounded people who have been healed to become healers to those who are still struggling with their sexuality in Christian and other faith communities. Yes, we welcome them but we have not been able to reach out to them sufficiently to assist them with their problems. We may have been too used to living in isolation and nursing our own hurts that we do not feel the need to help even the members of the LGBT community at large. In moving here to One Commonwealth, Singapore, we are intentionally going to be involved in the mission project called “Dirty Hands.” We have already connected with the aged poor, the mentally challenged and migrant workers. This effort will have to escalate, in order that we may participate in the advocacy work of those who are concerned with human rights, LGBT rights, and the rights of women, sex workers, and migrant workers. Dirty Hands symbolizes our right hand in mission and our left hand in advocacy. We want to be part of the movement to empower the marginalized to secure equality and justice. We are called to engage in what Lynette Chua, a Singaporean law professor and activist, refers to as “pragmatic resistance” to achieve visibility and support of LGBT people, tackle political and cultural norms that suppress dissent, and oppose discriminatory practices. How inclusive are we if we do not include all these in our mission agenda? We must resist the temptation to be exclusive and stay within the walls of this sacred sanctuary, dark and cave-like. We have to part the curtains, raise the shades, and see out of our windows the world outside groaning in travail, and challenge the Church to transform our community to be more loving and caring for one another. We cannot view religion exclusively as a private matter or as personal salvation. By the same token we cannot be exclusively involved only in the transformation of society and changing social values. We strive to be inclusive in terms of personal and social salvation.
5 Finally, inclusivity involves theology and more importantly how we shape it As a Church committed to the way of Jesus, we have to explore our theological foundations. We are all in our respective theological journeys. Do we just pass by one another in the dark? We have to unload our theological
32 Yap Kim Hao baggage, and undergo the process of deconstruction and reconstruction. We often hear the word “contextualization” in the theological arena, which is relevant to our time and situation. Do we recognize that theology from the Biblical times is always time-bound, historically based culturally conditioned and socially constructed? Our praise and worship should be inclusive too of traditional and contemporary music. Worship is more than the segment of praise songs at a service. A progressive musician has proclaimed that “the varieties of religious experience call forth hymns and songs, emerging from the varieties of cultures, personality types, and religious expressions. Our worship and song should reflect this diversity. We join in sacred worship traditional and contemporary, North American and African, and European and Asian. We chant hymns from Taize and melodies from Iona, and dance to ‘Siyahamba’ (We are marching in the light of God), sometimes in the same service.” In the words of an old hymn, “New occasions teach new duties/Time makes ancient truth uncouth/They must upward still and onward/Who would keep abreast with truth.” We cannot stay in the safety of our shores, but have to launch out into the deep to cast our nets on the other side. The theological task is a continuous one and a lifelong process. We are to be in the mode of praxis, as that is the application and practice of what we believe in and confess. Only then can we expect to come closer to the truth. There will be differences in our theologies. Inclusivity does not mean that we merely tolerate the differences and hold tightly to our own. We must not close the door to other schools of theology. We have to be open, and interact and learn from one another. We cannot own an exclusive unchanging theology and discount other theological explorations. We dare not submit ourselves literally to the mantra “the Bible tells me so.” We must not lean on another jingle that says “the Bible says it, I believe in it and that settles it.” We have to take seriously different interpretations of the same Biblical passages and continually evaluate them. We have to continue to discover what we have in terms of common understanding and commitment. The theological journey can never end, and we can only ever claim tentative truths that are relevant to a particular moment in time. We are familiar with the Buddhist emphasis on compassion and doing no harm. I recall the question of doing good and the way in which Micah answers: “He [sic] has told you, O mortal, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God” (Micah 6.8). In moving here, the premises of FCC bear a postal address with the word “Commonwealth.” This is an old English word. “Weal,” translated as “wealth,” is about the well-being of a sound, healthy or prosperous state. This is what I call the common good. I am reminded of Jeremiah calling the faithful to seek the welfare of the city, for in its welfare one can find one’s welfare (Jeremiah 29.7). Then the Epistle of Barnabas exhorts us, “Do not
Toward radical inclusion 33 live entirely isolated lives, having retreated into yourselves, as if you were already (fully) justified, but gather instead to seek together the common good” (Epistle of Barnabas 4.10). Here at FCC@One Commonwealth, we are constantly reminded of commonweal, or the common welfare, or the common good. This is the unceasing challenge we face. As long as the majority of the LGBT community outside has not embraced FCC, we need to examine our work. As long as LGBT people come and stay for only a while, or come and go, we have to review our congregational life. As long as other people within their faith communities and beyond are not attracted to FCC, we have to evaluate our performance. We must labor with them and envision the shaping of the human community with love and compassion, peace and justice. In our respective contexts, we have to be honest and bold enough to admit that we have not responded fully to the challenge. Let us not make a mockery of our own form of inclusivity. Do we recognize that we are no different from other churches except for our acceptance of the issue of homosexuality? There is a belief that over the course of time, more of our mainline churches, like in the United States, will be gay-affirming and reconciling congregations. We look to the day when homosexuality is no longer an issue in all our churches. People out there are still spiritual but not religious. People in our faith communities are searching for alternatives. FCC is poised to be authentically inclusive in its church life, and faithful in its ministry and mission to God’s people. All our congregations must be geared into innovative and experimental modes, and ready to make the paradigm shift. Otherwise, we will wither away while hanging on to our traditional ways. As we gather here for the Amplify Conference, the time has come for us to recognize, examine, evaluate, and explore what we are doing as churches that now primarily serve the LGBT community. Each one of us comes from a unique context, and this fact has to be taken into account more seriously in order to enable the Church to flourish fruitfully. This is the challenge that we all face individually and collectively to renew, enhance, and fulfil the ministry and mission of a truly inclusive Church. As I end, let me catch my breath. The present has been the must fulfilling and satisfying time in my ministry in the past ten years. I pledge to stand in solidarity with, and to stay alongside you. I look with anticipation to the future, and in the words of the New England poet Robert Frost: “The woods are lovely, dark and deep/But I have promises to keep/And miles to go before I sleep/And miles to go before I sleep.” Amen! Amen! Amen!
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Queer church Failure and becoming in the body of Christ Sara Rosenau
I explore a queer ecclesiology, focusing less on what bodies do with each other sexually and more on how we are one body together. As anticipated in 1 Corinthians, this queer ecclesiology asks how church can be both one body and a multitude of members. How does our understanding of the body as a whole function to include some members and exclude others? This work theorizes the one body because of, and not despite, continued discernment, dialogue, and disagreements. I seek an ecclesiology that does not focus on one right way to think about church but rather breaks open the concept of church to find more imaginative and playful ways for the church to continue to become.1 To queer ecclesiology is also to offer a queer church. In other words, “queer does not have a relation of exteriority to that with which it comes into contact.”2 Rather, to queer ecclesiology is to find what is queer in church, specifically queer Christians, in order to point toward what church is and what it might become. That is, how we understand church, how church is thought, is transformed by queer experience in church and by the practices of queer life. Embodied queer life has already been disruptive to the ecclesial body, a disruption that has the potential to transform social norms of self and community. Thus, I explore three queer practices to uncover the deeper meaning of what queer lives offer the church. These include graceful recognition, prophetic performativity, and faithful failure. Queer Christians invite the practices of recognition as a way for Christians to practice God’s grace with one another. The performative presence of queer Christians disrupts the heteronormative logic of sameness as a unifying principal in understanding community. Queer failure invites church to divest from success in order to be faithful to its own becoming. By faithfulness I refer to a reorientation of communal life toward an incomprehensible but present God. In becoming plastic again, the body engages in communal discernment about who churches are and who they can become. Together, these transformative practices open a fresh possibility for becoming the body of Christ. I consider the question of how the gift of God’s grace is exchanged among Christians and how do Christians, in their differences, craft a life together as the body of Christ? I utilize Kathryn
Queer church 35 Tanner’s ecclesiology of plasticity where humanity is shaped and transformed in the image of God.3 I pair this with queer theory, connecting Judith Butler’s theory of the becoming subject with how Christian selves are formed and transformed together through baptismal vows.4 Further, Butler’s performativity combined with Sara Ahmed’s queer orientation interrupts the norm of community as a unified whole, specifically as Christians gather in the practice of communion.5 Both the practices of baptism and communion are woven together with stories from the everyday lives of queer Christians in church.6 Last, I suggest the practice of queer failure as a form a resistance against norms of success. If the body of Christ is always in the process of becoming, this invites church to continually repent of modes of perfection that stifle humility. The practice of queer failure returns churches to the Protestant confession of “reformed always reforming” and reminds church of the call to become plastic again in relationship to its neighbors, orienting toward those it has othered.7 Queer failure as a practice also connects back to ecclesial politics. In a post-Christian context, church can become the body of Christ by reorienting toward Christ, which is to also be oriented toward “the great diversity of Christ’s lovers,”8 including queer Christians. Through these three practices of graceful recognition, prophetic performativity and faithful failure, the church witnesses to God’s faithfulness in completing the good work that was started in us as church, the body of Christ.9
Graceful recognition The queer practice of recognition in community helps articulate an ecclesiology where the church is faithful to changing and becoming in and through relational exchanges between people. I describe graceful recognition as a process of communal relationality whereby the community recognizes others both within and outside their community by holding open an account of the other, thus extending God’s gift of grace to the other. But the opposite is also true, the other holds open an account of the community, and the community is transformed by this gift of grace. I use the example of the practice of Baptism as a practice transformed by graceful recognition understood as faithfulness to the promises and potentiality of God’s grace active in communal becoming. Butler’s ecstatic subjectivity draws on and reformulates Hegel’s description of the moment of recognition that forms the subject. Following Hegel, Butler describes the self as constituted outside of itself, through relation to others.10 In this ecstatic subjectivity the self relies on the other because it is dependent on the other for its constitution. For Butler, the self does not belong to itself; in fact it remains in a kind of self-unknowing, because it is in part constituted by what it cannot know.11 The self realizes this radical dependency in the act of recognition where it is exposed to its own opacity, a sense of being other to oneself.12 Butler calls this the “ontological primacy of relationality itself.”13
36 Sara Rosenau There is a parallel to Butler’s ecstatic self in Kathryn Tanner’s ecclesiology of plasticity. In Tanner’s work, God is the giver of all that we have, God is overflowing with gifts and the world is created, exists, and continues because of God’s giving.14 Humanity is ecstatically oriented toward God, receiving God’s gift through participation in Christ. This participation is made possible by the plasticity of human nature, a plasticity that mirrors God’s own incomprehensibility.15 Thus, becoming more like God is to become plastic again, shaped in God’s own image.16 Tanner’s plasticity of individuals is repeated in her ecclesiology. The mission of the church is to both receive the gifts of God, and give them away.17 However, no one practice or set of practices defines Christian community. Rather, community is constantly being formed and reformed through the “messy, ambiguous, and porous character of the effort to live Christianly.”18 Butler’s relational self helps to nuance how the ecstatic moment of recognition is dependent on community. First, there is a self-awareness that takes place at the moment of recognition when the self realizes “the fact that we cannot exist without addressing the other and without being addressed by the other.”19 Second, the moment of awareness of my fundamental “sociality” also brings with it an awareness of my opacity to myself. The exchange of recognition reveals to me not only that I cannot go back to the self I was prior to the exchange but, more fundamentally, that I never was an independent “I” to begin with. Butler writes, “What is recognized about a self in the course of this exchange is that the self is the sort of being for whom staying inside itself proves impossible.”20 Butler claims that it is “precisely my own opacity to myself [which] occasions my capacity to confer a certain kind of recognition on others.”21 For Butler the opacity of the self protects the exchange of recognition from appropriation.22 This is true in part because the exchange of recognition between self and other is not enclosed in a dyadic relation but, rather, is dependent on norms. “The social dimension of normativity precedes and conditions any dyadic exchange.”23 The classic example of gender helps to explain this relationship. If I understand myself as a woman it is, in part, because others have ‘recognized’ me as a woman for my entire life. To understand myself as a woman I am dependent upon others’ recognition of me as a woman. However, everyone, myself as well as others who recognize me, utilize the norms of gender that inform and determine the norm of “woman” prior to my being recognized as such. Therefore, the “I” does not offer recognition to the other from its “private resources” but from the norms that are socially available.24 The self becomes aware of its own opacity in the exchange of recognition. This opacity of the self is also related to the excess of the self. Butler explains this by way of narrative. Because I am constituted by others and by norms, which proceed me, I can never say everything that I am in my self-narrative. Further, I cannot explain or narrate my life fully because the discourse, the words I use to narrate, are not my life. My life goes on even as I narrate and I am unable to fully capture it.25
Queer church 37 Queer people know well the communal dynamic of recognition described by Butler. Many queer people can reference an experience of being able to recognize themselves when they were recognized by the queer community. This moment of recognition points to one’s opacity to oneself in that it reveals one’s dependence on communal recognition to make one’s life “livable.”26 This is especially poignant because queer people exist in a heteronormative society where the livability of queer people is not always recognized. An example of this surfaced after the Pulse Nightclub massacre of 49 queer people of color in June 2016. In grief, solidarity, and resistance, queer people began to share online their first experiences of going to gay bars and clubs. The stories revealed vulnerable moments of how the self becomes in and through community. Carrie Brownstein speaks about discovering what kind of other selves are possible in a lesbian club. “Only away from the glare of homophobia could we experience malleability, a flexing of the self, a full rotation. Who knew there were 360 degrees?”27 Brownstein’s flexible self, known in community, connects with Tanner’s movement of the self becoming plastic. As Brownstein describes, when queer individuals are first seen by the queer community they become recognizable to themselves, or they recognize the possibilities of what they might become. The point of becoming “away from the glare of homophobia” highlights the difficulty of recognition when it pushes against social norms, as a lesbian request for recognition does. Here, Sara Ahmed’s point is helpful as she describes becoming a lesbian as a process of “becoming reoriented,” turning away from a compulsory heterosexuality.28 Becoming reoriented is also to be disoriented in one’s self and with the world as it was before.29 Yet this disorienting state, which connects with Butler’s opacity, also opens up possibilities of new futures. For queer people this is the possibility of becoming other than heterosexual; the queer community holds open this possibility. Practicing graceful recognition in community: baptism We can apply Butler’s concept of recognition to ecclesiology to understand how the self becomes and is recognized in Christian community. The self in Christian community is always becoming plastic, continually formed in relationship to being in Christ and oriented God-ward. Grace is the primary gift that Christians receive from God that enables the plasticity of the self. Here, I connect grace with recognition. The church community extends God’s grace to the other by both recognizing the other and continuing to hold open an account of the other. The self does not come to the community fully formed, rather the question of “Who are you?” remains open as the self continues to become in community. By holding open an account of queer Christians, the church community gives life to the queer Christian by extending God’s grace to her. However, the self extends grace to the community as well. Church is constituted by a multitude of relationships and church continues to become in relation to the other. The church community’s encounter with the other is a
38 Sara Rosenau challenge to recognize its own opacity, to understand how dependent it is on the other for its continued becoming. By asking for recognition, queer Christians ask the church community to expand, and thus enable the church’s further becoming.30 In baptism the church community recognizes the gift of grace in the life of a Christian. Baptism is not only an individual act, however, it is also a communal one. In the practice of baptism, the Christian community recognizes the person joining the community and promises to nurture that person and help them grow in their faith. Elizabeth Stuart writes that baptism represents an ontological shift, where the baptized become “ecclesial persons” characterized by a new communal subjectivity.31 This communal subjectivity is not fixed, however, but is always in the process of becoming. In baptism the “not yet” of both the individual and the body of Christ is recognized. Stuart writes, “to be baptized is to be caught up in a kingdom that does not yet fully exist, that is in the process of becoming; it is to be caught up in the redemption of this world.”32 If baptism is understood as a ritual of graceful recognition, an individual and communal promise to faithful becoming, then the exclusion of queer Christians from church is a broken baptismal promise.33 Our baptismal identity, Stuart writes, “rests in being bound together with others not of our own choosing by an act of sheer grace.”34 We also are made subjects, and continue to become as selves by and through the gift of our relations with others. Graceful recognition mediates this process of becoming. To be church is to gracefully hold open our account of one another. Another way to put this is that our baptismal promise is a promise of communal plasticity – a commitment to continue in our individual and communal becoming. Queer story of graceful recognition As an example of a Christian community’s practice of graceful recognition I turn to Rev. Nadia Bolz-Weber’s story about a naming ceremony at her church, House for All Sinner’s and Saints. Bolz-Weber tells about her parishioner, Mary, who was baptized as Christian as a child but had been excluded from her church community in college when she came out as a lesbian. Several years later, Mary came out as transgender, identifying as male and taking the name Asher. For many years Asher did not dare enter a church. He feared that what the church of his birth said about him might be true – that he was following the devil, that he was sinful and lost.35 But when Asher came to House for All Sinners and Saints, he realized that he not only belonged there, but he belonged to God as God’s beloved.36 House for All remained committed to the Christian baptismal vows made to Mary, even as Mary was becoming Asher. In marking this commitment, Bolz-Webber and Asher decided to hold a naming rite for Asher on Baptism of our Lord Sunday. Bolz-Webber writes, “Mary would become Asher in the midst of a liturgy where Jesus was named ‘Son’ and ‘Beloved.’”37
Queer church 39 For Bolz-Weber the naming rite signified God’s graceful recognition of all of humanity. She writes, “Identity. It’s always God’s first move. Before we do anything wrong and before we do anything right, God has named and claimed us as God’s own.”38 The naming rite represented the community’s graceful recognition of Mary becoming Asher. In doing so, the community also remains faithful to its own becoming as the body of Christ. Their faithfulness is in discernment of how as community they need to become plastic again, questioning established habits and practices that insulate the community and protect power structures. Becoming plastic means reorienting the community toward both others and God. Becoming a plastic body Individuals, communities, and denominations on both sides of the divide lament how the “problem of sexuality” is tearing apart the church. However, queer Christians are already present in church. In their presence and practice within the church, queer Christians ask the church to become plastic again by holding open an account of who queer Christians are and who they might become. This holding open of self is an invitation to a holding open of the whole community as it continues to become the body of Christ. The church community becomes plastic by recognizing itself as a body not with one member, but with many. Church is a body of bodies, a body of ecclesial persons gracefully recognizing one another, in continual becoming together. Both queer Christians and church are evolving, becoming plastic again, by being reoriented toward God. This reorientation is directive, by witnessing to God both the individual and the church are becoming in response to God’s revelation. As Wendy Farley writes, “The way we treat one another is the sign of how we dwell in the divine presence. It is not a political or social issue; it is the most visible fruit of faith.”39 A reorientation to God produces an orientation toward others in a way that offers mutual graceful recognition.
Prophetic performativity Since queer people continue to be excluded from many church communities, graceful recognition remains an unfolding vision for church, yet not the reality of every church. Therefore, it is important to describe how queer Christians are prophetically engaged in transforming church communities. This is captured in our second queer practice, prophetic performativity. Performativity is how we embody social norms. However, when performativity pushes the boundary of the norm, an expansion of the norm becomes possible. In ecclesiology, the performativity of non-normative bodies disrupts the whole body and transforms it. Butler’s embodied performativity ruptures a notion of communal unity through uniformity. Prophetic performativity of queer Christians disorients the whole body in a productive way. Christians gather around the table not
40 Sara Rosenau in unity of shared agreement, but are disoriented by the difference of queer Christians. This disorientation has the potential to reorient the whole to discover new ways of being together, new configurations of community that recognize the other. Butler’s performativity and Ahmed’s orientation In Butler’s thought, the performative transformation of norms is connected to recognition. Butler writes, “It is only through the experience of recognition that any of us becomes constituted as socially viable beings.”40 However, the viability of human life is not a power that is entirely in the hands of the self or the other. Both are dependent upon norms that “exceed the dyadic exchange that they condition.”41 These available norms, however, are not static. Recognition is enabled by norms, but the process of recognition also holds the possibility for transformation of the norm. Butler writes, “Certain practices of recognition or, indeed, certain breakdowns in the practice of recognition mark a site of rupture within the horizon of normativity and implicitly call for the institution of new norms.”42 This “opening” in norms, or rupture, is an opening for critique. Butler uses the term performativity to describe how norms are produced through bodily performance. Butler initially theorized performativity in order to critique the sex/gender distinction in feminist theory. Butler argues that neither sex nor gender is as stable as it might seem, both are culturally prescribed, embodied, and performed.43 “Acts, gestures, and desire produce the effect of an internal core or substance, but produce this on the surface of the body.”44 Performativity is at work in all norms, but it is difficult to recognize because dominant normativity masks its constructive or performative origins. Butler uses the example of drag as a performance that reveals the performativity of all of gender. Through parody, drag performs gender normativity, revealing the constructed nature of the heterosexual norm, which masks itself as a stable original.45 In fact, we are all performing gender, or acting out the norms of gender as they are scripted to us.46 We should not, however, underestimate the power of dominant norms. Sara Ahmed draws attention to this when she develops the term orientation and disorientation to express the queer experience of living in a heteronormative world. Sexual orientation refers to deviance. Heterosexuality becomes normalized as an orientation that need not be named, it rather becomes the background to which everyone is oriented. To be queer is to have a “failed orientation,” as queer bodies are understood to be “out of line.” Queer, then, according to Ahmed, might be expressed as a diagonal, or living on the “slant.”47 There is a disorientation associated with the transgression of norms. This is why the transformation of norms is prophetic and involves personal risk. The risk of the human in transforming norms is exemplified in queer life. When queer people embody non-normative gender expression or non-normative
Queer church 41 sexual attraction, they risk their lives in a heteronormative and cisnormative society. However, many queer people know that to be otherwise is not to be.48 “The thought of a possible life is only an indulgence for those who already know themselves to be possible. For those who are still looking to become possible, possibility is a necessity.”49 Practicing prophetic performativity in community: communion In considering ecclesiology then, we consider how prophetic performativity transforms not just the norm of gender or sexuality but also norms operative in an understanding of community itself. One norm of ecclesiology has been to describe the Christian community in terms of its internal agreement, whether unity of belief or practice. In applying the practice of prophetic performativity to ecclesiology, I argue that queer performativity disrupts notions of community as agreement, reorienting the community to communal becoming. One problem in a concept of community as agreement is that it eclipses both fragmentation and disagreement in community. Tanner makes this argument when describing modern understanding of culture as grounded in agreement. This understanding of culture eclipses the constant negotiations, dialogue, and disagreements within any one culture. Tanner argues that conceiving of a church community as being formed through shared beliefs or practices obscures both the partiality of practices and the multiplicity of beliefs in any one community. Rather, she proposes that Christian practices coalesce around common use and toward an orientation toward God. What unifies the body of Christ is not shared agreements or similarities, but a common orientation toward God.50 Disorientation can be paralyzing and induce crisis, but it can also be a moment that opens the possibility for reorientation.51 Returning to prophetic performativity, we might understand prophetic performativity as an embodied performance that disrupts the norm of community as shared agreement. Put another way, prophetic performativity resists or refuses the dominant ground or background, performing difference, performing by not turning around. Thinking ecclesiologically, prophetic performativity transforms the practice of communion from a practice that confirms agreement to a practice that awakens churches to their becoming as the body of Christ. Baptism transforms individual Christians into “ecclesial persons” entering into a process of further becoming with God and with the Christian community. The communion table also invites the becoming of the community. This becoming, however, is not a process of ease; rather it can be disturbing and disorienting. The performative difference of queer Christians disrupts the presumed unity around the communion table. The queer “slant” makes the table “wobble.” Queer bodies at the communion table produce a disorienting effect by simply being present in their difference. Difference disturbs the “the table as a shared object.”52 The table is, in this way, both disorienting
42 Sara Rosenau and orienting. This disturbance invites the church to perform a more faithful humility around the table. It reveals that ability to gather at the table is not the correctness of belief or the rightness of any action. Rather the unity of church is the unity of absolute reliance on grace. Gathering around the communion table, queer performativity exposes the unfaithfulness of church when it refuses to recognize queer Christians. Those that gather do not agree. However, the disagreement is less about permission to be at the table and more about the fact of radical difference. Bodies gather around the table with many intersectional differences, black, brown, white, queer, trans, genderqueer, intersex, differently abled. The disorientation of difference does not resolve, but is reformed into understanding unity in a way that does not eclipse difference. Disorientation invites an orientation toward the other. This orientation toward the other is only possible through being reoriented to God. Communion thus is understood as gathering in order to be reoriented God-ward. Queer Christian story of prophetic performativity The movement for queer recognition in the United Methodist Church is a powerful example of disrupting the norm of community as agreement. During the United Methodist general conference in 2016 Rev. Julie Todd, a straight-identified ordained UM minister and an advocate of queer recognition, wrote a blog post reflecting on a decade of advocacy for queer inclusion within the UMC. She expressed how the body of Christ is broken over this issue, and how any effort to deny this brokenness through appeals to unity is violence. She recounted a story of the pro-LGBTQ movement going to communion services during General Conference in 2004 after an unfavorable vote for inclusion. She writes, We did this as a means of re-asserting our presence in that Body. We did this as a means of resistance against the false institutional proclamation of one cup, one Body, and one baptism, when clearly the actions of the General Conference actively sought to harm and exclude members of that Body. All forms of our resistance and disruption are embodied statements that the unity of the church cannot continue to come at the cost of LGBTQ lives. These same acts of resistance are theological affirmations that the resurrected Jesus lives on in our whole and beloved queer bodies.53 Todd draws on the image of Christ’s body, broken in communion and broken over the conflict of inclusion of queer people. For Todd, the brokenness is denied when unity is proclaimed at the expense of queer bodies. After communion concluded, Rev. James Preston, in a moment of prophetic anger, smashed a communion chalice on the floor. It was, in Todd’s words “a moment of the Spirit interceded to express anguish sighs too deep for
Queer church 43 words. In the breaking of the cup, Christ spoke to the real brokenness of the moment.”54 Queer Christians are oriented toward God. However, the church community, here in the example of the United Methodist Church, denies the Christian witness of queer Christians through prohibitions on marriage, ordination, and sometimes membership. The prophetic performativity of queer bodies interrupts any claims of unity by means of exclusion. The act of breaking the chalice interrupted an ecclesiology of agreement as expressed through the practice of communion. The ruptured glass proclaimed the protester’s grief over the body of Christ already broken in the exclusion of queer people from ordination and other church practices. This brokenness had both a theological dimension and material impact, on the lives and bodies of queer Christians. Rev. Julie Todd writes, “In the church there simply must be some recognition that parts and pieces of the LGBTQ Body of Christ in the United Methodist Church have been not only broken, but lost. Left. Dead. Gone. Taken. Parts that aren’t coming back to be made part of the whole. Irretrievable by choice or by force.”55 Queer Christians live in critical and transformative relation to the norms of Christian community and in doing so the whole body is invited to disorientation and reorientation. This invitation is to become faithful to God’s gift of grace by reorienting the church community toward God, allowing for a more plastic communal practice of recognizing and receiving the other.
Faithful failure Both graceful recognition and prophetic performativity point to how the presence of Queer Christians is transformative to the ecclesial body of Christ. I would like to consider one more queer practice as transformative of how the church as a body of Christ can be faithful to its own becoming. I suggest that the church divest from models of success and view its own becoming as a faithful practice of failure. Queer theorist Judith Halberstam argues that stories of failure can be reconsidered as new stories of the possible. A faithful practice of failure means understanding failure as opening the possibility for other ways of being community together. I specifically explore how the church can repent of modes of perfection that do not also engender humility. Recognizing failure as a possibility invites church to return to the Protestant invitation to be always in a mode of reforming. Reforming is not change simply for the sake of change, but in response to God’s call to become plastic again. Halberstam’s queer failure In exploring faithful failure for the church, I draw from Halberstam’s Queer Art of Failure. Here Halberstam explores the gifts, openings, and possibilities that failure brings. Locating failure as a mode of queer life,
44 Sara Rosenau Halberstam argues, “failing is something queers do and have always done exceptionally well.”56 Failing at gender conformity and opposite sexattraction, queers have resisted the heteronormative lifestyle and “with it all the rewards of advancement, capital accumulation, [and] family.”57 This queer failure “turns on the impossible, the improbable, the unlikely, and the unremarkable. It quietly loses, and in losing it imagines other goals for life, for love, for art, and for being.”58 Certainly failure requires an acknowledgment of painful histories and feelings of “emptiness, loss . . . and modes of unbecoming.”59 But failure can also be a mode of resistance, a political affect rooted in Foucault’s “subjugated knowledge” which finds a countercultural desire “to live life otherwise.”60 This connects to a larger body of work in queer studies that defines queer as an alternative to both “hegemonic systems” and “dominant forms of common sense.”61 Halberstam writes that “heteronormative common sense leads to the equation of success with advancement, capital accumulation, family, ethical conduct, and hope.”62 While “other subordinate, queer, or counterhegemonic modes of common sense lead to the association of failure with nonconformity, anticapitalist practices, nonreproductive life styles, negativity, and critique.”63 For Halberstam, queer failure is different from heteronormative failure which either acknowledges failure in order to eventually succeed, or collapses into the rage of the “excluded white male, a rage that promises and delivers punishments” for the marginalized.64 Here, Halberstam is stressing that queers are comfortable with failure in a way that opens the possibility to for practices of resistance to a heteronormative regime. Halberstam’s queer failure imagines the possibility of an alternative politics born of failure. Ahmed has wondered, however, how far embracing the negative can go. She writes, “To say ‘yes’ the ‘no’ is still a ‘yes.’”65 She worries that this isolates queer as a useful term since not everyone can or will say yes to the no in the same way, especially because of the intersectional lines of race, class, and gender, in addition to sexuality.66 I will nuance this further when I turn to church and failure and failure as a politics. Practicing faithful failure in community: together in sin There is an important connection between grace and failure, failure is a grace in its invitation to be humbly transformed. Following Ahmed, we might describe the failure of queer people in church as saying yes to the no, accepting the label of failure as a gift that opens new possibilities. Faithful failure for the church, however, would be quite different. Since it is churches that say the ‘no’, becoming faithful is acknowledging the no and saying yes to the not-yet of church. Queer failure for ecclesiology invites a transformed understanding of sin, returning the church to humility. Queer failure is also a call for church to reorient to the wisdom of the Protestant Reformation, which itself was a call to the church to reform according to the truth of
Queer church 45 God. Proclamations like “simultaneously sinner and saint” and “reformed and always being reformed” become poignant in calling the contemporary church to become in response to queer Christians.67 One invitation of queer Christians is to be together in sin. From the standpoint of the heteronormative church, queer Christians are understood as having failed church or failed at Christian life because of their sin of deviant sexuality or gender identity. Queer Christians are only deemed acceptable as Christians if they confess this sin and pledge to live a life that rejects their queer identity. Queer failure might introduce a yes to this no, in asserting that all Christians have failed at Christian life through universal sin. This is to say that sin focused on specific individual acts obscures the universality of sin. James Alison, speaking from a Catholic context, has found the doctrine of original sin helpful as a way to speak theologically about queer inclusion in the church. In his understanding, universal sin binds us together, making “room for us all to be wrong together, and yet all be rescued together, and all able to learn together.”68 The universality of sin also means that none of us are equipped to judge the other, since no one has a “position of neutral objectivity.”69 Rather, we are all together in the middle of a dynamic becoming, God’s call to be a new creation. Alison’s pointing to universal sin encourages both individual Christians and churches to return to a place of humility in its judgment of the sin of queer people. In Protestant context, Luther’s proclamation of “simul justus et peccator” points to the paradox of being simultaneously “wrong and rescued,” to use Alison’s phrase. In this way, queer Christians point to the rich theological tradition for communal becoming in redirecting churches from a focus on individual sin and instead inviting a more mutual vulnerability and humility in being together in sin. If faithful failure invites a return to the universality of sin, it also asks the church to be more publicly humble in confessing corporate sin. Ecclesiologically, “simul justus et peccator” means that the church as a community, in its practices, policies, and theologies, stands simultaneously in sin and grace. Feminist ecclesiologist Letty M. Russell describes the tendency of “the double sin of the church.”70 Churches encourage individuals to live holy lives by emphasizing Paul’s message to the Corinthians to live with the understanding that the “present form of the world is passing away.”71 Russell finds, however, that in matters of justice churches are very much centered in the world. “Their lives, structures, class divisions, sexual orientation, and prejudices all reflect the culture of which they are a part rather than the New Creation.”72 Faithful failure invites churches to more humbly recognize how they participate in sinful structures of society in their fostering of practices and beliefs that are bound up in the culture. “A little thought reminds us of the power of sin within the church, of the way in which it has frequently had to be dragged, almost as if it were against its collective will, into better forms of witness by developments in those areas of society or culture that were not specifically Christian.”73
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A political ecclesiology of failure The presence of queer Christians in church can also be disorienting for heteronormative Christians in that it disrupts the presumed unity and uniformity of the Christian community. Such an understanding of unity supports the normativity of dominant groups while others, who are othered, push against the norm through prophetic performativity. At the communion table, the radical differences in community are revealed. In recognizing difference, queer Christians invite church to reorient toward God and become more plastic in orienting toward the other. Finally, faithful failure returns individuals and church to the reality of simultaneously sinner and saint and to the need to be reformed and always reforming. In response to the neighbor and the stranger, church can take a humble position, curious to find God in those others who are presumed failures, rejected by society. If a politics of failure means orienting toward those it has othered, church needs to break open its self-understanding in relationship to the other. Ecclesiologist Paul Lakeland has framed this as the church needing to reconceive of its orientation to the world. A queer ecclesiology that reorients church to the world is necessary because that anti-queer Christian rhetoric associates queer people with the world, eclipsing queer Christians. Ecclesiologist Paul Lakeland has suggested that to reconfigure relations between church and world, church must emphasize humility. Toward this end, Lakeland contrasts two readings of the parable of the Good Samaritan. The first reading is the more conventional. The church identifies with the Good Samaritan. The church aids the injured man, who represents the world. Lakeland acknowledges the importance of this image in clarifying the church’s mission as servant to the world, with the role of alleviating suffering.74 Yet Lakeland cautions the church to remember the religious figures in the parable, the priest and the Levite, who pass by the injured man. “In the Gospel parable, Jesus is most definitely not reassuring his listeners about their own role but rather encouraging them to use their imaginations to discompose their own religious universe.”75 In this way, Lakeland introduces disorientation into his first reading. “The parable of the Good Samaritan is less a story about doing good than it is about breaking boundaries.”76 Claiming the role of the Good Samaritan, church risks being too self-congratulatory, over identifying with the Good Samaritan’s heroic qualities and missing that the Good Samaritan is an outcast himself, aiding another outcast. Lakeland writes that this is “at worst triumphalist and at best a sort of paternalistic vision in which the wisdom and the folly of the world alike are both subsumed in the totalizing explanation of faith.”77 Church may believe itself to be a humble servant, but in doing so it risks not learning anything from those it is serving. In his second reading, Lakeland points out that there is no particular reason that the church needs to be read as the Good Samaritan and the world the wounded victim. In reversing church and world, the church becomes
Queer church 47 the wounded victim “in need of a lesson of humanity provided by the outcast.”78 Here, church fails queerly in finding itself in need of visitation by the stranger. Even further, the church as injured on the road is overlooked, scorned by religious leaders, but saved by one who is outcast, associated with “the world.” Lakeland emphasizes the lesson for the church is that “the world itself has wisdom and grace that we do not possess in the Church.”79 Lakeland’s reading allows church to both be a servant and to be served. Similarly, in Tanner’s gift giving ecclesiology, we can say that church gives God’s gifts to the world, but church also receives God’s gifts from the other “encountering the grace of God in unexpected places.”80 In being open to the unexpected, the church decenters itself and its own self-assured understanding of itself. In this way, the church must fail in order to recognize the gift of queer grace, the gift of becoming plastic again. Of course, a reading of church as victim on the road must be nuanced. The intention is to illuminate a new understanding for church in relationship with the world, or more specifically in relationship to those the church has othered. The church as victim is too easily a position taken by Christians in power to eclipse their own role in power over the other.81 The queer practices of graceful recognition, prophetic performativity, and queer failure invite churches to more deeply engage its own practices in response to the presence of queer Christians. To say that queer life causes disorientation for churches is to say that queer people are in churches, performing a livable life. “Disorientation, then, would not be a politics of the will but an effect of how we do politics, which in turn is shaped by the prior matter of how we live.”82 In becoming disoriented, church is invited to follow queer people in a politics of failure. In fact, heteronormative Christians should pray for such a disorientation, to be disturbed from complacently and love of power in the face of injustice, especially those injustices perpetrated in and through the practices of church. To be disoriented in such a way is to become plastic again. To become plastic is to turn toward the bodies and the lives of those who have been othered. To become plastic is to become reoriented in the life of God.
Notes 1 Nicholas M. Healy, Church, World and the Christian Life: Practical-Prophetic Ecclesiology (Cambridge, UK: Cambridge University Press, 2000), 36. 2 Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 2006), 4. I recast Ahmed’s phrase “to queer phenomenology is also to offer a queer phenomenology.” 3 Kathryn Tanner, Christ the Key (New York: Cambridge University Press, 2010), 39–41. 4 Judith Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself (New York: Fordham University Press, 2005). 5 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 172. 6 For another example of using the “texts” of lives in theology and ethics, see Traci C. West, Disruptive Christian Ethics: When Racism and Women’s Lives Matter (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2006), 144–79.
48 Sara Rosenau 7 Michael Bush, “Calvin and the Reformanda Sayings,” in Calvinus Sacrarum Literarum Interpres: Papers of the International Congress on Calvin Research (Göttingen, Germany: Vandenhoeck & Ruprecht, 2008), 285–99. The full reformed phrase is interesting here: “Ecclesia reformata, semper reformanda secundum verbi dei” is translated as “The church reformed and always being reformed according to the Word of God.” 8 Farley, Gathering Those Driven Away, 5. Farley emphasizes that being oriented towards lovers of Christ is much different then “some tepid obligation to be inclusive,” 5. 9 Philippians 1.6, NRSV. 10 Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself. Butler dispels the notion that a self that is not “self-grounding” cannot be responsible for his or her actions. She argues the opposite, that a self-dependent on others and norms for its constitution actually creates the possibility for agency, an agency within certain boundaries. 11 Judith Butler, Undoing Gender (New York: Routledge, 2009), 151. 12 Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself, 27. Butler writes “I am, as it were, always other to myself, and there is no final moment in which my return to myself takes place.” 13 Butler, Undoing Gender, 150. 14 Kathryn Tanner, Jesus, Humanity, and the Trinity: A Brief Systematic Theology (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2001), 39. 15 Tanner, Christ the Key, 39–53. See also Brandon Lee Morgan, “Gift, Grace, and Ecclesial Time in the Theology of Kathryn Tanner,” Perspectives In Religious Studies 41, no. 1 (2014): 49–64. Morgan gives an overview of how Tanner relates to the philosophical and theological debate about the gift economy. For a critique of Tanner’s use of gift, see Sarah Coakley, “Why Gift? Gift, Gender and Trinitarian Relations in Milbank and Tanner,” Scottish Journal Of Theology 61, no. 2 (2008): 224. 16 Tanner, Christ the Key, 87. 17 Tanner, Jesus, Humanity, and the Trinity, 90–5. 18 Kathryn Tanner, “Shifts in Theology Over the Last Quarter Century,” Modern Theology 26:1 (2010): 43–4. 19 Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself, 33. 20 Ibid., 28. 21 Ibid., 41. Butler acknowledges that she goes beyond Hegel on this point. 22 Ibid., 27. 23 Ibid., 24. Neither does the exchange involve a collapsing of the you into the I. The “I” does not annihilate the other in the exchange of recognition. For Butler this would be impossible because, since the I is always outside itself, there is no I for the you to collapse into. See also Undoing Gender, 149. 24 Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself, 26. 25 Ibid., 36. 26 Judith Butler, Precarious Life: The Power of Mourning and Violence (London: Verso 2004), xv. 27 “‘My First Gay Bar’: Rachel Maddow, Andy Cohen, and Others Shared Their Coming-Out Stories,” The New York Times, June 22, 2016, www.nytimes. com/2016/06/23/fashion/my-first-gay-bar-rosie-odonnell-rachel-maddow-alexanderwang-andy-cohen-share.html?_r=0 28 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 21 and 84–7. Ahmed develops Adrienne Rich’s term here. 29 Ibid., 21. 30 Cheri DiNovo, Qu(e)erying Evangelism: Growing a Community from the Outside in (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2005). DiNovo develops a vision for her
Queer church 49 local church using the image of the queer stranger who teaches the church the truth of the gospel. 31 Elizabeth Stuart, “Sacramental Flesh,” in Queer Theology: Rethinking the Western Body, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell, 2007), 65–75. 32 Ibid., 68. 33 Marilyn Bennett Alexander and James Preston, We Were Baptized Too: Claiming God’s Grace for Lesbians and Gays (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 1996). Pamela Lightsey writes about the connection between the denial of baptism to enslaved Africans and the denial of Christian rituals to queer people. See Our Lives Matter: A Womanist Queer Theology (Eugene, OR: Pickwick Publications, 2015), 87. 34 Stuart, “Sacramental Flesh,” 68. 35 Nadia Bolz-Weber, Pastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner and Saint (New York: Jericho Books, 2013), 136. 36 Ibid. 37 Ibid., 134. 38 Ibid., 138–9. 39 Farley, Gathering Those Driven Away, 3. 40 Butler, Undoing Gender, 2. 41 Butler, Giving an Account of Oneself, 24. 42 Ibid. 43 Judith Butler, Gender Trouble: Feminism and the Subversion of Identity (New York: Routledge, 1999), 173. 44 Ibid., 185. Original emphasis. 45 Ibid., 41. 46 Butler, Undoing Gender, 3. 47 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 71, 87, 92. Ahmed also theorizes how whiteness is a ground for race, becoming a background and a “straightening device,” 137. 48 Butler uses examples of gay, lesbian, transgender, and intersexed people in much of her work, other norms include the categorization of people with physical and mental disabilities as well as norms of race, ethnicity, and nationality to name only a few. 49 Butler, Undoing Gender, 31. 50 Kathryn Tanner, Theories of Culture: A New Agenda for Theology (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 1997), 82. 51 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 158. 52 Ibid., 170. Ahmed develops the table as a concept in her queer phenomenology, although she is not talking about the communion table per se. 53 Julie Todd, “On the Body Being Broken,” Love Prevails, May 12, 2016, https:// loveprevailsumc.com/2016/05/12/on-the-body-being-broken. 54 Ibid. 55 Ibid. 56 Halberstam, The Queer Art of Failure, 3. See also Syndicate Theology’s symposium on how Halberstam’s Queer Art of Failure intersects with Theology. Silas Morgan, “Queer Art of Failure Symposium,” Syndicate, June 8, 2015, https:// syndicate.network/symposia/theology/the-queer-art-of-failure/. 57 Ibid., 89. 58 Ibid., 88. 59 Ibid., 23. 60 Ibid., 2. Halberstam is drawing on both Muñoz and Foucault here. See José Esteban Muñoz, Cruising Utopia: The Then and There of Queer Futurity (New York: New York University Press, 2009). 61 Halberstam, Queer Art of Failure, 89. Halberstam is drawing on Gramsci here.
50 Sara Rosenau 62 Ibid. 63 Ibid. 64 Halberstam, 92. 65 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 175. 66 Ibid. “For queers of other colors, being ‘out’ already means something different, given that what is ‘out and about’ is oriented around whiteness,” 175. 67 Bush, “Calvin and the Reformanda Sayings.” Luther uses this phrase in various writings. These are reviewed in Paul Althaus, The Theology of Martin Luther (Philadelphia, PA: Fortress Press, 1966), 242–5. Althaus translates the phrase as “at one and the same time a righteous man and a sinner,” 1. For how this phrase applies to ecclesiology see Robert Kress, “Simul justus et peccator: Ecclesiological and Ecumenical Perspectives,” Horizons 11, no. 2 (1984): 255–75. 68 James Alison, Undergoing God: Dispatches from the Scene of a Break-in (New York: Continuum, 2006), 173. 69 Ibid., 79. 70 Letty M. Russell, Church in the Round: Feminist Interpretation of the Church (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 1993), 124. 71 1 Cor. 7.29–31, NRSV. 72 Russel, Church in the Round, 124. 73 Healy, Church, World and the Christian Life, 12. 74 Paul Lakeland, “‘I Want to Be in That Number’: Desire, Inclusivity and the Church,” in Proceedings of the Catholic Theological Society of America 66 (2011): 21. 75 Ibid. 76 Ibid. 77 Ibid., 22. 78 Ibid., 27. 79 Ibid., 22. 80 Ibid., 27. 81 See, for example, a poll by the Public Religion Research Institute which found that 57 percent of white evangelicals see Christians as facing discrimination in America. Only 44 percent of white evangelicals said the same about Muslims. Emma Green, “White Evangelicals Believe They Face More Discrimination Than Muslims,” The Atlantic, March 10, 2017, www.theatlantic.com/politics/ archive/2017/03/perceptions-discrimination-muslims-christians/519135/. 82 Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology, 177.
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Songsang, confessions, and theologizings of divine lavishness Joseph N. Goh
I value listening to confessions. Yet when I was younger, I could not muster the courage to confess who I was to myself. Like many, I struggled deeply as a gay teenager. I was terrified that people would discover what Roman Catholicism refers to as my “intrinsic disorder” and “grave depravity.” At the same time, I told confessions of God that were deliberately degenderized and desexualized, like how an eye infection disappeared after I supplicated the Sacred Heart, or how my daily recitation of the rosary was a committed response to the request of Our Lady of Fatima for the (ambiguous outcome of the) conversion of sinners. Safe, respectable, decent religiosity. As a closeted male religious and clergyperson for two decades, I listened to confessions in the box, at the bedside, at dining tables, in hospitals, in buses, in numerous countries. I heard people admitting to having “sinful” sexual relations with others of the same sex, or performing the “iniquity” of “dressing up in women’s clothes.”1 The shame, guilt, and brokenness in their voices haunted my own closeted heart, as I learned to my dismay (and horror) that human confessions were measured by heteronormativity, or “the everyday and mundane ways in which heterosexuality is privileged and taken for granted . . . normalized and naturalized.”2 The meting out of absolution to penitents in God’s name was a privilege that usually flooded me with joy, but to utter “I absolve you” to the confessions of queer/trans, or gender-variant and sexually diverse people who were sincerely trying to be themselves was a struggle, a dilemma, a transgression of theological and ecclesiastical justice that grew ever stronger within me. As a Malaysian in Malaysia who is now an older out gay man and widower, and whose main struggles with gay shame are somewhat behind me, I now consider myself an interfaith Christian, a queer/trans-affirming minister, a theological activist, and a researcher in gender and sexuality issues for whom there is no division between academia and spiritual practice. Aware of my privilege, I wear these labels tentatively, as I am learning to listen to myself in order to confess more deeply. I also feel inclined to narrate stories through faith-inflected lenses in order to prayerfully disclose the godly confessions of queer/trans people.
52 Joseph N. Goh In steadfastly holding on to C. S. Song’s affirmation that “the totality of life is the raw material of theology,”3 I am also convinced that “the human body is the very embodiment and enfleshment of God’s presence”4 for one who seeks what is good, just and holy, regardless of whether this body belongs to someone who identifies as queer, trans, cis or straight. Admittedly, my bias is to reveal the confessions of queer/trans bodies through God-glasses, notably Malaysian bodies that have been accused of being songsang.5 Many Malaysian men would readily adopt global badges such as “gay” or “bisexual” or “transgender,” and may even tolerate one or two local labels when wielded in jest, but as yet, not songsang. As an adjectival catch-all category, songsang means inverted, deviant, aberrant, abnormal, unintelligible, unworthy. Songsang implies a state of disgust, wanton and irresponsible sexual pursuits, mental instability, and flagrant flaunting of sexual ethics. To be songsang is to interiorize a slur that implies human diminishment. It is to be an actor in budaya binatang, or a culture of animals.6 It is to be sub-human. Songsang echoes queer in many parts of the world, without the political reappropriation that queer has undergone. As I write this chapter, I am not aware of any Malaysian academic or activist who has upended songsang with successful political traction. Yet, while bodies continue to be branded as songsang, as culpable of unspeakable acts, and shunned by mainstream Christian hierarchies, I claim them for the task of theologizing. This chapter is as much inspired by gay men’s confessions of sexuality and faith as it is by 1 John 3.1, which reads: “Think of the love that the Father has lavished on us, by letting us be called God’s children; and that is what we are.” I suspect that my retention of “Father” as a name for God in the first epigraph may provoke the ire of some, or at least raise an eyebrow. I am aware that many readers have had negative experiences of their fathers that cause them to dispense with any conceptualization of God as father. I am familiar with feminist theological criticisms of androcentric and patriarchal imaginings of God that have frequently served to oppress women within and outside the theological realm. My words come from my own experiences as someone who was theologically nurtured in the United States, Singapore, and Malaysia, and who believes that God is reflected in female, male, non-gender-specific, and multiply-gendered identities. I see God as both mother and father and “all the in-between areas represented in the created universe.”7 I do not believe in representations of God that are exclusively male or female, patriarchal or matriarchal, cisgender or transgender, heterosexual or homosexual. In retaining “Father” for God as the scriptural origin of loving lavishness in this chapter, I look to my own pa’ (as I would my ma’) in his unconditional and unwavering love and support he lavished on me throughout all my years of existence. It is thus an exercise of joy when I speak of God’s lavishness by alluding to the imagery of overwhelmingly loving divine fatherhood in scripture. It is with this delight that I find myself eager and ready to listen to gay men’s confessions of the lavishness of God. In Bahasa Malaysia, the verb
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 53 and adverb “lavish” translate as sungguh banyak (plenitude), suka memberikan (likes giving, generous), mewah (extravagant), boros (wasteful), and melimpah or mencurah (to pour out unreservedly). All these terms provide multiple facets of the profusion of loving acceptance, the excessive strength and support, and the overwhelming “wasteful” magnanimity of God – divine traits which are preached from the pulpit of every church in Malaysia. I am curious as to how lavishness can be a talking point, a provisional (and currently necessary for dialogue, not validation or approval) common ground between queer/trans people and churches. My focus in this chapter is on the lived experiences of gay men who straddle their sexuality, gender, and faith, and who continue to be deeply affected by Christian hierarchies who treat them as songsang. Despite antagonistic attitudes from state, society, and church, these men continue to gaze upon the loving face of God. They attribute their sexuality to an inclusive God, and see themselves as conceived out of godly generosity.8 As I listen, I reflect. As I reflect, I pray, and I tell confessions of God’s lavishness.
Doing theology in Malaysia Theology, as Stephen Bevans expounds, is inexorably contextual, and “the attempt to understand Christian faith in terms of a particular context – is really a theological imperative [and] a process that is part of the very nature of theology itself.”9 At the same time, “religious discourses,” as Hugo Córdova Quero insists, “are intrinsically related to cultural and social constructs, and they shape the perception of gender, bodies, and sexuality.”10 Hence, Marcella Althaus-Reid says it well when she says that there is “no such a thing as a neutral theology.”11 Grand claims of unadulterated, official theology as “pure” Christianity, untainted by human interference, inspired “solely” by scripture, or completely devoid of biases of gender and sexuality, are mythical conjurings. Theologies are born when gendered and sexual human beings, colored by their particular contexts and circumstances, imagine God and the role that God plays in human existence and relationships. Theological enterprises may be guided by divine inspiration, but they are fundamentally human efforts to explain God, as God can never be conceptualized outside of human experiences, or be known “by an intellectual leap outside the human process of discovery.”12 To do theology in Malaysia requires a critical perceptiveness of its political, legal and socio-cultural embodiments. Religion continues to be a crucial feature of identity formation for Malaysia’s 28.3 million inhabitants. I reside in a country comprising 61.3 percent Muslims, 19.8 percent Buddhists, 9.2 percent Christians, 6.3 percent Hindus, and 3.4 percent of those who constitute the other-religious, non-religious, unknown, and practitioners of “traditional” beliefs.13
54 Joseph N. Goh Consequently, many Malaysian Christian theologians and religion scholars plunge energetically into inter-ethnic and inter-faith relations,14 inculturation,15 Christian education,16 women’s concerns,17 and Malaysian indigenous peoples such as the Orang Asli.18 Few tackle the delicate and contentious intersectional topics of queer/trans and faith.19 Therefore, to do theology with and for queer/trans people in this predominantly Muslim country first requires an awareness of and negotiation with a “conservative Islamic sensibility”20 in which issues of gender and sexuality are extensively monitored by the state,21 especially those that depart from heteronormativity and cisnormativity. Queer/trans Muslims, who are often subjected to state-endorsed conversion therapy,22 are not the only ones affected by this religiously driven conservatism. Many mainstream Malaysian churches seem to collude with the state in this regard, spewing calls for “counselling,” “repentance,” and “healing” for Christians that only corroborate accusations of songsang. Two openly inclusive Christian communities in Malaysia, Good Samaritan Kuala Lumpur23 and Antioch Mission in Asia,24 are small, ignored or ostracized by mainstream churches, and minimally influential in transforming mindsets. To do theology with and for queer/trans people in Malaysia calls for an acute recognition of a God whose love is unconditional, inclusive, allembracing, purposeful, and just. It requires all theologians to have the openness, willingness, and courage to see this love reflected from, in and toward queer/trans people. Specifically, to do so demands a sensitivity to the concrete traumatic experiences of homophobia and transphobia as consequences of legislation and religious proscriptions, in addition to everyday microaggressions. It necessitates an undistracted attentiveness to the voices of mak nyah or transgender women and pengkid or butch lesbians. It requires a deep listening to the stories of lembut, sotong, patah, bapok, pondan, kedik, lalang, kunyit, lala, potaipayeh, ombohthu, gēi lóu, sí fāt gwái, bō li, â qûa, ná yǐng25 – all pejorative designations of men who are deemed oddly unmanly, sexually aberrant, humanly lesser, and recalcitrantly sinful in their own ethnic groups. Some of these terms are occasionally used in jest between gay men, but like songsang, they have not been appropriated for purposes of political empowerment.
Deep storytelling, deep listening Allow me to relate the confessions of a gay man I met many years back, and how homophobic mainstream Christianity “robbed” him of his faith. On one occasion, at the close of a workshop I had facilitated on gender, sexuality, and technology for a group of young gay men in Kuala Lumpur, one of the participants offered to give me a ride home. Seeing as I was bereft of my own vehicle at the time, I gladly accepted. “Adaikalam,” a Malaysian TamilCeylonese Roman Catholic first used the hour-long journey to sheepishly share his racy escapades with me.
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 55 I greatly appreciated his soul barings, for we were both aware of the vulnerabilities that hung over our heads. The inextricability of gender and sexuality in Malaysia meant that being gay also meant being failed men. We also chatted about the Penal Code, a legacy of British colonization that we have learned to use against each other as Malaysians. The criminalization of oral and anal penetrative sex applies to all citizens,26 but bears particular salience for sex between men.27 Although the increasing use of the acronym “LGBT” “without parenthetical citation”28 in Malaysian media underscores a growing recognition of self-identifying lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender Malaysians, this visibility also spells the escalating vulnerability of queer/ trans Malaysians. Soon, after Adaikalam and I found ourselves sufficiently comfortable with each other to chat on all manner of past experience, risqué revelations slowly evolved into more profound inquiries and intimations. Adaikalam began to ask questions about my own journey as a gay man and an ordained Christian clergyman, and what my strategies were in allowing the seemingly irreconcilable concepts of sexual diversity and active faith to share a common space. He disclosed that he was avoiding church services because he dah tak boleh tahan or could no longer endure the gay-bashing rhetoric therein. Adaikalam’s participation in church services had ceased to provide any real nourishment for his spiritual life as a gay Malaysian Christian man despite his appreciation of it, leading him to abandon all forms of his Christian faith. Adaikalam was not alone in his struggles, and his experiences were not unique. I saw his experiences reflected in those of 30 self-identifying gay and bisexual Malaysian men of diverse faith persuasions and life philosophies whom I subsequently met as part of a larger qualitative research project that involved in-depth interviews on the meanings of their sexual identities, sexual expressions, and sense of faith. Nevertheless, unlike Adaikalam, some of these men found innovative strategies to allow their sexualities and faith to converge in manageable and/or livable spaces. I draw on data from my research project for this chapter, and feature four men who self-identify as Malaysian, Christian, and gay: “Henri,” “Buck,” “Hosea,” and “Freddie.” My theologizing of these four men’s narratives – intimate confessions from men besmirched as songsang – unveils the interplay between their sense of Christianity and their sexuality, and reveals their understanding of a God who functions in the most intimate experiences of their lives. While I do not look for theological generalizability or replicability, I suspect that the confessions of these men will resound in similar ways around the globe. These four men are well aware that the incontrovertible criterion for an intelligible and valid Christian subjectivity in Malaysia is a life that internalizes and exudes heteronormativity. Nevertheless, rather than succumbing to the common coercion of churches to somehow cease being LGBT and thus achieve intelligibility and validity in their faith, these men articulate an understanding that it is possible to live as both Christian and gay in life-giving ways.
56 Joseph N. Goh Rose Wu,29 Marcella Althaus-Reid,30 Susannah Cornwall31 and Rebecca Voelkel32 among others emphasize the importance of queer lives as departure points for theology. I accept, adopt, and deploy this strategy in my own work, but I am also keenly aware of how Malaysian queer/trans Christians are often cornered into a binary of being either “straight/cis-only Christians” or “queer/trans non-Christians.”33 I am compelled to ask: How can our queer/trans lives in Malaysia be utilized as loci theologici, as resources of theology, when our expressions have well and truly been invalidated by mainstream Christianity – to which many of us remain affiliated – and when these invalidations still impact many of us in destructive ways? Do theological constructions that supportively take queer/trans realities seriously into consideration require the inevitable relinquishment of every manner and operation of mainstream Christian theology – do we throw the proverbial baby out with the bath water? Are queer/ trans and mainstream homophobic/transphobic Christianities doomed to an eternal, mutual abhorrence and distancing? Perhaps not. I attempt to respond to these questions through a threefold process. First, I start from the ground by listening deeply to the heterogeneous lived realities of Malaysian gay men, steeped as they are in their socio-cultural, religious, political, and ethnic entanglements. I agree with Song that theologizing “must begin with humanity and all that it means because it is in humanity that God is theologically engaged.”34 I am convinced that my vocation to construct queer/trans theologies begins from and relies on this grounded approach as a necessary “contextual language”35 and an incarnational nexus between theory and praxis in the process of theologizing. Second, I choose to frame my theological discussion with the methodology of the Federation of Asian Bishops’ Conferences’ (FABC), “a transnational body comprising fifteen Asian Catholic bishops’ conferences [which] has made a significant impact on the development, orientation, and growth of the spiritual and theological life of the [Roman] Catholic Church in Asia.”36 The FABC’s document that allows me to speak from concomitant spaces of mainstream tradition and transgression is entitled Methodology: Asian Christian Theology. It encourages “new resources of cultures, religions, peoples, their history, struggles, movements, their sufferings and hopes, as well as economic and political realities” as loci theologici “[to see] in them the action of the Spirit.” The aim of this theological methodology is to pursue “ways to integrate the experiences of Asia, the experience of [Asian peoples’] own forebears, and [Asian peoples’] own psyche, into their Christian faith.”37 Through this means, I am attentive, although selectively, to Chen Kuan-Hsing’s call for a greater circulation of “the diverse historical experiences and rich social practices of Asia . . . to provide alternative horizons and perspectives.”38 In this respect, the FABC is not excluding Asian non-Christians, nor is it calling for uniformly universal experiences of Asian Catholics. Contrary to romanticized thought, the idea of sensus fidelium is not a perfect consensus
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 57 from the highest to the lowest levels of the Catholic hierarchy. “Consensus” is a utopic ideal that has never been, can never be, and need not be achieved in order for the flesh-and-blood realities of Asian peoples to act as loci theologici. The sheer number and diversity of global Catholics in terms of belief and practice in every age points logically against a totalizing understanding of sensus fidelium. Through the years, much of Christianity, and not just Roman Catholicism, has been understood and practiced in innumerable ways. I argue that the FABC’s main intention is to link theology and lived experiences in order to ensure an ongoing, mutual relevance of the faith in the lives of Asian peoples. While the efforts of the FABC are noble, one limitation of this theological methodology lies in its unspoken assumption that the lived experiences of Asian peoples are unquestionably heteronormative and cisnormative experiences. The (obvious) upshot is that non-heteronormative and non- cisnormative lived experiences are overlooked, dismissed, and excluded from any theological significance. The FABC is a Roman Catholic entity that does not make any particular reference to queer/trans people, but I argue for a more inclusive expansion of its theological methodology that can enfold the lived experiences of Asian queer/trans peoples. Through this process, I engage in an unlocking of the FABC’s theological implements to release stories of the lavishness of God in queer/trans lives. I do so provisionally rather than absolutely, as all forms of theologizing are but tentative endeavors that demand constant reflection, critique, and transformation. Third, I extract and deploy frameworks from numerous theologies – conglomerations of diverse scriptural, traditional, rational, and experiential insights – to analyze these narratives. In so doing, I do two things. First, I “draw on both Western and Eastern experiences for theological reflections as the differences are all shared within the same global ecumenical community.”39 Second, I turn heteronormative assumptions embedded in mainstream theology on their heads and use some key thoughts which have long elided queer/trans people for the benefit of doing theology with and for queer/trans people. This, I contend, is doing theology that avoids “look[ing] at humanity from a glass castle” and inhales instead “the odour of the people and of the street.”40 It is a form of theologizing that serves “as a means of social transformation in concrete forms of multisystemic oppression.”41
Unlocking divine lavishness: theologizing from the ground up I plan to pursue theological expositions of divine lavishness by moving from one gay man’s confession to another. In this way, this chapter preserves through its pages the conversations I had at several points in time with the four men who spoke liberally (in English) on their sexuality and faith in this chapter. My conversations serve the purpose of unpacking the nuances of divine lavishness in human lives – how do these gay men imagine the
58 Joseph N. Goh identities and performances of God in their everyday experiences? How do their beliefs assist them as Malaysian Christians who are interpellated as songsang, and in turn, what can men who are considered songsang yet reject this term offer to theological thought? I begin with Henri, a “liberal Anglican” and Tamil-Indian Malaysian who works in a non-governmental organization. A well-educated and eloquent man, he grew up in the faith, and was often subjected to the pressures of a heterosexual marriage and childbearing from his family. He has stopped attending services at his local church, weary of the many missives of “sanctified homophobia”42 that are constantly delivered from the pulpit. Nevertheless, Henri maintains a close relationship with God within the space of a personal spirituality. He shares his thoughts in response to my question on what “God is saying to [him]” as a Christian gay man: And what do you think God is saying to you in terms of your sexuality? Henri: I don’t know . . . yeah, I don’t know (laughs) . . . before in this sort of my coming out journey, you know I used to pray, I said God this is wrong, I shouldn’t be this, please change me, and guess what, nothing happened, that miracle of changing didn’t . . . happen, and even now I say, God if this is wrong, if I am going against your will, then show me, give me a very clear sign, because clearly I don’t respond well to hints and subtleties, if you have to strike me by lightning then please do it because that’s . . . I’m not gonna see it any other way . . . knock on wood I haven’t been struck by lightning yet (chuckles) so, suppose if there was a message in that, it would be, yeah, you are what you are. Goh:
In his repeated claims of “I don’t know,” Henri reveals that the connection between his sexuality and sense of faith does not lend itself to him with either absolute clarity. In the process of learning to understand his sexuality in his “coming out journey,” or the process of sexual self-disclosure, Henri’s initial belief – which was reflected in his prayer – was that that being gay “is wrong” and merited divine disapproval. Undeniably, he saw a dissonance between his sexuality and his faith, which led him to implore God to “change [him]” because he felt that he “shouldn’t be this.” These feelings of guilt and sinfulness due to being gay initially prompt Henri, like many other queer/ trans Christians, to pray the gay away.43 Specifically, Henri’s conflicted feelings reflect the stand of Malaysian Anglican Bishop Ng Moon Hing on the inadmissibility of homosexual expressions, and that “the Bible teaches the sanctity of marriage of one man-one woman as husband and wife in a family.”44 Traditional Christian thought which valorizes heteronormativity through popular axioms such as “the bible says that homosexuality is a sin” and “the bible says that marriage is between a man and a woman” rattles Henri’s self-belief as a “valid” Christian. Yong
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 59 Ting Jun denounces such sentiments as scriptural apotheosis which prompt Christians leaders and educators to “read the bible through the socialized eyes of their cultures and religions [and] look upon and treat wo/men and LGBTQ people with contempt.”45 The disapproval of the Anglican Church, as is the case with many other mainstream Malaysian churches, is predicated on the belief that homosexual expressions contradict what is often indexed as divinely ordered sexuality and gender. Donald L. Boisvert remarks that “it is not just the fact of maleon-male bodies doing unholy things that is problematic; it’s also male-onmale bodies doing suspiciously supposedly un-masculine things, or behaving in decidedly unmanly ways.”46 Therefore, ecclesiastical disapproval pertains to the transgression of socially sanctioned sexual and gender roles, inasmuch as it relates to the notion of divine disapprobation. Godly men, as such, do not have sex with other men if they are to remain as men approved by God. Henri finds that he has never really discarded such intuitions of being “wrong.” He continues to beseech God for “a very clear sign” as an approval of his sexuality. Interestingly, Henri tests God for his validity as a gay man. He does this in two ways: First, he implores the divine for a “change.” Second, he asks to be “struck by lightning” if being gay is something that “[goes] against [God’s] will.” That Henri has neither experienced a purported conversion from being gay to straight (or even somewhere in between!), nor struck down by the natural elements becomes for him the ultimate revelation of divine endorsement: that “[he is] what [he is],” and it is pleasing to God. He experiences divine acceptance and approval through the absence of a successful conversion to heterosexuality and penalty by lightning. Absence of change or penalty become indicators of the presence of God in Henri’s life as a gay man. This knowledge, in turn, acts as evidence for him that he is the consequence of divine omnificence, and that God is totally cognizant of his sexuality. God, as such, is imagined as the Profound Knower and Endorser of Queer Sexuality. Henri becomes astutely aware that by accepting and living his life as a gay man, he is also accepting and living a godly life. Interestingly, while Henri conscripts God as a steady presence in his life, the image of the divine is transformed from a Potential Punisher to an unconditionally accepting Profound Knower. For Henri, divine lavishness comes by way of an experience of God’s total understanding and embrace of the gay man that he is. I move from Henri to Freddie, a Hokkien-Chinese Malaysian educator and activist in his early 30s who calls himself a “liberal Christian” and talks about a sense of God that is similar to Henri. Akin to Henri, he is no stranger to ecclesiastical homophobia. When we spoke, Freddie still identified as a Christian, albeit an angry one. Nevertheless, in recent years, he has distanced himself from Christianity. The following excerpt is a glimpse into Freddie’s faith: God is love, and that is what God is all about. . . . I hang on to that because God is not going to judge me for who I am, because he will still
60 Joseph N. Goh love me for who I am, who he has made me to be. And with that, it gives me the confidence to say that, you know, God loves, he even loves the most homophobic person ever. Um, because that is . . . his nature, it’s written there that God is love. You know, he cannot be anything else. It’s just mind-boggling for me how some homophobic people can’t see that in their own religion, where they can distort the fact that they can turn into God hate this, God hate that, when actually it is impossible for him to feel anything other than love. And love towards his own creation, his own people . . . that’s what I hold on to, and that’s what I believe. Fundamental to Freddie’s Christian beliefs is the notion that “God is love.” This notion translates into an acute awareness of a non-judgmental God who “will still love [him] for who [he is],” not unlike Henri’s awareness that God approves of him for “what [he is].” I argue that Freddie’s understanding of divine love echoes Patrick S. Cheng’s statement that “God’s love is . . . extreme because it breaks down all kinds of human boundaries [and that] both God and LGBT people send forth a radical love that breaks down fixed categories and boundaries.”47 Cheng’s argument is that God in Jesus Christ deconstructs the binaries of sacred/profane, human/divine, and life/death, and acts as an Unconditional Lover who breaks through the barricades of human convention and assumption to reveal God’s radically embracing, inclusive, and unconditional love through queer/trans people. In a parallel manner, through their identities and expressions, queer/trans people dissolve strict binaries and classifications of man/woman and straight/gay, and allow for more fluid forms of human identities and relationships. It is this divine inclusive love that Freddie understands within himself and for himself. In other words, he experiences God as one who loves him fully, and who allows him the freedom to love beyond heteronormative constraints. He concludes that who he is as a gay man is precisely as God “has made [him] to be,” and that he is loved as he is. Freddie buttresses his “confidence” in the loving acceptance and approval of God by providing several contrasting realities. First, he exposes how “some homophobic people,” which may be individual, communal and/ or hierarchical adherents to a religion which professes a God who is incapable of “feel[ing] anything other than love” are themselves the culprits who manipulate and “distort” images of God for hateful homophobic agendas within a “stigmatizing climate.”48 These adherents, I suggest, become ungodly for Freddie because they are unwelcomed – using Andrew K.T. Yip’s term – “moral arbiter[s]”49 who skew the image of an all-loving God and are “viewed as being beset with prejudice and a lack of understanding.” Second, Freddie does not only concentrate on his conviction in God’s love for him as a gay man. He sees the breadth of God’s love as including even ungodly, “homophobic people” that misrepresent a God who loves unconditionally. By exposing this misrepresentation of the divine, Freddie effectively reveals the biblically inspired belief – “it’s written there” – that unconditional
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 61 love is the core trait and “nature” of Allah Pemboros, a Wasteful God who unreservedly loves both gay men and their antagonists. God’s extravagant love does not contain any element of discriminatory bifurcation between gay men and those who oppose them. In other words, Freddie avers that the acceptance, approval, and love of God is not just for gay men, but also for those who project an image of the divine that is contrary to the actual person of God who bestows love “towards [God’s] own creation, [God’s] own people” with neither prejudice nor discrimination. This is an important strategy, as “the concept of a non-judgmental deity . . . lies in stark contrast with his own experiences of church hierarchy and fellow Christians who are discriminatory towards [gay] men.”50 Hence I argue that what constitutes the lavishness of God for Freddie is the absence of a discriminatory bifurcation in God’s love. I suggest that Freddie also languishes over the fact that while a loving God accepts and approves of him “for who [he is],” those who reject gay men and hold allegiance to this same God are unable to find it within themselves to mirror God in God’s all-embracing love. Their positionality contradicts what George Zachariah envisions as the Christian vocation “to practice the spirit of reconciliation for unity in the bond of love and peace”51 rather than an unmitigated exclusion of the different. The tragedy of the situation is that the gay-affirming God of love whom Freddie knows appears to be dissimilar to the God of “some homophobic people.” His experiences demonstrate that, in Margaret Robinson’s words, “to discover the divine . . . apart from the sexualized violence of heteronormativity is in effect to discover a different God than the one most Christians would recognize.”52 A strong sense of faith in an all-loving God for Freddie is reflected in the idea of a purposeful divine creation for Buck, to whom I now turn. Recently baptized, Buck is a 56-year-old Chinese-Malaysian Pentecostal Christian who works in the entertainment industry. Amidst swirls of cigarette smoke and sips of strong coffee, Buck spoke with undisguised zeal about a “mission” that he had received from God to share with fellow gay men that it was possible to be simultaneously gay and Christian. Interested in this claim, I asked him to share his ideas of God: Goh: Who is God to [you]? Buck: God is the creator of this world! Created me, created the world, created everybody. . . . God has wonderful teachings for all of us, for mankind . . . Everything I do belongs to God! God has given me everything I have! So I have to give thanks. Goh: And . . . do you see any connection, or conflict, or both, between your beliefs in God, your religious beliefs, and your sexuality? Buck: No, there’s no conflict. God made me the way I am. (Raises voice.) So if God made me gay, so I’m gay! I believe that God made me gay. Because there was never a time in my life where I had to choose. It’s not a choice.
62 Joseph N. Goh The primary image of God for Buck is as the “Creator of this world” and of all human beings, including himself. His conceptualization of God evokes the reality that “all sexed beings, whether queer or conforming, have their origin in God.”53 Hence, as Lai-shan Yip contends, “diverse sexual expression is affirmed as reflecting the Triune God.”54 In these realities, Buck firmly situates himself as a gay man. Emanating from this image for him is the idea of God as the Instructor of “wonderful teachings . . . for [hu]mankind” and the Generous Provider of “everything [he has].” God, as such, becomes the progenitor of all that Buck is, knows, and has. In responding to my inquiry on the relationship between his faith and sexuality, Buck adamantly and repeatedly insists that “God made [him] the way [he is]” as a gay man. His “being-himself-ness” – a term I used earlier – and the resoluteness in the belief that he is gay not by choice but by creation contradicts the claims of many who propose that a conversion from lust and misguided ideas is crucial to divine approval. Pauline Ong laments how LGBTI people are often schooled in destructive rhetoric “that attacks their inherent worth and dignity, diminishing their value as sacred beings created in the image of God.”55 Buck’s retort that “if God made [him] gay, so [he’s] gay” takes on a tone of receptiveness to, and continuing exercise of divine purposeful createdness that nullifies homophobic attacks. Nevertheless, his experiences do not merely indicate the ascription of a gay identity to divine creation. There is something here that is more than simply “if God made me gay, so I’m gay,” and resting on these theological laurels. The mounting excitement in his voice as we continue our conversation suggests an intimate encounter with God on his part, in which he becomes powerfully aware that his createdness as a gay man is to be “liked spaciously, delighted in, wanted to give extension, fulfilment, fruition to, to share in just being”56 by God. In other words, Buck shows that God has not only created him gay – an Unconditionally Accepting God revels in him, not unlike Freddie who understands that God loves him as he is. I suggest that this cognizance of divine reveling is also a recognition of divine lavishness, for which he “give thanks” to the Provider who has deliberately and generously gifted him with his sexuality, and actually likes him for it! While Buck focuses on his createdness as God’s munificence, Hosea talks about divine intention. When I met this eloquent 44-year-old HakkaChinese Pentecostal Christian Malaysian who works – in his own words – “in language,” he was keen to share his journey from being a self-loathing gay man to one who continues to rejoice in the nexus of queer sexuality and faith. Hosea, whose narrative is the last to appear in this chapter, was especially proud of the initiative taken by some members of his church to form an unofficial support group for queer/trans Christians. We spoke
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 63 at length about his experiences, and I asked him about his feelings as a gay man: Um . . . most of the time I’m . . . comfortable with myself, I think because of the last few years so I have to . . . know people who are gay, and seen how comfortable they are, and then have also been reading up on . . . Christian books that are affirming of homosexuality, and so I am becoming comfortable and, because I now know that, you know, being gay is not wrong . . . it’s just a part of . . . human expression, natural human expression . . . it is intended by God for some reasons that he, we may not know. For Hosea, what is central to his sense of being a man who straddles his sexuality and faith is the belief that being gay “is intended by God,” although the actual reason and purpose of his sexuality lies beyond his immediate and complete comprehension and knowledge. He acknowledges that a large part of being “comfortable with [him]self” is due to the inspiration that he draws from other “people who are gay” who are self-assured. I am convinced that the presence of “comfortable” gay people is crucial for Hosea, because it becomes a sign for him that “God is present in [queer] communities, creating the hope and reality of at-home-ment.”57 For Nancy L. Wilson, the idea of “at-home-ment” means that queer people “create environments of beauty, safety, and home”58 for themselves and others in deference to God. Rather than being rejected by God, queer people become the implements and vessels that incarnate the presence of God to others. God, according to Rose Wu “is not a solitude divine being but a God of communion and solidarity”59 in human–divine and human–human relationships. I suggest that it is God as the Plenitude of At-Home-Ness who is present in self-confident gay people whom Hosea experiences. In deriving strength and support from such people, he derives strength and support from God. This situation, in turn, fuels his sense of being “at home” with himself as a gay man. Hosea’s self-acceptance also ensues from his reading of gayaffirming “Christian books” that provide him with constructive views on being both gay and Christian. As Daryl White and Kendall O. White Jr point out, the writings of queer Christians are infused with themes in which “lonely self-hate is transcended by loving embrace, and painful rejection is replaced by graceful assurance.”60 Through a sort of anonymous but palpable queer solidarity, confessions of other gay men inspire and embolden his own confessions. Hosea’s association with other gay men and personal accumulation of knowledge on sexuality and faith serve to dispel a notion of “wrongness” and incompatibility in being both gay and Christian. Instead, he discerns his sexuality from a perspective of faith by injecting it with the idea of divine knowledge and purposefulness. Not unlike Henri, Hosea understands that
64 Joseph N. Goh he is somehow meant to live as a gay man, that his sexuality is integral to his existence as “natural human expression.” To embrace his “being-himselfness” is to embrace and live out his sexuality as a gay man as intended by God. To live life as intended by God, in turn, is ultimately to participate in divine lavishness.
Divine lavishness as a talking point: songsang stories and beyond Henri, Freddie, Buck, and Hosea are gay Malaysian men who cherish their Christian faith and move beyond heterosexist and cissexist notions of repentance, counselling, and reparative therapy in order to secure their own methods of validation as Christians. Their various strategies to live out their sexualities and beliefs in positive and beneficial ways as songsang men tap into notions of divine lavishness, which affirm the reality of “sexual persons reflected in God, and God reflected in sexual persons.”61 God is the Profound Knower who approves of gay men, and the Unconditional Lover who bestows love in an inclusive and non-discriminatory way toward both gay men and those who oppose them. Furthermore, this divine lavishness is encountered in their experiences of a creator God who purposefully and lovingly creates gay men. In this regard, God is also the Instructor and Generous Provider who pours out wonderful teachings and gifts to all people, including gay men. God is the Plenitude of At-Home-Ness, or the One whose comforting presence is learned from and experienced in the lives of (other) gay men who embody self-confidence. I am curious as to the extent to which the confessions of these four men on the workings of divine lavishness in their lives can and will reach the ears of Malaysian mainstream ecclesiastical leaders – if individuals, communities, and hierarchies are willing to listen without prior discrimination, judgment, and accusations of sinfulness. I contend that a careful listening to tales of God’s lavishness among these men – and of all people – can spur the aforementioned leaders to repent, to confess, to convert. They may be, from their perspectives, acting out of the best of intentions, but their actions have far-reaching destructive consequences on those who interiorize the execution of these intentions. They need to repent of their unwillingness to accept the reality that queer/ trans Malaysians can exercise agency “as spiritual beings in and of themselves.”62 They need to confess that they choose to remain insensitive to the fact that literal interpretations of scripture and unproblematic subscriptions to official pronouncements against gender variance and sexual diversity only serve to paint a homophobic and transphobic portrait of God, and drive queer/trans Christians away from communities in which they rightfully belong. Leaders need to confess that they have not listened from the heart to the confessions of queer/trans Malaysians – not only the joyful fulfilments of gender and sexual “transgressions,” but also confessions of love for life
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 65 and God as who they are. Leaders need to confess that they have been and continue to be complicit with the state in perpetuating a negative image of the songsang Malaysian, thus colluding with the evil of destroying human lives. Church leaders cannot continue to ostracize queer/trans people by insisting that they either conform to ecclesiastical dictates or be left outside the gates of theological acceptability. Queer/trans people may be “outsiders,” but “outsiders” matter. Their pleasures and pain, their ideas and experiences of God, matter. I concur with Michael Bernard Kelly that “the witness of the ‘outsiders,’ proclaimed with courage and love, is essential if the Church is to become what [it] is called to be – a light to the nations, a sacrament of liberating love of Christ for all people.”63 At the same time, as queer/trans Christians who have a stake in ecclesiastical teachings, we also need to listen to constructive perspectives of divine lavishness that churches have to offer. We need to confess that we have often thought, spoken, and acted in a myopic fashion. We are called “to a deeper understanding of how . . . so-called adversaries have come to their beliefs, how their own suffering might prompt such judgmental attitudes and beliefs.”64 Very often, the homophobia and transphobia exhibited by church leadership stem from a place that births the noblest of intentions, buoyed by a vision that seeks integrity and fidelity to the faith, and a desire for none to be “lost.” Not all leaders act out of malice. We need to acknowledge this reality. We also need to confess that we have engaged in self-destructive behaviors that cause harm to ourselves and others, sometimes as part of our retaliation to ecclesiastical censures. We need to admit that condemnation from mainstream churches does not entitle us to a self-pitying, self-victimizing, justifiable carte blanche of “anything goes” in relation to sexual ethics.65 In this sense, we also need to repent. If we are to proudly and boldly confess and reclaim our right as queer/trans followers of Christ whose lives can be valuable loci theologici, we must do so as people who constantly reorientate ourselves to the flourishing of human life. Our lives need to reflect an unrelenting cooperation with God as persons who are continuously created in God’s loving image. Yes, I believe that both queer/trans people and Malaysian mainstream church leaders of the twenty-first century are called to humble themselves and undergo conversion in any and all areas that are not life-giving, to embrace a “radical reorientation”66 of perception and vision toward genuine love. Might this belief not amplify S. Batumalai’s comment that “the God of love related to us lovingly and expects us to be a loving people”?67 I also believe that this reorientation cannot and will not materialize until both parties learn to set aside the metanarratives of truth with which they have already invalidated each other, and replace arrogance with wasteful extravagance. Confession and conversion are processes marked by hesitation, fear, and expectation, but also by honest, mutually constructive exchanges shared between two parties in a spirit of loving lavishness. Insya
66 Joseph N. Goh Allah, heartfelt dialogues of life and faith can catalyze and facilitate the understanding and celebration of divine lavishness which operates without discrimination.
Notes 1 This is a de-identified collage of numerous accounts that in no way betrays the confessional seal which I hold dearly to this day. 2 Thomas Johansson and Jesper Anasson, Fatherhood in Transition: Masculinity, Identity and Everyday Life (London: Palgrave Macmillan, 2017), 161. 3 C. S. Song, “New Frontiers of Theology in Asia: Ten Theological Theses,” The Southeast Asia Journal of Theology 20, no. 1 (1979): 15. 4 D. J. Louw, “Beyond ‘Gayism’? Towards a Theology of Sensual, Erotic Embodiment within an Eschatological Approach to Human Sexuality,” Journal of Theology for Southern Africa 132 (2008): 113. 5 Utusan Online, “Seks Songsang Terdedah Penyakit Berjangkit,” Utusan Online, December 30, 2010, www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2010&dt= 1230&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Dalam_Negeri&pg=dn_14.htm. 6 Utusan Online, “Seksualiti Merdeka 2011 Cuba Promosi Budaya ‘Binatang’: Ibrahim Ali,” Utusan Online, November 3, 2011, www.utusan.com.my/utusan/ info.asp?y=2011&dt=1103&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan& pg=mh_04.htm. 7 Virginia R. Mollenkott, “We Come Bearing Gifts: Seven Lessons Religious Congregations Can Learn from Transpeople,” in Trans/Formations, ed. Lisa Isherwood and Marcella Althaus-Reid (London: SCM Press, 2009), 48. 8 In some ways, theologizing on gay men and their vicissitudes hints at apologetics, but this strategy remains a necessary task in countries like Malaysia that continue to criminalize sexual activities between men in the name of religion. 9 Stephen B. Bevans, Models of Contextual Theology, Rev. and expanded (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Books, 2002), 3. 10 Hugo Córdova Quero, “Embodied (Dis)Placements: The Intersections of Gender, Sexuality, and Religion in Migration Studies,” in Intersections of Religion and Migration: Issues at the Global Crossroads, ed. Jennifer B. Saunders, Elena Fiddian-Qasmiyeh, and Susanna Snyder (New York: Palgrave Macmillan, 2016), 156. 11 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 5. 12 James Alison, On Being Liked (New York: Crossroad Publishing, 2003), 58. 13 Department of Statistics, Malaysia, “Population Distribution and Basic Demographic Characteristics 2010,” 2010, www.dosm.gov.my/v1/index. php?r=column/ctheme&menu_id=L0pheU43NWJwRWVSZklWdzQ4TlhUUT 09&bul_id=MDMxdHZjWTk1SjFzTzNkRXYzcVZjdz09. 14 S. Batumalai, “Goodwill and God’s Will in Malaysia,” CTC Bulletin (Bulletin of the Commission on Theological Concerns), Christian Conference of Asia, XI, no. 1 (1992): 24–31. 15 Jojo M. Fung, Shoes-Off Barefoot We Walk: A Theology of Shoes-Off (Theologi Buka Kasut) (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia: Longman Malaysia Sdn. Bhd., 1992). 16 John Cheong, “Christian Education as Mission in Islamic Malaysia: A Survey of Contextual Approaches,” Asia Journal of Theology 25, no. 1 (2011): 59–81. 17 Dulcie Abraham, “Feminine Images of God and the Search for a Spirituality of Wholeness,” Faith Renewed: A Report on the First Asian Women’s Consultation on Interfaith Dialogue, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia (Kowloon, Hong Kong: Asia Women’s Resource Centre for Culture and Theology (AWRC), November 1, 1989). 18 Jojo M. Fung, Ripples on the Water (Johor, Malaysia: Diocesan Office for Social Communication, 2003).
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 67 19 Sharon A. Bong, “Sexualising Faith and Spiritualising Sexuality in Postcolonial Narratives of Same-Sex Intimacy,” in Persons and Sexuality: Probing the Boundaries, ed. Carlo Zuccarini and Alison Moore (Oxford, UK: Inter- Disciplinary Press, 2009), 33–44 and Becoming Queer and Religious in Malaysia and Singapore (New York: Bloomsbury Academic, 2020); Goh, Living Out Sexuality and Faith. 20 Julian C. H. Lee, Policing Sexuality: Sex, Society and the State (London: Zed Books, 2011), 56. 21 See Lee, 97–108. 22 Jade See, “What It Means to Suffer in Silence: Challenges to Mental Health Access among LGBT People (Policy for Action No. 2/ 2019),” (Galen Centre for Health and Social Policy, April 2019), https://galencentre.org/2019/04/22/ conversion-therapy-is-a-form-of-violence/. 23 Good Samaritan Kuala Lumpur, “Good Samaritan Kuala Lumpur,” Facebook, accessed July 7, 2017, www.facebook.com/gskualalumpur/. 24 Carrey Yubong, “Antioch Mission in Asia: Autocephalous (Independent) Church in Catholic Apostolic Tradition,” accessed July 18, 2017, www.australian churchofantioch.com/antioch-mission-in-asia.html. 25 Dayalan Danabalan, Hazri Haili, Tham Jia Vern, and Amelinder Bhullar contributed suggestions to this woeful list in Malay, Chinese, and Indian languages. It is beyond the scope of this chapter to critically analyze all these terms. 26 The Commissioner of Law Revision, Malaysia, “Malaysian Penal Code” (1997), secs. 377 A – C, www.agc.gov.my/agcportal/index.php?r=portal2/ lom2&id=1687. 27 Free Malaysia Today, “Seks Dalam Penjara, Hukuman Ditambah 9 Tahun,” Free Malaysia Today, January 26, 2017, www.freemalaysiatoday.com/category/ bahasa/2017/01/26/seks-dalam-penjara-hukuman-ditambah-9-tahun/. 28 Marco Ferrarese et al., “Identity Formations in Contemporary Malaysia: Traversing and Transcending Ethnicity,” in Malaysia Post-Mahathir: A Decade of Change?, ed. James Chin and Joern Dosch (Singapore: Marshall Cavendish, 2015), 54. 29 Rose Wu, Liberating the Church from Fear: The Story of Hong Kong’s Sexual Minorities (Kowloon, Hong Kong: Hong Kong Women Christian Council, 2000). 30 Marcella Althaus-Reid, “Queer I Stand: Lifting the Skirts of God,” in The Sexual Theologian: Essays on Sex, God and Politics, ed. Marcella Althaus-Reid and Lisa Isherwood (London: T & T Clark, 2004), 99–109. 31 Susannah Cornwall, Sex and Uncertainty in the Body of Christ: Intersex Conditions and Christian Theology (London: Equinox, 2010). 32 Rebecca M. M. Voelkel, Carnal Knowledge of God: Embodied Love and the Movement for Justice (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2017). 33 See Adeline Lum, “Celebrating Manhood in Christ,” Christianity Malaysia, March 5, 2014, http://christianitymalaysia.com/wp/celebrating-manhoodchrist/; Adeline Lum, “Freedom in Christ for Sexually Broken People,” Christianity Malaysia, April 12, 2013, http://christianitymalaysia.com/wp/ freedom-christ-sexually-broken-people/. 34 Song, “New Frontiers of Theology in Asia: Ten Theological Theses,” 20. 35 Lai-shan Yip, “Listening to the Passion of Catholic Nu-Tongzhi: Developing a Catholic Lesbian Feminist Theology in Hong Kong,” in Queer Religion, ed. Donald L. Boisvert and Jay Emerson Johnson, vol. 2 (Santa Barbara, CA: Praeger, 2012), 74. 36 Jonathan Y. Tan, Christian Mission among the Peoples of Asia (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Books, 2014), 95–6. 37 Office of Theological Concerns, “Methodology: Asian Christian Theology,” in For All Peoples of Asia: Documents from 1997 to 2001, ed. Franz-Josef Eilers, vol. 3 (Quezon City, Philippines: Claretian Publications, 2000), 331.
68 Joseph N. Goh 38 Kuan-Hsing Chen, Asia as Method: Toward Deimperialization (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 2010), 212. 39 Yip, “Listening to the Passion of Catholic Nu-Tongzhi,” 64. 40 Francis, “Letter of the Holy Father to the Grand Chancellor of the ‘Pontifical Universidad Católica Argentina’ on the 100th Anniversary of the Founding of the Faculty of Theology,” Libreria Editrice Vaticana, March 3, 2015, https://w2.vatican.va/content/francesco/en/letters/2015/documents/papa-francesco_ 20150303_lettera-universita-cattolica-argentina.html. 41 Wu, Liberating the Church from Fear, 98. 42 Michael Bernard Kelly, Seduced by Grace: Contemporary Spirituality, Gay Experience and Christian Faith (Melbourne, Australia: Clouds of Magellan, 2007), 196. 43 Denise L. Levy and Patricia Reeves, “Resolving Identity Conflict: Gay, Lesbian, and Queer Individuals with a Christian Upbringing,” Journal of Gay & Lesbian Social Services 23, no. 1 (2011): 53–68. 44 Cited in Elizabeth Yuan, “Malaysia’s First Openly Gay Pastor to Marry,” CNN, August 31, 2011, www.cnn.com/2011/US/08/31/malaysian.pastor.gay.wedding/ index.html. 45 Yong Ting Jin, “The Bible and Critical Feminist Hermeneutics,” in God’s image 33, no. 1 (2014): 7. 46 Donald L. Boisvert, “What Kind of Man Are You? Same-Sex Relations, Masculinity and Anglican Queer Malaise,” Studies in Religion/Sciences Religieuses 42, no. 2 (2013): 233. 47 Cheng, Radical Love, 51. 48 Andrew K. T. Yip, “Attacking the Attacker: Gay Christians Talk Back,” The British Journal of Sociology 48, no. 1 (1997): 116. 49 Yip, 121. 50 Joseph N. Goh, “Survivalist Sexuality-Faith Strategies in Biblical Meaning-Makings: Non-Heteronormative Malaysian Christian Men and Negotiations of Sexual Self-Affirmation,” QUEST: Studies on Religion & Culture in Asia 1 (2016): 44. 51 George Zachariah, “Church and Homophobia: Envisioning an Inclusive Church,” in Christian Responses to Issues of Human Sexuality and Gender Diversity: A Guide to the Churches in India, ed. Philip Kuruvilla (New Delhi and Nagpur, India: ISPCK/NCCI, 2017), 14. 52 Margaret Robinson, “Reading Althaus-Reid: As a Bi Feminist Theo/Methodological Resource,” Journal of Bisexuality 10, nos. 1–2 (2010): 117. 53 Jane M. Grovijahn, “Godly Sex, a Queer Quest of Holiness,” Theology & Sexuality 14, no. 2 (2008): 122. 54 Yip, “Listening to the Passion of Catholic Nu-Tongzhi,” 76. 55 Ong, “Towards a Responsible and Life-Giving Ministry with and among Sexual and Gender Minorities,” 339. 56 Alison, On Being Liked, 15. 57 Nancy L. Wilson, “Queer Culture and Sexuality as a Virtue of Hospitality,” in Our Families, Our Values: Snapshots of Queer Kinship, ed. Robert E. Shore-Goss and Amy Adams Squire Strongheart (New York: Harrington Park Press, 1997), 27. 58 Ibid. 59 Wu, Liberating the Church from Fear, 85. 60 Daryl White and Kendall O. White, Jr, “Queer Christian Confessions: Spiritual Autobiographies of Gay Christians,” Culture and Religion 5, no. 2 (2004): 209. 61 Goh, Living Out Sexuality and Faith, 87. 62 Eric M. Rodriguez, “At the Intersection of Church and Gay: A Review of the Psychological Research on Gay and Lesbian Christians,” Journal of Homosexuality 57, no. 1 (2010): 8.
Songsang, confessions, and theologizings 69 63 Kelly, Seduced by Grace, 48. 64 Jonathan Alexander and Karen Yescavage, “Bi, Buddhist, Activist: Refusing Intolerance, But Not Refusing Each Other,” Journal of Bisexuality 10, no. 1–2 (2010): 156. 65 See Joseph N. Goh, “‘Why Is It Wrong?’: Conceptualisations of Sexual Wrongdoing and Sexual Ethics among Gay-Identifying Malaysian Men,” in Doing Asian Theological Ethics in a Cross-Cultural and an Interreligious Context, ed. Yiu Sing Lúcás Chan, James F. Keenan, and Shaji George Kochuthara (Bengaluru, India: Dharmaram Publications, 2016), 347–60. 66 John Paul II, Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2nd ed. (E-Book) (Libreria Editrice Vaticana, 1997), para. 1431, www.usccb.org/beliefs-and-teachings/whatwe-believe/catechism/catechism-of-the-catholic-church/epub/index.cfm. 67 S. Batumalai, “An Understanding of Malaysian Theology,” Asia Journal of Theology 4, no. 1 (1990): 45.
Part II
Repainting saints
4
Nahum Zenil “The Virgin Mary became my mother” Justin Sabia-Tanis
Artist Nahum B. Zenil employed a unique strategy to survive as a gay youth in rural Mexico: he envisioned the Virgin Mary and Jesus as his immediate family, closer to him than his own relatives. The presence and love of the Holy Family sustained him both throughout childhood and his adult life. His art reflects this profound connection, particularly to the Virgin of Guadalupe, often utilizing traditional forms to testify to her significant influence in his life. What is radical, however, are his depictions of her in his unabashedly gay and sexual art. Zenil’s art witnesses to her abiding presence and her passionate love for all Mexicans, including those who are gay. Zenil’s art includes the image of the Virgin and his own self-portrait to illustrate both the integration of sexuality – both physically and in terms of his identity – and his deeply personal spirituality. Through his selfportraits, he depicts a wide range of theological images, connecting both radical sexuality and traditional iconography, and challenging cultural and religious homophobia. His work illustrates his views that sexuality is natural and joyful. The bodies he paints are organic and often combine elements of the natural world with and within the human form, while his use of self-portraiture puts himself in direct contact with the sacred subject matter. Through his art, he makes a clear claim for the inclusion of queer and sexualized images within traditional sacred art motifs and shows the redemptive power of religious iconography and devotion for queer people. Zenil’s paintings are revolutionary, too, in their sense of profound embodiment. The artist uses his own image as the body of Christ, the Virgin of Guadalupe, Juan Diego, countless protesters, an angel, and so on, thus taking into his body the narratives themselves and then re-revealing them through his own body to the viewer. It is an invitation not to see Zenil as a new revelation of Christ or other holy figures but to see that all humanity can be embodied in this way. By portraying himself as a holy figure, Zenil extends that invitation to others to see themselves as holy. The long honored stories of faith become the stories of our own bodies; the incarnation of faith is re-lived, re-energized through Zenil’s queer bodies.
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Background Born in 1947 in Chicontepec, a village in a rural area of the Mexican state of Veracruz, Zenil was raised in a Spanish-speaking family, in an area where the native language of Nahautl remained in use in the surrounding countryside. He was raised in the Mexican Roman Catholic Church. He describes his childhood home as extremely isolated with no roads to the house in the 1940s and 1950s, and no sounds of machinery of any kind, just nature. He was raised primarily by his mother and grandmother, while his father, a schoolteacher, lived in town. Zenil came early to an awareness of his homosexuality and to a sense of difference, outside of the macho standards of his culture and family. When asked in an interview about whether his search for God was a conscious one, the artist answered, I believe so. It was a response to a need I had from the time I was very young and it became stronger as I felt more isolated, more alone. This feeling was very strong, and horrible also, precisely because I was surrounded by my family. I shared their language, their acts, their daily rituals, but I always felt apart, foreign, alone. Maybe that is why I had to make myself another family. The Virgin Mary became my mother. Christ took the place of my father.1 This familial identification with the Virgin of Guadalupe and Jesus mitigated the extreme isolation he experienced daily. In his childhood home, as in almost all Mexican houses of the time and many today, stood an altar to the Virgin, which was a source of comfort and fascination for him, and from which he drew inspiration. Eve Kosofksy Sedgwick writes of a strong connection with specific items as a common survival strategy for queer youth, “I think that for many of us in childhood the ability to attach intently to a few cultural objects, objects of high or popular culture or both, objects whose meaning seemed mysterious, excessive, or oblique in relation to the codes most readily available to us, became a prime resource for survival. . . . This can’t help coloring the adult relation to cultural texts and objects.”2 For Zenil, this connection was with first the items on his family’s altar dedicated to the Virgin of Guadalupe, and then subsequently and by extension, to the Virgin herself. As a child, in the midst of an environment unlike himself, surrounded on all sides by those whose ways of speaking and being in the world were so familiar yet so alien, Zenil felt a deeper connection with Mary and Jesus, accessible first through their altars, than with those around him. This strategy of making a place for himself in the midst of isolation, finding affirmation from the spiritual realm when it was not to be found elsewhere, can be seen over and over again in his work as a mature artist. It is a profoundly revolutionary act for a gay man. Instead of seeing the Virgin and Jesus as symbols or part of the largely anti-sexual, anti-gay Mexican Catholic
Nahum Zenil 75 Church, he instead sees them as his salvation from isolation, societal and religious condemnation, and conservatism. The clarity of his childhood faith and connection with the Virgin and Jesus matured into a deep understanding of profound blessing, with critical political and spiritual implications expressed through art and writing. Leaving Veracruz in his teens, Zenil went on to complete his schooling in Mexico City, following in his father’s footsteps to gain his certification as a teacher, a career that he pursued for 20 years until the mid-1980s, while studying art at the Escuela Nacional de Pintura [National School of Painting], known as The Esmerelda, from which he graduated in 1964.
Zenil’s role in contemporary Mexican art Zenil is considered as part of the Neo-Mexicanist movement, a group of artists who utilized the colors and symbols of Mexico – indigenous, popular, and colonial – to explore a modern reality.3 The concept of Neo-Mexicanism, and the movement it represents, is a controversial one. For some critics, NeoMexicanism is simply kitsch, attempting to elevate the sights of everyday Mexico as art, particularly to motivate sales to American and European collectors.4 Others see this movement as using common symbols, but recreating and re-conceptualizing them to offer commentary on individual emotion, identity, and Mexican society. Alejandro Navarrete Cortés, in an essay on symbolic production in Mexico, critiques the standard definitions and views of this period. He comments that neo-Mexicanism is, “an inventive term that radically distorted the intentions of artists and the meanings of their works.”5 He goes on to say, “Neo-Mexicanism” as a concept displaced these artists’ original motivations, especially their extremely personal search for identity (at once sexual, emotional and cultural), rooted – as I tried to explain at the time – in a general malaise caused by the nation’s economic, moral, and political decomposition, appearing visually in the disintegration of pictorial space, the superimposition of contradictory discourses, and the repeated use of fragmented bodies. But there was something else: marginal trends were then being drawn into the mainstream, responding to the need of the regime of Carlos Salinas to soften its neo-liberal program with “signs of identity,” which strangely mirrored the identity politics of various groups in the US and that had resulted in the boom in Latino studies, Native American studies, feminist theory, and what would soon emerge as queer theory.6 Cortés points here to the use of images from Mexican culture as a way to explore personal identity and the inner emotional landscape, rather than as the literal depiction of an object or straightforward expression of Mexican heritage. This description fits very accurately with Zenil’s art. Rather than
76 Justin Sabia-Tanis simply mimesis, Mexican symbol sets are reworked in his art, and that of other artists, to reflect a deep level of individuation through the alteration of common cultural icons. These images reflect Mexicanidad [Mexicanness] expressed through and within a person, which then offers a springboard for greater individualization as well as affirmation of a collective experience. As Cortés points out, this mirrors the emergence of queer theory and its emphasis on identity. Cortés goes on to reflect, “one could say that neo-Mexicanism also proposes itself as visualizing a culture exiled in its own country.”7 This is noteworthy in light of Zenil’s strategy of creating an alternative family for himself and building an interior home as a way to live within the surrounding repressive society. I would argue that Zenil’s art both reflects his sense of separation from family and society while asserting a refusal to be exiled from his country and his heritage. His paintings and collages emphasize his identity as both gay and Mexican, insisting that he is an intrinsic part of Mexican society, rather than divergent from it. His use of Mexican cultural icons places him squarely within his national context, while his use of homoerotic imagery simultaneously situates him outside of societal norms. The power of Zenil’s work lies precisely in the juxtaposition-made-unity of these ideas held in tandem. Yet at the same time, Cortés’ analysis applies to Zenil, who is most certainly responding to societal forces of homophobia that wish to exile him and others like him, at least from public view, while exploring in depth the interior landscape. Queer cultural critic José Esteban Muñoz describes the work of artists from marginalized communities as disidentification, a process that takes apart and restructures elements of the dominant culture thus showing that it is exclusionary but can be remade. He writes, I refer to disidentification as a hermeneutic, a process of production, and a mode of performance. Disidentification can be understood as a way of shuffling back and forth between reception and production. For the critic, disidentification is the hermeneutical performance of decoding mass, high, or any other cultural field from the perspective of a minority subject who is disempowered in such a representational hierarchy.8 In this light, we can see Neo-Mexicanism, especially as represented in the work of gay artists like Zenil, as a restructuring of Mexican iconography to move from disempowerment to the articulation of the self and the need for liberation from cultural narratives which diminish and stigmatize the queer subject. As we will see, Zenil takes the symbols of Mexican culture, and, in particular, Mexican religious culture, and recodes them through a queer lens; this has the effect of separating them from an oppressive narrative and reconfiguring them as a source of liberation.
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Use of self-portraiture One of the primary ways in which Zenil disassembles traditional imagery and reformulates it as an individual expression is through self-portraiture. In almost every one of his paintings, Zenil uses his own face, both on his own body or to depict other bodies, such as Christ or the saints. In some of his paintings, as we will see, he also uses the face of his longtime partner, Gerardo Vilchis. Zenil’s use of portraiture is distinct. Olivier Debroise describes his image: Solemn, austere, the face of Nahum remains imperturbable. In reality, the mask of Nahum doesn’t have the usual qualities of a self-portrait – reflecting a personality, being an eloquent representation of an identity. The oppressive repetition is presented here as an element of recognition, his face is converted into an archetype, a personal stamp that signs the painting, as if the signature occupied the center for the painting and served as a reference point.9 The image of Zenil’s face is essentially unchanging image to image, as Debroise points out. Just as the symbols from Mexican popular culture are used allegorically in Neo-Mexicanism, so too is Zenil’s face meant to be a representation of something more than a self-portrait; he himself becomes a symbol of queer Mexican identity. There is a wide range of critical perspectives on his self-referential art. New York Times art critic Holland Cotter writes, Certainly there is something insistent, even aggressive, about the quality of defenselessness in Mr. Zenil’s self-portraits. With his unwavering but unanswering gaze, his body repeatedly exposed but determinedly unseductive, the artist looks calm and defiantly unembarrassed but tense and vigilant, as if holding his breath. This impression is compounded by a graphic style so minutely controlled that its beauties arrive as little painful shocks and its awkwardnesses can’t be fudged or avoided.10 At the same time, Antonio Viego argues, “Zenil’s compulsive use of selfportraiture is not read as an expressive practice of homosexual narcissism, but rather as a critical form of self-reflection, as an existential questioning, if you will, which serves as an indictment to all Mexicans to be more critical of themselves and the society in which they live.”11 Zenil’s self-portraits thus are able to represent not only an individual countenance but to challenge others to engage in the same thoughtful, intense self-reflection by projecting their own faces and identities in a similar way into the subject matter. In considering the question of his self-portraiture, it is important to remember that Zenil is inspired by the interior landscape. His art works are
78 Justin Sabia-Tanis images of his emotions, not simply his face and body. Artists can always be seen within their own works in some way; Zenil chooses to make that presence profoundly visible by using his own image. He describes other people as “very strange, very full of mystery,”12 and thus he paints what he is able to know more accurately and completely – himself, his own emotions, and his intimate partner and lover. These self-portraits should not be seen as an example of hubris but of humility because, it seems, in his way of thinking, one should reverently, cautiously, and rarely attempt to depict that which others experience and which we cannot adequately comprehend. In an interview, he comments about his use of self-portraiture: My work is completely autobiographical, a narrative, in which I am the main actor, and wraps in a series of scenes from the theater. I am a keen observer of my existence, as if I caught with the camera moments that must be seen. It so happens that my self-portraits have no end, because the possibilities are endless.13 Thus, Zenil uses his image endlessly precisely because the possibilities of subject matter for his art are infinite. These works are a glimpse of a limitless interior vision, identified and represented by Zenil’s own face and body. Zenil is not, however, simply interjecting himself into sacred scenes but rather engaging a cultural tradition of embodying the holy figures of Christianity’s narratives. Feast days in Mexico are often accompanied by processions through the streets in which members of the community embody the saints. Zenil writes of his experiences as a boy, One day I was St. Joseph. We left as a procession from the Village Casino, leading with my right hand the donkey that carried the “Virgin.” It had nothing to do with mysticism; it was all about the joy of living. It was on the Paisano Day. . . . I was chosen because even though I was still very young I already had a beard. I wore a green robe and held a lily in my left hand. Infused with a certain holiness I lead the walk down the street. We reached the cemetery, paused to remember the dead, sung and discoursed about the exalted qualities of the departed . . .; we returned with the merriment and continuous music to the Casino, which was already decorated with all the Christmas motives, and the little tree in the middle.14 Note that Zenil does not say that he portrayed St. Joseph, but rather that one day he was St. Joseph. This was not taking on the role of a saint but rather the enfleshment of Joseph on a particular day to mark a specific feast. At the same time, Zenil puts the word “Virgen” in quotes because the young girl seated upon the donkey was not the embodiment of the Virgin for the painter since he had/has a direct and distinct relationship with the Holy Mother
Nahum Zenil 79 herself, rather than with this girl from his village. Jaime Moreno Villarreal comments on this passage, noting: Even though the painter states this pilgrimage “had nothing to do with mysticism”, it does show how this local celebration was deeply immersed in a religious spirit, which allows us to picture his world originally. The remembrance of the fellow dead at the cemetery seems to transform into a secular office of communion with the saints. Thus, and in many other ways, moral flesh reunited with Christ’s mystic body consecrates also in Nahum B. Zenil’s imagery.15 I agree wholeheartedly with Villarreal that while the text states that it was not a mystical experience, it nevertheless describes the way in which the villagers’ embodiment of these saints, combined with the time in the cemetery connecting with those who had died, offered a way to reach through this world into one beyond physical manifestation. It certainly has a mystical quality. Zenil’s use of self-portraiture functions in a way that builds on this childhood experience of “being” St. Joseph. His depictions of his own body within a sacred context constitute a vision of the living flesh as a site through which holy realities and realms can be understood and known, in physical, spiritual, and emotional ways. Each of the sacred images in which we see Zenil’s body should be considered in light of his “being” St. Joseph; in each work of art, Zenil is that figure. His body thus makes a theological claim about the ability of human beings to enflesh sacred bodies, as Mexican popular religious culture does. Zenil’s work, however, radically adds to this – by disidentifying and reconfiguring it – by using the face and flesh of a Mexican gay man as the vehicle for sacred embodiment. Gracias Virgencita de Guadalupe In Gracias Virgencita de Guadalupe16 [Thank you, Little Virgin of Guadalupe], a 1984 mixed media image, Zenil presents a novel version of the Virgin – her apparition appears to Zenil and his partner of many decades Gerardo Vilchis who are in bed – blending sexuality and spirituality in a single frame. The Virgin is seen hovering nearby; not depicted as an image of the Virgin but Mary herself identifiable by her traditional iconography. Her presence sanctifies their bedroom. Perhaps she was even drawn there through the vitality of their love/lovemaking. The two men are naked, lying in separate beds so close that they appear to be touching. The sheets are folded back to the men’s groins, baring their chests and confirming their nudity, although we do not see their genitals. The separate beds are unusual and may show some ambiguity toward intimacy, perhaps reflecting Zenil’s reluctance to speak on behalf of other’s experiences, thus showing their bodies and sexuality as parallels but not as
80 Justin Sabia-Tanis a singular being. On the other hand, they may be expressing the impact of sexual repression felt by gay men within a homophobic culture. In an arched window in the upper left, two hobby horses look down upon the view, adding an air of lightness and play to the scene, but also speaking to performative aspects of childhood. Horses often play a role as symbols of Mexican machismo, referring to the hyper masculine cowboy, but here they are queered and transformed into children’s toys, adding an air of innocence and make-believe to this adult scene. This painting reflects important aspects of Zenil’s attitudes toward sexuality. In an interview with Cristina Pacheca, he says: Society tries to deform and impede the natural development of something as marvelous as sexuality. There are laws that punish it. But not only does civil society try to repress it, the ecclesiastical authorities do, too. All of this makes sexuality a conflict when it should be seen as something fresh, natural, agreeable, as enjoyable as a game. . . . My desire, my intention, is that there comes a time when sexuality can be lived without guilt and without pain.17 The presence of the two toy horses peering through the window points to the playful nature of sexuality in Zenil’s sensual cosmology. Nor is this a repressed sexuality that hides behind a macho cowboy exterior, but rather is comfortable with the presence of a plaything as witness to the action through a window. Mark Jordan, in his essay entitled “God’s Body,” describes the interactions between portraits of religious figures and their viewers. In particular, he addresses the intimate connection between Christ and those who gaze upon him, especially gay men: His portraits are meant to attract and direct devotion. They are portraits of someone loved ardently by members of both sexes. Jesus is our Lord, but also our friend. We go to him with our cares and our concerns. We suppose that he knows all of our shameful secrets, including our hidden sexual desires and acts. He even sees us performing them. So Jesus knows things about my body and what I do with it that an erotic partner of many years may not know, that the sum of my lovers may not have seen. Jesus knows me inside out. He loves me and I love him. He wants to help me in my daily struggle to live rightly, including with regard to sexual desires and acts. How does his gaze on my body affect my gaze on his?18 Like Jordan, Zenil is impacted by his gaze upon sacred images as well as a holy presence in his life. While we are considering Zenil’s image of the Virgin, rather than of Christ, Jordan describes an intimacy with Jesus which parallels that expressed by Zenil in his feelings for the Virgin of Guadalupe,
Nahum Zenil 81 and which stems from observing and interacting with devotional art. Like Jordan’s understanding of Christ, which is developed through his engagement with images of Jesus, we may consider that Zenil sees the Virgin as a witness to his intimacy, knowing him and his body more closely and accurately than another human being could, even Vilchis. Here we see, too, the possibilities of art to expand our understanding of queer theology because, while Jordan’s words are radical, Zenil’s vision engages our senses by showing us the Virgin present in his bedroom. He makes literally apparent that which is spiritual and invisible, yet tangible to him. In a cyclical dynamic, the Virgin’s awareness of the totality of the artist’s life through her gaze on him consequently continues to shape and inform his view of her. Through this work, Zenil advances his understanding of sexuality as natural and positive, as something known to holy figures as well as humans, and embraced by them. At the same time, he decodes the image of the Virgin of Guadalupe, restructuring her popular image – associated with traditional, conservative Mexican culture and a homophobic church – and returning her to her radical origins of appearing to those whom society has devalued and then extending that into the modern world by showing her blessing those marginalized today. This Virgin is no prude but rather a holy figure who embraces all of life, including its most private intimate moments enacted by men who love her and who love other men. The artist placed his artwork within a traditional frame with small painted scenes on porcelain depicting the encounters between the Virgin of Guadalupe and Juan Diego,19 with folkloric versions of the Virgin’s rose motif carved into the wood between them. The frame tells the story of the first sighting of the Holy Mother in Mexico. According to tradition, in December of 1531 a maiden appeared to an indigenous peasant, Juan Diego, on Tepeyac Hill, now a part of Mexico City and probably the site where the goddess Tonantzin was worshipped in the pre-Hispanic times. This apparition revealed herself to be the Mother of God, speaking to Juan Diego in Nahautl, the indigenous language of that area of Mexico, which was also the language used in the area surrounding Zenil’s childhood home. The legend goes on to say that when the peasant reported his sighting of Mary to the Spanish Archbishop, the episcopate did not initially believe the claims, and asked for a sign, which the Virgin consented to give. While Juan Diego tried to evade this responsibility, the Virgin was persistent. Eventually, she led him to a bed of roses, which did not grow in that location at that time of year; he placed them in his tilma, or cloak to transport them back to the city as a sign of the veracity of the Virgin’s presence. When he opened his tilma to reveal the roses to the Archbishop, the Virgin’s image had been miraculously imposed upon the garment. This simulacrum, a supernatural occurrence beyond human making, provided additional proof of her revelation. A tilma with her image appears in the Basilica built in her honor on the site of her revelation. While historical records from 1531 do not corroborate this account, it is clearly accepted as historical fact by many of the modern
82 Justin Sabia-Tanis Mexican faithful. In the four rondels of the frame that Zenil uses around his art, we see the peasant first encountering the Virgin, worshipping her, leaving her to head for the city, and then presenting his evidence before the Archbishop, completing the circuit of the story. Zenil deconstructs and then reconstructs the meaning of these colonial era images and ideas by demonstrating the Virgin’s ongoing revelation to the marginalized of modern Mexican society in the work that he creates. The frame itself, and the stories it tells, are repurposed in both structure and meaning. The artist literally situates himself and his lover within Mexican traditional religion demonstrating that his story fits within the narrative structure of the Virgin’s appearances to the marginalized of Mexico. The frame also reinforces the connection with the legacy of Mexican ex-voto art, devotional images that express gratitude and connection between a sacred figure and a worshipper.20 Her intention of demonstrating her love for the outcast indigenous Mexican in her appearance to Juan Diego remains her intention in appearing to Zenil, the outcast mestizo gay Mexican. Mexican ex-votos are narrative images,21 almost always created along a formula in which the subject is usually painted on her/his knees facing and beseeching Christ, the Virgin, or a saint for intervention or expressing gratitude. Twentieth- and twenty-first-century ex-votos address contemporary themes such as political unrest, drug use, domestic violence, gangs, incarceration, and so on as well as more traditional themes of illness and suffering. Here, in a departure from the formula, however, Zenil demonstrates that one does not have to be kneeling to be faithful; one can be devout even in bed. Ex-votos, however, are not solely narrative paintings; the physical artworks themselves are understood to have spiritual impact and agency. Margarita de Orellana, editor of the magazine Artes de Mexico and a book series of the same name, writes of the art form, More than an expressive painting, the ex-voto is an effective object, a kind of agent that both modifies and carries out an action. The exvoto establishes a sort of interchange and a certain complicity between humanity and divinity. Though it may appear naïve to our eyes, it is a pragmatic act. It could even be considered a kind of currency with which one pays for favors received. Without it, there’s no deal. The ex-voto is charged with power – religious power. It is like the relics or holy water which are endowed with some force. Even the words chosen to express love and gratitude toward the divine being are effective. They reaffirm the love story involving a human being and his or her benefactor, and reinforce the gratitude felt by the former. But once this love story and this gratitude are rendered in paint on wood or metal, they become not only permanent, but public. The world where this kind of worship is carried out is one where people live as a community.22
Nahum Zenil 83 While de Orellana is speaking of ex-votos in general, rather than of this specific work, her words are most certainly applicable to Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe and its meanings. This work is a reflection of the love story between the artist and the Virgin, expressing his gratitude for her ongoing presence in his life. The love here reaches beyond that, however, to include Zenil’s love and passion for Vilchis captured in an intimate moment. Love, sexual desire, companionship, and the spiritual power of the Virgin are all powerful elements of the composition. Zenil’s ex-voto both expresses his gratefulness to the Virgin and demonstrates the role that she plays in his life. It also, as de Orellana describes, takes a private moment and transforms it into an object for public space; in this case, sexual intimacy behind closed doors is revealed in a public art form with its own spiritual power and efficacy. Ex-votos traditionally depict a moment in which the Virgin or a saint miraculously interceded in the life of the depicted believer to restore health or well-being. In that context, we might consider what the Virgin here is healing. Perhaps it is the pain of living in a homophobic world, with its emotionally draining experiences of stigmatization, or the healing of sexual shame within a repressive culture. These interpretations would be a logical extension of Zenil’s childhood strategy of seeing the Virgin as an intermediary who protected him from loneliness and bullying in a hostile world. Or perhaps it is a more personal moment of division between the couple that has been healed to restore them to their devoted state. In addition, while the Virgin of Guadalupe is often associated with more conservative religious and social beliefs in contemporary Mexico, here, rather than supporting a homophobic world view, she appears within the bedroom of two gay men. This constitutes a daring expansion of her realm. Here she is not a symbol of chastity but of blessing for sexual activity between the two men. But this profound embrace goes both ways – the Virgin appears to Zenil and Vilchis but they also include her in their bedroom. This forms the communication between humanity and divinity that de Orellana describes. The two men, Vilchis and Zenil, are not shunning the religious any more than the Virgin is denying the sexual; both are revealed to and embrace the other. Michele Beltran goes on to further describe the interactive nature of the exchange in traditional ex-votos, noting, An exvoto is an act of personal devotion, made to be seen by others. It aims to inform the other faithful how supernatural intervention favored one person; it represents the privileged relationship that unites the person with Christ, the Virgin or a saint. In a moment of danger, the believer begs the holy image for help, promising a votive offering if the holy figure intervenes. This may seem at first glance a simple pact between the [person] and the supernatural figure. However, the relationship is not only physical, because the one who is favored by the miracle also has a moral commitment.23
84 Justin Sabia-Tanis Zenil expresses his gratitude for her salvific presence in his childhood and in the context of his deep love for Vilchis. In Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe, therefore, we see both the intervention of the Virgin in Zenil and Vilchis’ lives, offering protection and affirmation, but also their resulting responsibility to her. Moreover, it is critical to recognize the public character of the ex-voto as both de Orellana and Beltran discuss. Ex-votos are images of personal devotion reflecting a singular event but they also serve as a public record of the actions of a holy figure in the life of an individual Mexican and thus were meant to become a part of a community narrative. The placement of this painting within the frame that tells the story of Juan Diego’s witness to the Virgin’s appearance to the unlikely peasant and its reference to the initial disbelief of the Archbishop makes explicit this connection between public witness and personal experience and provides a visual parallel between San Diego’s experiences and that of the couple. Thus, part of Zenil’s moral responsibility to the Virgin in exchange for her care may be to tell the story of her affirmation of him as a gay man. This includes the radical implications of her presence within the confines of his bedroom where he lays with his partner. The Virgin is an intrinsic part of his life, blessing his sexual identity, love, and sensual desires, which are inextricably linked to his devotion to her. This is not simply a statement of belief but also one which includes the obligation to bear witness to the truth of her appearances to him, whether or not it is easily received by religious authorities or Mexican society. This work thus makes a radical statement about the expansive and inclusive love that the Virgin has, even when it runs contrary to conventional understandings of her. The Virgin, Zenil is saying, loves whomever she will, independent of social strictures. As de Orellana points out, the witness of the ex-voto is both individual and communal. It tells the story of a miraculous or spiritual intercession by a holy figure to the member of a particular group of people who share a common faith and heritage. Within Mexican culture the ex-voto is the story of the village or parish, not simply an individual, because the event occurred and is commemorated in the life of one of its members and thus becomes part of the collective understanding. Seen in this way, Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe stakes a profound claim about the nature of the community through its unexpected subject matter. Through this image, Zenil adds to the communal narrative the story of the blessing of two gay men who are unashamed of their nakedness and sexuality to whom the Virgin appears, and inscribes himself within the collective circle of the faithful, reflecting his refusal to exile himself from Mexican society. The efficaciousness of this ex-voto includes its function to expand the circle of holiness to include Zenil and, by extension, those like him. It is a statement that this kind of appearance of the Virgin to members of the marginalized gay community is part of the story of what it means to be Mexican and the communal experience of Mexicanidad. It also means that the story of LGBTQ people in Mexico includes appearances of the Virgin and her love
Nahum Zenil 85 and blessing for them. This speaks both to the wider body of the Mexican faithful of the need to embrace and include Mexicans of all sexual orientations, as well as to Mexico’s LGBTQ community by validating their experiences of spirituality reflected in and expressed by Zenil’s vision. Bendiciones In 1990, Zenil revisited this theme of radical inclusion and blessing in Bendiciones, where we again see Zenil and Vilchis in the foreground, with the Virgin of Guadalupe behind them. The Virgin is seen on a tilma hanging against a greyish brown wall that appears to be made of bricks or cinderblocks. Roses pour from the bottom of the tilma – more from the cloth itself than from the figure, since they also come from the marginal areas of the fabric, as when Juan Diego was displaying them for the Archbishop. The roses appear to flow in a steady stream down upon Zenil and his lover. The men are standing shoulder to shoulder, with their arms around each other. Their fingertips can be seen just above the other’s waist. The men are dressed identically in gauzy black button up shirts that are open at the collar and are slightly translucent. They wear white belts and black trousers. The image ends at about upper thigh/groin level on the men. At the bottom frame of the picture, the flowers are piling up against the lower edge of the image. Roses stream behind and in front of them. If this continues, they will be engulfed in the blossoms piling up around them. The frame of the picture seems to form a container in which the roses flow – otherwise, they would fill the room, spreading out horizontally. Here the Virgin of Guadalupe is in her traditional pose as seen on the tilma, or cloak, of Juan Diego. Zenil depicts himself standing before her image with his partner, Vilchis. This time the Virgin more explicitly participates in the scene, showering her blessings upon them in form of the roses that proved to the Archbishop the veracity of Juan Diego’s claims to have seen her. The roses were the validation of her existence, her demonstration of love for an indigenous Mexican peasant scorned and ignored by the church’s powers that be. The roses function as proof in the same way in this image, demonstrating the reality of the Virgin’s role in Zenil’s life and her affirmative presence in the lives of those who are marginalized by ecclesial authorities. Here again Zenil extends her blessing, showing that it applies to a gay couple. In the ex-voto Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe, we saw the Virgin’s passive presence in his bedroom; here she goes a step further by actively offering the blessings of her roses upon the couple. This is in some sense a more serious, mature portrait of the couple. Instead of lying naked in bed observed by playthings, they stand side by side, shoulder to shoulder. But, unlike the previous image where they were in parallel beds not touching, here their arms are now interlinked and they form a solid, unified presence. It is a portrait of two men who have spent many years together and who experience – in the past, present, and presumably
86 Justin Sabia-Tanis the future – the timeless blessings of the Virgin. Her abundant roses here bestow an extravagant benediction on the couple, pouring down and filling up the bottom frame of the painting. The Virgin is on the upper half of the diptych, while Vilchis and Zenil are on the lower portion; the separation of the paintings may express the distinction between the natural and supernatural worlds, but the motion of the flowers as they pour forth from above unifies the composition. The roses draw the viewers’ eyes from the top, the heavenly world, to the bottom, the earthly love shared by two men and link the two thematically. Vilchis and Zenil have been together for more than 40 years now and share an extremely strong bond. In a book about Mexican gay couples, David Gonzales writes, “In Gerardo [Vilchis], Nahum [Zenil] has found the companionship and strength which he needed. Even his mother accepted it ‘because she felt that Gerardo protected me’.”24 The two men identify spirituality as central to their life-long commitment. In the same interview, They admit that living together is not easy, but together they seek solutions to the problems, “we want to continue living together until our deaths and so the adversities become minimized because we have a more important objective.” For them, “Seeking spiritual enrichment to be better is one of the bases which has kept us together for so long.” In this permanent and continual search, they have learned to “avoid jealousy, dislikes and problems,” and to focus their energies on the positive. They say that they know each other so well that they discover themselves thinking the same thing.25 It is this depth of life-long commitment, grounded and enhanced by their spiritual seeking that is reflected in Bendiciones. Their mutual search for spiritual connection, supported and enhanced by the other, is rewarded through the blessings of the Virgin. This is a deeply personal and devotional image but it is also a revolutionary one with strong socio-political content. In a country that, it can be easily argued, is centered on the Virgin of Guadalupe – her image, her altars, and her devotees permeate the landscape – Zenil has placed himself and his lover in that center. Rather than depicting himself as one exiled from society by Mexican norms or isolated by virtue of his sexuality, he instead moves the cultural icon and center, the Virgin, to his location, blessing him and his love for Vilchis. We see his interior devotion and her reciprocal love for him. Zenil was actively creating sexually explicit works of art during the same period, so this is not a repudiation of the themes of sexuality and spirituality. Rather, it is an expansive expression of the Virgin’s love for intimacy and relationships between men. This work of art continues Zenil’s theme of refusing to be separated from Mexican culture, and insists instead on making visible an aspect of it which has often remained invisible, and has been deliberately rendered unseen by
Nahum Zenil 87 the church. Zenil asserts his presence – as a gay man and as part of a couple – and that that presence is inherently Mexican. That syncretic element of gay identity and Mexicanidad functions here as well. The Virgin’s roses and her blessings show that she is real and that Zenil is her child.
Conclusion Pilar Turo writes about Zenil, “For him, to be gay is to be Mexican. Which is to say, to be between worlds and in a way, in none; which is to be mestizo.”26 This profound hybridity of his nature, a mixed-race mestizo identity, through his art, stakes a simultaneous claim of the right to freedom for himself as a gay man and for all Mexicans of all sexual orientations, genders, and races. For him, to be liberated, to be whole, to seek justice, to express a belief in God, to find salvation, to be gay – these are all inextricably part of what it means to be human, to be Mexican, to be Nahum Zenil. Zenil depicts a wide range of theologically infused images in his art, fusing sexual identity and faith within traditional iconography, and challenging culturally and religiously based homophobia. His use of self-portraiture puts himself in direct contact with the sacred subject matter, which at the same time proclaims the intensity of his need for justice both as a gay man and as a Mexican. He makes a clear claim for the inclusion of LGBTQ people within sacred art and shows the redemptive power of religious iconography and devotion for queer people, beginning with himself but extending outward to include others. Zenil makes visible not only the ineffable sacred but also the queer lives, bodies, and community that are often rendered invisible in the religious world, celebrating these as part of the spiritual realm. This stands, of course, in stark contrast to the systematic repression and even demonization of LGBTQ people by many of the religious structures of our world, including the Mexican Catholic church of Zenil’s upbringing and today. But while religious institutions were (and are) often condemning and shunning LGBTQ people, artists like Zenil assert a positive and profound vision of spirituality that emphasizes inclusion, social justice, and the sacredness of sexuality. Through his profound personal connection with the Virgin of Guadalupe, he transforms images that represent oppression to many into statements of freedom. Here, the divine figures serve to liberate both the subject(s) and the viewers from sex-negative and homophobic ideologies, offering instead possibilities for holy intimacy through an engaged spirituality. Holland Cotter writes in a New York Times review of Zenil, that his images, sacred and profane, have the cumulative weight of a mystery play, reverential and comic, with a melodramatic edge. They tell the story of a gay man coming to terms with the inhospitable society in which he was raised, not by rejecting it, but by carving out a niche for himself within and against its grain.27
88 Justin Sabia-Tanis Zenil fully embraces his spiritual and artistic heritage as a Mexican and then utilizes it to express his reality as a gay man in Mexico, including his life with Vilchis. The result is work that is both devout and playful, expressing his views that both sexuality and spirituality are natural and joyful. His work is, as Cotter notes, both fully expressive of and encompassed within Mexican culture but also runs counter to prevailing social and religious norms, thereby expressing a new and liberated Mexican reality in which his body and his life are holy and included. The power of Zenil’s work lies in its deep and life-affirming embrace of the spiritual and the sexual. These images reflect the substance of the artist’s lifelong conscious search for God and his commitment to his own spiritual development, one which is lived out both internally and within his relationship to Gerardo Vilchis. In interviews with them as a couple, it is clear that not only is faith vital to both of their lives but that they view their relationship – with all of the joys and challenges that come from living in deep intimacy with another – as a critical component of that faith. Their life together embodies the realities of their beliefs. Sexuality is intrinsically a part of that life; there is no separation into holy and profane. This is a faith that refuses to be confined by papal rules, societal limitations, prudery or shame; it is boundless, fulfilling, devoted, and sexual. This is a radical attitude, reflected in Zenil’s daring artwork, in a Catholic country because it challenges the very nature of faith as expressed primarily by the spirit, not the body, especially not the “impure” body of the homosexual. It also engages the lingering uncertainties about brown bodies as worthy, given the pigmentocracy still prevalent in Latin America. Zenil deliberately lifts up his and Vilchis’ native features and brown skin, placing these visages in holy settings with the Virgin’s blessings. Zenil presents an alternative that allows for, and in fact celebrates, the beauty and pleasure of the queer mestizo body. Here, God rejoices in pleasures experienced between lovers and partners in their brown bodies. Here, the Virgin moves beyond the shield of her chastity to reveal a woman who bore multiple children and loves them all. The indigenous face and body of the Virgin were meant to be subsumed under the Spanish Catholic episcopacy but here re-emerges victorious as an indigenous icon who refuses to play by the rules. First the Virgin appears to a native peasant; here, she appears to a queer mestizo who then is obligated – joyfully – to reveal her loving presence in his life to the world. Her presence in Zenil’s life is part of her ongoing process of appearing to the Mexican people. Through these images, Zenil demonstrates that that Mexicanidad is hybridity. Luis Morett writes, “The work of Zenil highlights his ability to synthesize, from his own life, the unease of the soul overwhelmed by the prejudices of the norm, revealing an essence which enshrines religion with eroticism, virtue with transgression, myth with history.”28 The challenge of living within a homophobic, racist, and sex-negative culture and faith is the exact force which allows for the emergence of a holistic and affirming
Nahum Zenil 89 spiritual vision. Thus, what Zenil adds to theological discourse is this synthesis of the erotic and spiritual through iconography in which the two are intrinsically and inextricably linked to the point at which they become synonymous, and thus revolutionary. In Bendiciones/Blessings and Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe, we see how Zenil centers himself, a gay man, in the heart of Mexico’s faith, under the blessing and protection of the Virgin of Guadalupe, not as an exile but as a beloved child. Through these works of art, we see that gay men can stand at the heart of Mexico’s faith, with a new vision of both sexuality and Mexicanidad. Edward de Jesus Douglas concludes, Eliding the nation as race into the gay male and the gay male into the image, Zenil, like [Frida] Kahlo, creates a sophisticated pictorial fiction in which the artist himself functions as an authentic and transparent folk artifact. Artistic process and product become autobiography and mimic the lived disjunctures between individual and society, sex and gender, and race and nation. They do so in a form or a space where these disjunctures no longer exist. Because of its authenticity and transparency, indeed, its ethnicity, the folk artifact – as the image itself and as the artist objectified in the image – is politics by other means, as it critically manipulates the visual signs of race and nation, embodying, and thus advocating, radical social alternatives.29 And this is the unity expressed through Zenil’s art – it is highly personal and yet profoundly political with implications far beyond the individual. Zenil makes a claim for the freedom of life and expression for all Mexicans. In his efforts to depict his inner world in which he creates a place of blessing for himself and his lifelong partner, he offers a word of blessing for all people, which is inextricably linked to a vision of social justice and political freedom. Zenil wrote in a poem: I witness the joyful agonies of my sadness and of deception repeated as hope. I welcome the friendly serenity part of the courtship of reciprocal sentiment. Fortunate, I suppress the archangel’s essence and I am able to enjoy paradise and displace fruitless insomnias and escape in coexistence. I can make my own history. I can utter to you my repressed word: Love.30 Here he asserts, “I can make my own history/I can utter my repressed word: Love.” The essence of Zenil’s art is the expression of love, manifested
90 Justin Sabia-Tanis through his devotion to the Virgin, to Vilchis, to sexuality, to life, to the Mexican people. This love requires his refusal to yield the terrain of spirituality to a homophobic church and his willingness to connect directly with the holy, particularly through his lived experiences of the Virgin of Guadalupe. His devotional artwork makes her blessing quite clear and poses to the faithful the challenge to accept those to whom the Virgin herself has appeared. If the Virgin has blessed these men, how can the church and the faithful continue to reject them? Moreover, Zenil’s art represents his ongoing fulfillment of his religious obligation to proclaim this blessing to the world in thanksgiving for the Virgin’s continued protection and presence in his life. He must witness to the truth of her revelation that includes an acceptance of same sex love and a love for gay men; society’s rejection in no way reduces his responsibility to proclaim her blessing upon him. In fact, it makes that demand more urgent. Zenil depicts the queer sexual body in direct contact with the holy, affirming the sacredness of the totality of the body, including the genitals, created and blessed by God. Moreover, and even more radically, Zenil shows that pleasure is part of the religious experience, viewed and approved by the holy. If the Virgin is present during sex, which is the logical extension of the traditional understanding of the Divine being present in all times and all places, then Zenil challenges us to move from seeing sexuality as shameful and separate from the religious to being an accepted, and celebrated, part of what it means to be a spiritual person. Thus by eliding and connecting the sacred and the erotic, he transforms the narrative around sexuality of “you ought to be ashamed” to “you are being blessed.” For Zenil, to be gay is to be mestizo is to be Mexican is to be holy. Love guides us to embrace each in its totality and all together in their unity.
Notes 1 Cristina Pacheco, “Between Sexuality and Guilt/Entre la sexualidad y la culpa,” in Nahum B. Zenil: Witness to the Self, Testigo Del Ser, ed. Edward J. Sullivan and Clayton C. Kirking (San Francisco, CA: The Mexican Museum / El Museo Mexicano, 1996), 26–7. Translation by Jerry Post, provided in the text, “Creo que sí. Respondió a una necesidad que tuve desde muy niño y se hizo más y más fuerte conforme fui sintiéndome más aislado, más solo. Esa sensación era muy viva y terrible también precisamente porque yo me encontraba rodeado por mi familia; compartía su lenguaje, sus actos, sus ceremonias cotidianas, pero siempre me sentía ajeno, extraño, solo. Quizá por eso tuve que hacerme de otra familia: la Virgen pasó a convertirse en mi madre, Cristo ocupó el lugar de mi padre.” 2 Eve Kosofksy Sedgwick, “Queer and Now,” in Tendencies (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 1993), 3. 3 Ruben Gallo, New Tendencies in Mexican Art: The 1990s (New York: Palgrave Macmillan, 2004), 7. 4 Gallo, after defining the term, goes on to say, “They [the neo-Mexicanists] presented a palatable image of Mexico as a colorful, festive country filled with age-old traditions and untouched by the complex troubles of present-day life.”
Nahum Zenil 91 (Gallo, 7). This critique, however, does not fit with Zenil’s work and is contested by other critiques as outlined below. 5 Alejandro Navarrete Cortés, “Symbolic Production in Mexico in the 1980s,” in Age of Discrepancies, ed. Olivier Debroise (Mexico City D.F., Mexico: UNAM, 2006), 279. 6 Ibid. 7 Ibid., 280. 8 José Esteban Muñoz, Disindentifications: Queers of Color and the Performance of Politics (Minneapolis, MN: University of Minnesota Press, 1999), 25. 9 Olivier Debroise, “Nahum B. Zenil,” in Nuevos Momentos Del Arte Mexicano: New Moments in Mexican Art, ed. James Riesta (Mexico and New York: Turner Parallel Project, 1990), 83. 10 Holland Cotter, “Art Review: The Self as a Mix of Personal and Political,” The New York Times, September 12, 1997, sec. Arts, accessed December 28, 2015 www.nytimes.com/1997/09/12/arts/art-review-the-self-as-a-mix-of-personaland-political.html. 11 Antonio Viego, “The Place of Gay Male Chicano Literature in Queer Chicana/o Cultural Work,” Discourse 21, no. 3 (1999): 87. 12 Pacheco, “Between Sexuality and Guilt/Entre la sexualidad y la culpa,” 28. 13 “Nahum Zenil,” an interview with Partricia [sic] Medoza in Peter Weiermair, Aktuelle Kunst aus Mexiko (Contemporary Art from Mexico): Julio Galan, Laura Gonzalez, Silvia Gruner, Sergio Hernandez, Fernando Leal, Pedro Olvera, Ruben Ortiz, Nestor Quinones, Adolfo Riestra, Gerardo Suter, Nahum Zenil (Frankfurter Kunstverein Raiffeisenhalle, 1992), 85. Note: the correct spelling of the author’s first name is Patricia. Translation by the author. Original: “Mein Werk ist vollkommen autobiographisch, erzählerisch, wobei ich der Hauptdarsteller bin und wickelt sich in einer Abfolge von Theaterszenen ab. Ich bin aufmerksamer Beobachter meines Existierens, so als würde ich mit der Kamera Momente einfangen, die gesehen werden müssen. So kommt es, daß meine Selbstportraits kein Ende haben, denn die Möglichkeiten sind unbegrenzt. 14 Jaime Moreno Villarreal, Nahum B. Zenil, Artistas en México 35 (Mexico City: Editorial Gráfica Bordes, Intituto Nacional de Bellas Artes, 2013), 12–13. Translation provided in the text, 23: “No tenía nada que ver con lo místico; sí, con el gusto de vivir. Era el Día del Paisano [ . . . ]. Me escogieron a mi porque, aunque muy joven, ya usaba la barba; me puse túnica verde, tomé una azucena con la mano izquierda; investido de cierta santidad iba al frente por la calle de abajo; llegamos al panteón, hicimos una pausa para recordar a los paisanos muertos, cantamos y se dijeron discursos exaltando las cualidades de los difuntos [ . . .]; regresamos con la algarabía y música continua al Casino ya adornado con motivos navideños, con el arbolito en el centro.” 15 Ibid., 13. Translation provided by the text, 24: “Aunque el pintor afirma que esa procesión “No tenía nada que ver con lo místico”, [sic] sí muestra cómo en su pueblo semejante fiesta civil se reveló profundamente imbuida de espíritu religioso, lo que nos permite atisbar en su mundo de origen. La recordación de los “paisanos muertos” en el panteón parece transfigurarse en un oficio secular de comunión con los santos. Así y de muchas maneras, la reunión de la carne mortal en el cuerpo místico de Cristo se consagra en la imaginería de Nahum B. Zenil . . .” 16 “Thank you, Virgin of Guadalupe.” The form of “Virgin,” “Virgencita,” is a diminutive which is sometimes translated as “Little Virgin,” but is used here as a term of affection as one would use for a beloved family member rather than a diminishment of her stature. In some places the title of this work is listed as “Exvoto,” but that is the type of art work, rather than the name given by the artist.
92 Justin Sabia-Tanis 17 Pacheco, “Between Sexuality and Guilt/Entre la sexualidad y la culpa,” 31. Translation by Jerry Post, supplied by text, “La sociedad se encarga de deformer e impeder el desarrollo natural de algo tan maravilloso como la sexualidad. Hay leyes que la castigan. Pero no solo la sociedad civil trata de reprimirla, también las autoridades eclesiásticas. Todo eso vuelve conflictiva a la sexualidad cuando debería ser vista como algo fresco, natural, agradable, divertido como un juego . . . . Mi deseo, intención, es que llegue el momento en que la sexualidad pueda vivirse sin culpa y sin dolor.” 18 Mark D. Jordan, “God’s Body,” in Queer Theology: Rethinking the Western Body, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell Publishing, 2007), 287. 19 In another painting, also entitled Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe, which shows a very traditional image of the Virgin, with Juan Diego below her holding up the moon on which she stands, Zenil painted himself as Juan Diego. That works is inscribed, “Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe, madre mia.” Madre mia means, “my mother,” reaffirming the nature of their familial relationship. While many Mexicans might affirm the Virgin as their mother, I believe that Zenil is referring here to his specific conceptualization of her as a literal parent figure. 20 Michele Beltran, Elin Luque, and Solange Alberro, Retablos y exvotos, Bilingual ed. (México, D.F., Mexico: Artes de Mexico, 2000), 39. 21 In the modern Mexican context referenced here, ex-votos refers to narrative paintings. The term can also mean objects which are attached to images. Zenil’s work falls within the type of image described by Beltran et al, and de Orellana, that is a painting that tells the story of a miraculous encounter with a holy figure. 22 Margarita de Orellana, “Exvotos,” Artes de Mexico # 53. Exvotos / Ex-Votos. Bilingual ed. (México, D.F., Mexico: Artes de Mexico, 2000), 81. 23 Beltran, Luque, and Alberro, Retablos y exvotos, 39, 42. Author’s translation: “Un exvoto es un acto de devoción personal, realizado para ser visto por los demás. Tiene por objetivo comunicar a otros fieles cómo la intervención sobrenatural favoreció a una persona; representa la relación privilegiada que unió a ésta con Cristo, la Virgen o algún santo. Al momento de verse en peligro, el creyente suplica a la santa imagen que le socorra, prometiéndole un exvoto si interviene. Esto puede parecer a primera vista un simple pacto entre el hombre y la figura sobrenatural. Sin embargo, la relación no es sólo material, pues quien es favorecido por el milagro se compromete moralmente.” 24 David Gonzalez, “Retratos Y Testimonios de Parejas Homosexuales,” MEXFAM (2006), 32. Original text: “En Gerardo, Nahum ha encontrado la compañía y fortaleza que necesitaba. Incluso su mamá lo aceptó ‘porque sentía que Gerardo me protegía’.” 25 Ibid., 35. Author’s translation, “Admiten que la convivencia no es fácil, pero juntos buscan la solución a los problemas, “queremos seguir viviendo juntos hasta que nos muramos y así las adversidades se hacen menos porque tenemos un objetivo más importante”. Para ellos, “enriquecernos espiritualmente para ser mejores es una de las bases para mantenernos juntos durante tanto tiempo”. En esa búsqueda permanente y cotidiana, han aprendido a “evitar los celos, disgustos y problemas”, y a enfocar sus energías hacia lo positivo. Dicen conocerse tan bien que a veces se descubren pensando lo mismo.” 26 Pilar Turu, “Homosexualidad Y Mestizaje: La Obra de Nahúm B. Zenil,” Cultura Colectiva, n.d., http://culturacolectiva.com/homosexualidad-y-mestizajela-obra-de-nahum-b-zenil/. “Para él, ser gay es ser mexicano. Es decir, estar entre dos mundos y a la vez en ninguno; como el ser mestizo.” 27 Cotter, “Art Review.” 28 Quoted by Maai Ortíz in “Iconografía Y Descripción Plástica de La Obra de Nahum Zenil,” Nahum Zenil, June 21, 2011, http://nahumzenil.blogspot.
Nahum Zenil 93 com/2011/06/iconografia-y-descripcion-plastica-de.html. Original: “En la obra de Zenil destaca la capacidad para sintetizar, a partir de su propia vida, las inquietudes del alma avasallada por los prejuicios de la norma, develando la esencia que engarza religión con erotismo, virtud con transgresión, mito con historia.” 29 Eduardo de Jesus Douglas, “The Colonial Self: Homosexuality and Mestizaje in the Art of Nahum B. Zenil,” Art Journal 57, no. 3 (1998): 14. 30 Raquel Tibol, “Dolorides monologues de Nahum B. Zenil,” in Nahum B. Zenil: Witness to the Self, Testigo Del Ser, ed. Edward J. Sullivan and Clayton C. Kirking (San Francisco, CA: The Mexican Museum / El Museo Mexicano, 1996), 78. Translation by Illona Katzew and Joseph R. Wolin, .Presencio las dichosas agonías de mi tristeza del engaño repetido de esperanza Doy la bienvenida a la serenidad amiga parte del cortejo de sentimiento recíproco Yo bien aventurado suprimo la esencia de arcángel y puedo disfrutar del paraíso y desplazar insomnios inútiles Puedo hacer mi propia historia Puedo decirte mi palabra reprimida: Amor.
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Queering ecclesial authority with Mechthild of Magdeburg A Roman Catholic perspective Andy Buechel
The situation today: Pope Francis and ecclesial authority In the spring of 2016, Pope Francis released his document Amoris Laetitia (“The Joy of Love”). This text – technically known as a post-synodal Apostolic Exhortation – was written after the conclusion of two sessions of the Synod, the worldwide gathering of Roman Catholic bishops that, in this instance, discussed the topics of marriage and family in light of the Gospel and the situation of the modern world. Due to the subject, it was widely expected that there would be some reference to LGBTQ persons in the final document. For those seeking change in the way the official Church addresses topics relating to this population, the text was both eagerly and anxiously expected. Though based upon the discussions and Final Report of the bishops’ Synod, the exhortations that result are written by the pope (or, at least, by a ghostwriter following the pope’s directions) and include his personal thoughts. And with this particular pope, it is difficult to clearly establish his thinking on matters touching queer persons. Shortly after his election, Pope Francis made international headlines with his response “Who am I to judge?” when asked about gay people and their capacity to live holy lives. He met with – and embraced – a gay former student and his partner while visiting the United States (a visit he personally arranged). He has reportedly spoken by phone to both gay and transgender Catholics, encouraging them with knowledge of the deep love that God and Jesus bear them. And the Synod itself, in an interim report published in the middle of its first meeting in the fall of 2014, acknowledged that lesbian and gay people had “gifts to offer” the Church and that same-sex couples can give “precious support” to one another.1 Many, many queer Catholics (and nonCatholics, for that matter), have found these to be very encouraging signs. But, naturally, this is not the entirety of the story. The same Synod statement clearly condemned same-sex marriage and “gender ideology,” and even the seemingly small steps mentioned earlier were quickly pushed back against by many of the more conservative bishops at the Synod. “Gender ideology” is the name given by defenders of traditional understandings of gender to contemporary theory and exploration of gender and sex differences. It is
Queering ecclesial authority 95 particularly aimed at those working for greater inclusion and understanding of trans* persons, while erroneously presuming that there is nothing ideological in the traditional gender norms it embraces. Pope Francis has also critiqued contemporary theory on gender in vociferous terms, not only in the cliché of it as an assault on the family, but also likening it to nuclear war and the tactics of Nazism.2 Further, when the pope was Archbishop of Buenos Aires, then-Cardinal Bergoglio called same-sex marriage a tool of the “father of lies” to subvert God’s plans for creation.3 In light of all of this confusion, many queer Catholics hoped for clarity from Amoris Laetitia. Would it reflect the more progressive direction that Francis seems to be encouraging the Church toward: greater mercy and inclusion? A world that is livable for all? Or would it retrench in the hostility often evinced toward queer people, including that hostility sometimes felt in Francis’ own words? Perhaps it would try to split the difference, attacking “ideology” while offering support to those “trapped” within it? As a gay, cisgender Catholic man, I hoped for, if nothing else, some clarity as to what Church officialdom was thinking, if not some development on these matters beyond what has been endlessly repeated for the past several decades.4 In this, I was disappointed. In my view, Amoris Laetitia essentially punted on matters dealing with queer folks. In regard to “persons who experience same-sex attractions”, all “unjust” discrimination is to be avoided but same-sex marriage is clearly ruled out as it is not even “remotely analogous” to God’s plan.5 This section shows very little development from the Final Report, unlike other topics addressed at the Synod, such as the status and treatment of divorced and remarried heterosexual couples. This suggests a hesitancy on the part of Francis to aggravate any bishops on this topic, a diffidence not shown elsewhere. Furthermore, without ever mentioning them, the experiences and difficulties of trans* people are elided by a simple condemnation of “gender ideology.”6 In other words, Amoris Laetitia reads exactly as what most queer Catholics have come to expect from their Church on these topics: lip service toward non-discrimination but little in the way of real engagement, encounter, or accompaniment. Very little has developed or changed. And yet, I also found much in this document that was edifying, rich, and rewarding. Many of the reflections on married relationships that Francis offered, particularly those based on St. Paul’s famous “Hymn to Love” (1 Corinthians 13), were quite useful as an examination of conscience relating to my own (non-married) relationship with my boyfriend.7 Throughout Chapter Eight, Francis works to recover the rich Catholic understanding of conscience that had been marginalized and minimized during the pontificates of John Paul II and Benedict XVI. This treasure of the Catholic tradition offers much to queer people in the Church and its reclamation by the papacy is a vitally important development. Even in the disappointing section on gay and lesbian people, Amoris develops on the Final Report in a small but crucial way by adding the words “particularly any form of aggression
96 Andy Buechel or violence” after quoting the Synod Final Report about avoiding “unjust discrimination.”8 My dual response to Amoris Laetitia – finding it both frustrating (and potentially quite damaging in its assertions on “gender ideology”) while also rich and rewarding – is what I’d like to explore further in this chapter. This response, I contend, is not unique to me and goes to something deeper about living as a member of the Catholic Church. It is not simply about my personal response to a particular document or a particular pope, but about the response to, and role played by, ecclesial authorities in my tradition. As a Roman Catholic, I believe in the historic apostolic succession, which is manifested in – but not reducible to – the body of bishops and lower clergy who authoritatively exercise a teaching and governing role in the Church. As a queer man, though, I also know first-hand how destructive these same leaders can be to health and well-being (spiritually and otherwise) when it is exercised against people like me and other marginalized groups. What does it mean to both respect the Catholic magisterium as authoritative, and also find it potentially harmful or marginalizing? How can one live in this kind of environment and flourish? How can one make the Church one loves more of what God is calling it to be?
Queering what has been handed down Richard Rohr speaks about this dilemma when addressing the function of prophecy within our religious traditions. He believes that prophecy requires both “radical traditionalism” and “shocking iconoclasm.” This prophetic task is essential for the life of the Church, but it is often very, very difficult to do. Rohr attributes this difficulty to our insistence on thinking in terms of dualities or dichotomies, that we have “pretty much trained people in the simplistic choosing of one idealized alternative while denigrating the other.”9 One must fully embrace and accept all that ecclesial authority proposes or else one must abandon the Church. One cannot be a faithful dissenter or find springs of life-giving water in a desert of ecclesial oppression. Yet, on the question of how to approach religious authority, we have the example of Jesus who refused to accept either of these as the only options. Jesus could be very hard on the religious authorities of his day, even going so far as to call some of them “whitewashed tombs, which on the outside look beautiful, but inside they are full of the bones of the dead and all kinds of filth” (Matthew 23.27, NRSV). Despite these harsh critiques, though, Jesus also told his followers to listen to the teachings (if not the practices) of these same leaders, for they “sit on Moses’ seat” (Matthew 23.2). This refusal to accept the dual choices offered – accept everything in its entirety or reject the authority of these leaders altogether – has many resonances with some queer approaches to Christian theology. It evinces a deep love and respect for the given tradition, for it refuses to leave it. At the same time, though, it refuses to accept those aspects of the tradition as valid which
Queering ecclesial authority 97 are harmful, untruthful, or deal in death. This refusal is itself a testament to a deeper fidelity, a love which will not allow a tradition to be less than what it could be, or claims to be. It subverts the tradition from within, but does so for the sake of that very tradition. As the title of this collection puts it, it seeks to “unlock the tradition from inside,” using traditional tools to challenge that which has atrophied or grown harmful in that very tradition. Yet, it also puts the one critiquing the tradition or leadership of it in a liminal position. Those who read Amoris Laetitia with some degree of benefit must also critique vocally those aspects which produce harm and re-entrench the oppression of LGBTQ persons. This is not an act of animosity toward the Synod or pope, but an act of deeper love for them, the Church, and those within it. That said, that does require the risking of a stable ecclesial identity. One will be thought by many – including many that one might respect – as being a “bad Catholic” or Christian. One may even find oneself excluded from particular Catholic communities or threatened with refusal of the sacraments. On the other side, one may well endure criticism from within the queer community as a form of complicity with an oppressive system and structure. This instability of identity is, however, a hallmark of queer approaches to theology and religious practice. One speaking out about the errors and dangers in statements from church authorities may transgress boundaries that are seen by some as fixed and stable. In the context of discussion about Catholic authority figures, this includes the boundaries of “teacher/learner” and “ordained/lay.” Despite the important work and re-thinking of these since the time of the Second Vatican Council, there is still a strong presumption in the Catholic Church that what has been said authoritatively ends further discussion of the matter. Though there have been some pro forma gestures toward greater lay participation in certain areas of church decision making – the Synod on the Family began many of its sessions with reflections by heterosexual married couples, for instance – there is still often a belief that lay members of the Church need to simply accept what is said by higher authorities obediently. This certainly applies for LGBTQ persons, who are incessantly talked about in Catholic Christianity, but rarely spoken to at an official level. To speak of one’s experiences of God, love, relationship, or sex in ways that are not sanctioned (or even imaginable) by some in authority blurs these boundaries. It’s all very queer.10 As can be seen from the above example of Jesus, these issues of the response to – and living with – an authority that is both respected and hostile are not new. Though this chapter is about queering authority from a specifically Catholic point of view, there are analogous issues that arise for queer people of any Christian denomination or religious stripe: the authority of Scripture and its interpretation; of pastors, bishops, or official teachers; and the relation of experience to institution. One of the advantages of being part of a long tradition (made up of some competing and some complementary
98 Andy Buechel traditions), however, is that we have resources from the past in those figures who have grappled with similar questions in their own times. Queer theology seeks to reclaim some of these voices, particularly those marginal ones who have been too long ignored, for accompaniment and assistance in our own ecclesial living, loving, and struggling today.
The queer Mechthild of Magdeburg and the queer God One of those neglected, queer voices that has been useful for me in my reflection on these questions has been the thirteenth-century spiritual writer and church reformer Mechthild of Magdeburg. Little is known of this great theologian, and most that is comes from her single book, The Flowing Light of the Godhead. This text is an excellent resource for engaging in what theologian Elizabeth Stuart calls “parody.” Stuart sees parody, which she defines as “repetitions with critical difference,”11 as a key tactic in queer theology. This allows for a rich retrieval of the Christian tradition – particularly its more neglected aspects – while allowing it to be made relevant and vibrant today. When using conversation partners from times so foreign to our own, it’s important not to fall into a facile appropriation. Though there are many similarities between the issues Mechthild faced and those of marginalized Christians today, there are even more differences. Some would argue that it’s therefore inappropriate to look for much useful wisdom from these sources. Carolyn Dinshaw, on the contrary, argues that using these temporally distant figures is particularly useful when thinking from a queer perspective. She “shows that queers can make new relations, new identifications, new communities with past figures who elude resemblance to us but with whom we can be connected partially by virtue of shared marginality, queer positionality.”12 And as Amy Hollywood points out, there can be new and unforeseen pleasures in finding these relations and identifications with those who have gone before.13 Thus, with both Stuart and Dinshaw, this chapter will look to the past for ways that we might live queerly today, but also strive not to neglect the differences that exist as well. In Mechthild we find much that we can repeat in contemporary theological reflection, even as we might do so in different ways. Before turning to her specifically on questions of church authority, let’s first note her resonances with queer lives and theology today. Mechthild was born to minor nobility in what is today eastern Germany around 1208 or 1210. As a young woman she became involved with a semiformal group of women known as the beguines. The term “semi-formal” is used because, unlike “official” religious women – mostly cloistered nuns at the time – the beguines took no formal, permanent vows and often did not live in enclosures apart from the rest of society. Nevertheless, beguines did dedicate themselves to lives of voluntary poverty, chastity, prayer, and care for the needy. This placed them at a liminal position vis-à-vis the expectations for women in their day by both the church and state. They lived among the people, usually in the towns, either singly or in common, and did so as
Queering ecclesial authority 99 unmarried women, yet not as nuns. They defied expectations of what it was to be a “good woman,” as they were neither wives nor regularly religious, the two roles most women were expected to adopt. This transgression of gender roles and boundaries was one of the reasons the movement eventually garnered the suspicion of church and civil officials, and was eventually severely restricted by the Council of Vienne in 1311–1312.14 Although more systematic repression of the beguines occurred after the death of Mechthild, she was nonetheless aware of the risks that she took as a laywoman writing on theological topics and living the lifestyle that she did. At one point in The Flowing Light of the Godhead, she is comforted by God that she is doing the right thing in composing her book, despite many warning her against doing so because, “If one did not watch out/ It could be burned.”15 Eventually the pressures upon her became too strong, possibly because a German bishop threatened excommunication to beguines who remained outside of enclosures, that in her older age she entered the convent of Helfta where she continued to compose the latter parts of her text.16 In addition to Mechthild’s transgression of prescribed boundaries for women, her text also garnered unfriendly attention because of its intense eroticism. Though this was not novel to Mechthild, and was a device used by other major church authorities like Bernard of Clairvaux (especially in his Commentaries on the Song of Songs), the intensity of her eroticism is striking. This erotic imagery is largely heterosexual, focusing on the intimate relationship between the (feminine) soul and (masculine) God or Jesus. This should not make us look at the text being less helpful for queer conversation, however, as it does not remain rigidly heterosexual. As Amy Hollywood points out, and as we shall see, Mechthild and the other beguines challenged the “prescriptive heterosexuality of the culture in which they lived.” This was done through an intense, hyperbolic, and often ultimately self-subverting deployment of apparently heterosexual imagery. This excess often involves a displacement of Christ as the center of the religious life and emphasis on a feminized figure of divine love [. . .] This very inability to contain medieval divine eroticism within modern categories points to its potential queerness.17 Even though heterosexuality can be queer in its exercise, there’s something different going on in Mechthild. The intense desire and longing in the text is mutual between Mechthild and the Divine. God is overcome by Love: “When God could no longer contain himself, he created the soul and, in his immense love, gave himself to her as her own.”18 The soul, for her part, desires to enter into the depths of the Divine as a full-grown woman. Her Senses, which try to keep the love she feels within reasonable bounds, bounds which they can understand and partake of, are to be left behind in the intensity of her desire for union with
100 Andy Buechel Jesus. This is because what her Senses can perceive and comprehend are not enough for her desire: “That is a child’s love, that one suckle and rock a baby. I am a full-grown bride. I want to go to my Lover.”19 And her divine Lover, elsewhere, expresses his own pleasure and desire for her: Young lady, you have done very well in this dance of praise. You shall have your way with the Son of the virgin, for you are delightfully weary. Come at noontime to the shade of the spring, into the bed of love. There in the coolness you shall refresh yourself with him.20 Nevertheless, the imagery that Mechthild uses to discuss the union of human and Divine in love is not only limited to the heterosexual. Mechthild begins her text with dialogues between Lady Love and the soul, both of whom are gendered female. The soul laments the various goods that she has given up in the name of Love, and Love reminds her of the bounties she has received in return. The soul demands even more recompense for the sufferings that Love has brought her, though: [Soul]: Lady Love, you are a robber; for this as well shall you make reparation. [Love]: Mistress and Queen, take then me. [Soul]: Lady Love, now you have recompensed me a hundredfold on earth. [Love]: Mistress and Queen, in addition you may demand God and all his kingdom.21 The eroticism between the two female figures is apparent; the intimacy craved is one that demands all. All of this is ripe for queer exploration. But this passage also shows us something important about how Mechthild understands God’s love and power. It is this that we must most attend to as we think with Mechthild about power and authority in the Church.
Mechthild and ecclesiastical authority Mechthild of Magdeburg’s Flowing Light of the Godhead is a rich text for many reasons. One of these is the way that she thinks about God’s power and authority. In Mechthild’s time, much like our own, it was common for God to be imaged as a judge, one whose role is to mete out the proper rewards or punishments to those before him. As Wendy Farley reminds us, “Lurking in the background of our ideas about God are assumptions about power.”22 If we see those in authority on earth as good judges who seek to bring people into right relationship, we will see God in the same way. If we see power on earth as capricious and violent, causing pain and harm over any wrong done or perceived, we will see God similarly. This dynamic – projecting our ideas of power onto God – also operates in the reverse direction though,
Queering ecclesial authority 101 creating a kind of feedback loop. If a bishop or pope sees God as the Divine Emperor, whose will is law and will suffer nothing but submission, their own exercise of power will likely be authoritarian and obedience will be seen as the highest virtue. But if God’s power is understood differently, that will also have implications for how ecclesial authority is to be exercised: the feedback loop can be short-circuited and re-made. So how does Mechthild understand God’s power and authority? It is rooted deeply in desire for loving union with what God has made. Mechthild’s discussion of God’s power subverts what many of us usually understand power to be. Power is about being able to have things one’s own way, about being able to cause others to accede to one’s wishes. It is about getting things done, and quickly can have associations with domination. This is not really how Mechthild understands God’s power, though. God’s power is utterly linked to the formation, maintenance, and consummation of intimacy. God’s power is not an autonomous force that simply can command whatever it wants; it is always necessarily linked to the deepening of relationship. Mechthild’s text begins with God affirming this idea of power in a rather paradoxical way. God takes credit for the text Mechthild is writing, and this is the Divine explanation of why: “I made it in my powerlessness, for I cannot restrain myself as to my gifts.”23 In this text, God cannot resist but give Godself to humanity. Even if God somehow wished to, God couldn’t. The Divine thirst for intimacy and union with what God has made is too strong. This is how Divine power is to be understood for Mechthild: not as rooted in a capricious ability to do whatever occurs to the Divine mind, but a power to create and maintain union and intimacy. As Farley states, “God renounces power as ‘might,’ in favor of love. God is able to do precisely what God wants: create humanity for intimacy with the divine life and return it to that state when it falls. The ability to create intimacy is a different power than one that controls empire.”24 In this, Mechthild unites the doctrines of creation and redemption in this different idea of power: one that potently brings about wholeness and intimacy, whether at the beginning or in the healing of our sin. This does not negate God’s omnipotence, but rather understands what power is radically differently. God’s power still accomplishes what it sets out to do: it’s just that what God sets out to do is not usually what we think of when we think of the powerful. This desire for union and intimacy between God and humanity can be seen in the female eroticism mentioned earlier. Lady Love stands allegorically for that love that animates the Holy Trinity, that controls and drives the Divine. But notice the form of address: the human soul is referred to by Love as “Mistress and Queen,” with this secular courtly language repurposed by Mechthild. The usual power dynamics that we would expect are here reversed or queered. It is not the soul that has to plead before the Almighty for attention, help, or grace (as too many, particularly queer people, are led to think), but Divine Love that seeks out the human. God’s desire for
102 Andy Buechel intimacy and union is such that God surrenders the prerogatives and privileges that we associate with power in order to establish a deeper communion. At one point, when Mechthild is praying for a soul’s release from purgatory (a common practice for her day and one that the book spends much time exploring) that God has justly sentenced, God accedes to her wish, saying “Indeed, when two wrestle with each other, the weaker must lose. I shall willingly be the weaker, even though I am almighty.”25 God’s love for the one who loves God is such that the strict demands of justice are loosened and God’s power is shown in mercy; God becomes weak that the union of Godself and humanity might be made strong. This re-thinking of Divine power has major importance for how Mechthild thinks of ecclesial authority. In Book VI, Mechthild gives instruction as to how a prior, prioress, or other religious superior should act toward those in their charge. When sending forth one of their brothers or sisters on any kind of mission, they are to say this: “Alas, my dear fellow, I, though unworthy of anything good, am your servant in all the ways I can be and not your master. Unfortunately, however, I have authority over you and send you forth with the heartfelt love of God.”26 Mirroring the self-emptying authority of God, the good religious leader acknowledges their own authority and role, but refuses to exercise it in any way that is dominating. As God’s power is exercised in a way only to increase and further intimacy between God and humanity, so is the superior’s authority to be exercised only for the health and maintenance of community. In this, the authority figure is to model and mirror God, who does not cling to or insist upon the prerogatives due the Divine, if those impede relationship. Tasks often viewed as menial, and easily delegated to less prestigious figures in the community, should be voluntarily embraced by the one in power: You should visit the infirmary every day and comfort the sick with the consoling words of God and refresh them generously with earthly things, for God is rich beyond all accounting. You should clean for the sick and in God cheerfully laugh with them. You should yourself carry away their personal waste, lovingly ask them in confidence what their private infirmity is, and truly stand by them. Then God’s sweetness shall flow into you in marvelous ways.27 In this, Mechthild is giving practical advice about the exercise of authorityin-community in such a way as to mirror God’s use of power. It is a reflection of Jesus’ admonition that, unlike the rulers of the Romans, those who wish to have greatness, power, and status in his Kingdom “must be your servant, and whoever wishes to be first among you must be the slave of all” (Mark 11.43–44). As the prior in the community is etymologically first, Mechthild shows what this means in God’s eyes, and it’s radically different from what many took ecclesial authority, with all the privileges that was supposed to come with it, to mean.
Queering ecclesial authority 103 In addition to this modeling of servanthood, Mechthild instructs religious superiors in how to approach their task of governing the community. She knows that a major temptation of anyone with authority is to believe that they may exercise that office in any way they choose, regardless of what the larger community thinks or believes: “You should always bless yourself when prideful thoughts come to you. Unfortunately, these do come into the heart under the semblance of good and say, ‘Well, after all, you are prior (or prioress) in all matters. You can certainly do what you think is best.’” This seems, after all, the very prerogative of having authority. Nevertheless, Mechthild warns that this is not so: “No, dear fellow, in so doing you disturb God’s holy peace. With a submissive spirit and endearing cheerfulness you should say: ‘Dear brother (or sister), how does this suit you?’ and then take action accordingly to their best-intentioned wishes.”28 Consultation, discussion, listening to the good and wishes of the community are necessary for authority to be exercised properly for Mechthild. Mere ex officio pronouncement is never sufficient, if it does not have as its first desire the integrity of the community and its continued life together, which in itself is only valuable to bring Christ ever more to the world. Mechthild could be quite scathing when she did not think that authority was being exercised in this way and for these reasons. She lambasts the higher clergy – up to and including the pope – for their refusal to govern the Church well, especially in failing to protect and listen to those (like Mechthild) who are striving to make the Church what it is called to be in Christ: Woe, Crown of the holy priesthood, how utterly have you disappeared. You have nothing left but your trappings; that is, ecclesiastical authority with which you war against God and his chosen intimates. For this God shall humiliate you before you know it, and our Lord speaks thus: ‘I shall touch the pope in Rome in his heart with great misery, and in this misery I shall tell him reproachfully that my shepherds of Jerusalem have become murderers and wolves.29 Note that, even in the midst of this diatribe, Mechthild does not deny that these people in fact possess authority in the Church. The issue is not whether they technically can or cannot do something, the issue is how they are choosing to exercise it. They have become the tyrants who lord it over those below them, and use the authority that God has given to maintain intimacy and love in the community in such a way as to attack those whom God holds dearest. Mechthild’s insistence that ecclesial authority must be modeled on the way that God exercises power is useful as we think through our responses to church authority today. How is authority being exercised in our day? Does it have the trappings of tyranny – with edicts that place heavy burdens on some, and do so without the input or voices of those who will be affected? Is power exercised capriciously, without discussion or deliberation? Is the
104 Andy Buechel purpose of a given ecclesial statement to make intimacy and community within the Church and with God more readily available, or does it serve to reinforce the power of some and the marginalization of others? Mechthild gives us a witness of one who courageously speaks out against this misuse of power: neither denying the authority in itself nor affirming that it has been properly exercised. This is the function and role of the queer prophet. It is the function of one trying to unlock a system of domination from inside. Mechthild models another queer tactic of resistance to badly exercised authority: aligning oneself with authority that is well-exercised. Mechthild’s desire as a beguine to return the Church to its apostolic roots in poverty, prayer, good works, and intimacy with God were part of a larger movement in church reform at the turn of the second millennium. Most famous among the new groups at this time that were seeking to re-make the Church in Christ’s image (rather than that of the Roman Empire), were the mendicant – or begging – orders founded by Sts. Francis and Dominic. Of these, Mechthild was particularly close to the Dominicans. It was most probably her Dominican confessor, Heinrich of Halle, who first encouraged her to write down the “greetings” (as she called them) that she was receiving from God. It was this encouragement that led her to write The Flowing Light of the Godhead, the text that has preserved her memory to this day. The Dominican friars seem to have modeled the kind of servant-leadership that Mechthild encourages from all church leadership, repeatedly earning her high praise.30 Like Mechthild and the beguines, though, the Dominicans were not without their own opposition within the Church. They were a religious order founded, in part, to model the kind of apostolic life that too many of the secular or diocesan clergy often scandalously failed to showcase. Where many of the diocesan priests had concubines and children (clerical marriage having only been universally banned the previous century, a rule that was slow to take hold), the Dominicans were known for their chastity; where diocesan priests were often barely literate and poorly educated, the Dominicans were founded to preach zealously and compellingly, requiring thorough education; where diocesan priests and bishops seemed interested in worldly wealth and gain, the Dominicans started by begging for all that they had and renouncing personal property. This led to numerous conflicts between diocesan clergy and the new orders, not least because the new groups fell under the immediate jurisdiction of the pope and were thus seen to threaten the authority and autonomy of the local bishops. As Sara S. Poor has pointed out, many of Mechthild’s stronger criticisms of the clergy and church authority stem from her alignment with the Dominicans – and their way of life – in contrast to the secular clergy.31 This is an important aspect to notice about Mechthild. For her, the issue was not “dissent” or “heresy” versus “orthodoxy” or “fidelity.” It wasn’t about accepting Catholic notions of apostolic authority or renouncing them in favor of her personal views about God, as though these dichotomies offered the only options. She did not choose between tradition and prophetic
Queering ecclesial authority 105 speech, nor even between church authority and something else. Authority in the Church was not (and is not) monolithic. When some figures – even the pope at times – stood against church reform and the vision of intimacy with the Divine that Mechthild knew from her own experience, she found and allied with those church authority figures (often of the lower clergy in the religious orders) whom she could stand with and who would stand with her. Sara Poor called this Mechthild’s “critical devotion.”32 Queer Catholics have been exercising this same kind of critical devotion in their own lives and churches for some time. For every hostile word or action that might come from popes, bishops, or priests, there are also others who give refuge. In every diocese in this country there is at least one (if not more) parishes which are known for being LGBTQ friendly. There are priests who will minister, accompany, and encourage queer folk. For me, the brothers and priests of the Society of Mary (Marianists) gave me guidance and friendship that was vital as I struggled with coming out and what it meant for my relationship to God, Christ, and the Church. I know of one parish deep in the southern United States where, albeit clandestinely, a “Marriage Encounter” retreat was put on for gay and lesbian couples, even before they were legally able to marry in that state. Many Catholic sisters, not able to be clerical “authority” figures in the Church due to the continued and unjust denial of ordination to women, nonetheless make their de facto moral authority known on behalf of queer folk every day. Authority, properly understood, is not uniformly opposed to LGBTQ persons in the Catholic Church, though it can often seem that way. Mechthild knew this in her alliance with the Dominicans, and I have seen it in my own life as well. As much as these situations may not be ideal – they often have to occur subversively and out of the public eye – they are also real sites where a different idea of church is lived and nurtured, where the intimacy with God and community that was so dear to Mechthild thrives and Christ’s body is made queerly manifest. I think this way of living church, remaining within a structure that can be nourishing while often also being oppressive and working for its transformation from within, is important. It is, however, something which can prove to be simply too damaging for some, if the environment becomes just too toxic. This is one of the “critical differences” that exists between our time and Mechthild’s: there are other options which exist for us in ways that they didn’t for her. In her day, being a member of the Church was not something optional, nor were there multiple denominations or groups that one could choose between. To formally renounce the institutions as oppressive or destructive would not only warrant ecclesiastical penalty, but civil punishment as well. This is not the case today (at least in the United States, from where I write this, and many other countries). Thus there is something more intentional about our decisions about church membership – and accordingly our view about that Church’s leadership – than there might have been for her. Some queer this situation by maintaining membership in multiple ecclesial bodies: remaining, for instance, in the Roman Catholic
106 Andy Buechel Church while also breaking bread with Episcopalians, Independent or Old Catholic Churches, or the Metropolitan Community Churches. They may participate in liturgies linked to Roman Catholicism, but find themselves forbidden to use church properties in many dioceses, which is the situation in many places with D ignity – a pro-LGBT Catholic group in the United States. All of these tactics require intentionality and may or may not indicate that a person renounces or affirms the authority of leaders in a given denomination. Whatever decisions one makes on these matters, I think that thinking with Mechthild of Magdeburg on authority can help us grapple with these questions and help us make our choices.
Mechthild, Pope Francis, and the queering of authority Having looked at how Mechthild approached and thought about ecclesial authority in her day – being both rigorously traditional regarding authority in itself and openly iconoclastic in criticizing its usual practice – it might be useful to return to the contemporary topic that began this chapter: Pope Francis and the queer response to him. This particular queer Catholic recognizes Francis as having an important role to play in holding the Catholic Church in unity, the role traditionally ascribed to the Bishop of Rome. Yet that unity must always be exercised in a way that builds up intimacy within the community: with God and with one another for service to the world. How do we think about him in light of Mechthild’s reflection and example? In many ways, it seems to me, Francis is trying to exercise his authority in precisely the way that Mechthild espouses. Francis shares with Mechthild the idea that God is primarily to be understood as a lover, not as a harsh and vengeful judge. In fact, Francis’ decision to proclaim 2016 a jubilee Year of Mercy was about conveying exactly this image of God: one so utterly in love with humanity and God’s creation that all that is desired is a deeper intimacy and harmony. In the document that Francis issued opening the Year of Mercy, he described mercy as the heart of God, the mystery of an infinite and boundless love: Mercy: the word reveals the very mystery of the Most Holy Trinity. Mercy: the ultimate and supreme act by which God comes to meet us. Mercy: the fundamental law that dwells in the heart of every person who looks sincerely into the eyes of his brothers and sisters on the path of life. Mercy: the bridge that connects God and man, opening our hearts to the hope of being loved forever despite our sinfulness.33 These words echo the way that Mechthild views God and God’s love for the world, if expressed in less erotic terms. For Francis, God is that Mystery that seeks to restore that intimacy damaged by sin. God’s power, then, is closely linked to God’s mercy; God’s power is exercised to restore that relationship
Queering ecclesial authority 107 and closeness that has been harmed. In this, Francis’ notion of God’s power is aligned to Mechthild’s. More importantly, in many ways Francis tries to live out this idea of what power is for him in his own exercise of his ministry. The ways in which he seems to be following the advice Mechthild gave to church leaders in her day is striking. This can be seen in the small, symbolic gestures that have marked his papacy, such as insisting on carrying his own bag and paying his own hotel bill after his election and his decision not to move into the traditional papal apartments but rather live in a simpler style. His groundbreaking decision to celebrate the eucharist for Holy Thursday in places like prisons while incorporating non-Catholics (and non-Christians!) into the foot washing service echoes the instructions that Mechthild gave those in leadership positions that they should not stand on the prerogatives of office but rather serve everyone else. Flowing from this attitude, Francis sees as one of his primary goals the reform of the Church into a genuinely synodal body. By synodality, one does not mean simply the gathering of bishops every few years to discuss some pressing topic, as occurred in the sessions that culminated in Amoris Laetitia. This is an important part of the process but more importantly, synodality refers to the church thinking, discerning, and deciding together. If the notion was truly put into effect, the laity, lower clergy, and non-ordained religious would have a major role to play in conversations with bishops and the pope in how the Church is to be run. This would, necessarily, include those members of the Church who identify as queer or LGBT. Some small processes have been put in place to move in this direction, like the administration of questionnaires to any willing member of the Church, but this is only a start. Francis, during the sessions of the Synod on the Family, made it clear that he didn’t want those gathered to simply tell him what they thought he wanted to hear. Rather, he encouraged frank, honest, and attentive discussion (and disagreement) as necessary for the kind of church he was envisioning. When addressing the opening of the Synod sessions, he related a story about cardinals who were not speaking their minds, for fear that he thought something different. He told them, “This is not good, this is not synodality, because it is necessary to say all that, in the Lord, one feels the need to say: without polite deference, without hesitation. And, at the same time, one must listen with humility and welcome, with an open heart, what your brothers say. Synodality is exercised with these two approaches.”34 In this Francis is modeling what he expects authority to look like when these bishops return to their dioceses. In this, I think we can understand something of the confusing “doubleness” that often marks Francis’ thinking on queer matters, as I discussed in this chapter’s opening. On the one hand, he seems remarkably solicitous and compassionate to queer people, while on the other he castigates gay marriage and attacks “gender ideology.” This, I suspect, is him exercising the honest talk that he wants to see the entire Church exercising. He does genuinely
108 Andy Buechel believe that modern gender theory – as he understands it – and (some) moves for greater inclusion of LGBTQ persons are harmful for society. He also sees these people as human beings, loved by God and made in the imago dei. He is, I believe, wrong on the first part and his words can do real damage. We must not ignore this and simply give him a pass based on affection or his good intentions. But I also believe that he means what he says: we not only can, but must talk back to the pope. We need to tell him why we believe he’s wrong and show him the damage that some of his words can do. Not in such a way as to trap him in legalese (as some conservative cardinals have recently tried to do in a public challenge to the merciful approach of Amoris Laetitia), but rather as fellow baptized members of Christ’s body, looking to heal the real divisions that exist by striving for greater honesty and justice. This is what the pope himself asks us to do. He has spoken what seems to him to be the truth. We, as his fellow pilgrims, are to speak clearly and prophetically what we have discerned in our own lives, trusting that the Spirit is alive and active. This will not be easy, and institutionally the power is not stacked in our favor, but it does seem to me that a real opportunity exists for dialogue at all levels of the Church here. It is difficult to overstate the importance of this development. In principle, what Francis wants is a Church that is honest about disagreement and comfortable with the difficult work of arguing together for the good of the community. Exactly how this will play out remains to be seen, and it’s being resisted in some quarters. Nevertheless, what we see is a concrete movement toward the kind of communal exercise of authority which does not simply dictate based on one’s office, but rather asks of everyone in the Church what Mechthild told the priors and prioresses of her day to ask their communities: “‘Dear brother (or sister), how does this suit you?’ and then take action according to their best-intentioned wishes.”35 Of course, as also discussed earlier, these moves have often been accompanied by some very harsh rhetoric toward queer persons, not only from Francis but from others who hold positions of authority in the Church. Thus it is essential to also heed Mechthild’s example of finding, supporting, and accepting the support of those authority figures who are supportive and lifeaffirming – even if, in our day, that may mean some making the decision to leave the institutional body of a given church. I find, on the whole, that Francis is one of these figures, though it has been essential to me to intentionally seek out others on the local level in whom I can find spiritual succor. Even in those comments or occasions where Francis speaks harshly, his overall attitude and approach strikes me as one who would be open to hearing a contrary view and, possibly, even modifying his own were he to find something persuasive. This was not the attitude of his predecessors and I think it should not be underestimated while thinking about how queer Catholics and Christians can find true community and home in the churches of their baptisms. As with Mechthild, we may be suspected by many and never find ourselves in the ecclesial center; we also may be able to find ourselves nourished by
Queering ecclesial authority 109 communities that reveal the profound love of God. And like Mechthild, in her strong and prophetic words to the “Crown of the holy priesthood,” it is also necessary to hold the pope and others in authority to account for those words and actions that cause harm to queer persons, women, or any other marginalized person or group in the church and world. Mechthild of Magdeburg has left us a text and theological project that is ripe with opportunity for contemporary queering, to live and parodically repeat in a very different situation that queer Christians find themselves in today. By reframing what the power of God means, Mechthild also reframed what ecclesiastical authority means – remaining traditional while also being iconoclastic; seeking to unlock the doors of church structures from inside. Queer Christians, women, and many others find themselves today in very difficult positions in relation to their church leadership: many both accepting that authority while also chafing at its destructive elements. This dynamic can be particularly seen in the example of Pope Francis and the genuine affection and welcome that many feel from him while also never forgetting the damage some of his words can cause. Mechthild is one of our many possible companions as we grapple with how to live in this difficult reality and tension; she is a resource of encouragement, support, and challenge as we strive to form the Church into what it professes to be: the very body of Christ.
Notes 1 This document, known as the Relatio post disceptationem, became quickly embroiled in questions of translation and accuracy among Catholic conservatives and some Synod participants. It holds no teaching authority in the Catholic Church, and was intended as a summary of discussions to that point, not as a final statement. See Péter Erdő, “Synod 14 – Eleventh General Assembly: Relatio post disceptationem of the General Rapporteur, Cardinal Péter Erdő,” National Catholic Reporter, October 15, 2014, www.ncronline.org/news/vatican/relatiopost-disceptationem-2014-synod-bishops-family. The section “Welcoming Homosexual Persons” can be found at paragraphs 50–2. 2 Andrea Tornielli and Giacamo Galeazzi, This Economy Kills: Pope Francis on Capitalism and Social Justice (Collegeville, MN: Liturgical Press, 2015), 150. The comparisons here are indirect, but nonetheless deeply troubling. For a reply on this point, see Lisa Fullam, “‘Gender Theory,’ Nuclear War, and the Nazis,” Commonweal Magazine, February 23, 2015, www.commonwealmagazine.org/ gender-theory-nuclear-war-and-nazis-0. 3 Edward Pentin, “Cardinal Bergoglio Hits Out at Same-Sex Marriage,” National Catholic Register, July 8, 2010, www.ncregister.com/blog/edward-pentin/cardinal_ bergoglio_hits_out_at_same-sex_marriage. The later direction of this author’s career, who went from praising Bergoglio in this piece to becoming one of his more ferocious critics as pope from the Catholic right, shows that the confusion on Francis with these matters is not simply felt by queer or progressive folk. 4 Though this chapter primarily deals with LGBT and queer matters, everything about the said above can also apply to Francis’ approach to women. On the one hand, Francis claims that he wants greater roles and voice for women in positions of (non-clerical) authority, while simultaneously rejecting the ordination of women to the priesthood and occasionally using sexist images to illustrate
110 Andy Buechel points that he wants to make. See Rita Ferrone, “Francis’s Words about Women: What Does He Really Think?,” Commonweal Magazine, April 5, 2017, www. commonwealmagazine.org/francis%E2%80%99s-words-about-women. 5 Francis, The Joy of Love: Post-Synodal Apostolic Exhortation of the Holy Father Francis to Bishops, Priests and Deacons, Consecrated Persons, Christian Married Couples, and All the Lay Faithful on Love in the Family, Libreria Editrice Vaticana, March 19, 2016, §250–251. Compare to the Synod of Bishops, The Vocation and Mission of the Family in the Church and in the Contemporary World: The Final Report of the Synod of Bishops to the Holy Father, Pope Francis, Synod of Bishops, October 24, 2015, www.vatican.va/roman_curia/synod/documents/ rc_synod_doc_20151026_relazione-finale-xiv-assemblea_en.html. 6 Amoris Laetitia, §56. 7 Ibid., §90–119. 8 Ibid., §250. 9 Rohr, “Prophets: Self Critical Thinking.” 10 For more of my thinking on these markers of queer theology, see my That We Might Become God: The Queerness of Creedal Christianity (Eugene, OR: Cascade Books, 2015), 1–16. 11 Elizabeth Stuart, Gay and Lesbian Theologies: Repetitions with Critical Difference (Aldershot, UK: Ashgate, 2003), 108. 12 Carolyn Dinshaw, Getting Medieval: Sexualities and Communities, Pre- and Postmodern (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 1999), 39. 13 Amy Hollywood, “The Normal, the Queer, and the Middle Ages,” Journal of the History of Sexuality 10, no. 2 (2001): 173–9, at 173. 14 Some argue that the beguines were completely condemned at Vienne, but Bernard McGinn shows that the story is more complicated than that. See, McGinn, The Harvest of Mysticism in Medieval Germany, 1300–1500 (New York: Crossroad, 2005), 61–4. 15 Mechthild of Magdeburg, The Flowing Light of the Godhead, trans. Frank Tobin (Mahwah, NY: Paulist Press, 1998), II.26. 96. The first number in the citation refers to the book number of Mechthild’s text, the second the chapter, and the third the page number in the Paulist translation. 16 Farley, Thirst of God, 26. 17 Amy Hollywood, “Queering the Beguines: Mechthild of Magdeburg, Hadewijch of Anvers, Marguerite Porete,” in Queer Theology: Rethinking the Western Body, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell, 2007), 163–75, at 165. 18 Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, I.22. 19 Ibid. 20 Ibid. For more on Mechthild’s nuptial imagery, see Amy Hollywood, The Soul as Virgin Wife: Mechthild of Magdeburg, Marguerite Porete, and Meister Eckhart (Notre Dame, IN: University of Notre Dame Press, 1995). 21 Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, I.1, 40. 22 Farley, The Thirst of God, 59. 23 Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, I. Prologue. 39. 24 Farley, Thirst of God, 60. 25 Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, VI. 10. 236. 26 Ibid., VI. 1. 223. 27 Ibid., VI. 1. 224. 28 Ibid. 29 Ibid., VI. 21. 250. 30 See Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, III.1, III.17, IV.20 (in praise of St. Dominic), IV.21–22, and V.24 for a selection of texts in which she praises the Dominicans and their mission.
Queering ecclesial authority 111 31 Sara S. Poor, Mechthild of Magdeburg and Her Book: Gender and the Making of Textual Authority (Philadelphia, PA: University of Pennsylvania Press, 2004): 41–8. 32 Ibid. 33 Francis, The Face of Mercy: Bull of Indiction of the Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy, Libreria Editrice Vaticana, April 11, 2015. http://w2.vatican.va/content/francesco/en/apost_letters/documents/papa-francesco_bolla_20150411_ misericordiae-vultus.html. 34 Francis, “Greeting of Pope Francis to the Synod Fathers during the First General Congregation of the Third Extraordinary General Assembly of the Synod of Bishops,” October 6, 2014, https://w2.vatican.va/content/francesco/en/ speeches/2014/october/documents/papa-francesco_20141006_padri-sinodali. html. 35 Mechthild, Flowing Light of the Godhead, VI. 1. 224.s.
Part III
Liberating flesh
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Discovering the missing body Incarnational inclusivity Robert E. Shore-Goss
Incarnation is the central symbol of Christianity, but the Johannine affirmation extends the roots of incarnation into fleshiness and fleshly media: “The Word became flesh and dwelt among us” (John 1.14). Christian historian Margaret Miles affirms that “Christianity is a religion of the incarnation. Christians’ core belief is that God entered the human world of bodies in the person of Jesus of Nazareth, whose historical life is normative in its claim about the nature of God and the possibilities of human existence.”1 The fleshy body of Jesus, God’s incarnation, has, however, been problematic for Christians, and through the millennia, they have constructed theological strategy of constricting and managing the physical images of God’s Christ. This had the dual purpose of safeguarding the restrictive images of Jesus’ body as well as safeguarding and sanctifying ecclesial control over failed bodies: female, sexual minorities, racialized peoples, and other devalued bodies. But at the heart of the Christian notion of incarnation remains a fleshly, embodied carnality contrary to predominant Christian attitudes to the incarnate Christ and fleshliness. Carnal incarnation remains at the heart of Christianity, but its subversive potential has been restricted. Richard Rohr’s notion of “alternative orthodoxy” blends a radical traditionalism with a prophetic iconoclasm. It is a method, albeit a queer strategy, of paying attention to the different, or what Christian tradition has often ignored. For myself, “radical inclusiveness” has formed the contemplative nexus/search of my theological praxis, paying attention to what has been excluded, labelled sinful, different or dismissed. An orthopraxy of queer erotic desires presents a challenge to the orthodoxy of a restrictive notion of the incarnation.2 N.T. Wright proposes the ascended body of Jesus as a corrective to ecclesial control of the body (and presence) of Christ through the claims of Pentecost.3 He writes, What happens when you downplay or ignore the ascension? The answer is that the church expands to fill the void. If Jesus is more or less identical with the church – if, that is, talk about Jesus can be reduced to talk about his presence within his people rather than standing over against them and addressing them from elsewhere as their Lord, then we have created a high road to the worst kind of triumphalism.4
116 Robert E. Shore-Goss With Pentecost, the church and the Spirit are identified, leaving the church in control of determining the replacement presence of the risen Christ. But Pentecost in Luke’s account does not intend that the church just control the incarnation of Christ, but follow the Spirit as She leads disciples to discover further incarnated presence, such as Philip baptizing the Ethiopian eunuch and the Spirit welcoming the first non-Jewish convert to the church in the form of an African proto-transgender person.5 The Spirit continues to expand the vision of Jesus’ radical inclusivity of the open table. On the other hand, Wright continues: If the church identifies its structures, its leadership, its liturgy, its building, or anything else with the Lord – and that’s what happens if you ignore the ascension or turn it into another way of talking about the Spirit – what do you get? You get, on the one hand, what Shakespeare called the “insolence of office” and, on the other hand, the despair of late middle age, as people realize it doesn’t work.6 Wright argues that the disappearance of the risen body of Christ is a way of speaking theologically that the Ascended Christ is everywhere, even outside the institutional church and outside of Christianity. The church restricts and controls the incarnate presence of the Ascended Christ rather than search for the presence of the Ascended Christ outside itself. When the church exclusively and solely recognizes itself as incarnated presence, it creates “unjust incarnation.” It refuses to search behind its walls for incarnation and often turns incarnation unjustly against fleshly bodies. Linn Marie Tonstad queers the Ascension of Jesus, “Ascension means that body of Jesus is, in a sense, lost to the church – the church doesn’t have it, so the church cannot control who gets to be or who gets to eat Christ’s body.”7 Christ’s resurrected body disappears in the clouds as he ascends. Symbolically, the Ascended Christ stands as corrective to the story of Pentecost, where the church is imbued with the Spirit and claims the authority to discern the presence of the incarnated, resurrected Christ and define Christ’s presence. This ecclesial claim to authoritatively define the presence of Christ and control access to the body of Christ is undermined symbolically by the loss of Christ’s resurrected body in the Ascension. Tonstad observes, “The loss of the body of Christ – instead of asserting that body of Christ has been handed over to the church, it recognizes that the body of Christ, elsewhere and outside itself.”8 The Ascension of Christ indicates inclusion of Christ’s presence beyond and elsewhere than in the church. The church restricted Christ’s presence and image to a heterosexual economy, failing to remember the words of the righteous in Matthew 25.37–39: “Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?” And Jesus’ response: “Truly, I say to you, as you did
Discovering the missing body 117 it to the least of my (non-heteronormative) family, you did it to me (Matthew 25.40).” Through much of Christian history, the institutional church had serious difficulty discovering the presence of Christ in the outsider, the indecent, and the non-normative. Jesus disturbs the church’s purity codes by shifting the gaze to the impure excluded, for through the exclusion of queer bodies, the church harms and even crucifies the Ascended Christ. Theologian Niels Gregersen affirms, “the divine logos became flesh and was present in Jesus, with the flesh of others, and for all flesh.”9 Jesus shared the conditions of the flesh in all its shared messiness, joy and sadness, love and desire, tragedy and suffering. Incarnational inclusivity, on the other hand, has developed in the postmodern period to expand and deepen the notion of deep incarnation in cosmology and evolutionary emergence, ecological interrelatedness with the web of life, postcolonial liberation theologies, incarnational plurality and other religions, and in a variety of queer and liberation theologies.10 Jesus’ fleshliness has been constructed as the Erotic Christ, the Christa, the Queer Christ, the Transgender Christ, the Drag King, the Christ with HIV/AIDS, the Leather Christ, the anonymous Christ, the Suffering Christ with non-human animal suffering, and so on. These trouble the heteronormative meme of incarnation. One important forgotten aspect of incarnational theology, often dismissed or suppressed theologically and ecclesially, is that while institutional Christianity represents the divine/human incarnation as a gendered male to reinforce and institutionally transform into patriarchal and heterosexist privilege, it is likewise desexed, sanitized, or spiritualized. Bjorn Kröndorfer describes flesh (sarx) as “intimate flesh,” for it embraces a male body as “a vulnerable and fluid body that does not shy away from body fluids.”11 He notes that “the physical intimacy of sarx appeals more to the theatre-going audience.”12
Human abjection and the abjected body of the crucified Christ Mark Jordan has argued that the body of Christ has been constructed in tidy and tightly regulated theological speech throughout history: Much Christian theology claims to be about a divine incarnation. It is also perhaps more emphatically, a speech for managing that incarnation by controlling its awkward implications. Some particularly awkward consequences can only be managed by passing over the members of the body of Christ in prudish silence. Looked at in this way, the history of Christian theology can be seen as a long flight from the full consequences of its central profession. The big business of theology has been to construct alternative bodies for Jesus the Christ – tidier bodies, bodies better conformed to institutional needs. I think of these bodies as Jesus’ corpses, and I consider large parts of official Christology their mortuary.13
118 Robert E. Shore-Goss Jordan’s last comment points to the stagnation of institutional, exclusive heteronormative Christology as he speaks of “tidier bodies” of institutional and restrictive constructions of Jesus’ corpse as parts of official Christology. The desirous body of Jesus has incited an erotic gaze of both men and women, and it provided a trajectory to subvert the mortuary Christology that has repressed eroticism, and stimulated a graced relationship with erotic and/or queer Christ. The church has created the tidy and decent but unjust body of Christ. Paying attention is the foundation for any lectio divina style of Christian meditation of the text. But when the Word becomes a carnal image such as the naked male body of Jesus, tortured and suffering with a loin cloth on the cross, it produces diverse reactions from pious Catholics. The fleshly gaze upon brutalized flesh becomes a ritual devotion surrounded with closeted, internalized homophobic scripts and deeply confessional struggles. Similarly, Mark Jordan notes that the genitals of Jesus’ body are entirely excluded from ecclesial and theological speech: the genitals of Jesus are typically and normatively excluded from speech. To talk about them is indecent or provocative or blasphemous. To meditate on them would be obscene. We are urged to meditate on Jesus’ acts and sufferings. We are asked to gaze on imaginary portraits of him and picture for ourselves his height and weight, the color of his skin or the length of his hair. But if our meditation should drift towards his pelvis, we are immediately rebuked and then condemned as perverted or pornographic.14 This has occurred ever since the advent of crucified corpse of Christ on the cross in the late tenth century in German cathedrals. The history of Christian mystical desire for union with Christ has tapped into heterosexual and homosexual desires of pious devotees, saints, and mystics. Both Caroline Bynum and Leo Steinberg, in their examinations of the naked Jesus in religious art, passed over the questions of erotic gaze in their viewing of the body of the crucified Christ and emerging art of sexing Jesus.15 On the other hand, Richard Trexler pushes the boundaries of the naked Jesus on the cross from the artist’s perspective to a devotional context of same-sex gazing at the desirous body of Jesus and male arousal at the image. Trexler writes, “that not completely unlike other gods, Jesus, whether in his image or in the vision of him in imitation, might physically seduce his devotees.”16 Mark Jordan highlights a similar concern that Catholic artistic representations of the naked crucified Jesus were suspected because of the male homosexuality within the priesthood.17 Jordan writes, A group of men kneel in a room for long periods to contemplate a figure. Their focus is a mostly naked man who wears only a cloth to cover his conspicuously absent genitals. His nude and curiously unsexed body is
Discovering the missing body 119 represented to an audience as the central object of love. They regard its every detail as overcharged with affective significance. A number of the kneeling men are homoerotically inclined, although pledged not to engage in any voluntary use of their genitals. And they have this rule: They can never ask whether there is any connection between that representation of the naked man and their own erotic inclinations.18 These moments of ritual gazing or contemplative attention to the crucified body of Jesus are monitored with religious scrupulosity because the bodily image of Jesus may generate a homoerotic cartography of the “intimate flesh of Christ” in gay male devotees. Donald Boisvert, theologian and former Catholic seminarian, speaks of the erotic Christ as important to his own psycho-spiritual development as a Catholic youth: For as long as I can recall, I had a special enthrallment with the Christian corpus. The body of the crucified Jesus, intensely desirable in its plundered and suffering masculinity beckons me by the sheer power of its homoerotic enticement. . . . Worshipping the handsomely glorious body of Jesus hung from this cross, gay men can enter into an act of erotic and spiritual intimacy with their Lord. As they kneel and bring their gaze upward, they see suspended in front of them, inviting in his seminaked vulnerability, his arms open wide to embrace them, the broken and desirable body who was all things to all people, the source of their need and truly its embodiment.19 Boisvert argues that such intimate and imaginary fleshly congress whether with a woman or a gay man – especially, for someone socially marginal, involves an erotic gaze engendering “a form of personal wholeness, acceptance in the eyes of God; desired and touched by God; summoned forth by God’s love.”20 Womanist theologian Shawn Copeland, likewise, makes a similar observation: Just as a black Christ heals the anthropological impoverishment of black bodies, so too a “queer” Christ heals the anthropological impoverishment of homosexual bodies. Because Jesus of Nazareth declared himself with and for others – the poor, excluded, and despised – and offered a new “way” and new freedom to all who would hear and follow him, we may be confident that the Christ of our faith is for gay and lesbian people.21 The new freedom that Copeland stresses is a positive self-valuation with the observer’s gaze upon and fleshly identification with the crucified Black Jesus. Similarly Boisvert insightfully offers the notion that a male homoerotic gaze of Christ becomes a graced moment: “As gay men fix their tearful eyes on the
120 Robert E. Shore-Goss crucified Jesus, infinitely desirable in his gashed and vulnerable beauty, they find themselves transfigured into his spiritual partners, and they can imagine themselves one in and with him lovers in a dangerous time.”22 Patrick S. Cheng narrates how Tony Ayres, an Asian man of Chinese descent in Australia, discovered embodied grace in an anonymous sexual encounter with another man. Cheng notes, That sexual encounter, although anonymous, represented the grace of the Erotic Christ. The encounter allowed Ayres to understand, for the first time in his life, “what desire was about,” and it allowed him to be in mutual relationship with another Asian male. And in doing so, he experienced, “the most exquisite feeling of liberation.”23 Cheng, like many gay and bisexual Christians, understands the Erotic Christ as a possible trajectory to overcome negative religious stigmas of themselves and embrace their own embodied sexuality. The incarnation embeds a fleshly hermeneutic that incites and excites carnal liberation.
A queer enfleshing incarnation As a youth, whose homoerotic feelings were deeply closeted, conflicted and hidden, I gazed on the naked body of the crucified Jesus. The crucified Jesus embodied a carnal but forbidden intuition before I had the words to describe my fleshly stirrings. At a very early age, I mapped the fleshliness of the naked Jesus with my erotic own desires and devotion to follow Christ. This fleshly connection with Jesus was precisely what anti-body Catholicism feared – a homoerotic connection. Previously, Mark Jordan observes that the genitals of Jesus’ body are excluded from ecclesial speech and even theological utterance. As a youth, I wondered quietly to myself if Christ on the cross was like my sister’s Ken doll: if I took off the loin cloth of Jesus, would I discover that his genitals were absent? Mexican biblical scholar Manuel Villaobos Mendoza writes about a similar discovery in relation to the Black Christ (Senor de Esuipulitas) used by the Spanish missionaries to convert indigenous people: One particular Good Friday I was moved by curiosity to see the entire ritual of Jesus’ transformation. . . . My avid eyes did not miss a single action that my Aunt Pella performed upon Jesus’ torso. In silence with prayers, sprinkling holy water, and with great devotion she would clean each part of Jesus’ body. The stripping of Jesus’ loincloth was the climax of the forbidden ritual. Finally, the secret of what was behind Jesus’ loincloth was revealed to me; he had no penis!24 Later that Good Friday, after the passion narrative read, each attendee came up to venerate the crucified body of Jesus by kissing the body. Manuel kissed
Discovering the missing body 121 Jesus on the lips. The irritated priest said, “What are you doing? Are you del otro lodo (from the other side)?”25 The crucified Jesus becomes the occasion of realizing that the church has castrated Jesus, but the childhood incident as the veneration of the cross led Mendoza to identify connect with the vulnerable Christ. What is remarkable is Mendoza’s early experience of being stigmatized as el otro lado: Reading and interpreting Jesus’ passion narrative from el otro lado give me strength to understand that, after all, Jesus’ brokenness and penetrability were ways in which God became fully implicated in the lives of those who were at the margin, whose lives did not matter and whose effeminate bodies were not considered to be human. Reading and gazing upon Jesus’ body through otros lados of interpretation help me to understand that the Crucified One is indeed the Risen Jesus who challenges us to go back to Galilee and find Good News.26 Like many, the desirable body of Jesus marked their own bodies with the nails of religious stigma. The ritual performance of kneeling in prayer and gazing at the crucified Christ sexualized my relationship. I looked to the wounded Jesus on the cross initially as companion, my best friend, and later in seminary I realized that I was in love with Christ, not just spiritually but physically in love. The homoerotic connection with Jesus, that preceded my own linguistic reflection, bloomed in the Jesuit seminary in the formative allmale environment, theological studies, maturity in contemplative practices, and with ordination to priesthood as I came out and accepted my homosexuality. I now look back, realizing that the crucified Jesus represented my own closeted struggle with homoerotic desires, their repression, yet there was likewise a psycho-spiritual identification with the crucified Christ and the risen Christ. My sublimating and channeling my love with the crucified and risen Christ was a life line for coming out and accepting myself. Communion – receiving the body of Christ – into my own body was a ritual of sublimation, relishing the digested wafer as Christ’s body in my own body and full of erotic overtones. Over the years, there was a slow transformation of erotic self-negativity through fleshly communion with Christ. Communion was a spiritual-passionate intimacy with Christ. And this is not just a homoerotic perception but also of many religious women. Mark Jordan aptly describes the priesthood as a liturgical impersonation of Jesus with the words of the priest at mass as “sonic drag.”27 He notes, And the priest at the altar, possess no longer just his own dangerous and despised body, but the body of Jesus. He possessed it by making it, and he possesses it by impersonating it. The priest holds the consecrated wafer has become Jesus holding his own consumable and divine body. . . . For a man to do it is a symbol of the most physical elevation. The priest as Jesus makes his body perfect and then passes it around to be eaten.28
122 Robert E. Shore-Goss Communion and the priesthood helped me accept my homoerotic gestalt. Christ’s incarnation was extended in the communion ingestion of the body of Christ and then through ordination. Christ’s incarnation was taking root in my own flesh. Imperfectly, I enfleshed Christ in imitation. My colleague Thomas Bohache has helped me to understand this transformation of birthing the queer Christ inclusively: God calls us to do great things. For Mary, that great thing is conceiving the Christ in her body. For queers, that great thing . . . means conceiving of our self-worth, our creativity, and our birthright as children of God . . . who can give birth to the Christ. This is good news for every oppressed person but especially for queers, who are often led to believe that we cannot and should not give birth to anything.29 Similarly, Latin American theologian Mayra Rivera expresses a deep truth about the fleshly identification with Christ: unless I can embrace my own flesh, and its beginnings in the flesh of another, I cannot love other fleshly beings – nor can I understand the incarnation. What is at stake for them is nothing less than the possibility of love.30 My fleshly connection with Christ was freeing me from familial shame and ecclesial homophobia to love myself, men, humanity, and all life. I could envision myself as priest and lover. Patrick S. Cheng contextualizes the struggle for amazing grace: If sin is conformity, then grace in the context of the Transgressive Christ can be understood as deviance, or the transgression of social, legal, and religious boundaries and norms. Like the act of coming out, one’s ability to challenge such boundaries and norms is not something that can be “willed” or “earned,” but is rather a gift of grace from God. Although there is always the very real risk of crucifixion for challenging societal norms, there is also the promise of resurrection on the other side in terms of being true to one’s own God-given sexuality and gender identity.31 I accepted myself as a carnal outsider, as both priest and lover as I left the Jesuits to pursue a queer journey into the fleshliness of gay life and embrace an incarnational spirituality.
Incarnational fleshliness promiscuously expanded John’s Gospel uses flesh (sarx) in its hymn: “The word became flesh (sarx) and dwelt among us” (John 1.14). The hymn was composed in a Hellenistic milieu with Jewish and Christian theological commitments, but it offended
Discovering the missing body 123 Jewish, Platonist Christian, and Gnostic sensibilities alike. God becomes localized in the flesh of Jesus. God stretched Godself into Jesus of Nazareth. However, Mayra Rivera notes that “flesh is unstable and complex. . . . A fixed boundary? Apparently not, not so in a simple way, because those born of flesh are being called to be born of the spirit. This not only does word become flesh, but what became flesh will become spirit. The word is transformed as flesh and in the process the flesh itself changes.”32 In John’s Gospel, the fleshly word is transformed into many forms: bread, light, truth and way, resurrection and life, door, good shepherd, drag-and the vine. Flesh is not self-contained but very porous, perhaps contagious. Rivera notes, “Like bread, flesh is shared, becoming part of many bodies, transformed into the very flesh of those bodies that partakes from it. The exchange entails not only his flesh, but also the carnality of those invited to share in its life.”33 This divine fleshliness spreads among fleshliness in the world, and it transformed into spirit and life. Incarnational fleshliness is fleshly grace intertwining with other fleshliness, this fleshly grace intra-carnates in other fleshliness and inter-carnates in a web of interconnectedness.34 The Johannine vine and the branches symbolize this organic, interconnected fleshliness and excessive fleshly abundance. But at the heart of God’s fleshly incarnation in Christ is an exuberant excess of divine fleshliness that cannot be restricted, confined, or managed. It is fleshly grace, unbounded, lavish, and restlessly seeking new incarnations. Emerging theologies of the evolutionary Christ, the cosmic and universal Christ have stressed the vital expansion of the Ascended Christ.35 The Ascended Christ exceeds those ecclesial boundaries erected. The long history of the denial of incarnational fleshliness and subsequently sexuality has scarred Christians and locked them into disincarnational spiritualities. Laurel Schneider’s insight on “promiscuous incarnation” can be understood as an expansiveness of God’s incarnation in recent theological and eco-theological writings: If the Christian doctrine of incarnation insists upon God actually becoming flesh (as it does), then it obliterates both the radical and abstract otherness of God and the absolute oneness of God upon which it also insists. Flesh is indiscriminate in its porous interconnection with everything and it is never, at any level absolutely unified. To insist upon a solitary incarnate moment is to betray the very fleshiness of flesh, its innate promiscuity; pesky shiftiness, and resilient interruptions of sense. A solitary incarnation is, in other words, not incarnation at all but a disembodiment: a denial of the flesh that in its very cellular structure of integration, disintegration, and passage is always re-forming, dispersing, and returning.36 Schneider’s description of incarnated flesh as “porous interconnection with everything” is an apt description of divine incarnation of the Ascended
124 Robert E. Shore-Goss Christ.37 Likewise, Marcella Althaus-Reid fractures the fixity of Christ’s Incarnation with her use of the word play with the translation of John 1.14, “pitching of tent”” Only a Bi/Christ category which happens to be so unsettled, that no mono-relationship could have been so easily constructed with it. Bi/ christology walks like a nomad in lands of opposition and exclusive identities, and does not pitch its tent forever in the same place. If we considered that in the Gospel of John 1.14, the verb is said to have “dwelt among us” as a tabernacle (a tent) or “put his tent amongst us,” the image conveys Christ’s high mobility and lack of fixed space or definitive frontiers. Tents are easily dismantled overnight and do not become ruins or monuments; they are rather folded and stored or reused for another purpose when old. tents change shape in strong winds, and their adaptability rather their stubbornness as one of their greatest assets.38 Althaus-Reid expands incarnation with the nomadic of pitching a tent with bisexuality to construct the fluid and mobile fleshly Bi/Christ, for such a correlation provides new ways to look outside gender/sexual binarism and hierarchy, and value God’s kenosis into human sexuality: “God’s divinity depends on God’s own presence amidst the sexual turbulences of human beings’ intimate relationships, whose knowledge is the knowledge of the excluded queerness in Christianity.”39 Marcella Althaus-Reid underscores the material proliferation of the Queer God: “The theological scandal is that bodies speak, and God speaks through them. . . . Queerness is something that belongs to God, and people are divinely queer by grace.”40 This has vast hermeneutical consequences for seeking out the sources for revelatory understanding of God’s presence in sexual lives of outsider peoples and the method of incorporating the messiness of excluded human sexualities and gender diversity. The Ascended Christ’s body is recognized outside of the church and in the indecent erotic lives of queers and outside control.
A Stonewall of promiscuous fleshly performances Laurel Schneider’s notion of “promiscuous incarnation” is useful in envisioning the artistic rendering of fleshly portrayals of Christ and their impact upon both artist and audience. “Promiscuous incarnation” becomes a fleshly hermeneutic that addresses the embodied experiences of the marginalized and unravels the doctrinal rhetoric of Christian churches that disparage their bodies and exclude them. It is incarnational in queer forms of resistance – rituals (liturgy, meditation, BDSM), narrative performances, embodied theatrical self-presentations (drag), protests and parades, political strategies, and innovative praxis, and communities. There is a LGBTQ theatricality of experience – entangled with queering, camp, humor, and parody.41 This is
Discovering the missing body 125 the creative and imaginative strategies, generating subversive alternatives to dominant and colonizing power. The Stonewall Riot (1969) became memorialized in the annual marches, celebrations of pride and freedom. These freedoms have globally evolved into ritual protests, with wild theatricality, drag, and stylized carnivals. I would argue that Stonewall became a Queer Pentecost for many LGBTQ religious folks globally. There are numerous examples globally of incarnational embodiments of marginalized LGBTQ peoples and the roles of embodiment in the development of their spiritual praxes and theologies, but I want to draw examples primarily from my own cultural context and from incarnational performances reflecting my argument of incarnational injustice in churches ignoring the queer bodies that they disvalue. Queer bodies are not only sites of oppression but sites of resistance and hope. Black theologian Anthony Pinn observes, The body occupies a social space whose texture and tone cannot be fully assessed only through the workings of spoken language, but we also must be sensitive to the physical placement, condition, and actions of real and specific bodies. Meaning is embodied. Human experience, then, involves an array of factors only some of which are discursive in nature. Bodies serve as a nonmaterial text to be read, but they are also material realities that shape information within the context of the world.”42 I will select several embodied texts of queer resistance and rebellion that challenge the Christian heteronormative meme.
Gender-fuck and drag Marginalized peoples use what postcolonial literary critic Homi Bhabha describes as subaltern strategies of “mocking” dominant, colonizing power and their oppressive hierarchies. Jesus’ symbolic entry into Jerusalem employs social parody. UCC activist clergy Robin Meyers describes Jesus’ entry as a “transparent lampoon of the imperial power.”43 It is a resisters’ non-parade without imperial trappings and symbols, and he uses parody in the trappings of his entry as an anti-imperial demonstration against Pilate and the coopted Temple hierarchy. Not only Jesus but also marginalized and colonized people have used social parody and humor to resist against colonial power. One of the best performers of queer theatricality and social parody is the Sisters of the Perpetual Indulgence (SPIs) a drag-clown nun order, founded in four continents.44 The nuns are predominantly white cisgender gay males though there are female nuns, some transgender nuns and, at least, one heterosexual male that I have met. One Sister Savior Applause describes the SPIs as “Modern Badass Queen Superhero Nuns.”45 Melissa Wilcox stresses that the SPIs use “serious social parody”:
126 Robert E. Shore-Goss Social parody . . . is a form of cultural protest in which a disempowered group parodies an oppressive cultural institution while simultaneously claiming for itself what it believes to be an especially good or superior enactment of one of more culturally respected aspects of the same institutions.46 Though the SPIs parody Catholic nuns, they imitate the best of their charitable works with social activism, compassionate care, and fundraising in the millions for various LGTBQ and non-queer folks at risk. Their parody is directed at the restrictive moralism and dogmatism of the Catholic hierarchy and destructive Christian policies impacting the queer community. Wilcox locates the Sisters in the “tradition of joyful, playful and performative activism.”47 She compares it with Muñoz’s notion of “disidentification.”48 She contextualizes their ludic performativity with Sara Warner’s definition of “acts of gaiety are performances of redress that transform the vicious banality of homophobia and misogyny into something fantastic and fabulous.”49 Warner continues that such performativity as “a gesture of radical openness, gaiety shows us that what hurts, what causes us shame, and what we feel is wrong with the world is not necessary or inevitable, and it gives a license to unmake and remake it in other guises.”50 Drag clowns in white-face paint and glitter, with outlandish costumes, have potent social power in their use of humor and camp. In attending the play, The Laramie Project on the hate crime death of Matthew Shepard, I observed how a fundamentalist Christian hate group from the Phelps Clan picketed and harassed attendees, for they use the common tactic of provoking a public reaction. When the Sisters arrived, with their clown face and humor, they just laughed and made fun of the Phelps clan. The protesters were unable to deal with the Sisters laughing at them, they panicked and fled. The SPIs are experts at queer street theater with the prophetic edge of the prophet Jeremiah. During the Christmas season, the post-Christian Los Angeles Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence queer the Mexican posada, a ritual procession and song to find housing for Joseph and Mary pregnant with child. The Sisters replaced Joseph with a transgender male and Mary with a lesbian woman. They use rituals of social parody to communicate how the LGBTQ community is unable to find housing and are not welcome as narrated in the birth of Jesus the Christ. I witnessed similar responses to drag clown Nuns from Christian protesters, carrying hateful signs and hurling abuses and invectives. Queer social parody of drag nuns offers LGBTQ folks redress to religious shame, guilt, and stigma. Althaus-Reid writes about the urban poor of Buenos Aires who construct the Catholic Saint Liberata as Santa Librada, who is the cross-dressing crucified Woman Christ. Santa Librada is a hybrid of Christ and the Virgin Mary, occupying novel space for institutional Christ and the Virgin Mary used in the Spanish conquest of indigenous peoples in South America with the cross-dressing alternative of a Jesus/Mary figure
Discovering the missing body 127 who cares for the poor.51 Latin American Hugo Córdova Quero has argued how the restrictive, hetero-patriarchal dogma of incarnation has been used to universalize the way of being embodied and thus against all who do not fit into its restrictive view – such as transgender and intersex people. Restrictive embodied normativity is unjust and a misuse of Christ’s incarnation. Quero writes, “If the doctrine of incarnation is accurate and implies not only the relationality of divine with creation but also the embodiment of God into creation, then God is the God of transgender and intersex people as well as gays, cross-dressers, bisexual, heterosexual people and the like.”52 Drag performativity and transgender/intersex bodies destabilize patriarchal and colonial constructions of incarnation. Countering heteronormative incarnation, the San Francisco SPIs annually celebrate Easter Sunday with the Hunky Jesus Contest and the addition of the Foxy Mary to the contest.53 One Arizona UCC church has celebrated the Hunky Jesus and Foxy Mary contest. This contest is perceived as blasphemous by conservative Christians, but it is a ludic performance with a profound incarnational truth that Christ is embodied in non-normative bodies. The Hunky Jesus contest can be read intertextually with the work of postcolonial biblical scholar who argues that Jesus is portrayed as a Drag King in John’s Gospel. John uses Ioudaioi (the Jews) over a hundred times; it appears to include a nationalist elite group committed to racial purity and going back to the time of the Book of Ezra that stigmatizes miscegenation, normalizing racialized Jewish heterosexual marriage. Tat-Siong Benny Liew understands Jesus at the Last Supper in John’s Gospel as a dragking, taking on the female/slavish work of washing the feet of his disciples.54 He argues that John portrays Jesus as drag-king, performing a “literary striptease,” and that the author depicts Jesus wanting water, giving water, and water flowing from his body on the cross “speak to Jesus’ gender indeterminacy and hence his cross-dressing and other queer desire.”55 Jesus as drag-king performs a theatrical parody of gender and critiques the racialized Ioudaioi policies of racialized nationalism and its colonial policy cooperating with the Romans. Liew concludes that John uses a strategy to resist colonial power and its “constructions of racial-ethnic identities that turn out to hetero-masculinist.”56
The gay stations of the cross There are two artistic ritual re-iterations of the gay stations of the cross by Delmas Howe and Douglas Blanchard. These material media are perceived as blasphemous and perverted by churches, but for many queer Christians, they have a liberative performativity that address non-normative embodiments to discover the incarnational presence of the risen Christ in their own lives. I have used some of the paintings on LGBT stations for Tenebrae on Good Friday.57 The gay artist Delmas Howe has loosely connected 18 paintings in Stations: A Gay Passion. The series included the titles, “The Stripping,” “Veronica’s
128 Robert E. Shore-Goss Kiss,” and “The Flagellation.” There are a number of paintings in Howe’s Stations series with the figure of the martyr Christ in the passion and suffering of gay men with AIDS. Like so many gay men at the time, Howe was impacted by the death of his spouse Mackenzie Pope to AIDS in 1993. He observes: “I was amazed at the grief I felt. . . . I didn’t know how intense an emotion it is, or how it makes you so conscious of the moment. The loss of Mackenzie, the loss of so many friends.”58 He wanted to mourn the loss of his spouse and friends to AIDS. It was on a tour of European Christian art that Howe discovered homoerotic S&M Christian art, and thus adopted Stations of the Cross as a grieving ritual. He writes: The passion and crucifixion of Christ, the martyrs – all that tortured flesh, a lot of it male, just cascading down from every direction. It occurred to me that I’d come across that in my life in New York, in the S&M scene with its costumes and role-playing. Sometime after that, I was in New York again, and made another pilgrimage through the old gay haunts that are now mostly gone – the piers, the trucks, the bars of Greenwich Village. That’s when it all came together. I decided to do a Gay Passion, set on the sex piers, commemorating the tens of thousands of wonderful, attractive, intelligent men wiped out because they were celebrating their sexuality. I also decided to use S&M imagery to emphasize the torture that AIDS has caused the whole gay community.59 Howe sets his stations series on the gay sex piers of Greenwich Village in New York City in 1970s and early 1980s. He intends to celebrate his sexual relationship with his spouse, gay men, and their sexuality during a period of early gay sexual liberation and to remember the losses to the AIDS pandemic in subsequent decades. He notes, The sex piers are gone now. But the paintings are intended to evoke a conglomeration of feelings: the celebration of sexuality and the male body that the sex piers represented, the thrill of all that sex so openly available at the time, and of course the grief that has followed with AIDS.60 In the “Flagellation,” Howe portrays a group of leather men in a BDSM scene on the piers – two hooded men flogging the martyr in the forefront while four other men are surrounding two others bound and tied up.61 This is a representation of Christ the martyr embodied in all gay men who have been humiliated and crucified because of HIV/AIDS or hate crimes. I would interpret the martyr as the fracturing or proliferation of fleshly Christ incarnation into all the lives of gay men. In the cathedral of the New York piers, Howe affirms that Christ is present in gay promiscuous sex yet also intertwined with their suffering and loss through AIDS, with stigma and cultural rejection. Howe’s stations in the piers provokes deep emotions and memories
Discovering the missing body 129 for myself. In 1979, my spouse Frank and I were given a tour of the gay scene in New York City by a friend. Our friend snapped a photograph of Frank and myself at the piers with the sun shining around us. I look at the photograph daily, and it brings back memories of our time together and his loss through AIDS. There is no question that his portrayal of Jesus’ passion with explicit gay sexuality and themes upsets erotophobic and homophobic Christians. But Howe intends to depict moments of “grace” (my term) and liberation of gay men, oppressed, stigmatized, and deceased. He tells their stories of grace and erotic connection from the passion narrative of Christ. Howe notes, “I’m not portraying Christ or his passion. I’m portraying our own gay passion that has centered for so long now around the disaster known as AIDS.”62 Christ’s fleshly incarnation and passion provide a medium to communicate God’s grace and presence in the midst of sexual oppression and the tragedies of AIDS. Marcella Althaus-Reid points out, “The theological scandal is that bodies speak, and God speaks through them.”63 This means that the search for God argues for the search for God’s embodiment among the piers of New York City, where the erotic bodies of gay men and Jesus coincide. New circles of hermeneutics of grace are found in unexpected or dislocated spaces of indecency. Howe’s “Flagellation of Jesus” exhibits a sacred site, combining erotic gay intimacy, the BDSM scene of Jesus being flogged, and a protest against the religious devaluation of gay bodies. Howe uses the nudity to reveal the grace inherent in the fleshly body of the martyr or Jesus figure, and that grace is extended to the other bodies present, even the floggers. He extends the divine fleshliness of Jesus to the fleshliness of gay, fetishized bodies. God’s incarnated body finds fleshly extension in other bodies, traditionally devalued. Jesus’ fleshliness has a nomadic quality of spreading and circulating in other dis/graceful bodies depicted, and nomadic, dis/graceful human bodies provide sites of fleshly revelation and grace. More recently, gay artist Douglas Blanchard paints his own version of 24 stations of the passion of the Gay Jesus. He incarnates Christ’s flesh in the fluid fleshliness of gay men, but he downplays the gay features of the gay Jesus. There is sparse nudity, and Blanchard paints a gay, beardless, white youth as Christ in blue jeans, near the age of Matthew Shepard before his death. Douglas Blanchard writes, “I shed some of the gravitas of the conventional image by making Christ beardless and younger. Instead of remoteness. . . . I wanted Christ to be attractive in the fullest sense, sexually and spiritually, someone who draws people to Him.”64 Blanchard’s white youth without any gay markers, has the effect of making Christ every white youth, and this problematizes Jesus for diverse populations of color and ethnic hybridity and for women. He is aware of this criticism, “If I do another version of the Passion, then I would make Christ racially mixed, or racially indeterminate.”65 Blanchard, like many LGBT people, has a love–hate relationship with institutional Christianity:
130 Robert E. Shore-Goss I have little love for the Christian Religion, an aggressive imperial cult with a long history of crime. But I have a deep love for Christian faith. I love its radicalism most of all. The very idea of God becoming a human being and. going through everything we must go through is most revolutionary. . . . In Christ, God walked in our shoes all the way to the end. God experienced our life and mortality as one of us. He put Himself into our hands as a dependent, as we are, dependent upon each other for our lives and for our safety.66 Blanchard expresses an incarnational theology: listing the victims of homophobic and transphobic violence such as Harvey Milk, Matthew Shepard, Brandon Teena, and the victims of the Upstairs Lounge. He claims: “All our murdered dead, known and unknown, are images of Christ crucified.”67 The crucifixion of Jesus was used by institutional Christianity to scapegoat particular outsiders or marginalized from women, indigenous peoples, Africans, people attracted to the same-gender, Jews and Muslims, and others. Such scapegoat theologies project upon the targeted population the guilt for the death of Jesus. The crucifixion of Jesus, however, is appropriated queerly by LGBT folks to counter imperial Christian theologies that target and oppress LGBT folks. Blanchard, like Howe, places LGBT into the passion event of Christ and his death. One of Blanchard’s paintings entitled “Jesus Returns to God” depicts Christ’s Ascension with two men dancing in the air.68 This painting is worth spending some time in expounding the Ascended Christ. Douglas Blanchard describes his painting: Jesus, shirtless and wearing blue jeans, swoons in the arms of a winged dance partner who appears to be a hunky male angel. But they both have crucifixion wounds on their wrists. Jesus is embraced directly by God. The position of their arms suggests a ballroom dance, perhaps a waltz, with God’s hand planted firmly on Jesus’ bottom.69 The male youthful angelic figure, bare-chested with wings, holds the Ascending Christ, also bare-chested, but passionately wraps his arms around the Christ in an intimate dance and with one hand holding his clothed buttock and kisses Jesus on the right cheek. Both figures significantly carry the wounds of crucifixion on their hands. The opening epigram is taken from the Song of Songs 1.2, “O that you would kiss with the kisses of your mouth” Blanchard as well as his co-author Kittredge Cherry indicate that the embracing angel is symbolic of God’s solidarity with the suffering Christ. Perhaps a more suggestive reading might comprehend that the Ascended Christ now embraces the crucified Queer Body of Christ. Earlier Kittredge Cherry writes, All our murdered dead known and unknown are images of Christ crucified. So are the hundreds of thousands who perished in the AIDS
Discovering the missing body 131 epidemic, dying in agony and poverty. . . . So are the hundreds of gay and lesbian young, known and unknown, who kill themselves rather than face the horror of human hatred barreling toward them. . . . This is what he tried to paint in the stations.70 This station of Christ’s Ascension and his physical-spiritual embrace of a gay man symbolically asserts that the institutional church does not have ultimate control of Christ’s body and presence, for the Ascending Christ embraces the wounds of gay men, abjected with ecclesial hatred and cultural homophobia, carrying the marks of HIV, and brutal hate crimes. The Ascending Christ incarnates the indecent outsider crucified by the church. I find the Ascended Christ one of the most erotic of Blanchard’s paintings, and for gay men like myself, I find myself drawn into the erotic embrace of God with Jesus. Art historian Kittredge Cherry writes: People tend to react strongly to this image. Some find it too sexual and recoil at the thought of God’s hand on my butt. (At least God has no body below the waist here!) Others welcome the painting because it removes the shame of sexuality, presenting erotic love as holy. Sacred same-sex kisses are rarer in art than gay bashings, so the most daring part of Blanchard’s Passion series occurs here after Jesus dies. . . . There is no longer doubt about whether Jesus was simply an ally of queer people. The full revelation of his gay sexual orientation does not happen in his lifetime, but is disclosed in the afterlife by Blanchard.71 Cherry notes that some folks felt that the series should have stopped before this image while others wanted this image to start this series.72 Blanchard’s painting of Jesus’ Ascension becomes the hermeneutical key for interpreting the whole series, with the culmination in a theological affirmation of mystical marriage with God. Human erotic passions, same-sex passionate connection with Jesus and God become an affirmation of the theo-dynamics of same-sex sexuality in Jesus and God.
Corpus Christi Finally, the last performance media that I want to explore is Terrence McNally’s play Corpus Christi, which received threats and protests primarily from William Donohue of the Catholic League and other Christian conservative groups as it opened at the Manhattan Theater in 1998 and was forced to close down two weeks later. It was later produced in October 2006 at my church with a cast of men and women, violating the original intention of McNally to cast all men. I originally talked to Nic Arnzen, the director, about finding a transgender person as Joshua/Jesus. It proved not to be feasible. I discovered that the British transsexual woman and playwright Jo Clifford did so in the play The Gospel According to Jesus Queen of the Heaven at the
132 Robert E. Shore-Goss Edinburgh fringe festival.73 The idea of transgender Jesus was as repugnant as gay Jesus. Jo Clifford has taken her play to Brazil to counter the newly elected (2018) authoritarian and anti-LGBT president Jair Bolsanaro. Corpus Christi was wonderfully and emotionally received, and Terrence sent some Hollywood celebrity friends to scout out and ascertain the quality of the performance and report to McNally. The play spun off as a missionary movement of the church. It told a story that resonated with audiences: Joshua/Jesus was bullied in his earlier years by homophobic students in high school, the tender love of Judas for Joshua and their exchange of rings, and the condemnation of Joshua by Pilate as the King of Faggots touched audiences. Perhaps one of the dramatic points is the scene with Joshua/Jesus officiating at the marriage of Bartholomew and Thomas, with the background music of Pachelbel’s Canon in D Major which left few dry eyes in the audience. It was during the fight for marriage equality and before the US Supreme Court declared that same-sex marriage was constitutional. The priest in the play warns Joshua/Jesus of the lethal consequences of this blasphemous marriage ritual of two disciples. This resonated with the audience in the struggle for same-sex marriage prior to the US Supreme Court Decision in 2015. The cast was predominantly unchurched, alienated by Christian homophobia, and on opening night, I found the cast holding hands and praying. This spontaneous custom of prayer continued with every performance and cast changes with the life span of performances. The play became sacred space to retell a sacred story in a different carnal mode. Thomas Bohache writes, “The queer Christ animates his/her followers to speak to others in their own language: this tells me that there are many diverse ways to tell the Christ story and to share the Christ Spirit.”74 The cast became a postmodern church to tell anew the fleshly parable of Joshua, a gay youth in Corpus Christi, Texas, in the 1950s. For six years, the cast took the play around the US, to the Fringe Festivals both in Edinburgh (Scotland), and Dublin (Ireland), and finally to off Broadway. The cast was a zealous missionary movement. Gay author James Langreaux, who viewed the play several times, wrote about an event that happened in a performance in Hollywood. He speaks about a heterosexual married friend, who believed that Jesus could change your sexual orientation from gay/lesbian to straight. He brought his friend, Ian, to a performance of Corpus Christi. At the crucifixion of Joshua, Langreaux writes, my friend jumped out of his seat and ran to the foot of the stage, (“Oh my God, Ian . . . what are doing?) With reckless abandon and utter humility, Ian leapt up on the stage and fell on his face where he wept loudly and kissed the actor’s bare feet.75 Ian’s dramatic and emotional weeping stunned the cast and audience. But there were hundreds of profound and less dramatic emotional responses of audiences, who heard the carnal story of Joshua and his troubled relationship with Judas and institutional religion. Brandon, who played Joshua/
Discovering the missing body 133 Jesus, narrates his experience of the play at Grace Episcopal Cathedral in San Francisco. One beautiful man came up to me after the show and said: “Before I came here, I thought I was dying with AIDS, now that I am leaving here now, I am living with it and will live a happy life of many years with it. I feel healed.” I started crying.76 For six years, the cast, mostly non-affiliated with institutional religion, became an ecclesial community with a story about same-sex love and fighting against homophobic bullying. They told an inclusive story of grace to the dissolute. The cast made a documentary of their spiritual journey “Playing with Redemption,” now on Netflix, detailing their experience and the transformation that they derived from the play. The cast became a postmodern church with an embodied ritual performance of a homo-carnal Jesus to retell the gospel story to fight for marriage equality and against homophobic bullying.77
Finding the disappearing risen Christ Jesus’ risen body disappears from the sight of the disciples at the Ascension. Luke symbolically indicates that the disappearing body is replaced by the Spirit’s presence to the church. Throughout history, the church has claimed the presence of the risen Christ in word and sacrament, in particular through the eucharist. Yet the risen Christ has been entangled with the presence of the Spirit, and the church has claimed the sole right to ascertain and determine officially that presence in ritual and prayer. The church has maintained regulation and control of that presence. But the Ascended Christ remains outside of ecclesial control. Remember the words of Jesus in Matthew, “just as you do this to the least of my family, you do this to me” (Matthew 25.40). This is unregulated ascended presence of Christ. Ascension theology juxtaposes the presence and absence of Christ’s risen body. The Ascension requires that the church cannot regulate the Spirit nor the Ascended Christ but must seek out the Ascended Christ. The Ascended Christ can no longer be found in the empty tomb. N. T. Wright observes that “the language of Jesus’ disappearance is just saying that after his death he became, as it were, spiritually present everywhere.”78 It is the mission of the church to discover the presence of the Ascended Christ, even in areas where the church neither regulates nor is comfortable. Christ’s incarnation expands promiscuously within non-orthodox embodiments.
Notes 1 Margaret R. Miles, The Word Made Flesh: A History of Christian Thought (Malden, MA: Blackwell Publishing, 2005), 1. 2 Rebecca M. Voelkel attempts to speak of a female recovery of the carnal knowledge of God in Carnal Knowledge of God: Embodied Love and the Movement of
134 Robert E. Shore-Goss Justice (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2017); see also Michael Bernard Kelly, Christian Mysticism’s Queer Flame: Spirituality in the Lives of Gay Men (New York: Routledge, 2019), 9. 3 N.T. Wright, Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of The Church (San Francisco, CA: HarperOne, 2008), 109–17. 4 Ibid., 112. 5 Sean D. Burke, Queering the Ethiopian Eunuch: Strategies of Ambiguity in Acts (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2013). 6 Wright, Surprised by Hope, 113. 7 Linn Marie Tonstad, Queer Theology: Beyond Apologetics (Eugene, OR: Cascade Books, 2018), 1951. 8 Linn Marie Tonstad, God and Difference: The Trinity, Sexuality, and the Transformation of Finitude (New York: Routledge, 2016), 273. 9 Niels Henrik Gregersen, “The Extended Body of Christ: Three Dimensions of Deep Incarnation,” in Incarnation: On the Scope and Depth of Christology, ed. Niels Henrik Gregersen (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2015), 231. 10 Lisa Isherwood, Introducing Body Theology (Cleveland, OH: The Pilgrim Press), 1998; Cheng, Radical Love; From Sin to Amazing Grace: Discovering the Queer Christ (New York: Seabury, 2012); Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology; Robert E. Goss, Jesus ACTED UP: A Gay & Lesbian Manifesto (San Francisco, CA: HarperSanFrancisco, 1993), Queering Christ: Beyond Jesus ACTED UP (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2002). 11 Bjorn Kröndorfer, “Genderless or Hyper-Gendered? Reading the ‘Body of Christ’ from a Critical Men’s Perspective,” in Reading the Body of Christ: Eine Geschlectertheologische Relecture, ed. Saskia Wendell and Aurica Nutt (Tübingen, Germany: Anna Brungart, 2016), 151–2. 12 Ibid., 151. 13 Jordan, “God’s Body,” 283. 14 Ibid. 15 See Robert E. Goss, “Christian Homodevotion to Jesus,” in Queering Christ: Beyond Jesus ACTED UP (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2002), 128–9; also, Richard Rambuss, Closeted Devotions (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 1998), 42–9. 16 Richard C. Trexler, “Gendering Jesus Crucified,” in Iconography at the Cross, ed. Brendan Cassidy (Princeton, NJ: Princeton University Press, 1993), 108. 17 Jordan, The Silence of Sodom, 203–4. 18 Ibid., 205. 19 Donald Boisvert, Sanctity and Male Desire: A Gay Reading of the Saints (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2004), 170. I want to make note that the erotic language was censored and toned down by Pilgrim Press. See Boisvert, “Talking Dirty about the Saints: Storytelling and the Politics of Desire, Theology & Sexuality 12, no. 2 (2006): 165–79, and in particular, 171–2. 20 Ibid., 171. 21 M. Shawn Copeland, Enfleshing Freedom: Body, Race, and Being (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press), 2010, 78. 22 Boisvert, Sanctity and Male Desire, 171. 23 Patrick S. Cheng, From Sin to Amazing Grace: Discovering the Queer Christ (New York: Seabury Press, 2012), 77–8. 24 Manuel Villalobos Mendoza, Abject Bodies in the Gospel of Mark (Sheffield, UK: Sheffield Phoenix Press, 2012), 1. 25 Ibid., 2. 26 Ibid., 163–4. 27 Jordan, The Silence of Sodom, 207.
Discovering the missing body 135 28 Ibid., 207–8. 29 Thomas Bohache, “Embodiment as Incarnation: An Incipient Queer Christology,” Theology & Sexuality 10, no. 1 (2003): 26. 30 Mayra Rivera, Poetics of the Flesh (Durham, NC: Duke University, 2015), 3144. 31 Cheng, From Sin to Amazing Grace, 106–7. 32 Rivera, Poetics of Flesh, 437. 33 Ibid., 476. 34 My eco-spirituality is dependent upon my fleshly and intimate connection with Christ as a youth and in the Johannine insight of the porous fluidity and expansiveness of God’s incarnation into the web of life: Shore-Goss, God is Green: An Eco-Spirituality of Incarnate Compassion (Eugene, OR: Cascade Books, 2016). 35 Gregersen, 234. Many other authors in the edited volume, Incarnation, find themselves overlapping and expanding the insights of Gregersen. I add such works as Matthew Fox’s The Coming of the Cosmic Christ and Stations of the Cosmic Christ (2017) and Richard Rohr, The Universal Christ (2019). 36 Laurel Schneider, “Promiscuous Incarnation,” in The Embrace of Eros: Bodies, Desires, and Sexuality in Christianity, ed. Margaret D. Kamitsuka (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2010), 241–2. 37 I arrive at similar notion of Christ’s incarnation as grace or compassion interconnected ecologically in my book God is Green (2016). 38 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 119–20. 39 Althaus-Reid, The Queer God, 38. 40 Ibid., 77. 41 Mark D. Jordan, “Notes on Camp Theology,” in Dancing Theology in Fetish Boots: Essays in Honor of Marcella Althaus-Reid, ed. Lisa Isherwood and Mark D. Jordan (London: SCM Press, 2010), 181–90. See also Elizabeth Stuart, “Camping around the Canon: Humor as a Hermeneutical Tool in Queer Readings of the Bible,” in Take Back the Word: A Queer Reading of the Bible, ed. Robert E. Goss and Mona West (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2000), 23–34. 42 Anthony B. Pinn, Embodiment and the New Shape of Black Theological Thought (New York: New York University Press, 2010), 9. 43 Robin Meyers, Spiritual Defiance: Building a Community of Resistance (New Haven, CT: Yale University, 2015), 1676. Warren Carter calls this protest entry “street theater” in Matthew and the Margins (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Books, 2000), 414. 44 See The Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence, Inc., “Orders Worldwide,” The Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence, n.d., www.thesisters.org/world-orders. At the moment, they are absent from Africa and Asia, and that may be due to cultural conditions of exporting the Sisters, though I found my work on mad saints in Tibetan Buddhism to be a striking parallel. 45 Melissa N. Wilcox, Queer Nuns: Religion, Activism, and Serious Parody (New York: New York University Press, 2018), 276. 46 Ibid., 1617. 47 Ibid., 68. 48 Muñoz, Disidentifications. 49 See also Sara Warner, Acts of Gaiety: LGBT Performance and the Politics of Pleasure (Ann Arbor, MI: University of Michigan Press, 2012), 192. 50 Ibid., 2231. See also Warner, 192. 51 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 79–81. 52 Hugo Córdova Quero, “This Body Trans/Forming Me: Indecencies in Transgender/Intersex Bodies, Body Fascism and the Doctrine of the Incarnation,” in Controversies in Body Theology, ed. Marcella Althaus-Reid and Lisa Isherwood (London: SCM Press, 2008), 117.
136 Robert E. Shore-Goss 53 Alex Mak, “It Was the Biggest Hunky Jesus Contest in History,” Broke-Ass Stuart, April 2, 2018, https://brokeassstuart.com/2018/04/02/it-was-the-biggesthunky-jesus-competition-in-history/. 54 Tat-Siong Benny Liew, “Queering Closets and Perverting Desires: Cross-Examining John’s Engendering and Transgendering Word Across Different Worlds,” in They Were All Together in One Place, ed. Randall Bailey, Tat-Siong Benny Liew, and Fernando F. Segovia (Atlanta, GA: Society of Biblical Literature, 2009), 251–88. 55 Ibid. 56 Ibid., 281. 57 Yasmine Hafiz, “‘Stations Of The Cross: The Struggle For LGBT Equality’ By Mary Button Emphasizes Shared Sufferings,” Huffpost Religion, May 27, 2014, www. huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/17/stations-of-the-cross-lgbt-equality_n_5168966. html. 58 Lester Strong, “Coloring the World Queer: Delmas Howe’s Stations: A Gay Passion, The Archive no. 22 (2007), www.leslielohman.org/the-archive/no22/ delmas-howe_strong-22.html. 59 Ibid. 60 Ibid. 61 BDSM, or bondage-discipline/Dominance-submission/sadomasochism. 62 Lester Strong, “Coloring the World Queer.” 63 Marcella Althaus-Reid, The Queer God (New York: Routledge, 2003), 34. 64 Kittredge Cherry with Douglas Blanchard, The Passion of Christ: A Gay Vision (Berkeley, CA: The Apocryphile Press, 2014), 19. 65 Ibid., 11. 66 Ibid., 21–2. 67 Ibid., 22. 68 Blanchard’s “Jesus’ Return to God,” FineArt America, March 21, 2014, http:// fineartamerica.com/featured/22-jesus-returns-to-god-from-the-passion-of-christa-gay-vision-douglas-blanchard.html. 69 Cherry with Blanchard, The Passion of Christ, 121. 70 Ibid., 22. 71 Ibid., 121–2. 72 Ibid., 122. 73 British transsexual woman and playwright, Jo Clifford wrote and performed one person play, “The Gospel to Jesus the Queen of Heaven,” in Lyn Gardner, “Edinburgh Festival 2014: Female Jesus Teaches a Lesson in Tolerance,” The Guardian, August 7, 2014, www.theguardian.com/stage/theatreblog/2014/ aug/07/edinburgh-festival-2014-gospel-according-to-jesus-domino-effect. Listen to Jo Clifford at https://vimeo.com/135951101. 74 Thomas Bohache, Christology from the Margins (London: SCM Press, 2008), 268. 75 James Alexander Langreaux, Gay Conversations with God: Straight Talk on Fanaticism Fags, and the God Who loves Us (Scotland, UK: Findhorn Press, 2012), 136–7. 76 Nic Arnzen with the Cast and Friends of Corpus Christi, “Communion: Playing with Redemption,” in Queering Christianity: Finding a Place at the Table for LGBTQI Christians, ed. Robert E. Shore-Goss, Thomas Bohache, Patrick S. Cheng, and Mona West (Santa Barbara, CA: Praeger/ABC-CLIO, 2013), 241. 77 See Arnzen and Cast, “Communion: Playing with Redemption,” 229–49. 78 Wright, Surprised by Hope, 110.
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Queering violent scenes A Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong
In spite of its internationality and plurality of cultures, Hong Kong is largely a conservative society. This conservatism is particularly apparent in issues of sexuality and it renders BDSM (Bondage and Discipline, Dominance and Submission, and Sadism and Masochism) plays a taboo. Thus, it hinders the public from understanding what BDSM really is and makes them confuse it with sexual violence.1 A number of short essays introducing BDSM were published online on the Stand News, a reputable local Internet news website, in 2016,2 and this enabled the public to obtain a more accurate image of BDSM. However, there is virtually no theological investigation of BDSM in Hong Kong thus far. What we have are just some pale and feeble objections based on superficial, non-theological understandings of the Christian faith.3 While this is understandable given the general conservatism of local Christian communities, the absence of Christian intellectual voices of BDSM will further marginalize them in the public deliberation of sexuality issues. Moreover, it is totally plausible that BDSM practices exist among Christians. Without adequate resources to reflect upon such practices, those Christians will be unnecessarily tormented by guilt and shame. A gay Christian confides to the authors that within Christian communities, the idea of sex is still severely constrained by a dualistic mindset of natural and unnatural. Sexual practice that is regarded as unnatural is usually linked to immorality. Therefore, their shame becomes a major barrier for Christians who are BDSM practitioners to disclose their erotic practices. In this context, the current chapter aims at offering a theological reflection on BDSM by connecting it with the Christian tradition. A way of doing this is to appeal to the tradition of Christian asceticism that involves masochistic practices.4 While BDSM plays apparently have strong ascetic elements, they, as Jeremy Carrette argues, exist “within a different order of experience” from asceticism.5 Moreover, the idea and practice of masochistic or radical asceticism is quite alien to most modern Christians, especially Protestants who emphasize the personal dimension of spirituality. For this reason, we turn to a sacramental act which involves most if not all Christians: the Eucharist, or Holy Communion. In this chapter, we will try to explore the inherent connections between the Christian interpretation
138 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong of Christ’s Passion in Eucharistic celebrations and the queer hermeneutics of BDSM plays. Our main argument is that both Eucharistic celebrations and BDSM plays employ the same hermeneutic strategy, namely to queer a violent scene through the transformative power of rituals and to convert exploitative abuse into a liberating sacrifice.6 Our arguments will proceed in the following way. First, we will explain what BDSM is by clarifying some common misconceptions, and elaborating its rules and parameters. Second, with the aid of a case study, we will introduce how BDSM plays can serve as transformative rituals that convert pains to pleasures. Third, we will illustrate how the Eucharist reinterprets the violent scene of Calvary as a healing grace through its peculiar hermeneutic strategy and highlights its commonality with the ritualistic power of BDSM plays. Finally, we will demonstrate how a Eucharistic interpretation can illuminate and further enrich the liberating power of BDSM plays. In this chapter, “play” refers to an activity that takes place, whereas “scene” indicates a picture presented in a particular setting within a play or an event.
BDSM: conceptions and misconceptions As stated previously, reliable resources for a more accurate idea of BDSM are scarce in Hong Kong. People often identify it with sexual violence and BDSM is thus stigmatized. This situation is worsened by the fact that Hong Kong is deeply influenced by the Japanese pornographic film industry.7 Most Japanese adult videos (AVs) involving BDSM, according to our experience and observation, try to please their viewers through degrading the body and personhood of the subs. These depictions have distorted the image of BDSM and further hindered a deeper understanding of what it really is. Therefore, we will first clarify some common misconceptions and then elaborate its rules and parameters in the following paragraphs. If one goes through a few Japanese BDSM AVs, one will soon realize why people often regard BDSM as a kind of sexual violence. In fact, the scenes of these videos are mostly of a sexually violent nature rather than actual BDSM plays. In these videos, BDSM is actually a synonym of sexual assaults or abuses inflicted by the doms upon the subs. Of course, an actual BDSM play, however, does contain these elements. However, those videos lack the essential or sufficient conditions of an actual BDSM play: mutual consent, reciprocal pleasure, and uncompromising rules and parameters. In those videos, the bodies of the subs, regardless of their sex and gender, mainly serve as a commodity to cater to the sensual desire of the consumers. Furthermore, the enjoyment of these so-called BDSM plays is unidirectional in which the doms experience enjoyment while the subs suffer. This pattern is reinforced by the fact that the camera mainly focuses on the painful expressions of the subs. While pain, suffering, and humiliation are some of the core elements of BDSM, actual BDSM plays are entirely different from these Japanese AVs. As mentioned in the beginning, BDSM refers to three pairs of concept: bondage
Queering violent scenes 139 and discipline, dominance (or domination) and submission, and sadism and masochism. The last pair of terms was invented by the Austro-German psychiatrist Richard von Krafft-Ebing in his Psychopathia Sexualis published in 1886.8 However, contemporary critics generally find Krafft-Ebing’s (as well as Sigmund Freud’s) pathological account of sadomasochism (SM) unsatisfactory as he stigmatized it as a kind of perversion and abnormality.9 Another important figure in the development of the study of SM is British physician Havelock Ellis. While Ellis was able to recognize love instead of cruelty as the basis of SM and uphold the role of human will and imagination,10 he still missed the essence of SM as he was not aware of its social character and overemphasized the importance of pain, which is in fact not a necessary element in a SM play.11 Contemporary studies show that there are three main criteria, which we have already mentioned, for BDSM: mutual consent, reciprocal pleasure, and uncompromised rules and parameters. First of all and most importantly, BDSM is a consensual game.12 All practitioners, including doms and subs, play this game freely, willingly, and voluntarily.13 The content and the level of simulated torture are well negotiated before the start of the game.14 No one should transgress the accepted rules and parameters.15 This central feature of BDSM is often concealed in Japanese AVs.16 Second, the goal of a BDSM play is not pain and suffering as such but mutual pleasure. While it is true that the infliction and reception of various kinds of abuse (physical or non-physical) are key features of BDSM, what the practitioners seek is not suffering per se but the pleasure generated from such simulations of suffering. Suffering leads to agony, but the parody of it can bring about pleasure under mutual consent and skillful practices.17 Particularly, BDSM requires one to take care of one’s partner as himself/herself, whereas violent assault aims at harming others maliciously.18 It is also important to note that in BDSM plays, not only do doms seek pleasure from the subs; it also goes the other way round at the same time. On the surface, BDSM displays the binary opposition between the powerlessness of the subs and the power of the doms. However, the reversal of power also takes place in reality because the doms are responsible for observing the accepted rules and the subs have the power to order the doms to treat them in ways that they like.19 In fact, there are no essential or innate sadists and masochists in BDSM. The role of power relationship between doms and subs are fluid and ever-switching, rather than fixed and static.20 Third, as one may have already noticed, all BDSM practitioners – especially the doms – should strictly follow the rules and parameters set right before the start of the game.21 Those rules and negotiated parameters should never be compromised. Anyone who violates them should be removed from the game.22 Furthermore, safety and responsibility is always emphasized in BDSM. BDSM practitioners are not amateurs who play in an ad lib way. Rather, they have to be trained and educated in order to acquire adequate techniques as well as self-mastery and self-knowledge.23 In addition, a safe
140 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong word must be set in case of emergency, i.e. whenever the sub is reaching a physical or psychological threshold.24 In any case, BDSM practitioners always stress that all BDSM plays should be “sane, safe and consensual.”25 To summarize the foregoing discussion, we define BDSM play as a kind of mutual and consensual practice (often but not necessarily erotic) that transforms pain, humiliation, and/or suffering to pleasure through simulated scenes of assault, manipulation, and/or exploitation. Based on this definition, we will now move on to a discussion of how BDSM plays can serve as transformative rituals that convert pains to pleasures.
BDSM plays as transformative rituals The foregoing discussion tells us that a BDSM play is a simulation of abusive scenes aimed at transforming seemingly miserable experiences into pleasurable joy. It should never be a form of actual abuse.26 On this basis, BDSM can be seen as theater. Robert Stoller claims that “the art of sadomasochism . . . is . . . its delicious simulation of harm, of high risk.”27 This theatricality, accordingly, “allow[s] people to play out fantasies of harm, humiliation, revenge, and triumph without actually harming, humiliating, revenging, or triumphing over others.”28 These fantasies, according to John Noyes, then “seize upon the machinery of domination and pervert its usage” and further transgress stereotypes of cultural identities.29 In brief, BDSM, when complying with the principle of “sane, safe, and consensual,” is a theater which transforms domination into liberation through its specific form of fantasies and imaginations. Some critics go further to see BDSM as a ritual – a religious theater. Mark Thompson, for example, regards BDSM as a kind of intense sexual ritual which allows ecstasy or transcendental self-awareness to enter everyday lives.30 By seeing BDSM as primarily a “consensual exchange of power in an erotic context,”31 Julianne Buenting attempts to explore the rituality of BDSM more deeply. With reference to theorists including Michel Foucault, Victor Turner, Ronald Grimes, Catherine Bell, and Lawrence Hoffmann, she asserts that “rituals are complex events, involving multiple persons with varying expectations, a variety of acts in which various people participate with various levels of intentionality and commitment and so much more.”32 She then continues to declare that BDSM is not just an example but indeed a paradigm of ritual because this theatrical act consciously and intentionally toys with and makes use of frightening scenes to open up another world through the intense exchange of powers and relationships.33 In this way, she believes that “BDSM can contribute to the process of transgressing and transcending stereotyped gender roles, developing trust and negotiation skills, and rehearsing vulnerability through both control and submission.”34 Jonathan Cahana, in his comparative study of ancient gnostic ritual and queer BDSM, adds that BDSM, deeply rooted in ritual traditions, enables its practitioners to “validate their experience as a quest after self-knowledge
Queering violent scenes 141 that necessarily transcends the here and now.”35 This transcendental power of BDSM is further elaborated in the account of Corie Hammers, who argues in the following way: Sadomasochistic practice shifts bodily orientations in ways that . . . reconfigures the everyday, which I argue can be characterized as a move towards agential/embodied living. In the temporal, transient space of BDSM, individuals speak of a type of “becoming”, wherein the affective and somatic ‘effects’ of BDSM flow into and impact the mundane – the daily, quotidian aspect of life (what BDSMers refer to as the “vanilla” world).36 In the language of self-awareness theory, this reconfiguring effect of BDSM operates by redirecting high-level self-awareness, which may plausibly be burdensome and aversive, to low-level sensation and arousal. In non- technical terms, BDSM plays release the practitioners from daily responsibility and make them focus on their bodies.37 Hammers’ study shows that BDSM plays effectively help (female) sexual violence survivors to get out of their traumatic experiences and reclaim their subjectivity.38 She concludes that “BDSM, when done with care and trust, can become a form of somatic intervention that enables bodily recuperation.”39 Thus far, we can see that BDSM, as a theater or a ritual, can transform and heal practitioners through reinterpreting and reenacting some violent and/ or miserable scenes. Our interview with Avaem Tenjou Rika (pseudonym), a shibari (the Japanese terms of “to tie” and referring to a specific style of rope bondage) rigger in Hong Kong and the founder of Shibari for All, further illustrates this point.40 Before becoming a rigger, Rika had been a bondage model for two years. Later, she learned to become a rigger under various instructors in Japan, Taiwan, and Hong Kong, and then started Shibari for All in 2016, a project which aimed at introducing the art, beauty, and joy of shibari to the general public. Similar to what we have discussed above, Rika also emphasizes that “sane, safe, and consensual” are mandatory for all shibari players. Besides, partners in shibari can switch roles according to their preferences, and both have the same level of autonomy during the game. Rika was first introduced to shibari by a friend of hers when she was going through rough times and was soon addicted to it. To her surprise, what captivated her was not so much the sexual desire aroused in shibari but the experience of tranquility. For her, shibari is primarily a form of meditation, though it is simultaneously sexual and erotic. By practicing shibari, she learned more about herself, her own desires as well as her relationship with others.41 In a demonstration video in which Rika performs shibari as a rigger with her female model, she wears a black low cut dress and covers her mouth with a black mask, exemplifying both mystery and sensuousness. As her model kneels on the floor, she blinds her with a handkerchief. She then ties the model’s hands with a long red rope and caresses her face lightly. After
142 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong that, Rika continues to tie the model’s knees and ankles, and slowly brushes her legs. Finally she ties the rope across the model’s breasts, and then the rest of her body. During their play, Rika focuses on nothing other than the reaction of her model. Rika asserts that the eroticism she expresses during a workshop is mainly for performative purposes. However, sometimes she does feel “turned on,” as in the case of a photo shoot when she was sexually aroused by the sensuous posts.42 Rika calls her performance a threesome: The rigger, the model and the audience are in relation with one another. The model is aroused by the fact that he/she is being watched by the audience, the rigger’s action toward the model is also affected by the enthusiasm of the audience, and likewise, the engagement of the audience depends on the interaction between the players. For this reason, Rika affirms connectedness, mutual pleasures, and equal participation of all people who participate in the play. She also asserts that shibari can be a liberating act for the practitioners as an art form or as a physical play. She hopes that a better understanding on shibari and BDSM can eliminate public misconception that these plays are distorted, pathological, and immoral, and thus can liberate the practitioners from guilt and shame.43 The “thick description” of Rika echoes scholarly discussions about BDSM. For the practitioners, it is not only a pursuit of sexual pleasure but also a quest for their own self and subjectivity. This is the rituality of BDSM. Using the example of shibari, being tied up and restrained in front of others (the rigger and sometimes the audience as well) – no matter clothed or naked – is a seemingly humiliating punishment. However, through simulating these humiliating scenes in a sane, safe, and consensual way, BDSM transforms humiliation into a liberating power that heals the practitioners and satisfies their deep desire. Seen in this way, this ritual involves a hermeneutic strategy which converts suffering into joy by queering a scene of humiliation. In the next section, we will further investigate this hermeneutic strategy.
Queer hermeneutics in BDSM and the Eucharist There are several scholarly attempts to link the hermeneutic strategy of BDSM with the Christian tradition. For instance, Kent Brintnall attempts to juxtapose the wounded masculine body on the cross with BDSM and homoeroticism.44 Drawing on the thought of Georges Bataille and Kaja Silverman, he argues that the image of the crucified Jesus, as a victim of ritual sacrifice par excellence, offers “an alternative model of masculinity” by infusing weakness and feebleness into male subjectivity and confronting the spectators with the abyss of death and non-being.45 This renunciation of subjectivity, he argues, is similar to the BDSM ritual which requires the practitioners to give up their self-identity in order to acquire the expected pleasure.46 While Brintnall’s masochistic hermeneutic of the crucifixion
Queering violent scenes 143 provides an insightful interpretation of the Christian tradition (especially to gay Christians), we contend that his hermeneutics of imagination is more a re-appropriation of the story of crucifixion than a substantial attempt to connect BDSM with the Christian tradition. Rather than putting BDSM and the Christian tradition together and search for their parallels, Lea Brown tries to explore the spiritual and theological dimension of BDSM. BDSM is a play – with imagination and toys as its basic components – that helps her to dance with Eros and get along with her own erotic power. Furthermore, she claims that Eros is her connection with God.47 In other words, BDSM is an important way for her and other BDSM practitioners to connect with God. It empowers one to get to the depth of one’s soul through intense interaction with one’s partner in trust, and ultimately leads one to the gift of healing and wholeness.48 Therefore, she asserts that when we experience God’s love through the non-judgemental [sic] respect and care given by another in Ds play, especially in a scene where we are revealing the parts of ourselves that have been labelled as “sick” or “perverted”, we experience the unconditional love of the Divine in profound ways that have the power to turn such damaging labels into the new names of “whole” and “blessed”.49 Brown’s thought has adequately expressed the relationship between the intense eroticism of BDSM and the depth of love in the quest for God. Nicholas Laccetti’s recent attempt to theologize BDSM by opening up a dialogue between it and Christ’s crucifixion further enhances this insight by linking BDSM with Christ’s crucifixion and the Eucharist.50 Unlike Brintnall, Laccetti focuses not on the feeble masculinity of Jesus but on the analogy between BDSM and Calvary. In his work, Laccetti argues that BDSM scenes and the cross of Calvary employ the same strategy in drawing their power. BDSM scenes turn social oppressions and inequalities into erotic power, whereas the cross of Calvary uses the corruptness of the world as its raw material.51 Thus, he claims that “the cross of Calvary is the BDSM scene par excellence – on the cross, all of the world’s brokenness, its sin, its fallen social relations, are taken up in a single event, Christ’s consensual torture and sacrifice.”52 In this ultimate BDSM scene, the impassible Godhead is the dom and Jesus Christ, both impassible in terms of his divine nature and passible in terms of his human nature, acts as the sub. God must be conceived as impassible in this case because if we understand the cross of Calvary as the BDSM scene par excellence, the suffering and death in it must not be real. Since BDSM does not inflict any real pains or sufferings, the cross of Calvary would be a BDSM scene rather than a violent event only if God is impassible. In other words, only an impassible God can stop real suffering and death from gaining legitimacy and get rid of distorted oppressions and social inequalities.53 Moreover, the two natures of Jesus Christ enable him to
144 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong take up all human sins without being consumed by them, thus making him a perfect sub of the BDSM scene.54 Laccetti goes on to assert that the Eucharist is the avenue of our participation in the cross. If understood as transubstantiation, the sacrament is a truly transgressive BDSM scene. It is the only scene that parodies oppressive social relations . . . without really parodying them, as it allows us to really enter the reality of Calvary rather than merely act as a repetition-with-a-difference of the event.55 Laccetti contends that the cross of Calvary – the BDSM scene par excellence – can, unlike any other BDSM scenes, truly liberate Christians from sin and brokenness through the Eucharist.56 Quoting Elizabeth Stuart, he claims that “through the Eucharist ‘all and everything are caught up in this great drama of salvation’ – the drama, the S/M scene, of the cross of the impassible God.”57 In brief, the Eucharist brings the transgressive and salvific power of the BDSM scene par excellence into presence. Laccetti’s penetrative work powerfully links the queerness of BDSM with traditional theology and offers an imaginative way to reconsider both of them. However, it has some limitations. First and most importantly, by saying that the cross of Calvary is the BDSM scene par excellence in which the impassible Godhead and the queer (simultaneously passible and impassible) Christ take the role of the dom and the sub respectively, Laccetti was virtually denying the factuality of violence of Calvary. The crucifixion, in this aspect, is nothing more than a divine drama or theater. Nevertheless, the Nicene Creed clearly states that Jesus Christ did suffer, and by no means ought we to consider this suffering as something pseudo. Furthermore, this conception may also jeopardize the historicity of our faith. Second, Laccetti’s analogous account relies heavily on Roman Catholic doctrines, including transubstantiation, the real or corporeal presence of Christ in the bread and the cup, and the sacrificial nature of the Eucharist.58 This is understandable as Laccetti is a Catholic theologian. Nonetheless, this form of argument is alien to most Protestant Christians,59 and does not provide a Christian perspective which is not based on teachings which are specific to Roman Catholicism. Third, while Laccetti has employed a number of dialectical rhetorical sayings like parodying without parodying, a re-presentation rather than a representation, and masochism without masochism,60 he did not offer satisfactory explanations that make the paradox plain. As a result, one can hardly tell whether Laccetti’s argument is dialectical or indeed contradictory. Perhaps a key problem of Laccetti’s account is its attempt to identify the cross of Calvary with a BDSM scene. In this case, Carrette’s warning about simplistic associations between BDSM and Christian theology makes much sense.61 On the one hand, as Carrette contends, theology needs to understand the political ideology that underlies various manifestations of BDSM.62 On the other hand, we also need to be cautious about confusing analogy with direct association. Laccetti’s notion that the cross of Calvary is BDSM scene par
Queering violent scenes 145 excellence is deemed to fall prey to such confusion because no clear analogical distance can be found between them. We contend that a reason for this shortage is that Laccetti does not pay enough attention to the theatricality or rituality of both BDSM and the Eucharist. Therefore, instead of associating BDSM with the crucifixion and the Eucharist in a direct way, we try to investigate into the similarity between the Eucharist and BDSM in hermeneutic strategy. The institution of the Lord’s Supper is closely related to the Passion of Christ, for it is – or resembles – the eating of Jesus’ body and the drinking of his blood (1 Corinthians 11.23–26). Similar to the cross of Calvary, eating someone’s body and drinking someone’s blood are bloody and violent acts. Although the Lord’s Supper is, at least on the phenomenological level, not an actual cannibalism, this anamnesis of the death of Jesus Christ directs people to a brutal and sanguinary event. However, this brutality and bloodiness is washed away by means of ritualization that transforms a remembrance of a violent event into “a sacramental meal which by visible signs communicates to us God’s love in Jesus Christ.”63 To put it differently, when the anamnesis of the Lord’s crucifixion through “eating his body and drinking his blood” becomes a sacrament, i.e. the Eucharist, the violent nature of the event is transgressed and is transformed into a celebration of God’s love. The celebration of the Eucharist is not a repetition of Jesus’ suffering and death but a confession of Christ’s presence. Every time the church celebrates the Eucharist, the presence of Christ is confessed and experienced.64 It radically challenges “all kinds of injustice, racism, separation and lack of freedom” and restores human dignity through the penetration of God’s all-renewing grace.65 Thus, the Eucharist brings about sanctification and reconciliation, preparing us to “offer ourselves as a living and holy sacrifice in our daily lives.”66 Using the language of BDSM, the Eucharist is like a scene that recollects the cross of Calvary for the sake of transforming painful suffering to healing grace. We take the bread and the cup as if we are eating the body and drinking the blood of Jesus Christ, but it is not really a violent act. Similar to BDSM scenes, we can see from the previous discussion that the Eucharist employs a hermeneutic strategy which converts suffering into joy by queering a violent scene. It is a reinterpretation of the violent scene of Calvary which has wounded Jesus of Nazareth and ultimately claimed his life. In reenacting the breaking of his body and the shedding of his blood, it transforms the brutal death of Jesus into a visible healing grace that blesses and unites its receivers. The Eucharist is thus a queering process in the sense that it has inaugurated a peculiar way to perceive the bloody scene of Calvary which was at odds with the dominant and normative understanding of that time.
Toward a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM There are many possible interpretations of Jesus’ violent death in Calvary, but a Eucharistic interpretation has adopted a queer hermeneutics that has become an inalienable part of Christianity. It shows that queer interpretation is not modern innovation but is instead rooted in the long-standing Christian
146 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong tradition, and thus sheds light on our theological reflection on BDSM. However, before we proceed to develop a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM, we need to pay attention to the paradoxical nature of BDSM as a ritual in order to avoid any naïve amalgamation of BDSM and theology. In light of the study of anthropologist Margot Weiss, Laccetti rightly asserts that “BDSM is not inherently transgressive.”67 Although BDSM does short-circuit oppressive social relations through parody, it does not necessarily entail that it will bring about transformation and liberation. After all, it really depends on how one actually practices BDSM.68 Notwithstanding the symbolic power of BDSM scenes, Weiss departs from a Foucault-inspired analysis and vigorously contends that BDSM, like any other forms of sexuality, is primarily a social relation that is always within and thus influenced by the vanilla world or, more specifically, by socioeconomic norms and structures.69 In this sense, the BDSM scene is not a bracketed sexuality but a “crowded social field” which is directed by the economy of power relationship.70 After all, a BDSM scene, according to Weiss, is open for interpretation. It neither repeats nor cuts off from social power; rather, it intensifies the tension and complexities of social relationship without any simplistic resolutions.71 As Brown contends, playing with power is always complex, and thus we can hardly contain BDSM “within a box of rules and regulations,” even if it is strictly sane, safe, and consensual.72 Interestingly, Noyes had already raised a similar criticism more than a decade earlier. For him, BDSM is in fact a blurring of the distinction between real and simulated violence. It can be dangerous and requires a series of conscientious techniques and strategies in order to pervert the oppressive social power and to be transgressive.73 In any case, however, BDSM is an ambiguous practice. Noyes explains this inevitable ambiguity of BDSM in this way: On the one hand, masochism is a paradoxical strategy for removing social violence from the sexual scene. It is a limited and controlled enactment of violence, aimed at escaping the punitive and disciplinary function . . . which our culture attaches to violence. . . . But on the other hand, masochism is a continuation of social violence. It defuses violence, rendering it harmless and profitable, while perpetuating its forms. And once the technologies of control become the object of erotic attachment, who is to say whether control is subverted by eroticism, or whether eroticism is reintegrated into control?74 In other words, violence and domination are always entangled with BDSM practices. In parodying a scene of violence and suffering, it unavoidably takes on its violent and abusive form. As form can never be separated from content, violence and suffering continue to exist in the attempt to transgress them. For instance, when a dom whips a sub in a BDSM play, it is really an act of whipping, though its purpose is not hurting the other. Therefore, BDSM involves both the continuity and discontinuity of social domination and violence.
Queering violent scenes 147 Furthermore, we must also be cautious about the influence of late capitalism on the practice and conception of BDSM. Carrette reminds us that a theology of BDSM will become overly sensational and confusing if it does not have this critical awareness.75 Like Noyes and Weiss, Carrette focuses much on the inextricability between BDSM and the social context, but his particular contribution lies in his insight into the influence of economic and commercial culture on BDSM. He asserts that BDSM is “a technology of modern living which draws on a whole series of cultural resources” and thus cannot be read or interpreted outside commerce and the media.76 Otherwise, such reading or interpretation will become an ahistorical phantom which neglects the possibility of BDSM becoming a commercial strategy.77 Therefore, Carrette underscores the economics of (intense and intimate) relationship in BDSM plays in the context of our late capitalist world rather than its phenomenological parallels to any traditional Christian elements.78 In line with the thought of Noyes, Carrette argues that BDSM is both oppressive and liberating. It carries the oppressive structural relation, but at the same time generates liberating pleasures that transform the practitioners.79 On the one hand, it can be dangerous as “submission without a purpose or symbolism other than its own pleasure simply becomes a form of reasserting the psychosexual self, which sustains capitalism.” On the other hand, it can also be valuable “if [BDSM] pleasures are located in the intense exchange between persons and the non-empirical realities” because in this way “the intensity of pleasure becomes a revelation of God.”80 Carrette raises a critical point here: the indispensability of a transcendental reference. For him, this transcendental reference is the presence of love and justice, and the presence of them is God. If a BDSM play does not point to any surpassing purposes or symbolisms, the physical rapture of it is nothing but idolatry. On the contrary, if it directs the practitioners to the presence of love and justice, the complexity of intense exchange will become a pathway to intimate expressions of love.81 In this case, BDSM can become a gift of God that renews the vanilla world, as in Carrette’s words: This loving intensity is a gift of the exchange between the created order and its creator, between life and its refusal to produce and its free will to celebrate the intensities of being alive. The divine presence in acts of erotic exchange transforms them into mysterious encounters with our God-given power and our submission to God’s loving power. God brings an ethic of value to games of submission and domination, which . . . shapes the contours of our everyday life.82 In addition, Carrette also affirms the significance of theology for the understanding and interpretation of BDSM. In order to break away from the oppressive structure of late capitalism, he contends that it is not enough for BDSM to simply be a consensual act since our consent is more or less manufactured in and by this late capitalist society. From a Christian perspective,
148 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong he believes that we have to interrogate the consensual politics of BDSM, asking “whether they are given by God (the presence of love and justice) as Christ was given to the torturous pains of crucifixion out of love for the world.”83 For him, only in this way can we responsibly theologize BDSM and make real contribution to the conception of it. When we have the critical awareness that our intense exchange serves for the presence of love and justice, BDSM is able to transcend the mode of late capitalist production and free our bodies “from the market of global exploitation” by creating a ritual space that leads to non-productive pleasured relationship which brings the presence of love and justice into the vanilla world.84 This brings us back to our discussion on the Eucharist. While Carrette accurately suggests that the critical awareness directing us to God – the presence of love and justice – is critical to the reading of BDSM in our late capitalist society, he does not specify how Christians can acquire and maintain this critical awareness. It is at this point that we need a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM. Our foregoing discussion argues that the Eucharist and BDSM share a similar hermeneutic strategy that queerly transforms a violent scene into liberating practice. It is on this basis that a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM makes sense. The core argument of our proposal is that a “Eucharistic awareness” enables and empowers those – especially Christians – who read and/or practice BDSM to discern the presence of love and justice in the midst of such an intense exchange and seductive scene. According to Saint Paul, we are accountable to the body and blood of the Lord Jesus Christ, and thus have to examine ourselves and discern Christ’s body every time we eat the bread and drink the cup of the Eucharist; otherwise, we are not only eating and drinking in vain but also raising judgment against ourselves (1 Corinthians 11.27–29). This awareness is what we call a “Eucharistic awareness.” It keeps reminding us of the mysterious nature of the sacrament – the fact that we are partaking in something deeper or higher, namely the presence of Christ through sharing the bread and the cup. To acquire it, faith is required.85 As faith is primarily not about one’s cognitive acceptance of a certain set of doctrines but God’s gift to us through Jesus Christ; that we can discern the presence of Christ depends on grace. Indeed, it is God’s grace that drives us to partake in the Eucharist. Thus, “the [E]ucharist is essentially the sacrament of the gift which God offers to us in Christ through the power of the Holy Spirit.”86 Furthermore, “as it is entirely the gift of God, the [E]ucharist brings into the present age a new reality which transforms Christians into the image of Christ and therefore makes them his effective witnesses.”87 In other words, it is the gift nature of the Eucharist that makes us aware of Christ’s presence and hence empowers our everyday life. The presence of Christ is not something we can actively bring about by celebrating the Eucharist but is a grace given to us which we can only receive passively. Likewise, BDSM play is not liberating in itself. Unlike what consumerist culture has told us, we are not healed because we are engaged in BDSM. Rather, it is the intense exchange between the
Queering violent scenes 149 practitioners which transforms us and makes us realize the presence of love and justice. As we have argued in light of Carrette’s theological account, the key to enact the ritual power of BDSM is the critical awareness of the presence of love and justice. Here, we try to demonstrate that one way to acquire and bear in mind such awareness is to interpret and/or practice BDSM in a Eucharistic way. Hence, instead of regarding the cross of Calvary as the BDSM scene par excellence, we suggest that a Eucharistic awareness is crucial for theologizing BDSM. Taking this into account, it is not the desire or passion of the practitioners but the call to love and justice which urges them to the play. In other words, BDSM, seen in this way, is a gift given to them for the pursuit of deeper relationship and greater love. It is a somatic and spiritual exercise for them to contemplate on the suffering of the world and catch a glimpse of peace and justice. This Eucharistic interpretation illuminates BDSM by realizing that pleasure and liberation are not gained by but via the infliction and reception of suffering. What is really enjoyable is not the suffering (or the simulation of suffering) itself but the love and justice which it points to. When our late capitalist society compels us to take advantage of the suffering of others, a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM overturns the power relationship of the dom and the sub. It breaks away from the indifference and injustice of this world by being compassionate to one’s partner. In BDSM play, it seems that the dom has made the sub suffer, but they deeply connect to each other and to the world through great love and care. Similarly, in celebrating the Eucharist, it seems that we have broken Christ’s body and shed Christ’s blood, but we are in actuality sharing the salvific grace of God. Both BDSM and the Eucharist have symbolically queered violent scenes so that these scenes can be transformed into healing and liberating grace.
Conclusion In this chapter, we have argued that both Eucharistic celebrations and BDSM plays employ the same hermeneutic strategy, that is, of queering a violent scene through the transformative power of rituals and hence convert exploitative abuse into a liberating sacrifice. While BDSM strives to parody a scene of suffering and overturn its power structure by reformulating it into a pleasurable and liberating theater, the Eucharist inaugurates a peculiar way to perceive the bloody scene of Calvary and converts exploitative abuse which takes the life of Jesus into a moment of salvation and redemption. This commonality in rituality and hermeneutics makes a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM possible. Furthermore, as BDSM is not inherently transgressive and liberating, a Eucharistic interpretation of BDSM can make significant contribution to the reading and practice of BDSM by helping observers and practitioners avoid a consumeristic ideology and break away from the perpetuation of social violence and the hegemony of the late capitalist system.
150 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong The Hong Kong populace knows very little about BDSM and often mistakenly equates it with sexual violence. For this reason, it is important for BDSM practitioners to clarify what BDSM really is. Yet this is far from being enough. They also need to penetrate the theatrical or ritual nature of BDSM in order to become aware of, and understand its inherent ambiguities. A religious analysis of BDSM is significant at this point and a theological account is of particular importance to Christians. This chapter is a preliminary attempt to connect such a queer and intense erotic practice to a fundamental part of the Christian tradition. Although there are undoubtedly many other possible interpretations, we hope that this chapter can dialogue with traditional Christian thought on numerous levels.
Notes 1 This general observation that the public often confuses BDSM with sexual violence is confirmed by Linda Wong Sau-yung, executive director of the Association Concerning Sexual Violence Against Women, one of the most renowned local associations concerning domestic and sexual violence in Hong Kong. Linda Wong Sau-yung, Facebook Messenger conversation to author (Mok), June 5, 2017. 2 See the website of the Standnews, https://thestandnews.com/erotica2/ [in traditional Chinese]. 3 See, for example, “Zhiyao shi ziyuan, wan SM ye wufang?” [Is it really okay to play SM if it is voluntary?], the website of Hong Kong Sex Culture Society, published January 20, 2003, accessed June 2, 2017, www.sexculture.org.hk/b5_ article_detail.php?title_id=56; Ng Wai-wa, “‘Xing’ shi renquan hai shi daode wenti?” [Is “sex” a human right or moral issue?], the website of The Society for Truth and Light, published November 6, 2014, accessed June 2, 2017, www. truth-light.org.hk/nt/article/%E3%80%8C%E6%80%A7%E3%80%8D%E6 %98%AF%E4%BA%BA%E6%AC%8A%E9%82%84%E6%98%AF%E9% 81%93%E5%BE%B7%E5%95%8F%E9%A1%8C%EF%BC%9F. 4 See, for example, Robert M. Price, “Masochism and Piety,” Journal of Religion and Health 22, no. 2 (1983): 161–6; Ariel Glucklich, Sacred Pain: Hurting the Body for the Sake of the Soul (Oxford and New York: Oxford University Press, 2001); Anna Elizabeth Fisk, “‘Wholly Aflame’: Erotic Asceticism in the Work of Sara Maitland,” Theology & Sexuality 16, no. 1 (2010): 5–18. See also Karmen MacKendrick, Counterpleasures (Albany, NY: State University of New York Press, 1999), 65–86. 5 Jeremy R. Carrette, “Intense Exchange: Sadomasochism, Theology and the Politics of Late Capitalism,” Theology & Sexuality 11, no. 2 (2005): 15. 6 We are not suggesting that BDSM is abusive and exploitative in nature. There is a subtle difference between Eucharistic celebrations and BDSM plays. The former transforms an actual abusive scene (the crucifixion) to a sacrament that communicates grace, whereas the latter makes use of a fictional scene that is seemingly abusive to emancipate the practitioners. 7 Ng Wai-ming, Riben liuxing wenhua yu Xianggang: lishi, zaidi xiaofei, wenhua xiangxiang, hudong [Japanese Popular Culture and Hong Kong: History, Local Consumption, Cultural Imagination, Interaction] (Hong Kong: The Commercial Press, 2015), 10. 8 Richard von Krafft-Ebing, Psychopathia Sexualis, trans. Franklin S. Klaf (New York: Stein and Day, 1965 [1886]), 53, 86. See also Bill Thompson, Sadomasochism: Painful Perversion or Pleasurable Play? (London: Cassell, 1994), 16–17;
Queering violent scenes 151 Thomas S. Weinberg and G. W. Levi Kamel, “S&M: An Introduction to the Study of Sadomasochism,” in S&M: Studies in Dominance & Submission, ed. Thomas S. Weinberg, rev. ed. (Amherst, NY: Prometheus Book, 1995), 15–16; John K. Noyes, The Mastery of Submission: Inventions of Masochism (Ithaca, NY: Cornell University Press, 1997), 5–6. 9 For examples, see Thompson, Sadomasochism, 16–27; Weinberg and Kamel, “S&M: An Introduction to the Study of Sadomasochism,” 15–17. For Freud’s account, see Sigmund Freud, “The Sexual Aberrations,” in The Basic Writings of Sigmund Freud, ed. and trans. A. A. Brill (New York: The Modern Library, 1938), 569–71. 10 See Thompson, Sadomasochism, 28–35. 11 Weinberg and Kamel, “S&M: An Introduction to the Study of Sadomasochism,” 19. 12 Julianne Buenting, “Rehearsing Vulnerability: BDSM as Transformative Ritual,” Chicago Theological Seminary Register 93, no. 1 (2003): 40. 13 Robert J. Stoller, Pain and Passion: A Psychoanalyst Explores the World of S & M (New York: Plenum Press, 1991), 17, 290. 14 Margot Weiss, Techniques of Pleasure: BDSM and the Circuits of Sexuality (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 2011), 80–1. 15 Noyes, The Mastery of Submission, 2. 16 In fact, this is not limited to Japanese AVs and is also the problem of Western poronographic films. See Stoller, Pain and Passion, 242. 17 Ibid., 15–16; Noyes, The Mastery of Submission, 11. 18 Thompson, Sadomasochism, 14. 19 Stoller, Pain and Passion, 14–15; Buenting, “Rehearsing Vulnerability,” 41. 20 Thompson, Sadomasochism, 14–16. For more details, see MacKendrick, Counterpleasures, 123–43. 21 Andrea Beckmann, The Social Construction of Sexuality and Perversion: Deconstructing Sadomasochism (Basingstoke, UK: Palgrave Macmillan, 2009), 97. 22 MacKendrick, Counterpleasures, 132. 23 Weiss, Techniques of Pleasure, 10. 24 Beckmann, The Social Construction of Sexuality and Perversion, 117. 25 Weiss, Techniques of Pleasure, viii. 26 Noyes, The Mastery of Submission, 4. 27 Stoller, Pain and Passion, 19. 28 Ibid., 49. 29 Noyes, The Mastery of Submission, 12; see also ibid., 184, 200, 216–17. 30 Mark Thompson, introduction to Leatherfolk: Radical Sex, People, Politics, and Practice (Boston, MA: Alyson, 1991), xix. 31 Buenting, “Rehearsing Vulnerability,” 40. 32 Ibid., 44. 33 Ibid., 44–5. 34 Ibid., 46. 35 Jonathan Cahana, “Dismantling Gender: Between Ancient Gnostic Ritual and Modern Queer BDSM,” Theology & Sexuality 18, no. 1 (2012): 67–8. 36 Corie Hammers, “A Radical Opening: An Exploration of Lesbian/Queer BDSM Public Sexual Cultures,” in Sexualities: Past Reflections, Future Directions, ed. Sally Hines and Yvette Taylor (Basingstoke, UK: Palgrave Macmillan, 2012), 248. 37 Ibid., 253. 38 Ibid., 257–62. 39 Ibid., 264. 40 Avaem Tenjou Rika (pseudonym; founder of Shibari for All), interviewed by the author (Wong), May 19, 2017.
152 Bryan Mok and Pearl Wong 41 Ibid. 42 “Shengfu SM ≠ biantai nueda: shi yishu he mingxiang” [Shibari SM ≠ perverse beating: it is art and meditation], YouTube video, 1:42, from an interview televised by HK01 on May 3, 2017, in Cantonese Chinese, posted by “HK01,” May 5, 2017, www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcmsI_xco60. 43 Rika, interview. 44 Kent L. Brintnall, “Rend(er)ing God’s Flesh: The Body of Christ through a Masochistic Hermeneutic,” The Council of Societies for the Study of Religion Bulletin 34, no. 3 (2005): 45–8. 45 Ibid., 47. 46 Ibid., 46. 47 Lea D. Brown, “Dancing in the Eros of Domination and Submission within SM,” in Dancing Theology in Fetish Boots: Essays in Honour of Marcella AlthausReid, ed. Lisa Isherwood and Mark D. Jordan (London: SCM Press, 2010), 148. 48 Ibid., 149–51. 49 Ibid., 151. 50 Nicholas Laccetti, “Calvary and the Dungeon: Theologizing BDSM,” in Queer Christianities: Lived Religion in Transgressive Forms, ed. Kathleen T. Talvacchia (New York: New York University Press, 2015), 148–59. 51 Ibid., 153. 52 Ibid. 53 Ibid., 155. 54 Ibid., 155–6. 55 Ibid., 156. 56 Ibid., 157–8. 57 Ibid., 156, quoting Elizabeth Stuart, “Making No Sense: Liturgy as Queer Space,” in Dancing Theology in Fetish Boots: Essays in Honor of Marcella Althaus-Reid, ed. Lisa Isherwood and Mark D. Jordan (London: SCM Press, 2010), 121. 58 Ibid., 156–7. 59 We do notice that some of these Catholic doctrines are shared by some Protestant churches such as the Lutherans and the Anglicans/Episcopalians. However, they do not constitute the faith and experience of most Protestants outside Lutheranism and Anglicanism. 60 Laccetti, “Calvary and the Dungeon,” 156–7. 61 Carrette, “Intense Exchange,” 15. 62 Ibid., 13–14. 63 Baptism, Eucharist and Ministry, Faith and Order Paper 111 (Geneva, Switzerland: World Council of Churches, 1982), 8. 64 Ibid., 10. 65 Ibid., 12. 66 Ibid., 10. 67 Laccetti, “Calvary and the Dungeon,” 151. 68 Ibid., 150–2. 69 Weiss, Techniques of Pleasure, ix, 6. 70 Ibid., 154. 71 Ibid., 230. 72 Brown, “Dancing in the Eros of Domination and Submission within SM,” 146. 73 Noyes, The Mastery of Submission, 3–4. 74 Ibid., 14. 75 Carrette, “Intense Exchange,” 12. 76 Ibid., 14. 77 Ibid., 15. 78 Ibid., 17.
Queering violent scenes 153 79 Ibid., 18–23. 80 Ibid., 24–5. 81 Ibid. 82 Ibid., 25. 83 Ibid. 84 Ibid., 26–7. 85 Baptism, Eucharist and Ministry, 10. 86 Ibid., 8. 87 Ibid., 11.
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Unfaithful noxious sexuality Body, incarnation, and ecclesiology in dispute Hugo Córdova Quero
Introduction This chapter focuses on the challenges and concerns presented to queer theologies and theologians when exploring the relationship between the doctrine of incarnation, bodies, and ecclesiology. I focus on queer theologies, especially on indecent theology, proposed by the late theologian Marcella Althaus-Reid as a way to address issues of bodies, sexuality, and the doctrine of the incarnation amidst the lives of queer believers.1 In doing so, we need to remember that the materiality of the incarnation has rippled consequences for ecclesiology, that is, the community of believers from where queer believers have traditionally been ostracized. I take as an example the film La Mala Education [bad education]2 as a cultural artifact that can help us to visualize the negative aspects of the dismissal of the relationship between the doctrine of incarnation, sexuality, and bodies in the context of the Roman Catholic Church. The first part of the chapter draws from traditional systematic theology to highlight the ways that bodies, sexuality, and the Divine have historically been constructed. The second part deals with the way that indecent theology addresses this topic by queering La Mala Educación. It focuses on the manner that La Mala Educación challenges queer theologies and theologians to embrace ecclesiologies that would foster friendship, love, compassion, and a healthy understanding of sexuality and the performances of gender.
Bodies and the Divine Bodies and theologies Right-wing Christians – who catalog queer individuals as part of the negative side of the “good/bad” binary – tremendously demark the context of queer theologies. This operation of segregating power has permeated all dimensions of societies. Not only have they in general stigmatized queer individuals, large sectors of religions have done the same, especially Christianity. From traditional systematic theology, Christianity hauls an implicit notion that God decides upon every fact of life by either making everything suitable
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 155 or fixing everything that goes wrong. However, this very same notion makes us realize that the “good/bad” binary is an uncertain and subjective world. The reality is that people of faith usually believe that God’s work is to punish those who deviate from the “normal,” which, in turn, is determined by specific exculpatory interpretations of morality, Bible readings, and/or theological worldview(s). To such a degree, cultural constructions shape not only this reality for human beings but also God. Most Christian churches perceive bodies, gender, and sexuality as dangerous areas that need to be controlled to achieve holiness or salvation. From spiritual practices that censor bodies as negative – thus, for example, encouraging self-flagellations – to systems of hierarchies based on gender, sexual orientation, color of skin, class, or nationality, among many other instruments, Christian churches have obtained their power to legislate which bodies are fit to “God’s grace” and which ones are not. The clearest example of such control is a narrow interpretation of the body of Jesus to universalize the way for being human. As a result, if gay and lesbian believers thwart Christian assumptions of sexuality or couple-ship, other queer believers resist these assumptions through their bodies, which sometimes – as in the case of transgender or intersex individuals – do not readily fit those expectations. Furthermore, the expectations of broader societies regarding these matters are allied with the hopes of many mainstream Christian churches usually displayed in dogmas, in Bible readings, moral teachings, and institutional policies. In the end, we find that there is little if any room for queer people in those churches, although some conservative Christian churches are beginning to accept queer believers – many times imposing on them to refrain from any sexual activity. The arguments are well known, ranging from citing the Genesis accounts of human creation – where “male and female [God] created them” (Genesis 1.27c NRSV) is synonymous with heteronormativity – to interpretations of Jesus’ message – for example, the Sermon on the Mount as condoning heteropatriarchy, moral teachings and traditions, and theological statements. However, the most predominant arguments come from other passages, which include the story of Sodom and Gomorrah (Genesis 19.1–11) or the Leviticus passages, which are taken out of historical context and interpreted as “God’s punishment” against queer individuals. The result is hopelessness. The options are either to convert to mainstream assumptions of right-wing Christianity – that exhibit a narrow understanding of bodies, gender, and sexuality within the heteropatriarchal matrix – or to remain outside traditional religious lands. When venturing deeper into spiritual territory, it is essential to note that Christianity has bodies and human dignity at the core of the doctrine of the incarnation, one of the central dogmas – a term that means “ordinance of beliefs” – of this religion. However, the map of religious territory has been void of any marker that does not point toward a pseudospiritualized depiction of faith. The consequence: queer believers have been written out of that cartography.
156 Hugo Córdova Quero Bodies and incarnation The incarnation of Christ reveals the goal of God’s self-communication as union with all creation, including queer individuals. In Christianity, the incarnation of Christ is the gate that made possible the beginning of this process of union with God – also known as theosis) – because humanity and the whole of creation are the final images of God.3 Karimpumannil Mathai George states: “Humanity together with the material creation constitutes the ultimate image of God. . . . The integral connection between God, creation, incarnation and humanity is so overwhelmingly present in the concept of humanity as a frontier being that dichotomies are eliminated.”4 The doctrine of incarnation also confronts us with the materiality of gender and sexuality. Feminist theologians were the first to critique this aspect of the traditional doctrine of the incarnation through the question: “Can a male savior save women?” as Rosemary Radford Ruether eloquently asks.5 This question does not intend to deny the Gospel witness about Jesus. Instead, what lies beneath is the question about a heteropatriarchal male-Christology that oppresses women and all those who do not fit into that pattern. If the maleness of Jesus is vital for his soteriological task, then, by extension, his maleness saves females. Christian teachings, especially Roman Catholicism, have taken this position. For example, Aline H. Kalbian cites John Paul II’s Veritatis Splendor6 (1993) and Evangelium Vitae7 (1995), in which the Pope “uses maternal images to convey a series of messages about moral theology.”8 It indeed draws from a classic sexual division of labor where women are confined to motherhood as their “normal” role: In both Evangelium Vitae and Veritatis Splendor, the Virgin Mary is the ultimate model for the moral life: “Mary is the radiant sign and inviting model of the moral life” (John Paul II 1993, par. 120). She combines merciful compassion and empathy for all sinners with a determination to protect moral law from “beguiling doctrines, even in the areas of philosophy and theology (par. 120).”9 It is clear, according to Kalbian’s and Radford Ruether’s analysis, that Christianity chooses a male-centered vision to understand Christology and, by extension, Soteriology (the doctrine of salvation), to favor a subordinate place for women. In this fashion, Radford Ruether affirms: The figure of divine wisdom in Proverbs 8 and the Wisdom of Solomon is theologically identical to what the New Testament describes as the Logos or ‘Son’ of God. Because Christianity chooses the male symbol for this idea, however, the unwarranted sense develops that there is a necessary ontological connection between the maleness of Jesus’ historical disclosure of a male God. The female figure of divine wisdom is displaced from the orthodox Trinity, although Gnostic forms of Christianity continue to
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 157 conjure this figure and to see her as the origin of the creation, fall, and redemption of spiritual humanity.10 Veritably, the incarnation of Christ is challenging to assume if we tie the whole process of salvation to Jesus’ maleness. The categories of gender, sexuality, power, and order are intrinsically related to the incarnation, and conditioned by culture, political environment, economic relations, historical events, and social processes. Queer believers and incarnation The Christological dilemmas have been historically significant for the discussion of theologians, but they render Jesus’ body as invisible in the process. If the doctrine of incarnation implies not only relationality of the divine with the creation but also the embodiment of God into the creation, then God is the God of lesbians, polyamorous, transgender, and intersex people as well as of gays, cross-dressers, bisexuals, and non-conformist heterosexual individuals. A theology that denies this reality is, in fact, a pseudo-spiritualism that colonizes by functioning according to Marx’s term, the “opium of the people.” In this case, the images of God and Christ that come from this colonial religion are idols that segregate people, whether in Christian communities or secular societies. That has not been entirely dismissed by traditional systematic theologians. As Gavin D’Costa argues, incarnation related to sexuality and gender orientations is a topic of debate raised by feminists like Mary Daly and Grace Jantzen.11 Furthermore, D’Costa states that all Christians act as co-redeemers with Christ: “Jesus’ divinity means that all women and men are now capable of representing the divine in their participation with the risen Lord, through the power of the Spirit.”12 It is in later works that he has begun to engage in a dialogue with queer theologies. In his chapter “Queer Trinity,” D’Costa unfolds a very provocative analysis by queering Hans von Balthasar’s work on the Trinity.13 Although a very dense chapter, he taps on topics such as women’s ordination and, through the use of French scholar Luce Irigaray, denounces the hidden human mechanisms that mold and condition the expression of the Divine in religious discourses. However, his “queering” falls short at the time of risking going beyond traditional systematic theologies. In the same way, queer theologians have begun to address this situation from a perspective that also takes into account Jesus’ sexuality. Mark D. Jordan – in his chapter “God’s Body” – addresses the issue of corporality and sexuality in the body of Jesus.14 For centuries – as Jordan deeply analyzes – Christianity has invested energy in affirming the incarnation while denying the gender and sexuality of Jesus. If we are going to be genuine disciples of Jesus, the incarnation of Christ demands of Christianity an equal response to the world. If God is the parameter/model for human life, and sexuality is
158 Hugo Córdova Quero part of life, when we say that sexuality and gender performance are fluid, we are saying that God is also fluid. This interpretation of God can be related to the sacred Tetragrammaton YHWH, the name of God in Exodus (Exodus 3.14). The sacred Tetragrammaton can be translated as I am who I am, or I am who I will be, or even, I am who I am becoming.15 This dynamic God, who cannot be fixed or represented in a single image without stepping into idolatry, is the dynamic of a God that is fluid. Therefore, the topic is critical because queer folks have been denied the means of salvation by using Jesus as a “moralizing weapon.” Jordan’s contribution – along with those of other queer theologians – is essential. Jordan states: Christian traditions have wanted to hide on Jesus’ body the organs of male sex at the same time that they have wanted to insist upon his male gender. A full consideration of this division might look to the difference between male organ and male power, between what theorists distinguish as the penis and the phallus. . . . When canonical theologians have considered Jesus’ sex, they have refused to allow it what might be considered ordinary sexual operations. Reasoning from hypotheses about genitals in Eden before the fall, and from rules about the right use of sex, they have suggested, for example, that Jesus never had an erection.16 The incarnation of Christ represents a cosmic moment when God united with all humanity and creation, yearning for the overcoming of heteropatriarchal oppression. How can Christian churches speak in the name of a God who challenges their practices of domination and subordination through the pivotal dogma of Christianity? Christian churches need to recognize the reality and materiality of bodies, sexuality, and even brokenness in the lives of people due to the compulsory oppression of heteropatriarchalism. We can no longer consider incarnation merely an issue of dogma, as it must be seen as a subject of daily life in which the body of Christ – along with his sexuality, desires, passions, and sense of justice – should guide us. The implications of this statement were made very clear for me in the daily activities of a group of nuns in Greater Buenos Aires, Argentina. As a result of economical un-development, most of the counties in Greater Buenos Aires have become poor. A group of nuns in one of those counties do not pray the rosary at home. Instead, they go to pray beside the creek that runs through the center of their neighborhood. Factories hide the fact that they do not follow environmental legislation, and they bribe the local government. Through their dumping practices, the creek quickly became saturated with contaminants. Additionally, the nuns find needles used to inject drugs, abandoned and vandalized vehicles, and remaining parts of illegal abortions at the creek every day of the week. Seeing these signs of the times, the nuns pray for the “victims” of those atrocities. After this terrible – and yet powerful – prayer time, the nuns walk
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 159 the streets of their neighborhood to listen to the people, to talk about Jesus, and to invite them for gatherings, workshops or masses. Because God is a community of relationality incarnated in them through their following of Christ, these nuns cannot live their faith without being part of a process of building new relationships to help people face these situations of oppression. For these nuns, confessing an incarnated God is not a subject of dogma, but acts as their strength in everyday life amidst seemingly hopeless situations. The incarnational ministry of nuns who live the relationality of God in their neighborhood seeks ways to proclaim the liberation and resurrection of the Gospel in a context that reflects violence and death. Their actions may not change the whole of society or the world, but they certainly change the lives of thousands of people in that neighborhood and create the possibility for more substantial societal and structural change. They embrace what Ivone Gebara suggests about Christ/Sophia: It is this wisdom that teaches peoples to seek justice and freedom and to call them by many names; it is this wisdom that teaches long-sufferings and patience, mercy and prophecy; it is this relational wisdom that awakens us today to the ecological crisis and prompts us to seek ecojustice in the name of our entire Sacred Body.17 Drawing from the incarnated ministry of these nuns, we must acknowledge that to do queer theologies requires us to embrace fully, challenge, distort, disrupt, and queer traditional dogmas. As George states: It is only by discovering the vital connection between the image of God in corporate humanity and God’s self-emptying act of incarnation in Christ that we can restore the lost balance of the vision of creation in our times. The paradox of Christ making the whole creation his body by the kenotic act of dispossessing the self sets the paradigm for a Christian approach to creation.18 Precisely that is what queer theologies propose. That is, to fully understand the relationality of God acting in creation through the witness that comes from the event of the incarnation of Christ.
Queering La Mala Educación Indecenting theology Althaus-Reid’s emphasis on (re)connecting theology with the dignity of individuals whose bodies and sexuality have long been invisibilized and banished from the “decent” teachings of Christian denominations is laudable. It is within this queer methodology, framework, and interpretation that queer theologies arose with the challenge to embody alternative spaces to interrupt
160 Hugo Córdova Quero heteropatriarchal dicta that deny individuals the hope and the liberating message of the incarnation. Althaus-Reid’s book Indecent Theology showed how queer theologies subvert the dictates of society and their concomitant alliance with legitimate religious institutions dating back to the Spanish colonial times, as in the case of Latin America. The project of an indecent theology is, in fact, a hermeneutical task that requires multiple deconstructions where sexuality is always a key element to understand theological, political, and ideological transactions within the materially incarnated daily lives of queer believers. Althaus-Reid states: My purpose is . . . to explore the contextual hermeneutic circle of suspicion in depth by questioning the traditional liberationist context of doing theology. In this way the project of Indecent Theology represents both a continuation of Liberation Theology and a disruption of it.19 For Althaus-Reid indecent theology is a critique to Latin American Liberation Theology – hereinafter cited as “TLL” for its acronym in Spanish – as well as a way to continue its liberating tone. The Althaus-Reid project in Indecent Theology seeks to actively liberate TLL by outing it from the closets of tradition and power dominance while luring the re/membering of the dignity of those who remain under oppression. It is within this framework that its methodology and interpretation, through a queer hermeneutic circle, challenges indecent theology to incarnate those third spaces that would contest and challenge heteropatriarchal binaries that police and censor bodies and sexualities. As Althaus-Reid cleverly showed in her monumental Indecent Theology, queer theologies disrupt the dicta of society and their counterpart(s) in religious institutions while bringing into the conversation sexual realities and their actors. She does this by reaffirming that the incarnation is not just a belief of the Christian faith but a necessity to recognize the counter-oppressive act of God. In the incarnation, the queer God liberates all the creation. In fact, in the incarnation we see a God in transition whose kenosis needs sexuality to be articulated in history, that is, in the struggles of people for identity and the production of desires.20 For Althaus-Reid, the stories of the daily lives of women and men in Latin America are preponderant. Often, these stories are told and remain skewed by moral judgment, especially when these stories intersect with sexuality and religion.21 Somehow, society segregates those stories through cultural closets where only some heterosexual stories are privileged to come out.22 The reality is that in most cases, geographical and political events, social norms, and cultural differences play an important role in limiting coming out narratives. For many people, coming out is a privilege regardless of their willingness to be out. In this regard, the performativity of sexuality and the possibility of visibility through society in many parts of Latin America differ from many Anglo-Saxon contexts where homonormativity tends to the sine qua nonmandate of coming out for a “real” and “honest” definition of sexual
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 161 identity. In certain societies in Asia for example, many queer folks no longer speak about coming out, but about inviting people in or coming home as more appropriate reflections of cultural realities in various Asian cultures.23 Rather than forcing people to come out, Althaus-Reid focused her criticism on the fact that Christianity through heteropatriarchal oppressive theologies contributed largely to maintain cultural closets in the West.24 On the other hand, she appreciated sexual histories, especially in cases were coming out was a desire but not a viable option. Therefore, indecent theology necessarily claimed sexual stories as revelation.25 By doing so, indecent theology becomes a vehicle for doing theology while listening to the experiences of people as a theological act. La Mala Educación Can the film La Mala Educación help us to explore the relationship between sexuality, bodies, and incarnation? As many films dealing with religion have attempted to spin a positive aspect in terms of this relationship, my take is that La Mala Educación takes the opposite direction by pointing out the negatives effects of this relationship when power is abused and directly affects the lives of those who are caught in-between. In this film, ecclesiology implies the material oppression of the faithful and the complete negation of God’s kenosis through the incarnation. In other words, ecclesial institutions become “bodies without organs”26 where the negotiation of power is rendered sterile and gives way to a hegemonic colonial abuse(s) of power. That is precisely what La Mala Educación prophetically announces to the world though it is an actualized evangelical message. Directed by Pedro Almodóvar, this film places the story in Madrid in 1980 where director Enrique Godad is looking for material for a new movie. Suddenly, he receives the visit of his ex-schoolmate, Ignacio Rodríguez, who brings to him a story entitled La Visita (The Visit). According to Ignacio, the first part of the story is inspired by their common childhood at St. John’s School, while the second part creates new situations for the adult life of the characters. The main character of La Visita is Ignacio who, when grown up, becomes Zahara, a transgender actress who impersonates Sara Montiel – a famous Spaniard actress – on stage. Zahara wants to blackmail a priest, Father Manolo, who not only abused and harassed him while at school, but who also expelled Enrique from the school after discovering the affection that developed between the two (then) ten-year-old kids. Without knowing it yet, Enrique has found the material for his new film. But the visit paid by Ignacio, or Angel Andrade as he wants to call himself nowadays, has opened up in Enrique a past that he has left behind. Soon, Enrique will discover that the man in front of him is Juan, the brother of Ignacio. The latter died three years earlier from overdosing himself with heroin. Juan and Father Manolo, who already has become Juan’s lover, gave the deadly poison to him. While La Visita ends with the death of Zahara, La
162 Hugo Córdova Quero Mala Educación is ended by Father Manolo, now using his moniker “Mr. Berenguer,” who uncovers all the truth in front of Enrique’s eyes. Despite the convoluted plot – which in the end is one story (La Mala Educación) containing another (La Visita) – the interrelation of episodes from daily life as well as of created situations highlights the primary topic of this film. It deals with the use of power and its connection with sexuality within the religious realm (the abuse by Father Manolo) as well as its consequences in the secular world (Ignacio as a heroin-addicted transgender woman). Almodóvar presents the story in many ways and degrees of intensity. For example, when Ignacio as a kid is narrating his success in reaching the honors board of the school and its award by being taking along with the other honored students to a picnic day in the country, the film takes us to a river. Many kids are running toward the water to swim and enjoy nature. They look happy, free, and relaxed. Suddenly the sound of a kid singing appears, and the camera moves from the kids in the water to a close up on the boy singing in front of the water while Father Manolo plays the guitar. It is Ignacio singing the song entitled “Moon River.” While Ignacio continues off-screen with the words “tell me where I can find God the good and ill . . .” the camera moves to focus on the kids enjoying the water and swimming. Then the camera is back to where Ignacio and Father Manolo were left before that movement, but they are not there. The voice of Ignacio singing remains off-screen, this time with the words “tell me what is hidden in the dark, and you will find it.” The bushes are shaking and suddenly Ignacio, after shouting “no,” runs out of the bushes pulling his pants up. Behind him, Father Manolo also runs out of the bushes while calling Ignacio. Ignacio falls on the ground and hits his head; the camera then approaches, and we see blood coming out of his forehead while the voice of Ignacio narrates off-screen, “A trickle of blood divided my forehead in two. I had a feeling the same thing would happen with my life. It would always be divided and I could not help it.”27 In these words, the whole set of effects of that education on Ignacio is summed up. Over the plot of the movie, we discover that rape, sexual harassment, lies, physical abuse, and fear are the elements that mold and finally ruin the life of Ignacio. The film denounces what queer theologies have also begun to expose: that traditional Christianity has denied the body by viewing it as the locus of per/version, and that vision has split humanity into selves and bodies. While selves are to be saved, bodies are to be punished, which contradicts the incarnation in which selves are never possible without liberated bodies. Unfortunately, this divide facilitates the overuse of power on those who are more vulnerable, lower in the chains of institutional power and control. The film locates Ignacio and Enrique amid this situation. Father Manolo is the character that embraces and carries out the cumbersome apparatus of institutional Christianity to punish deviant behaviors, while, at the same time, liberating his fantasies. In a sense, Father Manolo is just as split
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 163 in two as Ignacio himself in the latter’s self-description of being split as a result of such an education. If sexuality and bodies are surgically removed from the incarnated God in God’s creation, then Christian churches are rendered as places of oppression and abuse of power. In his book Queering Christ, Robert E. Shore-Goss describes how this operates in Christian Roman Catholicism. He states: The body must be denied; it must be disciplined, bound, and restricted. The body must be abused in the name of self-conquest and spiritual transcendence. The ascetic self is disembodied and fragmented; it is split from the body. The separation of the self from the body has had tragic results. It degrades the body and degrades human sexuality in particular. Bodily spontaneity is feared and denigrated. Embodiment is seen not as a mediating spirit but as blocking spirit. The regime of bodily mortification to produce the ascetic self numbs the person to the bodily issues of compassion and justice. It is a regime similar to anorexia nervosa, sharing characteristics with the asceticism of severe restraint, bodily retention of fluids, and sexlessness.28 In this quotation, Shore-Goss not only describes the noxious effects of separation between body and self within institutional power but also points out how this desensitizes the actors in charge of reproducing the dicta of that institutional power, in this case, clergy and religious men and women. In some cases, the consequences would affect the lives of people to the point of no return. If Shore-Goss in his own life was able to find liberation and resistance to these dynamics in the love of Frank and David, and be able to make the theology of his experiences, La Mala Educación shows the underside of this. The locus for this anti-evangelical oppression is fully visible in the lives of Ignacio and Ernesto, who then re-present the stories of millions of people who were, are, or will never be able to find liberation and resistance as the hope of incarnation has been sliced out from them. Scene 10 “Cinema Sin” and scene 11 “Predator” illustrates this issue very well. In scene 10 Ignacio describes the movie theater as the place where he had the happiest moments with Enrique. It is there that they discovered the films by Sara Montiel, Spain’s gay icon.29 The scene shows Sara Montiel on screen in the movie Esa Mujer [that woman]. In that scene, Sara plays the role of Soledad, a woman returning to the convent where she used to belong. When Soledad enters the room, the nun does not recognize her. Soledad then asks, “Don’t you recognize me, Mother? Has the world changed me so much?” To these words, the nun responds, “Mother Soledad? What are you doing here?” While the dialogue continues on screen, we see Ignacio and Enrique crossing their arms to reach each other’s genitalia. The camera then returns to the screen where the film of Sara Montiel is playing to then return to Ignacio and Enrique from behind. While the nun on the screen denies shelter to Soledad by saying: “It is not God who rejects you. It is
164 Hugo Córdova Quero I, in the name of my order,” we can still infer from behind the seats that Ignacio and Enrique are masturbating each other. Paradoxically, it will be the same religious institution, namely, the Roman Catholic Church that, in the person of Father Manolo, will reject them in their affections through this veiled hand-job. By inference, maybe God is not rejecting Ignacio and Enrique in this story; it is perhaps just Father Manolo – in the name of his particular reading of God’s will – who rejects them. However, the intertextuality continues with the next scene, which makes this rejection more evident and complicated. Scene 11 continues in the dorms of the school later that night. Ignacio cannot sleep and goes to the restroom. Enrique follows him. Ignacio is guilty about the event at the movie theater. When the two kids are talking in the bathroom, Father Manolo enters the dorm. He notices that there are two empty beds and walks toward the restroom. The two kids hide in one of the stalls, but Father Manolo can find them. After reprimanding them, Father Manolo sends Enrique to sleep and takes Ignacio to the chapel to say mass. Two off-screen statements of Ignacio mark this scene. In the first comment, Ignacio is still at mass with Father Manolo, and Ignacio exclaims, “I think I have just lost my faith at this moment. . . . So I no longer believe in God or hell. As I do not believe in hell I am not afraid . . . and without fear, I am capable of anything.”30 Then, Ignacio is at the sacristy helping Father Manolo to remove his altar garments. After begging him not to expel Enrique, Ignacio, still off-screen, continues, “I sold myself for the first time in that sacristy to avoid the expulsion of Enrique. But Father Manolo tricked me. I swore that one day I would make him pay for that.”31 However, following Michel Foucault, nobody is entirely passive in response to the dicta of institutional power.32 As the film shows, Ignacio was able to hunt and dominate Father Manolo who formerly dominated and abused him. However, Juan – Ignacio’s brother – would also dominate the lives of Father Manolo and, for a while, of Enrique. As stated by Foucault, power comes from everywhere, and there are many participations in issues of power that exceed the classic oppressor/oppressed binary.33 Even so, the queering act of the movie is situated precisely in the intricate net of names and characters that intermingle in the plot of the film, displaying different dynamics of power. As for Ignacio/Zahara, Juan/Ignacio and Angel, and Father Manolo/Mr. Berenguer, the characters display different performativities and dynamics to live and survive their circumstances. Their consistent naming and re-naming themselves allow them to distort the dicta of the dominant institution depicted in this film, the Roman Catholic Church. Naming, or labeling, is a powerful act of institutions and, by extension, of those who carry the authority to do so in the name of those institutions. Judith Butler offers us an enlightened example by questioning or interrogating the act of naming through baptism. In her work The Psychic Life of Power, she analyzes the connection between language and its power to call
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 165 and fix identities that are ad eternum connected to the name along with an ongoing presence of the namer.34 She explains: In other words, the divine power of naming structures the theory of interpellation that accounts for the ideological constitution of the subject. Baptism exemplifies the linguistic means by which the subject is compelled into a social being. God names “Peter,” and this address establishes God as the origin of Peter; the name remains attached to Peter permanently by virtue of the implied and continuous presence in the name of the one who names him. . . . Indeed, “Peter” does not exist without the name that supplies the linguistic guarantee of existence.35 Therefore, “The conceptual problem here is underscored by a grammatical one in which there can be no subject prior to a submission, and yet there is a grammatically induced ‘need to know’ who undergoes this submission in order to become a subject.”36 Finally, Butler states: “This performance [of submission] is not simply in accord with these skills, for there is no subject prior to their performing; performing skills laboriously works the subject into its status as a social being.”37 In this film, for example, Father Manolo acts in the name of God. However, the churches as institutions carry the power to mold, judge, and define the lives of those who are under their authority, many times even believing that they are replacing God. In La Mala Educación, the performance of the Roman Catholic Church as a Christian institution seems to be disconnected from the God it attempts to re/present. The Christian churches name a particular understanding of the Divine as “God.” Therefore, the image of that “God” carries the presence of the institutional church as a namer. Rome has been the epitome of that reality for centuries. Scene 11, quoting the dialogue between the nun and Sara Montiel as Soledad, is quite illuminating in this respect. The phrase, “It is not God who rejects you. It is I, in the name of my order,” summarizes the tension posited between God and the institution/s that speak/s in the name of God. Amid this tension, common individuals such as Ignacio and Enrique are deeply affected by it, and the consequences over them are hard to surmount. On the one hand, they are not able to see God behind such an institution. On the other hand, individuals like Father Manolo or the nun in the film inserted in La Mala Educación run the destiny of the institution according to their vision, which sometimes does not accord with the spirit of the God they attempt to (re)present.
La Mala education: begging for a liberative incarnation La Mala Educación strongly re/connects its characters with two major realms: context and corporality. Their use of religion – or their cry for it – relates to the same struggles that Christ had in order to assume his corporality and calling. In fact, by re/connecting context and corporality, they
166 Hugo Córdova Quero are re/connecting creatureliness with the Divine. On the other hand, queer theologies challenge us to be fully encarnacional, taking Christ as the paradigm for our theological task, a task in which queer theologies are deeply indebted to TLL. Moreover, queer theologies cannot lose sight of material bodies and daily lives as the primary focus of their work. It is in everyday life, in the struggles as well as in the pleasures of multiple subjects, that queer theologies reside. The believers to whom they speak are bound to particular contexts. In every case, there are numerous negotiations and ways to perform gender and sexuality. What queer theologies seek is to open up spaces for those involved in these dynamics in order to work toward liberation. That liberation can only be possible through incarnation. Paradoxically, incarnation has been undermined in traditional systematic theology when the divinity of Christ has occluded his humanity. The core of the Christian faith resides in the fact that God became fully human in Jesus Christ. If this is true, the body is indeed the place, the locus, and the geography where salvation is made possible. Now, that body is not ethereal; instead, that body feels, suffers, and has an incredible ability to feel pleasure, to enjoy its corporality, to seek desire. Desire and pleasure are as important as the struggles for justice. Notably, the recovery of desire is in itself another act of justice. However, not many theological discourses, spiritual practices, or liturgical ordos take the whole dimension of the body into account. Sexuality, pleasure, and even orgasms are mostly absent from what is considered as “Christian,” “spiritual,” and “decent.” When we bring in different ways that cultures construct the body, everything gets more and more “closeted.” That has terrible consequences for the daily life of queer and straight people alike in different cultures, for their bodies, their sexuality and their relationalities. How is it that society and religious discourses managed to outcast, ostracize, and discriminate people? These issues can be better understood by looking at what I identify as a twofold dynamic. The first one is related to what I call the “Discursive Technologies of Othering,” which are to exoticize, stigmatize, label, dehumanize, demonize, and silence.38 The second one is related to what I call the “Material technologies of Othering,” which are racism, classism, ableism, ageism, xenophobia, homophobia, sexism, and body-fascism.39 On this, I draw from Foucault’s concept of the “normalizing judgment” in his book Discipline and Punishment, where he affirms that punishment “compares, differentiates, hierarchizes, homogenizes, [and] excludes. In short, it normalizes.”40 These discursive and material technologies of othering divide and exclude people but also make those who are cataloged as “other” inferior to the ones performing the process of othering. It could also be discussed from a Sartrean and Lacanian perspective that the process is double, as the “other/s” even mold the apparent superior cataloguer. In one way or another, religious discourses would have to face these situations. For that reason, it is highly essential to re-member the connection
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 167 of bodies with material lives, with economies that alienate those lives, with politics that deny dignity to those lives, with cultures that closet them into expectations to fulfill. Furthermore, religious experiences are closeted into ready-made recipes to follow rather than liberating the soul to the multiple possibilities of God’s love and creativity. Moreover, to que(e)r(y) theological discourses is to go back to the roots of what the religious experience was about: the union of the human life with the Divine and the whole creation. In Christianity, this is fully reached in the event of the incarnation of Christ. To go back to the roots of creation is not to naively hug trees without questioning the economic system that is killing thousands of trees in the Amazon regions in the name of progress and financial profit. Instead, I am talking about really re-discovering what makes us humans in connection with the Divine, and consequently acting in the world in accordance with that connection. To understand these situations in the context of daily life and counter them from a theological perspective is a necessity for queer theologians.
Incarnation and ecclesiology: queer friendships Incarnation leads us to the construction of communities where friendship is carried out as a way to queer the heterosexual matrix and embrace the multiple diversity of humanity. This statement is grounded in the contribution of Elizabeth Stuart, who in her book Just Good Friends, shows us the importance of friendship for queer theologies.41 Stuart begins her argument looking at the words of Jesus in the pericope of John 15.12–17: This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. No one has greater love that this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. I do not call you servants any longer, because the servant does not know what the master is doing; but I have called you friends, because I have made known to you everything that I have heard from my Father. You did not choose me but I chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. I am giving you these commands so that you may love one another.42 She sees in this pericope that the relationality proposed by Jesus is very different from the one proposed by Paul in his epistles, in which he defines a “master/slave” relationality. Stuart recognizes that Jesus’ teachings carry out a distortion of blood and ownership lines of kinship in a way that benefits friendship. Jesus offers a “friendship which essentially involves mutual service and sacrifice.”43 Stuart sees this pattern in the Biblical witness when affirming, “It is only in friendships that the Scriptures present us with models of equal, mutual and just relationships. In these relationships, God is present in the passion between the persons.”44 With this authority from the Scriptures, she turns to human beings. According to her, human beings are
168 Hugo Córdova Quero called by God to incarnate this friendship. Stuart continues affirming, “We are called to relate to the world in friendship: a relationship which as it grows between people results in mutual and equal acceptance, respect and delight, it is an embodied relationship with social and political repercussions.”45 The recognition of friendship in this way affects social and political life individually as well as communally and links the whole of creation. If God is a friend, and we are called to incarnate that friendship, which also affects our social and political life, then God is also related to the whole creation. This statement could not be possible without the incarnation of Christ, seeking to make the whole of creation of the indwelling place of God. Therefore, the idea of God as a friend is an incarnational perspective, but also requires us to talk about mutual responsibility and interrelation. This idea has tremendous implications for ecclesiology. It is not possible to claim to be part of Christ’s Church and not receive all human beings as friends of God. Stuart defines the lack of this dimension of responsibility and interrelation as sin and points out the fact that sin is part of “the various forces in our society that conspire to keep us apart from each other, to assume masks and play roles, to treat each other unjustly.”46 Therefore, our task as queer theologians and believers is to “fight in the name of Christ against the constructions of injustice in the world. This includes fighting against the construction of sex, and relationships in general, in terms of domination and submission.”47 This statement implies a requisite of self-evaluation for Christianity in order to see how this domination and subordination are reproduced in our theologies and our institutional organizations. This is also a fundamental concern in Indecent/Queer theologies. On this Stuart affirms: “Love means not having to say you’re sorry” – one of the biggest lies ever invented and one of the biggest causes of injustice, for this idea encourages irresponsibility by assuming people that they are not accountable for their actions. Love demands recognition and repentance from injustice. The Church will never convince the vast majority of lesbian and gay people, bisexual people, battered women, and all those victims of demonic dualism, that has distorted our attitudes to the body and relationships, of its friendship unless it first acknowledges its guilt and asks for forgiveness.48 This demand for acknowledgment of responsibility is a massive claim against ecclesiastical institutions that want to speak in the name of a God, whose “essence (. . .) proclaims that at the heart of God there is relationality.”49 This also goes in the same direction that Mary Hunt has taken in her book Fierce Tenderness, where she states: Friendship with the divine, whether he, she, or it, is inspired by human friendship, and vice versa. This does not trivialize the divine nor elevate the human. It merely names friendship as the adequate relational
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 169 referent. As women begin to value friendships with women, the referent for divine-human friendship is given new content. . . . [T]he divine friend surprises with Her revelations at times, inspiring humans to the same serendipity.50 Through the incarnation of Christ, the whole of creation is called to interrelations and mutual dependency that cannot allow Christian churches or societies to sustain situations of injustice and exclusion. How can Christian churches speak in the name of a God who challenges their practices of domination and subordination? Queer theologies based on friendship and egalitarian perichoretical relationships have to promote dialogue and understanding among different people in order to build community, avoiding a ghetto mentality that has sometimes colonized GLBTT movements. If gender and sexuality are performative and fluid, and humanity mirrors the Trinity through the incarnation, God’s friendship with creation also reflects this performance and fluidity. This statement destroys exclusivist images of God and humanity, of punishing those who do not fit readily into the narrow heteropatriarchal dicta of some ecclesiastical bodies. Sexuality and ethnicity are intimately connected, and queer theologies have to promote communities of friends that can be inclusive and pluralistic. Through these means, queer theologians and theologies stand at the forefront of a new theological vision in which clusters of resistance are a point of contact with queer theory and social movements, from which we learn that bodies do matter.51 How can we, at the same time, participate in the proliferation of repetitive practices in order to disrupt the compulsory heterosexuality that is the norm for those repetitions? How will communities – religious or social – be able to do this? Let me offer an example. Some years ago, I participated in a conference for ministers caring for people living with HIV/AIDS and the GLBTT community. It was a meeting in Buenos Aires, with the participation of people from many parts of South America – Argentina, Uruguay, Paraguay, Brazil, and Chile – and from diverse ecclesiastical traditions. There were lectures and the opportunity to share experiences of our pastoral activities. I remember that one of the most enthusiastic participants was a young priest in his mid-30s, from the north of the country. He was working with a very poor base community church whose population was mainly heterosexual, but there were a good number of queer people. He told us that he organized a Bible study group for Lent, leading up to baptizing the community’s babies at the Feast of Easter. One day, Cassandra52 – one of the transgender parishioners – told the group that she had never been baptized. As she came from a non-religious family, growing up and starting her transition, possibilities of being baptized disappeared completely. Cassandra explained to the group that it would profoundly impact her faith in no longer having the opportunity to be baptized. This caused great concern in the community, not only because most of the people there had already been baptized as children, but also because the
170 Hugo Córdova Quero person in front of them was cataloged as male at childbirth but lives and feels as female. The issue was discussed in the community, and the priest resolved not to push the community into any decision. However, one of the members said, “She is a member of our community and she also wants to reaffirm her faith. Why can’t she receive the sacrament?” That posed a susceptible situation amidst the community. The controversial issue was not about the possibility for somebody to be incorporated into the church through baptism. Instead, it was on how to proceed in that situation when it implied the recognition of a travesti [transgender] as a full participant in the church. Finally, the community said that they would support Cassandra’s baptism. They participated in her catechetical process and even organized a party for the baptism day. However, and this is one of the most exciting things, they baptized Cassandra with her female name, the one of her chosen displayed gender. At the time, the gender identity law that the Argentinean Congress enacted in 2013 was not even a dream for queer people. Here we have a contemporary example of how the heterosexual order is disrupted through repetition, and also through the disruption of the dicta of heteronormativity. This is the complete opposite of the message of La Mala Educación, in which the ecclesiastical power not only disregard the identities and experiences of its characters but also destroyed any healthy connection between faith, incarnation, and sexuality. Along the same line, Stuart poses an excellent question that works to disrupt hegemonic structures that enslave human beings and narrow their relationships.53 These narrowing functions, especially in the case of sexualities and gender performances, do not fit into the heterosexist binary. This heterosexist binary is what Butler defines as the compulsory heterosexuality that molds the performativity of gender and sexuality.54 On this matter, Althaus-Reid would also state that, At the core of any discussion on sexuality lies the threat to destabilizing dogmas and ecclesiologies which have made God a resource of heterosexual authority. That requires the courage to find God outside sexual ideologies and ideologies of race and class. Sexual ideologies, in particular, are crucial in sustaining political ones, and women’s rights inside and outside the church, as well as God’s rights, depending on how we confront them in what needs to be an alliance for more than one truth ‘out of the closet’ for heterosexual and non-heterosexual people alike. Meanwhile, God remains hidden by ideology. God also remains in the closet as a prisoner of the orthodoxy of theology and pornography, claiming for el derecho a no ser derecha, the right not to be straight in a church where the orthopraxis of love should be more important than its orthodoxy base on an uncritical position rooted in a heterosexual ideology.55 Therefore, the incarnation of Christ remains as the locus from where to contest and interrupt the heteropatriarchal matrix and its dicta over the lives of human beings, their sexuality, and the performance of their gender. It is
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 171 the responsibility of Indecent/Queer theologies to participate in the process of incarnate God’s liberation and to rebel against ecclesial powers that seek to dehumanize and to divide the Body of Christ represented in the Christian churches.
Conclusion Sexuality, bodies, and the doctrine of the incarnation are pivotal to the daily lived experiences of the faithful. Queering this dogma should bring into the conversation all the dimensions of human experience in order to affirm that in Jesus all humanity is embraced by the Divine. The analysis of La Mala Educación has given us ample examples of anti-incarnational abuses of power and oppression of bodies and sexuality within a religious institution such as the Roman Catholic Church. Queer theologies offer a third space in order to destroy heteropatriarchal binaries at play in abusive religious institutions. The doctrine of the incarnation calls queer believers to decolonize our relationalities and notions of friendship and partnership, even amid the problematic displays of ecclesiastical power. In the particular case of indecent theology, it joins other queer theologies in raising a prophetic voice to take up the cuddles of Incarnation in our bodies, gender, and sexuality in the following of Christ. In light of noxious mandates of sexuality within the boundaries of oppressive theologies, queer/indecent theologies allow us to integrate our own experiences with that of Christ faithfully. It is imperative to remember that our task is to queer and decolonize Christian beliefs, not to make an adaptation functional for power structures, either religious or politic/economic. The film La Mala Educación prophetically points out the fact that when God becomes a slave of human interpretations, the material consequences are deployed in the real, tangible lives of the faithful. Christian churches and other religious institutions should think deeply about the role they play in the political and social arena through the fostering of heteropatriarchy. What is defined by law or condemned by it does not necessarily imply that the churches have to assume the same attitudes as the nation-state or societies. Communities of believers should be independent of the fluctuations of the politics of the State, mostly when those politics are against the message of Jesus, which deeply involves community, solidarity, love, and friendship. Every time I watch La Mala Educación, I cannot avoid wondering what the lives of its characters would be if an incarnational theology were the basis for the religious institutions in which they participated. We can dream and see a few examples of religiosities that are liberating, but the film continues to prophetically alert us of the broad deployment of theo(ideo)logies that oppress individuals and communities. If we are to be faithful disciples of Jesus, the incarnation of Christ demands of Christians an equal response to the world. If God is the parameter/model for human life, and sexuality is part of life, when we say that sexuality and
172 Hugo Córdova Quero gender performances are fluid, we are saying that God is also fluid. The perichoretical and amical understanding of God through God’s relationality with the creation is a continuous liberating dynamic. It is this God who is present in creation through the incarnation of Christ, and seeks the whole of creatureliness to be God’s indwelling place. The whole of creatureliness definitively implies sexuality, gender performance, and bodies. They are the locus for a real, tangible friendship with God. Queer theologies and indecent theologians are midwives in the unfolding of the new life of creation. Our bodies form the locus for that marvelous cosmic process of birthing incarnated liberations.
Notes 1 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology and The Queer God (London: Routledge, 2003). 2 Pedro Almodovar (Dir.), La Mala Educación [Bad Education], 105 minutes (Sony Pictures, 2004, DVD). 3 Robert V. Rakestraw, “Becoming Like God: An Evangelical Doctrine of Theosis,” Journal of the Evangelical Theological Society 40, no. 2 (1997): 260. 4 Karimpumannil Mathai George, The Silent Roots: Orthodox Perspectives on Christian Spirituality (The Risk Books Series #63) (Geneva, Switzerland: WCC Publications,1994), 37. 5 Rosemary Radford Ruether, Sexism and God-Talk: Toward a Feminist Theology (Boston, MA: Beacon Press, 1993), 116. 6 John Paul II, The Splendor of Truth, Libreria Editrice Vaticana, August 6, 1993. http://w2.vatican.va/content/john-paul-ii/en/encyclicals/documents/hf_jp-ii_ enc_06081993_veritatis-splendor.html. 7 John Paul II, The Gospel of Life, Libreria Editrice Vaticana, March 25, 1995. http://w2.vatican.va/content/john-paul-ii/en/encyclicals/documents/hf_jp-ii_ enc_25031995_evangelium-vitae.html 8 Aline H. Kalbian, Sexing the Church: Gender, Power, and Ethics in Contemporary Catholicism (Indianapolis, IN: Indiana University Press, 2005), 120. 9 Ibid., 121. 10 Radford Ruether, Sexism and God-Talk, 117. 11 Gavin D’Costa, Sexing the Trinity: Gender, Culture and the Divine (London: SCM Press, 2000), 56. 12 Ibid., p. 30. 13 Gavin D’Costa, “Queer Trinity,” in Queer Theology: Rethinking the Western Body, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell, 2007), 269–80. 14 Jordan, “God’s Body,” 281–92. 15 J. Severino Croatto, Liberación y Libertad: Pautas Hermenéuticas (Ciudad Autonoma de Buenos Aires: Mundo Nuevo, 1973). 16 Jordan, “God’s Body,” 285–6. 17 Ivone Gebara, Longing for Running Water: Ecofeminism and Liberation, trans. David Molineaux (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 1999), 91. 18 George, The Silent Roots, 44. 19 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 5. 20 Althaus-Reid, The Queer God, 68. 21 Hugo Córdova Quero, “Risky Affairs: Marcella Althaus-Reid Indecently Queering Juan Luis Segundo’s Hermeneutic Circle Propositions,” in Theology in Fetish Boots: Essays in Honour of Marcella Althaus-Reid, ed. Lisa Isherwood and Mark D. Jordan (London: SCM Press, 2010), 207–18.
Unfaithful noxious sexuality 173 22 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 135. 23 Carolyn Poljski, Coming Out, Coming Home or Inviting People in? Supporting Same-Sex Attracted Women from Immigrant and Refugee Communities (Melbourne, Australia: Multicultural Centre for Women’s Health, 2011). 24 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 173. 25 Ibid., 148. 26 Gilles Deleuze and Felix Guattari, A Thousand Plateaus: Capitalism and Schizophrenia, trans. Brian Massumi, 2 vol. (London: Continuum, 2004). 27 “Un hilo de sangre dividía mi frente en dos. Y tuve el presentimiento de que con mi vida ocurriría lo mismo. Siempre estaría dividida y yo no podría hacer nada para evitarlo.” [La Mala Educación, Scene 7, “Padre Manolo” (Father Manolo)]. 28 Robert Shore-Goss, Queering Christ: Beyond Jesus Acted Up (Cleveland, OH: Pilgrim Press, 2002), 11. 29 “Ignacio has become Zahara, a transvestite and drug addict, who impersonates Sara Montiel (Gay icon, a sort of a Spanish Mae West of the 60’s and 70’s) and is a member of a fifth-rate variety company” (“Bad Education – Directed by Pedro Almodovar,” 2004). 30 “Creo que perdí mi fe en este momento. . . Por lo tanto no creo más en Dios o en el infierno. Y como no creo más en el infierno, no tengo miedo . . . y sin miedo soy capaz de hacer cualquier cosa.” [La Mala Educación, Scene 11 “Predator.”]. 31 “Me vendí por primera vez en aquella sacristía para evitar la expulsión de Enrique. Pero el Padre Manolo me engañó. Juré que algún día le haría pagar por ello.” [La Mala Educación, Scene 11 “Predator.”]. 32 Michel Foucault, Power/Knowledge: Selected Interviews and Other Writings, 1972–1977, ed. Colin Gordon, trans. Colin Gordon, Leo Marshall, John Mepham, and Kate Soper (New York: Phantom, 1980). 33 Ibid. 34 Judith Butler, The Psychic Life of Power (Stanford, CA: Stanford University Press, 1997). 35 Ibid., 110–11. 36 Ibid., 117. 37 Ibid., 119. Original emphasis. 38 Quero, “This Body Trans/Forming Me,” 90. 39 Ibid. 40 Michel Foucault, Discipline and Punish: The Birth of the Prison, trans. Alan Sheridan (New York: Vintage Books, 1995), 183. 41 Elizabeth Stuart, Just Good Friends: Towards a Lesbian and Gay Theology of Relationships (London: Mowbray, 1995). 42 Texts are taken from the New Revised Standard Version. 43 Stuart, Just Good Friends, 170. 44 Ibid., 173. 45 Ibid., 213. 46 Ibid., 220. 47 Ibid., 231. 48 Ibid., 237. 49 Ibid., 241. 50 Mary Hunt, Fierce Tenderness: A Feminist Theology of Friendship (New York: Crossroad, 1994), 84. 51 Butler, Bodies That Matter. 52 This name is a pseudonym. 53 Stuart, Just Good Friends. 54 Butler, Gender Trouble, 30. 55 Marcella Althaus-Reid, From Feminist Theology to Indecent Theology: On Poverty, Sexual Identity and God (London: SCM Press, 2004), 102.
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Deafinitely different Seeing deafness, Deaf, and healing in the Bible from Deaf perspectives Kristine C. Meneses
It is quite “normal” for us to put a cordon in biblical exegesis, with some scholars who are too engrossed in knowing the details, yet impart their understanding of God’s word and overlook the need to include certain people or groups in biblical conversations. The term “cordon” here pertains to the boundary, the line that seems to exclude the perspectives of some readers or groups on God’s word. Although postcolonial and contextual readings in biblical hermeneutics have emerged,1 it seems that a certain people or group is still missed out. Women, the mestizaje, black and Asian people, and LGBTIQA+ continue their efforts to penetrate the circle of biblical scholarship. Nevertheless, we tend to forget to include those whom we label as disabled, specifically the Deaf. Why is this? Can the Deaf not be our conversation partners in unraveling G-d’s dabar? Do we debase their contribution in visualizing the Word? Do we fear that by including them in our conversation, our “normative” reading of what we believe as “normal” will be challenged by them? To listen to Deaf perspectives of biblical stories, specifically stories in which they are directly involved, challenges our medical perspective of deafness, and questions our status quo reading of the healing narratives. Thus, understanding the Word from their perspectives invites us to see them not as persons with defect, but another human variety. This chapter attempts to challenge the “normal” reading of the healing narrative of the Deaf man in the gospel of Mark by engaging some of the Deaf in the conversation. This chapter offers perspectives on the Deaf and deafness in the scripture, which we often (intentionally, or unintentionally) miss out on. Hence, this chapter problematizes our pegged perspective that Deaf and deafness are auditory deficits that need repair. By medicalizing the Deaf and deafness, we exclude them from our biblical conversations. How many of our biblical exegeses and hermeneutical studies have included the perspective(s) of Deaf people?2 It is the aim of this chapter to let those who are involved (or not) in the story to enter the circle. This is an opportunity for a theological inclusion of Deaf people who are often set aside. Our traditional reading of the Deaf and deafness in the scripture henceforth will be challenged, yet surprisingly would lead to a life-giving, more holistic view of humanity, relationship, and theology, if only we go out of our closeted
Deafinitely different 175 “normative” reading of disability in the scripture. What does it mean to be Deaf, and what is deafness other than something negative we have long labeled? What pictorial, pastoral, and practical reading of Mark 7.31–37 does a Deaf reading have to offer to biblical hermeneutics? What theological insight can an alternative reading of the said pericope contribute to a traditional image of G-d who has the power to heal or cure? To answer these questions, this chapter will first present society’s perspective on Deaf and deafness. Second, it will lay out of representation of Deaf and deafness in the scripture, both in the Old and New Testament. Third, it will demonstrate that many Deaf people do not consider themselves as impaired or disabled; rather they see themselves as part of a linguistic minority because of their unique language.3 Moreover, their unique culture can be traced to their organic experiences, shared history, and means of communication expressed in sign language,4 bodily movements, iconic and facial expressions – a sort of distinctive art in the form or mime – as well as literature and humor. Apart from language and experiences, Deaf culture is beyond spatial boundaries because the Deaf are diasporic. Such a view of Deaf culture can give us a new way of understanding Deaf people who have a language that is not spoken but signed, who listen not with their ears but eyes, not confined by land but united by language. Thus they see themselves as an ethic-linguistic minority, a unique culture. Having an overview of the Deaf perspective about their identity, language, and culture will help us in understanding an alternative reading of Deaf, deafness, and the Divine from both an exegetical exploration, and the perspective of some of the Deaf from the Philippines and Korea, about the story in Mark 7.31–37. This chapter will conclude with a theological and pastoral call to advocate inclusivity and diversity.
I Deafness is a defect, being Deaf is defective: a discriminating globalized hegemonic ableist and audist5 society Today, advances in science and medicine make us label what appears not to be a “normal” body as impaired and disabled, including those with mental, physical, and sensory disabilities. There is a lingering fear of disablement as our body deteriorates. We want to show that we can still perform, that we are still “useful.” Such a “culture of fear”6 of disablement is heavily influenced by our globalized culture which attaches a person’s value on his or her bodily and cognitive capability and performance. Thus, disability is a disgrace. It is disqualified and displaced. Disability is an unacceptable body in our society. As no one would choose to be disabled, we want to “fix” or “repair” a “defective” body. Similarly, many religions see disability as negative, a subject for cure or healing, and the disabled person becomes an object of charity. A medicalized or pathologized perspective of disability leaves the disabled person in an unfortunate condition, pitied, abused, exploited, and
176 Kristine C. Meneses stigmatized. Looking at disability as bodily anomaly consequently negates the disabled altogether. There must be something more and beyond what meets the eye in disability. While we may simply see the surface, there is a need to go deeper in understanding disability, the disabled, and particularly the Deaf. When we see people who are disabled, we are left unsure about how to interact with them. We either avoid looking at them or we stare at them with an unconscious statement that something is “wrong.” Thus, they become object of lookism, which is derogatory and discriminating. The term lookism appeared first in The Washington Post Magazine in 1978 and it pertains to discrimination based on physical appearance and attractiveness.7 In connection to the Deaf, lookism pertains to their difference as people who communicate in sign language and mime. Living in an ableist and audist8 society is a lifetime adjustment for the disabled, and the Deaf, because they remain as the minority that is consistently disqualified. In medicalizing disability, the body is treated as a pathological malady, a deformity, a lack, an anomaly, defective, and so on. Medical practitioners and scientists consequently work in a deficit-based understanding of their personhood. Focusing on body deformity retains the enforcement of correction, rehabilitation, repair, or normalcy. Morally and ethically, we unconsciously devalue and disenfranchise the person and the narrative of the disabled as disqualified disablehood.9 We forget that disability is not entirely an individual’s problem, but a condition society has constructed, construed and configured. In this sense, another model is needed to question the medical/pathological view of disability. The enforcement of normalcy by the medical model of disability projects a sort of physiological hegemony, where the “normal” body is acceptable in society, and disabled and Deaf bodies are demeaned.10 To (en)force normalcy onto the disabled is to disregard their uniqueness. Consequently, we fail to recognize other dimensions of their personhood – their disablehood. On the other hand, the social model of disability argues that we locate the problem of disability in the experiences of oppression and social constructs, which leads to the stigmatization of the disabled. People sense their disability because society makes it difficult for them to access what is necessary for them. We have created physical, structural, environmental, and attitudinal barriers. This model is highly politicized for it locates or frames the forms of oppression that disable the disabled, beginning with the unwelcoming enforcement of normalcy by the temp-abled bodies.11 Furthering their double disablement is our systemic and subtle internalization of ableism and audism in everyday life, such as in history, politics, economics, institution, culture, and nature,12 which the social model of disability is challenging.13 We uncritically allow the power binary to play in our consciousness, such as abled/ disabled, normal/abnormal, and ideal/deviant. This internalized binary of bio-ideal limits hinders the full participation of the disabled in society. To reiterate, as Mike Oliver says,14 disability is not the problem. Rather, it is
Deafinitely different 177 the attitude of people toward the disable that disables. Hence, we block our perspectives to see disability, and particularly deafness, other than and beyond loss. We need to see and consider Deaf perspectives as a benefit to culture, society, and theology.
II Deaf and deafness a benefit: deconstructing the “loss” perspective Records of Deaf people are scarce. Nonetheless, the survival of their heritage, in particular their language, is a proof of a past that needs to be told together with their culture. One possible cause of barrier in recording the history of the Deaf is due mainly to the invisibility of deafness.15 In the past, deafness was not a disease or impairment. Deafness was held in opposition to intelligence. Society equates knowledge with the eloquence of articulating one’s thoughts. As the Deaf expressed themselves through gestures, mimes, and facial expressions, which did not form the norm of articulation, they were labelled as dumb. In Asia, Deaf narratives are similarly unrecorded because of the prevailing view of deafness as a curse, a punishment of the divine, or karma.16 Deaf exclusion is part of a society’s internalized shame with the inability to hear. In the Philippines, we do not have accurate statistics of the Deaf, particularly those residing in remote areas because some families hide them for fear of stigma. Their invisibility in society makes it difficult for many of us to be aware of, and understand the Deaf. More importantly, sign language was difficult to record in the past. In one of the Deaf schools in Chungju, Chungcheong Province, South Korea, all of the students wear cochlear implants. This assistive medical devise claims to “cure” hearing impairment. Parents opt for their children, some as young as three years old, to go through surgery to implant the device.17 In France, different Deaf groups gather every week to understand and assert who they are as individuals and as a community. A well-known Deaf person, Jean-Ferdinand Berthier, organized an annual banquet in honor of Abbé de’L Épée which was well attended by Deaf people.18 Through this regular fellowship, the Deaf develop positive and powerful principles.19 A summary of their basic principles as formulated by Berthier, Claudius Forestier,20 and Alphonse Lenoir21 is listed as follows: 1 Deaf communities possess the gift of languages so special that they can be used to say things which speech cannot. 2 These languages are even more special because they can be adapted to cross international boundaries when spoken languages fail. 3 Consequently, Deaf people model in potential the ability to become the world’s first truly global citizens, and thus serve as a model for the rest of society. 4 Deaf people were intentionally created on earth to manifest these qualities, and the value of their existence should not be called into question.
178 Kristine C. Meneses 5 Hearing people unable to use them are effectively “sign-impaired” citizens. 6 These languages were offered as a gift to hearing people, that if they joined with Deaf people and learned them, the quality of their lives would be improved. The banqueteers were well aware that the majority of Deaf people had not yet had the opportunity to attend Deaf education and experience sign language socialization. But they pledged themselves to continue to fight to ensure that all Deaf people had the “right” to these experiences.22 Often, we do not think of deafness as a way of life, or of the Deaf as another human variety in ways that the Deaf consider themselves. The existential question, “What does it means to be Deaf?” is simplistically answered by the majority that the Deaf are different. The Deaf see themselves as displaying diversity, not a consequence of their inability to hear, of auditory deformity, or bodily anomaly.23 Despite a life of in-betweenity, that is, living in a hearing society while connected to the Deaf community, many Deaf people gradually accept their identity and deafness, and they continually discover themselves as fluid. For them, deafness is a “way of life.”24 There are Deaf people who do not fully accept their deafness because they were brought up to believe that they were hearing persons. Thus, deafness for them was an auditory defect that needed repair. In this case, many of them gave in to assistive medical technology, such as cochlear implantation. Though a Deaf person manages to live a life of in-betweenity, the difficult negotiations of their identity can be detrimental to their self-understanding and the acceptance of their Deafhood. There is a high possibility that a Deaf person will gradually embrace the hearing identity for practical reasons and the avoidance of stigma. Thus, for the hearing majority, perspectives of deafness as a “way of life” and the Deaf as another human variety are difficult to comprehend because we equate a holistic life to a “functional” body or senses. For Bauman, hearing loss can be viewed as gaining deafness that is not a negative but a positive condition.25 The Deaf must be valued and respected as they are. Their pictorial language, communication, perspectives, arts and designs, psychology, humor, and philosophy are some of the things they have to offer us that can enrich our views on people who are often labelled as disabled, different, or deviant. Bauman and Murray asserted that “Deaf ways of being in the world are ways that contribute to the cognitive, creative and cultural diversity of the human experience.”26
III Deaf and deafness in the scripture: disqualifying from story-telling Often when we read the scriptures, we look for answers that we are comfortable with. Anything that is negative seems unappealing. We thus omit further reading and understanding. Our Sunday schools, the pulpit, and our Catholic
Deafinitely different 179 school curricula highlight only the great faith of scriptural characters, while concealing their weakness and even disability. This is quite unfortunate for we only see one dimension of their human realities. Discounting disability in the scriptures (and deafness and the Deaf later), as well as the characters who are disabled, makes it difficult for us to understand and appreciate the depth of our humanity. Disability, disease, and impairment seem to prevent some biblical scholars from more in-depth studies, thereby limiting biblical hermeneutics around “healing.” Our reading of disabilities in the scriptures often points to defective physical conditions and sensory failure. The Oxford Dictionary suggests there are two meanings of “sense”: (1) the faculty through which our body responds to external stimuli; and (2) a method of comprehension or understanding, as in “to make sense,” or “common sense.”27 Reading the narratives of the blind man Bartimaeus, the lepers, the paralytic, the convulsed man, the woman with the withered hand, the Deaf, and others whom Jesus touched and “healed” makes us comfortably consider their condition to be mere physiological. We thus fail to “make sense” of their very person, the one who comes to us with stories to share. This being said, there is a need to consider the context of the audience. Many of us believe that we must remain faithful to the text’s context of the past, to avoid possible abuse of its interpretation. However, where will we draw the line? Is eisegesis a method that is misleading? Can the Divine not self-reveal through other means? In this case, Deaf perspectives can be a means to reveal the Divine from the contexts and stories on the ground. In reading the scriptures, there is a need to disrupt the simplistic equation between sense organs and sense perception. It is possible to listen with one’s eyes, speak using our hands (as the Deaf do), express though facial expressions, smell with one’s tongue, and taste with one’s touch.28 It is unfortunate that sensory-disabled characters in the scriptures are not explored much, and are not given enough value by many biblical scholars. In 2004, the Society of Biblical Literature endeavored to create a Biblical Scholarship and Disabilities Studies Consultation, believing that an alliance of the two fields could be mutually beneficial, beginning with “critiquing concepts of what is normal, healthy and good.” A Unchallenged orientation: Deaf and deafness, unwelcoming? In the Old Testament there are 14 occasions in which the term “deaf” occurs as a translation. In the New Testament, there are five such instances. The Hebrew terms vrexe (cheresh) and vr;x’ (charash) are at times used interchangeably. Surprisingly, the term “deafness” is never used in the scriptures, specifically in the NRSV translation. It is worth noting though, that the Hebrew word vrexe (cheresh) for “deaf”29 is likewise referred to as ~Leai (illem: mute or unable to speak) or ~j;a’ (alam: put into silence, or to stop).30
180 Kristine C. Meneses In Exodus 4.11; 38.14; Isaiah 29.18, 35.5, 42.18, 19, and 43.8, the Hebrew word vrexe (cheresh) is used, which pertains to the incapability to hear. In Psalm 28.1, 39.13 and Micah 7.16 the Hebrew term vr;x’ (charash) is used to pertain to “dumb,” “silent,” “speechless,” or “showing deafness.” In Psalm 28.1, the term “deaf” insinuates a “refusal to listen.” Similarly, in Psalm 39.13, the said term is translated as “withholding peace.” In Micah 7.16, “deaf” is referred to as “silent.” It is interesting that the Hebrew term vr;x’ (charash) can also mean “to cut in,” “engrave,” “devise,” or “plough,” that is an “artisan” or a “craftsman.” There are four occasions in which “deaf” is used differently that are only found in the New American Bible Revised Edition (NABRE). In Isaiah 44.9, the Hebrew term vAB (bosh) means “put to shame,” “ashamed,” “disconcerted,” “disappointment,” “feel shame,” and “ashamed before the other,” thus giving the impression that to be Deaf is a disappointment, a condition that one should be ashamed of. Similarly, in Lamentations 3.56, the term ~l;[‘ (alam) which means “hide,” “to conceal,” “secret” or “be hidden” is translated as “deaf” in English. Does this therefore mean that it is better for one to hide one’s condition when one is Deaf? Little wonder then that up to this day, there are Deaf people who are “put inside a closet,” their condition kept a secret, or they are forced to use assistive medical devices simply because it is shameful not to be able to hear. In Sirach, the Greek term u’peri,dh|31 (uperorao), which means “overlook,” “ignore,” “pass over” or “disregard” is translated as “deaf” in the English translation. This insinuates that a Deaf is a person who ignores or overlooks others. In Baruch 6.40, NABRE translates the Greek term evneo.n32 as “deaf,” rendering it as “speechless.” This translation is closest to the Hebrew term ~Leai (illem), which means “unable to speak,” “silent” or “speechless.” Why did the translator use the terms “deaf” and “dumb,” instead of just the latter? As mentioned earlier, in the Old Testament, the Hebrew term vrexe (cheresh) seems to pertain to stopping from hearing something, or a sort of a blockage to hear. It is therefore associated with deficit, negative and unpleasant experiences, or a condition that must be concealed. It is only in the book of Leviticus 19.14 that the term vrexe (cheresh) is used as an adjective to protect the Deaf. If we look more closely, deafness in the Hebrew scripture, though negatively associated with physical deficit or lacking, is never an object of healing. How are the Deaf and deafness treated in the New Testament? The approximate translation of the word vrexe (cheresh) in Greek is kwfo.n (kophon),33 which means either “deaf,” “mute,” or “dumb,” and is mentioned 11 times.34 In the NABRE, the term “mute” is categorically used, and as described in Matthew 9.32, refers to a person who “could not speak.” Furthermore, among the Synoptic gospels, it is only in the gospel of Mark that the Greek word kwfo,j (kophos: deaf) is used in an adjective normal accusative case in three instances.35 Here, the Greek word mogila,loj (mogilalos: difficulty to speak) is also used instead of a;laloj (alalos: speechless),36 although the latter is common in the gospels.
Deafinitely different 181 Common scholarship in reading the passage of the Deaf man in Mark 7.31–37 is focused on giving a theological or Christological significance of Jesus’ healing or miracles by seeing deafness as an infirmity and a tragic condition. Other scholars connect this passage to the fulfillment of the Isaiah prophesy,37 where the “ears of the deaf are unstopped.”38 According to Ben Witherington III, Mark’s gospel is structured in a way that Chapters 1–8 establish Jesus’ identity.39 Retaining our narrow and cordoned normative interpretation of deafness and the Deaf here as a cure by Jesus prevents us from seeing the Deaf in the gospel and those around us. I begin now a reconsideration and re-telling of the gospel of Mark, as we encounter a Deaf man at length and “see”40 him and his story. B A disorientation in Mark 7.31–37: Deaf in an exegetical exploration The narrative focuses on the miraculous action of Jesus, which inevitably retains the Deaf person as an object of healing. In this section, I provide an in-depth exploration of deafness and the Deaf by giving the Deaf a space in the conversation in which they are mainly involved. As retaining a medicalized reading of the narrative is problematic, what alternative reading can be drawn in re-visiting Mark 7.31–37? How does a pathological reading of this passage affect our perspective and treatment of the Deaf? What is the take of the Deaf themselves of this narrative? In re-telling this passage, I wish to make clear that first, the exegetical tools used are the narrative41 and socio-rhetorical analysis in relation to the Deaf orientation. Further, a “disorientation-re-orientation”42 hermeneutics on the passage from a Deaf orientation can supply new meanings and challenge normative interpretations. Scene 1: expository Then he (Jesus) returned from the region of Tyre, and went by way of Sidon towards the Sea of Galilee, in the region of the Decapolis. The narrator gives us a summary of the itinerary and route of Jesus. The narrator is not interested in the purpose of Jesus’ activity. In fact, Mark the evangelist projects Jesus as one who is always at work and unstoppable. If one refers to the map of North and Central Palestine, and follows his itinerary route, one will notice that Jesus was all over the place. Sidon is at the north of Tyre, while the Sea of Galilee is at the south of Tyre, and the Decapolis is at the East with its cities far apart. Where is Jesus going? Tyre, Sidon and Decapolis are wealthy places. Places may or may not only be geographical locations, hence the need for critical scrutiny and creative imagination. Tyre means “a rock,” which could either pertain to its location at the port or acts as a clue to a character’s condition. Sidon43 in Greek means
182 Kristine C. Meneses “hunting,” which could relate to the action of some characters who later went “hunting” for Jesus for some reason. Decapolis could be composed of two Greek words deka (deka) which means “ten,” and polij (polis) which mean “city.” However, Decapolis is not a matter of quantity. Instead, this term denotes collections or clusters of cities, which could be more than ten.44 This provides a possibility that there were “multitudes” of people of varied ethnicities residing in the area. After an encounter with a Syro-Phoenician woman, will Jesus have a different reception to another Greek populace who will approach him with a request? Scene 2: Jesus, Deaf man and crowd; They brought to him a Deaf45 man who had an impediment in his speech; and they begged him to lay his hand on him. The crowd spoke to Jesus, and “begged him to lay his hand on him.” Yet ironically, we do not hear this plea coming from the Deaf person. Deaf in Greek is kwfo.n (kophon),46 and is translated as either “deaf” or “dumb.” The adjective kwfo.n (kophon) describes a person whose condition is the inability to speak or articulate the self, thus, speechless. Noteworthy is that both Jesus and the Deaf individual remain speechless. The word kwfo.n (kophon) can likewise mean “blunt” or “dull.” These two meanings are extremes. A person who is blunt could simply be frank and straight-forward. Words uttered could be sharp and hurtful, like a sharp stone, or flint, which in turn seems to allude to Tyre, which also means “rock.” As an extreme interpretation, a person who is “dull” is lifeless or shy. This person could have lost a zest for life, or is embarrassed with his or her condition. It would be worthwhile to consider that the Hebrew term for “Deaf,” vrexe (cheresh),47 is not categorically an impediment but a condition of being silent, as in to listen, which could be something voluntary.48 Could it be that the Deaf person kept silent because he was being misunderstood? Could it be that he opted to be “dull” after trying to be “blunt” in expressing his thoughts and feelings, but people misjudged him? The actions of the crowd: “brought,” “begged” Jesus to lay his hand on the Deaf seems to indicate urgency and force. The Greek verb fe,rousin49 (pherousie: brought) can also mean “to bear,” “bear patiently,” “endure,” “put up with,” “move with force or speed,” or “carry with burden.” If we consider the alternative meanings of the verb “brought,” could it be that the Deaf was forcibly brought to Jesus? Did the Deaf feel that he was a burden to the crowd? Did he accept that something was wrong with him? Did he simply accommodate the crowd on what they wanted, but deep inside refused to be told what he needed to be and do? Did he even need healing? Scene 3: Jesus and the Deaf; He took him aside in private, away from the crowd, and put his fingers into his ears, and he spat and touched his
Deafinitely different 183 tongue. Then looking up to heaven, he sighed and said to him, “Ephphatha,” that is, “Be opened.” And immediately his ears were opened, his tongue was released, and he spoke plainly. It is in this scene that we finally hear Jesus speak one word in the entire narrative: “Ephphatha.” Notice the silence of the Deaf person throughout. Was this a sign of his consent to what Jesus was doing to him? Did he think or feel that Jesus was absurd when he put his hands on his ears, and spat and touched his tongue? Was this his gesture of accepting Jesus into his space? The impression we have in reading this scene is that the Deaf person seemed to be “dull” and the one who was “blunt” was Jesus. The Deaf person seemed to be dull by allowing Jesus to performing some sort of “magic” on him, and Jesus was “blunt” in putting his hands in the ears of the Deaf person, and spitting on and touching the tongue of this individual. Jesus’ actions give us the impression that what he did was a sort of quack treatment. After doing all these to the Deaf, Jesus uttered a “magic” word Effaqa, after which all things broke “loose,” the ear of the Deaf was made open, his tongue loosened, and he spoke plainly. If this was a moment of rejoicing, why was the Deaf person still silent? He uttered no word to prove that Jesus indeed “cured” or “healed” him. Beginning with Effaqa, the verbs dianoi,cqhti (to open completely: dianoichtheti), hvnoi,ghsan (spoke freely: enoigesan), and evlu,qh (to loose: elythe) point to the same action, that is, “to open.” These verbs reiterate that something was made “open.” Was the ear of the Deaf person opened and his tongue truly loosened? I also wish to focus on the body parts associated with hearing and speaking. The ear (w=ta: ota) could be a metaphor, which pertains to “the faculty of perceiving with the mind” or “the faculty of understanding and knowing.”50 The word glw,sshj (glosses) is commonly translated as “tongue.” However, glw,sshj (glosses) can also mean “language,”51 that is, an “utterance outside the normal pattern of speech, thus requires special interpretation.”52 It can also mean “antiquated, foreign, unintelligible, mysterious utterances,”53 which is comparable to a performance language or body language, and the few sounds which the Deaf can produce, as his way of communication. Nonetheless, for the crowd, this expression was probably something strange, out of the ordinary or mysterious that necessitated the laying on of hands. Most scholars agree that Effaqa (Ephphatha) is said directly to the Deaf person. Nonetheless, will such a take on the word Effaqa (Ephphatha) be meaningful to Deaf people? Could it be possible to deconstruct our usual take on this passage? Jin Young Choi sees in this passage a somatic engagement between Jesus and the Deaf man.54 This means that when Jesus touched the Deaf man, Jesus was likewise touched by the encounter. Hence, Choi asserts that “With this (Deaf) man, Jesus is and becomes an Other.” Focusing on the inability of the Deaf to speak, Choi re-reads Jesus’ healing as blurring the boundary and challenging society’s dominant demarcation rules of
184 Kristine C. Meneses the normal and abnormal. The silent language of the Deaf person strongly shows that his body is his text, and he thus expresses himself in his own way. To “open” could allude to an entirely new understanding of the other who seems different, and this was made possible due to the somatic engagement of Jesus with the crowd, who were set free from their language barriers and negative attitudes toward the Deaf person. Scene 4: Jesus and the crowd; Then Jesus ordered them to tell no one; but the more he ordered them, the more zealously they proclaimed it. They were astounded beyond measure, saying, “He has done everything well; he even makes the deaf to hear and the mute to speak.” The crowd was amazed, and affirmed that Jesus did well. Although Jesus ordered the crowd “to tell no one,” the crowd did otherwise. The crowd’s ears were blocked, as though with a rock (Tyre). Likewise, their tongues were “released” because they “openly” spoke about Jesus’ amazing deeds.55 One might wonder how their tongues could be released, when their ears were blocked? In reality, one can encounter Deaf people who can speak although they cannot hear, because they do lip-reading. Often, when people are caught up with excitement, they fail to listen to what is told to them, because they are emotionally overwhelmed. This might have been the situation of the crowd here. Their failure to heed Jesus’ instruction may have been due to overwhelming amazement. Moreover, when a sort of healing or miracle happens, there are instances when the one who is healed speaks, like the woman who was bleeding, the blind man in John’s discourse, one of the ten who was healed with skin disease. Was the Deaf person healed, or was it the crowd and Jesus who finally understand the language, the “tongue” of the Deaf? In order to understand this, I wish to use another exegetical tool, the socio-rhetoric analysis, in order to “see” what may have happened. The Deaf defied disability: a socio-rhetorical analysis The silence of the Deaf person creates tension and raises questions about his own take on the actions of the crowd and of Jesus toward him. In this section, I will employ a socio-rhetorical analysis to explore this issue. Rhetoric itself is part of our social reality. Society influences our thought patterns, gestures, beliefs, perspectives, judgments, and language, often without our immediate awareness. Language does not only refer to words, but includes gestures, actions, sound, or anything that communicates. Further, the story world serves archeological and anthropological foundations for social analysis, where rhetorical devices are present. In addition, geographical boundaries are not mere places but have something to do with understanding the social reality present in the narrative. In a sense, socio-rhetorical analysis examines the social referents in narratives with the use of rhetoric. Here, I
Deafinitely different 185 will work on a three-dimensional rhetoric, namely: (1) the place and space, (2) the Deaf man, and (3) the point-of-view of characters.56 The place and space mentioned in this narrative are Tyre, Sidon, Sea of Galilee, and Decapolis. There is more to just the meanings of “rock” and “hunting” for Tyre and Sidon respectively. In the scriptures, “Tyre and Sidon” are commonly formulaically combined,57 which depict events of change because the characters in the narratives listened. For instance, after a long wait, the fishermen came back with empty nets but were told by Jesus to go back to catch fish again. They returned with nets filled. They listened, and the promise happened: They had a great catch. The multitude of people was filled with bread and fish because someone listened to a call to share. The man was free from the “possession,” because the unclean spirit listened to Jesus’ command. It could be that the narrative depicts not physical change, but transformations in one’s view. The places seem to impress upon us a depiction and preparation for what will happen to peoples’ points-of-view, and perhaps even that of Jesus himself. The Deaf man in the entire narrative never uttered a word, making us question whether he was physically healed. A careful reading of the text could suggest that healing was not Jesus’ action. Instead, it could have been that of the Deaf person. It is worthwhile to visualize how the Deaf person would have communicated his condition to Jesus, not unlike how a Deaf person today would tell another person that he or she cannot hear. Imagination helps in seeing the Deaf person pointing to his ear, and swinging or shaking his hand to indicate that he cannot hear. He spits, and passionately holds (that is, expresses) his language (tongue). Then looking up to heaven, he sighs, as if a gesture of complaint. This he does because he was not understood, or because the crowd refused to open their eyes to understand him. It could be that when he was passionately expressing himself, people saw him as different or deviant from the “normal” expression of language (tongue). For the crowd, this Deaf man’s way of communicating his feelings and thoughts through movements and facial expressions was strange. Given that he was not understood, he turned “dull,” lifeless, or expressionless. He would rather be silent because it seemed useless to express himself. He thus felt alone and isolated. Did Jesus see him “eye-to-eye”? Was Jesus sensitive enough to this Deaf person’s feelings? Would the encounter of the Deaf man with Jesus change things, not just for himself, but for the crowd and Jesus, who would be open to listen (see, know, and understand) to his language (tongue)? It is possible that through his bodily expression, the Deaf man wanted Jesus and the crowd to “see,” and his sigh was thus a gesture of telling them to “be open” (Effaqa: Ephphatha)? In probing the point-of-view of characters, the Deaf man could have emitted a sound, not words, which perhaps astonished Jesus and the crowd. After an encounter with Jesus, the Deaf man kindled, and passionately expressed himself through performance, a mime, a body language, which is the native
186 Kristine C. Meneses “tongue” (language) of a Deaf person. If we read the account as Jesus being made open and telling the crowd that they needed to “see” the Deaf man and be keen to the sounds that the Deaf man was making, they would surely understand him and not force him to be like those who could hear and speak. When Jesus and the crowd opened their “senses” to the Deaf man, they finally understood each other. Communication and attitudinal barriers were finally dismantled. No cure happened to the Deaf man. Rather, a new understanding of language and expression was made “open” to Jesus and the crowd. The possibility that it was not a healing but a change of perspective in Jesus and the crowd that took place is supported by socio-rhetorical analysis using three narrative elements, namely, the place and space, the Deaf man, and the disposition of characters. In addition, the places mentioned here that depict “plenty” and “change” could indirectly suggest that the characters (Jesus and crowd) went through a change of disposition. What is the take of some Deaf people on this story, in which they are directly involved? C Re-orientation: Deaf in conversation, challenging the unchallenged In his article “Deaf Culture and Deaf Church,” Park Min-Seo, a Korean Deaf priest, strongly suggested an alternative reading of Mark 7.31–37 when he saw that this narrative is not a healing activity but speaks of the conversion of the crowd.58 For Park, it seemed that the people did not consult the Deaf man if he wanted to be brought to Jesus. It was a conscious act of leaving him out of their decision. The Deaf man is disqualified in the decision making of the crowd, and such a situation often happens to the Deaf today. We often think that Deaf people are unequipped to do something, and consequently we fail to provide Deaf people with the opportunity to present their perspectives. They are, in effect, silenced. Similarly, Park observed that when Jesus healed a blind person, he uttered the word “see,” and when he healed a physically disabled person, Jesus said “walk.” In the case of the Deaf person with a speech impediment, Jesus did not utter the words “hear and speak.” Instead, he said “Ephphatha,” which meant “be opened.” For Park, this seemed to suggest that no healing happened. During the National Deaf Day in Korea on June 10, 2018, I had the opportunity to ask the Korean Deaf if they would have allowed Jesus to touch their tongue and ears. All of them unanimously replied with a “No.” Then I asked what they would have done if Jesus had kept on speaking when they could not hear him. They responded that they would have indicated to Jesus that they could not hear him through gestures such as pointing their fingers to their ears, or showing an obvious sign. Similarly, Jommer DeLuna, a Deaf artist believes that no healing had transpired. Instead, it was the conversion of Jesus and the people. It was the “openness” of Jesus and the crowd toward the Deaf man that made the Deaf man
Deafinitely different 187 “loosen” his “tongue” (language), and he was finally able to express himself freely. For this Deaf person, the Ephphatha in the narrative was the turning point when Jesus met the Deaf “eye-to-eye” and looked at the expression of the Deaf man, thus understanding him. As a sign of understanding and acceptance, the Deaf man and Jesus embraced each other. Through body language, now accepted by Jesus and the crowd, he could communicate in his “native tongue.” Jesus and the crowd, in turn, realized that the Deaf man had been expressing himself “correctly.” The crowd only needed to listen with their eyes, to meet him “eye-to-eye” for Ephphatha to happen. The perspective of the Our Lady of Annunciation Parish – Deaf Ministry (OLAP – DM), a church-based Deaf community, is likewise a conversion story. In both instances, deLuna and the OLAP – DM insist on the expression of embrace, which means an acceptance of the Deaf identity, language, and culture. The Deaf man was empowered when he was given the opportunity to freely express himself. Ephphatha is not an incantation or magic word, but a word that challenges us to “welcome” the Deaf (together with those we consider different, deviant and diverse), who in the gospel showed a welcoming attitude to Jesus and to the crowd. Deaf people welcome hearing people in their world. However, most hearing people have internalized various attitudes and behaviors that are discriminatory, condescending, and stigmatizing. My own experiences with various Deaf people tell me that not one of them has been unwelcoming to me. It is only when we set aside attitudinal barriers against them that we will break free and live harmoniously with Deaf people who are diversely beautiful.
Conclusion Despite their experience of exclusion in varied ways, such as information inaccessibility, the Deaf have been accommodating to the hearing mainstream who often remain insistent on imposing normalcy upon them because of a belief that deafness is a medical malady. Aside from being a minority in a society dominated by hearing people, their numbers are far less than the poor. In fact, in many cases, the Deaf experience insignificance in society, because they are often (1) considered a minority; (2) victims of various forms of abuse; and (3) politically and socio-economically displaced. As a way to conscientize the hearing, the Deaf frequently use their negative experiences to assert their Deafhood, that is, the survival of their language and culture. Opening their doors to the hearing through membership in their community is a gesture of welcoming others. The Deaf do not expect any favors in return for the welcoming attitude they extend to the hearing. Including the Deaf in society begins with meeting them “eye-to-eye” and being keen to their way of communication to us through gestures and other forms of body language. Presenting a traditional reading of the passage in Mark 7.31–37 as a healing story has internalized our fear of disability, of the different. Such fear is shown in our fixation on Jesus’ activity, which prevents
188 Kristine C. Meneses us from focusing on the Deaf man, thus keeping him silenced. Such internalization has brought about a negative understanding of deafness and the negation of Deaf people in our theological conversations. Through this means, we have unwittingly harmed them throughout history. I suggest that an alternative reading is possible, such as the conversion or metanoia of Jesus and crowd. An interpretation of Mark 7.31–37 as a conversion story or a paradigm shift of the crowd and Jesus might raise a question on theological content of God’s image and divine will. In the passage, the crowd and perhaps Jesus desire the good of the Deaf man through the restoration of hearing and speech. A Deaf perspective, however, challenges our standard reading of a God who is “complete,” who desires well-being or wholeness solely in able-bodiedness. If we consider the Deaf perspective, we can see that Jesus’ action showed sensitivity, respect, and acceptance toward the Deaf. In other words, Jesus’ action showed that God loves diversity. In fact, God’s creation is characterized by diversity. Openness to diversity and inclusivity demands an attitude that is sensitive, respectful, and accepting. What does a conversation with the Deaf offer us? The gospel invites us to dismantle our attitudes of enforcing “normalcy” on the Deaf, to celebrate their “signature” uniqueness, and be open to what they can teach us about being truly human.
Notes 1 See Stanley Porter and Matthew Malcom, The Future of Biblical Interpretation: Responsible Plurality in Biblical Hermeneutics (Downers Grove, IL: InterVarsity Press, 2013), Musa Dube, Postcolonial Feminist Interpretation of the Bible (St. Louis, MO: Chalice Press, 2012), Kwok Pui-lan, Postcolonial Imagination and Feminist Theology (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2005), and Rasiah Sugirtharajah, Postcolonial Reconfiguration: An Alternative Way of Reading the Bible and Doing Theology (St. Louis, MO: Chalice Press, 2003). 2 A notable exception is Louise Lawrence who immersed herself among people with disabilities, whom I will refer to later in this chapter. 3 Lennard Davis, ed., Beginning with Disability: A Primer (New York: Routledge, 2018). 4 It was only in the 1980s that Sign Language was acknowledged as a language with its own linguistic structures and syntax. See Edward Dolnick, “Deafness as Culture,” The Atlantic Monthly 272, no. 3 (1993): 37–53. 5 Audism is a term coined by Tom Humphries in his dissertation in 1975. This is a form of discrimination against the Deaf. It retains the belief that those who can hear are superior to those who cannot. Audists therefore are those who devalue the Deaf. 6 “Interview with Dexter Filkins and Jean Vanier,” CNN Amanpour, April 6, 2018. Vanier is the founder of L’Arche, a home and a community of people with mental disability. 7 Adrienne Cook, “Fat Pride,” The Washington Post, May 14, 1978. 8 A world that values physical performance, agility and capabilities (ableism), and hearing (audism). 9 Based on Paddy Ladd’s concept of Deafhood, Understanding Deaf Culture: In Search of Deafhood (Bristol, UK: Multilingual Matters Ltd., 2003). Disablehood as a form of identity is open to further studies.
Deafinitely different 189 10 Social constructs extend to other forms of “disability,” unintentionally honing attitudinal barriers that keep us from seeing the person beyond the physical dimension. There are other dimensions of the person necessary to his/her wholeness or well-being, and physiological make-up is just one of them. See Lennard J. Davis, The Disability Studies Reader, 2nd ed. (New York: Routledge, 2006), Justine Anthony Haegele and Samuel Hodge, “Disability Discourse: Overview and Critiques of the Medical and Social Models,” Quest 68, no. 2 (2016): 193– 206, and Nicole Matthews, “Contesting Representations of Disabled Children in Picture-Books: Visibility, the Body and the Social Model of Disability,” Children’s Geographies 7, no. 1 (2009): 37–49. 11 We need to realize that all of us will reach a point in life when our sensory and physical efficacy will deteriorate. Disability is part of our reality, which many of us seem to deny. We are all temporary- or temp-abled. 12 James I. Charlton, “The Dimensions of Disability Oppression,” in The Disability Studies Audience, ed. Lennard J. Davis (New York: Routledge, 2006), 220. 13 Merv Hyde and Des Power, “Some Ethical Dimensions of Cochlear Implantation for Deaf Children and Their Families,” Oxford Academic Journal of Deaf Studies and Deaf Education 11, no. 1 (2006): 102–11; John A. Albertini and Manfred Hintermair, “Ethics, Deafness, and New Medical Technologies,” Oxford Academic Journal of Deaf Studies and Deaf Education 10, no. 2 (2005): 184–92; Tom and Jacqueline Humphries, “Deaf in the Time of the Cochlea,” Oxford Academic Journal of Deaf Studies and Deaf Education 16, no. 2 (2011): 153–63; Chijioke Obasi, “Seeing the Deaf in ‘Deafness,’” Oxford Academic Journal of Deaf Studies and Deaf Education 13, no. 4 (2008): 455–65. 14 Mike Oliver, Politics of Disablement (London: Macmillan Education, 1990). 15 Rebecca A. R. Edwards, Words Made Flesh: Nineteenth-Century Deaf Education and the Growth of Deaf Culture (New York: New York University Press, 2012); Mairian Corker, “Deafness/Disability: Problematizing Notions of Identity, Culture and Structure,” in Disability, Culture and Identity, ed. Sheila Riddell and Nick Watson (New York: Routledge, 2003). 16 Steven Chough and Kristina Doblins, “How is Asian Deaf Culture Different from American Deaf Culture?,” in Deaf Way Two Audience: Perspectives from the Second International Conference on Deaf Culture, ed. Harvey Goodstein (Washington, DC: Gallaudet University Press, 2006), 227. 17 In this case, there is a threat to the loss of sign language because children are taught to speak and not sign. But the reality with cochlear implants is that it is a devise similar to a hearing aid, and its clarity is questionable. Both hearing and speech remain unsolved. For further awareness of this case, see Davis, Beginning of Disability. 18 Berthier was educated at the Royal Institute for the Deaf Paris School under the instruction of Jean Massieu and Laurent Clerc. He was a prolific artist, teacher, orator, writer, and became the first true Deaf activist. See an excerpt from a twopart DVD produced by Karen Christie and Patti Durr, eds., The HeART of Deaf Culture: Literary and Artistic Expressions of Deafhood (Rochester, NY: Rochester Institute of Technology, 2012). Christia and Durr, The HeART. Part of the transcript is available from https://usdeafhistory.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/ deaf-history-part-2cited.pdf. 19 Paddy Ladd, “What Is Deafhood and Why Is It Important?,” in Deaf Way Two Audience: Perspectives from the Second International Conference on Deaf Culture, ed. Harvey Goodstein (Washington, DC: Gallaudet University Press, 2006), 246. 20 Forestier, a Deaf Frenchman once said, “to prohibit sign language would be like [tearing] out our soul, for it is in our nature, the life of our thoughts . . . the only and true way to lead our brothers to an understanding of the national language” available from https://usdeafhistory.com/quotes/.
190 Kristine C. Meneses 21 Lenoir is one among the six Deaf leaders and activists in the early 1800s. 22 The tenets are a direct quote from Paddy Ladd, Understanding Deaf Culture: In Search of Deafhood (Bristol, UK: Multilingual Matters Ltd., 2003), 111. 23 Jackie Leach Scully, “Deaf Identities in Disability Studies: With Us or Without?,” in Routledge Handbook of Disability Studies, ed. Nick Watson, Alan Roulstone, and Carol Thomas (Oxon, UK: Routledge, 2012), 109–21. 24 Scully, “Deaf Identities,” 109. 25 H. Dirksen Bauman and Joseph Murray, “Reframing: From Hearing Loss to Deaf Gain,” Deaf Studies Digital Journal no. 1 (2009): 1–10. The article is available from http://dsdj.gallaudet.edu/assets/section/section2/entry19/DSDJ_entry19. pdf. 26 Bauman, H-Dirksen and Joseph J. Murray, “Deaf Studies in the 21st Century: ‘Deaf-gain’ and the Future of Human Diversity,” in The Oxford Handbook of Deaf Studies, Language, and Education, eds. Marc Marshark and Patricia Elizabeth Spencer (New York: Oxford University Press, 2010), 212. 27 Oxford Concise Dictionary of English Etymology, ed. T. F. Hoad (Oxford, UK: Oxford University Press, 1996), 429. 28 Louise Lawrence, Sense and Stigma in the Gospels: Depictions of Sensory- Disabled Characters, Biblical Refigurations Series (Oxford, UK: Oxford University, 2013), 27, 29. 29 Cheresh is an adjective masculine word that pertains to deafness. 30 The Hebrew word ~j;a’ (alam) is usually associated with binding. 31 The root term is u’perora,w. 32 The root term is evneo,j. 33 The Greek word kwfo.n is an adjective accusative masculine singular no degree from kophos: kwfo,j. 34 See George V. Wigram and Jay P. Green, The New Englishman’s Greek Concordance and Lexicon (Peabody, MA: Hendrickson Publishers, 1982), 506–7; Wigram and Green, Englishman’s Greek; and William Fiddian Moulton and Alfred Shenington Geden, A Concordance to the Greek Testament According to the Texts of Westcott and Hort, Tischendorf, and the English Revisers, 3rd ed. (Edinburgh, UK: T & T, 1953). 35 In the gospels of Matthew and Luke, the Greek term kwfo,j (kophos) is used in the adjective normal nominative case. 36 Recall the excuse given by Moses to Ya (YHWH) because he resisted to be a spokesperson for the divine. 37 See John Donahue and Daniel Harrington, “The Gospel of Mark,” in Sacra Pagina Series (Collegeville, MN: The Liturgical Press, 2002), 2: 241; and Mary Ann Beavis, Mark (Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Academic, 2011), 126. 38 Isaiah 35.5. 39 Ben Witherington III, The Gospel of Mark: A Socio-Rhetorical Commentary (Grand Rapids, MI: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Co., 2001. 40 The author prefers to use the terms “see,” “seeing,” “look,” and “looking” in reference to the act of listening, as an attempt to remain faithful to making this study culturally Deaf in orientation, meaning that the perspective of this study, as well as the use of biblical exegesis and hermeneutics correspond to a Deaf expression of self. 41 Limited by space, this section acts as a summary of a lengthy exegesis on this passage. Selected narrative elements are used here, such as narrator, characters (words and actions), play of words (the interconnectedness of words in the plot), and point-of-view. 42 “Disorientation” in this case pertains to an indirect critique of our assumed understanding of Mark 7.31–37 as a healing narrative, while “re-orientation” pertains to the alternative hermeneutics of the Deaf that offer new perspectives.
Deafinitely different 191 43 The Greek word Sidw/noj is a noun genitive feminine singular proper from Sidw,n. 44 The cities identified by Pliny are Damascus, Opoton, Philadelphia, Raphana, Scythopolis, Gadara, Hippondion, Pella, Galasa, and Canatha (Gill) a region E. of the Jordan. Most of the inhabitants of Decapolis were Greeks, and were not on good terms with the Jews. Another is Josephus, who excludes Damascus from the list. 45 The author will use the uppercase “D” to remain faithful to the Deaf orientation. 46 Kophon (kwfon) is an adjective normal accusative masculine singular derived from kwfo,j. 47 The Hebrew term vrexe (cheresh) can also mean to plough, and even as a reference to a craftsman. 48 An example is Isaiah 41.1. 49 Its Greek root word is fe,rw (phero). 50 Frederick W. Danker, The Concise Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament (Chicago: University of Chicago Press, 2009), 260. 51 Wigram and Green, Englishman’s Greek, 141. 52 Walter Bauer, A Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament and Other Early Christian Literature, ed. Frederick W. Danker, 3rd ed. (Chicago, IL: University of Chicago Press, 2000), 452. 53 Ibid. 54 Jin Young Choi, Postcolonial Discipleship of Embodiment: An Asian and AsianAmerican Feminist Reading of the Gospel of Mark (New York: Palgrave Macmillan, 2015), 119. Jin acknowledges her appropriation of Amos Young’s use of the term, “somatic engagement” in “Many Tongues, Many Senses: Pentecost, the Body Politic, and the Redemption of the Dis/Ability,” Pneuma 31, no. 2 (2009): 167–88. 55 The claim of the crowd serves as a flashback. In a way, this claim also resonates with the words of the prophet Isaiah in 35.5, “Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf unstopped.” If we observe the description about the Deaf whose tongue was loosened and spoke plainly, we can see that it was the crowd, not the Deaf man, that performed these actions. Such a re-reading can lead us to an alternative understanding of this narrative. 56 The re-reading made here by the author is a result of a meticulous dissecting of words and seeing the play of words in relation to the entire narrative. 57 Matthew 11.21–2, 15.21, Mark 3.8, 7.24, Luke 6.17 and 10.13–14. 58 Min-Seo Park, “Deaf Culture and Deaf Church: Considerations for Pastoral Ministry,” New Theology Review 22, no. 4 (2009): 26–35.
Part IV
Expanding eschatologies
10 Gay eschatology A postsecular rethinking of Christian and “Asian Values” metanarratives in Singapore’s contexts Agnes Hanying Ong The God-Thing The male is indeed God. A particular “maleness” is deified even beyond God the Father;1 such is the homosocial, hyper-heteronormative, and ultraheterosexual male. Marcella Althaus-Reid sums it up as the “highest phallus.”2 The hysterical male sports uncontrollable erections of schismatic steel towers of Babel, a silver tongue made for spreading a holy patrimonial name’s “glad tidings,” and a pair of hands joined in prayer for a kingdom come sans the sore-thumb middle-class. The highest phallus and his ilk are the default template of legitimate humanity, the only Ones worthy of occupying public spaces, breathing, reaping harvest of the proletariat’s blood, sweat, tears and proving Weberian “blessings.” This is meant to be a reflective process, throughout which I ask for the grace of “seeing.” “Seeing” does not presuppose a privileging of the “good spirit” by deflating the “bad spirit.” Rather, it binds together the Ignatian elements of seeking and seeing God in everything, everywhere, all spirits, all forms. In ghosts and demons internalized and external, in twinkles of ashes (Cf. Isaiah 61.1–3). In like spirit, this chapter does not pretend to be a manhating piece that indulges in bashing all things that denote the patriarchal, the masculinist, and the phallic. That said, the use of the word “gay” in my title does not suggest attempting at home to patriarchy-swap, swinging from one heteropatriarchy to another homopatriarchy. “Gay” in this context encapsulates (yes!) “happiness,” in a way that gestures toward various existential and political processes that “want people to be happy and free to be their full and truest selves” instead of eternal bliss. “Gay” in this chapter also includes all gender and sexual minorities, all persons who express gendered and sexual selves in ways that are structured around neither scripts of heterosexual performativity nor heteropatriarchal masculinities. This is despite the fact that there has been, among the ancients so sainted, a romancing of the ideals of masculinities, ranging, arguably, from Gregory of Nyssa’s waxing incestuous on Macrina’s anachronistic traits of masculinities and the less ancient muscular Christianity that has taken on a momentum of its own
196 Agnes Hanying Ong by the fin de siècle to justify testosterone-fueled imperialism, to today’s John Piper. At the risk of sounding man-hating, lovely spirits come in all forms, all fleshy eccentricities and fleshly embodiments that may or may not come with some phalli. Rather, I want to “problematize” (for lack of a less hackneyed word in our liberal lingo) what makes the “bad spirit” (or some may call the evil spirit), the bad spirit, as well as – if you too were in a mood for a bit of a stretch – what, as dualistically opposed to “badness,” makes “blessings,” blessings, “Christ,” Christ. Richard Rohr is keen to point out, “Your Image of God Creates You!”3 Keeping this in mind, I am curious about why one would reify a certain male-like figure of God as the apex of transcendental blessings and benevolence in the first place, and how this figure is constituted and reconstituted in mass imaginings.4 While literature has often depicted God as the “Other” of the great beyond, God is, in the context of my argument vis-à-vis the Christian archetype of a heteropatriarchal-male-like God, the phallic Thing upon which all “other” things are drawn out to spin any meaning-making narrative, though the Thing may not necessarily come with the label “God.” As I neither attempt to “kill” the “God-Thing” with bruteforce, which I emphasize does not denote heteropatriarchal complicity, nor do I have penis envy, I seek instead to explore portals that connect both ends of binaries within conventional eschatological constructions to unplug sources powering heteropatriarchal dualistic systems. Later, in using the pronoun “she” to describe both the female body and the nation’s body politic, I am not suggesting they amount to one another; rather, such uses stem from my desire to ponder and navigate through, and “satirize to destabilize,” vestigial norms rather than nuking them. Elizabeth Stuart notes that eschatology is important because visions of it reveal “a great deal about our current values and aspiration,”5 which then makes eschatology a useful tool to probe into pathological constructions of non-heterosexuality and establish common grounds across Christian narratives. Building on Stuart and Rohr, my contention is that the image of heaven creates nationhood. Ideals of heavenly “arrival” are reflected in heteronormative life markers that lay the foundation of national progress, in the way that – for lack of another analogy – prenatal development may shed light on human evolutionary history. Nationhood, in this context, is not limited to the notions of national identity and/or belonging to a certain bordered terrestrial space; instead, it includes forms of tribalism and communalism that are sustained by hierarchical spatial orders. This, then, includes the “Kingdom of Heaven” (hereafter Kingdom) whereby Christ, the Son that eternally “soldiers on” despite having been put to sacrificial death by the celestial Patriarch, is seated at the Latter’s right hand, denoting the Son’s indispensability and unwavering loyalty to the Kingdom. The Kingdom, though not always, conjures up images of the apocalyptic (for the Kingdom is, in a sense, a spiritual and/or terrestrialized space reserved for saints and thus “bordered” to keep them from the freeze or fry of sinners). The apocalyptic, according to John
Gay eschatology 197 J. Collins, could simply mean judgment of persons after death, without any particular concern with a historical finale, as the historical kind like Daniel despite its eschatological prototypicality is not “all apocalypses.”6 All in all, what is noteworthy is that the apocalyptic in most cases, if not all, amounts to an end to physical and/or spiritual restraints and rationality. At the same time, what is noteworthy from Daniel is that it shows that, already, transcendent eschatology and national messianism are intrinsically intertwined.7 Never the twain shall part. This is interesting considering the increasingly post-postmodern climate we live in, which is progressively postsecular and re-headed toward quasi-modernist sincerity like a post- deconstructionist prodigal child returned. Across bleak plateaus of postmodern worldliness where mistrust in metanarratives has left earthlings rudderless, and to own human and technological devices, divinity has been making a comeback. Using Singapore as a geocultural point unto which I ground my reflections, I wish to transpose the theologizing of eschatological spacetime to Singapore’s Christian, social, political, and legal contexts, and vice versa. In so doing, I wish to add to the conversation by shedding light upon what makes certain configurations of both flesh and spirit, particularly those made visible in forms of queer embodiments, less or not deserving of national and/or heavenly “blessings,” as well as, on what grounds queer bodies may be allowed to reap those “blessings.”
Pimping up the purge: stuff that makes heaven The reason why I use Singapore as an earthbound locus for my theological musings is that since the 1980s at least, Singapore has been an increasingly Pentecostal-Christianized island city-state near my current base, the Klang Valley of Muslim-majority, Southeast Asian Malaysia where Christianity does not wield a significant whisk for socio-political and various other stirrings. While the fact remains that postcolonial Singapore is a multifaith society, the past decades have seen a powerfully steady growth of Christianity, which parallels renewal movements in other parts of the world, particularly the Americas. In my prelapsarian 1990s childhood, while on a territory neighboring Singapore, there are nevertheless often talks of miracle healings, preachers visiting from faraway wonderland, big (mega, and thus “blessed”) churches next door, and more miracles. In groups that are smaller in scale than Singapore’s swelling ecclesiastical powerhouses, spirit-filled adults discourage skepticism of any kind or any question asked, dismissing it as a lack of Christian conviction. “Christ is coming, soon enough,” as it is oft-said, “So is the Antichrist.” Nomen est omen. In the meantime, an eternity of heteronormative picket-fenced heaven booms overhead and bulwarks against dangerous invocation of the eschatological open question’s “not-yet.” Since its political independence in 1965, Singapore has impressively surpassed all Southeast Asian nations in economic performance. This has not been achieved without putting much of the human and “creaturely”
198 Agnes Hanying Ong dimensions of play, pleasure, freedom, feelings, and relationalities to indefinite hiatus or sacrifice. Human rights development due to pragmatist policies has remained wanting. Liberal churches begin to falter around the 1980s, at the same time when pentecostals and evangelicals pick up pace to reap “benefits of global capital”8 in the universal arms race against Weberian demons of material lack. The inward spiritualization of God’s Kingdom, as has been mainstreamed in more traditional branches of Protestantism, is subverted and given temporal significance that helps make theological sense of the global economy’s ebbs and flows. The world religion of capitalistic heteropatriarchy becomes “glocalized” across the landscape of rapid Christianization and neo-Confucianism that stew one another’s juices. In races for plutolatrous graces, the sacred flame of social orthodoxy continues to be passed to and fro between neo-Confucianism and contemporary Christianity. Scriptures are the go-to pearls, which give fear of the unknown the new name of “bible-believing wisdom,” superstitions the gloss of “religiosity,” male chauvinism the dressings of knightly heroism, nouveau-middle-class hankering the spoils of spiritual warfare, and spoils of spiritual warfare a salvific sign, a foretaste of eternal heaven. Biblicism grows super sexy, gaining much of its leverage through dualistic contestations between sacred/profane, straight/queer, safety/risk, success/failure, moralism/heresy, order/transgression, wellness/illness. The first of each dualistic pair denotes modernization, growth, and reverence, the other the old, the decaying, reverse, and irrelevance. Each set of binaries interlaced with another, is assembled into one large phantasmagoric tribalist tapestry stretched coast-to-coast to uphold a uniform national morality. The large tapestry, which strings together a retentively methodical chaplet of nation-building discourses concretized in the endless elevator shafts of social housing and Mass Rapid Transit (MRT) passages, also happens to play a part in tunneling the vision of citizenry perfectibility in accordance with strictly heteronormative elegance. Churches play their part keeping the tapestry religiously rewoven often enough, so that it is little short of threadbare. Most churches in Singapore, with the exception of Free Community Church, have consistently held strongly heteronormative stances that dictate obligatory performativity of hegemonic gender and sexual expressions in line with government policies. Noting Stuart, I recognize Christianity as a fundamentally “liminal” faith also marked by the paradox of visibly stable iconicity produced through arbitrary signs and wonders. Now that I think about it, the Christianity I used to know (and have a consistent love–hate relationship with) is a constant contradictory state of liminality between the hypermoralistic theological lectures and adults letting go of their elsewhere reticent selves, as they leap and thrash about in throes of wild glossolalia and holy hopes of Christ’s return. Christianness across denominations, though manifested through different peculiar forms across human time and space, may simply be an ever-shifting amalgamation of practices that celebrate
Gay eschatology 199 uncertainties as well as forward-looking possibilities alternative to what many perceive as normative. That said, it is interesting how apart from said exception(s), mainstream Christianity of various forms has (d)evolved into a cult of heteronormativity that simultaneously dictates “heavenly” expectations of gendered and sexual normativities. Early Christians while foreseeing an imminent cosmic purge that precedes an eternity spent with Christ triumphal, pedestalize eden and eschaton as sexualities-denying prototypes of heavenward piety, as a result actually overriding obligatory heterosexual expressions. It seems quite fair and reasonable, in a time and place where medical interventions are lacking as per today’s standards, and cessations of human lives thought to be subject to “divine” whims and punishment, to forgo lesser things like sex and most matters of the flesh heteronormatively expressed or not, when the “ideal post-apocalyptic world of bodily perfection”9 is literally at hand. While this eschatological state of sexless perfection does come with a certain pathos, it also prompts mass exodus from present possibilities of diverse embodyings to the sterilized, padded jail cells of eternity. The same old could be said of sex-negative, heteronormative, or de-sexualized and “straight” eschatology, which, as self-fulfilling prophecy, legitimizes this-worldly heteronormativity, heterosexism, and heteropatriarchal sex-negativity by continually (re)constructing dualistically gendered systems of history-making and organizing realities for heaven’s sake. Today, while the imminence of Christ’s second coming remains real for many believers, the focus for many others has turned to preserving a cultural “ideal” of heaven. Perhaps to not dwell on the potentially distressing nuts and bolts of remaking bodies that have turned to cosmic ashes, much of the focus among believers, not too unlike the pre-Christian Hellenistic and Roman philosophers, has been on ensuring the eternal preservation of “souls,” of the souls’ immortality that is in itself the “spark” of ethereal values; each passing of life into the next realm the cross-generational (re)transmission of a heavenly ideal that outlasts the flesh. In line with this logic, if God’s good children had done the best going through the motions (saving souls) while on this earthly pilgrimage, God must, surely, do the rest, taking care of the violent and normatively neglected ruptures between the fragile “now” and the static “eternity.” As in the complementary relationship between good Christians and the distant heaven, neo-Confucian ethics and God-sanctioned maleficence of malestream values buttress one another in eternalizing, to a degree, through bottom-up pathways, Singapore’s normativization of homophobia. Meanwhile in the mortal world, a necessary simpatico third party is consecrated to tend the sacred flame of social orthodoxy. The third party is made to “hold the candle” (tenir la chandelle) at this rendezvous, which compulsively repeats and reenacts itself in a quasi-Thomistic space of static forms, on par with the generous furnishing of Eagles’ “Hotel California” with claustrophobic sensory horrors.
200 Agnes Hanying Ong Performative citizenship, mainly responsible for the bottom-up approaches, is the name of this often unsuspecting third wheel. Derrida appropriates to his thinking of democracy the biomedical term “autoimmunity,”10 which originally refers to the immune system of a biological body turning against itself, as a result (rationally speaking) against immunity’s intended purpose damaging its own tissues. Seeing it as a force that comes from within, autoimmunity illustrates how what has evolved for the purpose of self-preservation against the “profane otherness” of external pathogens and internal mutations may lead to a stealthy and mysterious kind of self-implosion. Performative citizenship that is well-curated also helps keep the theology of spacetime orthodox and oriented, fixed toward the soul’s “substance” as a unitary ground of self-agency (as the “self” is otherwise systematically diminished in the relatively physical world of sociopolitics). A self-contained moralized existence set in opposition to a “higher” eternity gestures also toward eschatological entrapment of the flesh in austere confines – evoking images of medieval dungeons – of death, judgment, hell, and the least unpleasant of all, heaven. Soul-centered Christianity feeds a sin-centered train of thoughts that religiously patterns causalities, weaves time into a cohesive narrative stretched thin between a beginning historicized and an end prophesied. To sustain constructs of “progressiveness,” “order,” and their narrative stability, the third party, while yielding to the this-worldly linearity of chronological time, alternately and infinitely transposes performativities of neo-Confucian and Christian norms. Paralleling the route to “eternity,” as long as God’s children being good citizens have done the part (re)performing heteronormative respectability, strengthening the nation’s metaphorical great walls, and thus “solidifying” nation-building discourses, the amorphous “grandfather”11 may someday lift the stained glass ceiling that keeps denizens spiritually starved and deprived of dignified freedoms. Perhaps, the latter is God’s will and business, thus none of the laity’s. For many devout believers, it is almost without question that for God almighty, bodily resurrection will be something very easy to do. When and how it may be done remains naturally incomprehensible for us who, mired in mortal spacetime, cannot yet access God’s eternity that is a completely different magical otherworld. Similarly, Pentecostal-Christianity in Singapore has espoused a kind of political messianism that seems rather detached from local politics, while aligning with the government’s opinion. As divorced from overt participatory politics as the ancient vestal virgins, the third party “performs” careful guardianship of civilization’s God-Thing, while the flickering torch of morality is incessantly swapped and shared among Christianity and neo-Confucianism in national homophobia’s holy trinitarian dance. The focus of this guardianship, de-politicized (at least locally), is thus diverted to the end-time crusade against the overarching, “cosmic” “universals” of evil, particularly homosexuality, pagan idolatry, and US liberal
Gay eschatology 201 politics – anything that punctures the glocalized heteropatriarchal Christian fantasy. Performative citizenship protects society from such visible “vices.” Simultaneously, continual (re)constructions of “global Christianness” that adds apparent meaning to the Christian identity, which grants “citizenship” of the messianic kingdom to come, are not unlike the ongoing constructions of the notion of masculinities that hierarchically define “real” manhood. These (re)constructions produce a smokescreen to protect the instabilities of hegemonic identities from being immediately visible and rendered meaningless. Partly through parasocial relations with renowned preachers, they create distractions from fragilities of seemingly monolithically impenetrable, powerful singular-identity-making hegemon(s), and instead direct attention to various “end time” narratives that privilege heroic moral ends catering to a sacralized, future-oriented power center. It seems to suggest that many denizens have resigned themselves to the fate of “soldiering on” in semivoluntary self-sacrifice for the nebulous higher glory of the nation’s neverending “future.” This is an important point because even in the process of witch-hunting, it has been the norm for many of Singapore’s Christians to look to what is beyond the island-state’s bordered (read: sacred) soil for “otherworldly” traces of “profane” where one could ascribe spiritual ills to. It does not suffice to blame the catastrophe of Sodom and Gomorrah on local homosexual behavior; evil has got to have an exotic origin story, or it would not be evil at all. Like passengers on a voyeuristic city tour, pious practitioners of “performativity” project theologically reductionist, touristy, and stereotyping “gaze” onto the otherwise nonsensical world “order.” Meanings that may be made of the “gazed” are thus teleologized and woven into a purpose-driven “script” that tries to monopolize morality, while negating any detectable sense of mutual humanness and weakness between the gazer and the gazed. The gazer is the empowered church militant; the gazed, devil’s pawns that need snatched out of its bony grasp. New nomistic religious trends (various forms of biblicism and fundamentalism) further drive such demands for universal patent rights to the ideas of human virtues. That said, to maintain the bell curve as per pragmatist spirits, some people will be “saved” and thus qualified for resurrection in the Kingdom, only when non-normative “others” are continually scapegoated and destined for hell. Tribalistically, this keeps in-group “saints” definable by the existence of “sinners,” which keeps sin-making in business and salvation in demand and expensive. Homophobic policing of sexuality, therefore, is like an exhibitionistic and self-worshipping masturbatory cry that allays castration anxiety of the in-group “saints” straddling the moral high horse. It keeps their moral authority relevant, the world dangerous, church exclusive and the finalized “eternity” a cosmic end that is as thoroughly purged of impurities as the beginning of genesis. To the moralizing gazer, homosexuals are easily “sized up” as outliers of the hallowed bell curve, as globalization’s bad side dish and somewhat also a threat to national sovereignty.
202 Agnes Hanying Ong It has been theorized by a politician of a neighboring land that homosexuality emanates from the liberalizing West, the monstrous monolithic reich of Corinthian vices where spirits of “materialism, sensual gratification, and selfishness . . . diminished respect for marriage, family values . . . singleparent families . . . incest . . . [and] homosexuality”12 prowl like roaring lions. Singapore’s Faith Community Baptist Church (FCBC) curls in like disdain against the repeal of S337A, a colonial-era anti-sodomy law.13 FCBC states that “Examples from around the world have shown that the repeal of similar laws have led to negative social changes, especially the breakdown of the family as a basic building block and foundation of the society.”14 According to S337A: Any male person who, in public or private, commits, or abets the commission of, or procures or attempts to procure the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years.15 A reflection of Victorian segregative norms, S377A, plagiarized from the Indian Penal Code through The Straits Settlement Law of 1871, is absorbed into the Singapore Penal Code in 1938.16 The Indian Penal Code is “a rewrite of the British Royal Commission’s 1843 draft code”17 by Lord Thomas Macaulay, which does not take account of Indian cultural contexts of the time. Postcolonialism shows that concoctions of values which almost satirize reverse orientalist poetics continue to stubbornly reincarnate in former colonies. Take the example of the worldwide Anglican Communion’ reception of biblical texts; Jay Emerson Johnson points out Philip Jenkins’ argument that while resisting neo-colonial power, Christians of the global South, as opposed to those in the North Atlantic, find the biblical realm much more relevant to theirs.18 On this Johnson writes: For Jenkins, this makes biblical texts more directly applicable to the social and economic realities of Anglicans in the southern hemisphere . . . yet these efforts to contextualize and inculturate biblical theologies do not usually extend very far into the realms of gender and human sexuality . . . we might expect a reading of Genesis 19 that stresses hospitality and economic justice to thrive in locations emerging from the legacy of colonial imposition; but this has not been the case. The definition of “sodomy,” whether in sub-Saharan Africa or churches in South-East Asia, still relies on Western European logic and rhetoric, exemplified by Peter Damian’s medieval text.19 Johnson further clarifies that such exegeses flourish when contextualized, new interpretations pose little threat to “well-established interpretations.”20 Biblical texts are used to support social values established by past colonial
Gay eschatology 203 powers, rather than generating new ones.21 I like to link this to the idea of “postlapsarian nostalgia,” a form of mass escapism from postcolonial woundedness through, contradictorily, a religious appreciation and romanticization of colonial, or less contradictorily, pre-colonial, legacy and/or resistance to cultural change, to be discussed in the next section. While in the moment of reminiscing the good ol’ days of simple compulsory heteronormativity, one cannot help but be distracted by the occidental rustlings of “lesbianism,” “gayness” and “transgenderism” sweeping from across the lake to destroy Asia’s sacred, traditional, and ancient expressions of correct marital and family life. Straw man, doomsday prophecies yield the right-of-way to oncoming truth: gender-and-sexualities pluralism exists before colonial aliens’ arrivals; the latter go hand in hand with Eurocentric culturo-religious epidemic. What is paradoxical of the doomsday dimension of the “gay agenda” or “LGBTQIA+ agenda” is that persons who express gender and sexuality in ways different from the heteronormative ideal are barred, on legal, religious and/or biblicist grounds, from participation in certain hegemonic expressions, such as displaying the historical mating ritual of matrimony even when done in a manner that is made “proper,” homonormative, respectable, family-friendly and even passionately procreative. While the apothegm “the family that swings together clings together” may ring true, the progeny of the neo-Confucian-Christian-citizenship triune tryst turns out surprisingly epic. Altogether, thanks to the troika of pious judgment, they have brought the powerful enemy, legions of demons, into the light of form – there unfolds the tenebrous Gog-and-Magog-esque entities that set the cosmic ground, upon which spawns the sepulchral “culture of death” against children, life, family, family life, the good family, the Asian family, the Christian family, and good “Asian Values.” Since it rings true that to forgive is divine, to sin human, it should come as no surprise that like bonbon to battalions of innocent ants, the “LGBTQIA+” neon sign beats all thunderous churchy warnings out for the luring and reaping of otherwise good, honest heterosexual souls. Such dangerous queer allure thus becomes melded into the horned entity that confronts the Kingdom’s “sacred” – the ultimate “profane” of otherness, the Antichrist to a pro-Christ nation that Christ loves back. It is only through defeating this ultimate “profane” that one may transcend out of Plato’s cave to come face to face with the ultimate “sacred.” God is purer and “more precious and lovely than anything ever known of ‘this world’!” screams the preacher.
How to make hate From lecterns blest – as the second millennium comes to a close – sweet end-time prophecies run rife and unruly. An eruptive eschatological urgency begins to hover over everyday life. Rewinding further in the pre-millennium, the 1990s to be exact, Singapore adopts Asian Values. Coinciding with the North American nuclear “Family Values” metanarrative, “Asian Values”
204 Agnes Hanying Ong (hereafter Values) basically euphemize antagonism toward everything that the government considers as an “other,” an Other that has little place in the symbolic Kingdom’s earthly reflection. Following Johnson’s lead, stateand church-sanctioned homophobia can be viewed as a way for authority to appropriate established colonial values to new national contexts. The formerly colonized becomes luxuriantly self-colonizing; the oppressor’s destructive values become rationalized and internalized moral beacons of the oppressed, eventuating in neo-colonial violence. The result is a feedbackloop culture of fear of the Other that the state approves. To devise a pan-Asian identity, the “Values” discourse tunes normativity to Platonic universalism litanies. Citizenry feels safe, under this sacred canopy of approaches to doing, and, razing, life’s rich spectrum of subtleties. Easier than grounding citizens in casuistical virtues, “Values” takes to shielding laypersons from all that the benevolent government worries may taint and thus damn the nation, with the savoir faire and wisdom that non-governing persons theoretically lack. Its proponents across Asia Pacific cross into the wardrobe, in search of a vaccine for the health of saccharine despotisms, the right dose of “Values” “made and located as much in orientalist imaginings in ‘the West’ as . . . in occidentalist imaginings in ‘the far east.”’22 Just like in heaven, where all things are made safe, intact, and free of all forms of “otherness” under God’s all-penetrating watch. Or, even on earth: as God’s loving gaze beams down, through the occasional gaps between steamy-slow caravans of traveling clouds, it gently hovers over mortals’ genital activities or the lack thereof. Just as many Christians look to “eden and eschaton” for standards of holiness, form, and order, I too want to emphasize the gravity of this dual theme and its impact on everyday life. I contend the dichotomies that result from this absolute temporal duality encourage “postlapsarian nostalgia” that is similar to the aforementioned “mass exodus” from diverse embodyings, leading to exclusion of non-normatively gendered and/or sexual bodies. This duality stems from temporality being perceived as linear, unidirectional, as in Old Testament style, and, following Jesus’ resurrection, also always in the cumulative process of redemption toward the “last things.” A totalizing “happy end” is thus configured, beckoning righteous believers, not coincidentally, also over to the “prelapsarian” table that evokes the “memory” of an unpolluted spacetime origin. The ageless purity story continually manufactures the fuzzy familiarity with an oft-cited age of innocence that none has experienced. Homophobic expressions that preserve Singapore’s heteronormative purity are typically not in the form of direct physical harm, or conspicuous violence, from any single fasces-wielding ideological apparatus against sexual and gender minorities. The expressions take more insidious, fragmented, camouflaged forms, such as open, negative discrimination against gender and sexual minorities across all planes, visible and invisible, of society’s existence. The said discrimination can be observed in many Christian circles, where communitarian efforts, framed as good Samaritan enterprises that sincerely help convert the confused through
Gay eschatology 205 pastoral care, or invoke divine intervention to miraculously solve the medical mystery of homosexuality, continue to protect the hegemonic construct of the society’s neo-Victorian “innocence.” An example of such negative discrimination can be found in two emails published on John Shore’s blog under Patheos, which show Christians’ role in instigating and perpetuating legitimized homophobia in Singapore. 23 The National Library Board, following complaints by a group of Christian parents, promptly destroys children’s books considered not conventionally “pro-family.”24 It is quite tempting, as quick counter-ad hominem, to implicate conservative Christians per se in such a banality rather than seeing haters as the systemic scapegoats that mass political pawns are.
Parousiac pursuit of happiness (and, how to make hell) A “happy end” prompts an existence that is “upswept” and thus crowded with spiritual separation anxiety, whereby a post-suffering place of arrival itself melodramatizes the ultimacy of an “end” to conclude “all sufferings.” On earth, it could translate into delaying gratification of the human need of connections, pleasures, and deep friendships until the twilight years of postretirement. However, in Singapore, it is hard to miss the numerous denizens way past the age of retirement driving taxis around the city or wearily plodding through janitorial work in malls and residences. Such a common sight captures the “human spacetime” of God’s eternity/human spacetime dichotomy. Human spacetime/God’s eternity hymenality, which cuts spacetime into one that constitutes “waiting in hope” amidst the groaning and mourning and weeping in a unidirectional temporal world, and another, “consummation” that is the revelation of the final answer to the human condition. Conventionally, the post-apocalyptic, i.e. what follows either an ahistorical postmortem judgment or the historical grand finale, has been a pivot of Christianity; both judgment and historical end have everything to do with individual eligibility for the eventual bodily resurrection. Following Jesus’ early retirement from the world, the theology of his resurrection (thus also that of his followers) gets developed as “a means of explanation,” and as Paul says in Acts 26.8, “If it is incredible that God raises the dead . . . then our preaching is vain.”25 It is worth exploring why certain bodies are to be raised up the “last day,” while certain bodies are deemed irredeemable, denied the privilege of resurrection and melded into part-android and/or part-animal hybrid creatures, specifically in figures of “the Antichrist, the Beast and Whore of Babylon” (hereafter eschatological monsters). My contention is that dualistic eschatology (dualistically temporalized and gendered) renders theoretical “hiddenness” of the queer, the feminine, the non-phallogocentric as “sacralized” as an otherworldly realm that is often imagined to be “stabilized.” This is rather insidious. In the fantastic spirit of dualistic thinking, on the other darker end opposite to such sacralization would be its extreme opposite, namely postmortem capital punishment, or better,
206 Agnes Hanying Ong caricatured demonization. While moralistic sermons tend to link Antichrist to transhuman technology and “unnatural” (non-heterosexual) sexualities, the Beast according to biblical imagery itself is a sight of mosaic monstrosity made out of random parts of different carnivorous animal that in most circumstances do not coexist with proper human civilization (Revelation 13.2). This begs the question of why bodies that are held to moral standards higher than those imposed upon male-and-heterosexual bodies are subject to a much more heinous eschatological fate if they had walked in the footsteps of Eve who was then blessed with a no-trial penalty for wanting further education from the special tree. How is such a double standard God’s justice? To think through this question, it is worth emphasizing that both afterlife judgment and the historical end of the “apocalyptic” share a common trait, which is that what divides human spacetime and God’s eternity, flesh and spirit, collapses into a state of unitive wholeness in an atmosphere of “restored justice.” As Tertullian, unable to accept the inevitable dissolution of the martyrs’ bodies as a just end for their witness, puts it, “Both [flesh and spirit] . . . will be glorified together . . . as they have suffered together.”26 In light of such inherent “fleshliness” of divine “consummation,” the spatio-temporal process toward this collapse, as well as the apocalyptic event per se, may be interpreted as neither asexual nor possibly devoid of sexuality. Despite the “eschatological erasure”27 of the encultured and differentiated “being,” one may still contend that the theology of spacetime, particularly in the form of eternity/time dichotomy, remains very much heteronormatively “gendered,” subsequently so – though not too explicitly – “sexualized.” In other words, heterosexism is rife, even and especially in the afterlife; “justice” from the perspective of eternity remains colored with the “Enlightenment idea of history as a straightforward progression”28 that refuses to die. Additionally, by the logic of Pauline two-age eschatology, history is progressively unveiled throughout the scriptures, wherein time of “the already” is set to end with an apocalyptic bang – the Day of the Lord that pierces the hymenic veil between the redeemed, feminized, blushing bridal human spacetime, and the one sonorous eternity (John 3.29) that awaits at the pearly gates to its boulevard of gold (Revelation 21.21). Any time before that happens, the mortal world remains to God’s eternity as the Madonna to the sumptuous whore; a holy harlot, a stud nevertheless! (One little quirk of God’s gender-and-sexualities justice: “slut” is an anagram of “lust,” whereas the more glorious term, “stud,” is an anagram of “dust.”) God’s eternity – the abolition of all time and space – is positioned in opposition to the numerically codified, unidirectional, and mortal human spacetime Other that presses toward the eschaton. Never the twain shall meet, lest the former of each dualistic set wanders off into worldly wilderness. Paralleling this divide is the spirit/eros dichotomy that de-harmonizes the symbiotic universe of Godness-creatureliness by making one superficially separate from, and incompatible with, another. While the spirit propels history, eros dominates
Gay eschatology 207 “the eternal return of the same,” drawing together “what is above and what is below, and completes nature’s cycle.”29 In masculinist and heteronormative language typical of Christian orthodoxy, Christ is conventionally imaged as the kingly bridegroom who is engaged to Christians, the latter likened to “a pure virgin to be presented to Christ” (2 Corinthians 11.2) whereby “He (the bridegroom) must become greater; I (the bride) must become less” (John 3.30). Never mind, at least for now, the overt male homoeroticism it denotes and the normativized overtones of BDSM (bondage, discipline, dominance and submission, sadomasochism), what I aim to focus on here is that according to this imagery, complex human realities are essentialized into a monolithic role of (feminized) alterity, wherein injustices are explained away by saying all of the world’s ills are results of the fall that one now has little control over. Humanity thus takes on the position of learned helplessness to avoid offending a higher imperial power. In line with this reasoning, at least a major part of human fallenness is Eve’s fault; suffering is, by way of gendered dualism and essentialism, thus in its nature a “feminine,” if not “female” domain. Having said that, I want to emphasize that I am in no way upholding the essentialist myth of male homosexuals being “effeminate” (as opposed to being on the masculine side in heteropatriarchal gender binary), nor the idea of “feminized” pollution intrinsic to male homosexual lifestyles. Rather, my stance is that it is precisely because female and/or queer, and gay male bodies are relegated to subalternity according to heteropatriarchy’s hierarchical spatial orders that they are deemed “feminine,” a description reserved for those “below” hegemonic standards of masculinities. Humanity’s role of alterity, which concomitantly produces and perpetuates meaning of suffering, can only be fully recompensed in the consummation of “time” when saved souls (damsels in distress that have been “rescued” by the “good news”) will be received into the lavish wedding banquet. In line with the eschatological bridegroom/bride imagery, the script of performative citizenship (which I contend is likewise incredibly gendered) begets an imagined common destiny. The national destiny is manifested in the collective dumbing-down, romanticizing, or rather, romancing of the nation as a naïve blushing Bride, led safely down the aisle, in the amoral church of the global economy, to ultimately coalesce, at the altar raised above gritty essentials of national survival, into a certain terminus at Plutus personified as a mimic “God,” the bridegroom. Strangely, in mirroring heaven, hiddenness of sex and sexuality particularly that of queer and/or female sexualities, is encouraged in like spirit of buttressing what God is in a phallogocentric eternity. For female bodies (and “feminized” spaces according to masculinist language, such as national territories) on earth, the ideal feminine is reflected in a woman, the “virgo” that is reserved, “godly,” safely ensconced in a domestic realm whereby her “self” is solely defined in her “being,” a paradoxical combination of a helpless subordinate and the stable home and hearth. She is therefore also “vesta,” who keeps all things warm, pearly, and unchanging, for
208 Agnes Hanying Ong the greater glory and progeny of the logos that has taken flesh in the phallus, i.e. the divine Child (to be discussed later). In God and God’s hiddenness, she paradoxically “reveals” a higher reality of hidden harmonies guarded and concealed in said form of well-ordered eternity. In other words, the heteropatriarchal idealization of the female body (and the nation’s body politic) has caused a surprising outcome of her “embodying” both suffering’s ephemerality and God’s eternity. She lends herself to replenishing the latter’s monumentalism, with the offering of her “self” as earthly food that burns at both ends for a phallic logos. In embodying the earthbound domain of suffering, her bodily sacrifice is before the throne of a masculinist God like burnt offering and incense (Psalm 141.2). In a similar vein, queer and/or female persons are reduced into bodily tokens of heavenly ineffability that take on qualities of godlike sacrifice. In a futuristic point of the body politic’s pipe dream, the Bride will be almost like the Bridegroom, a fully formed, capitalistic-heteropatriarchal Übermensch destined to an eternity of Gotham City aesthetics. The Bride, the holy torch – emblematic of sanctity and purification respectively, are however mere puppets behind the shadow play of a mechanized national consciousness that segregates life’s idiosyncrasies into spectral forms, severed from one another and made to loom over the masses, rigidified and always judging. These specters, sanitized, quantified, stratified, named and renamed “good,” “better,” “holy,” and “respectable” with all the trappings of filial piety and familial honor, are wunderwaffen of enormous potency, against the anonymous blobs of “individualistic” “deviancies” that those possessed by these “good” and “holy” specters kindly push aside. This moralized state of “holy” staticity denotes an eschatological “twilight zone,” the mass sleep paralysis between the body politic’s recurrent dreaming and wakeful toils. Time is metaphorically stopped at the hour of the wolf wherein postmodern slavery tethers human persons to secular deities of repetitive mass production and gentrification. This leads up to, as mentioned before, the apocalyptic vision wherein certain bodies, after lifelong labor of deference to heteronormative propriety, are to be “raised up” whereas others are reduced into morbid inconveniences that take on the forms of eschatological monsters. Apart from taking on these forms, the “original fate” of the “unsaved,” queer and/or female souls who have fallen short of said prescribed sacrality are conventionally destined for a complete and totalizing destruction by God in the event of eschatological genocide. Similarly, the “world” mirrors heaven’s ideal via the mechanized force of heteronormative history-making that has swept the lives of most queer and/or females off into the hades of non-history, never-existence. Pope Francis while highlighting the culture of the ephemeral identifies a throwaway culture that treats humans and relationships the way the environment and material realities are treated.30 Building on this observation, gender and sexual minorities are likewise expendables of a throwaway culture that judges the value of creation and human beings based on economic, heteronormative, and (re)productive capacities.
Gay eschatology 209 The same godlike history-making force has little mercy on their transgressive embodiments. To illustrate the heteronormative imagery of divine salvation versus divine damnation, I turn to Lee Edelman who has coined and articulated the sinthomosexual (drawing on Lacanian sinthome), linking heterosexuals’ demonization of queer persons to a heterosexual love fantasy, which is also the fantasy of totalization.31 The fantasy privileges futurism, meaningful closure, and revelation most epitomized in the romantic ideal of the Child that amounts also to perfect citizenry. Rewinding even further in the pre-millennium way up to the B.C., as most prophecies entrap and thus are bound to be fulfilled – squirming out of Mary’s body, so begins Jesus Christ’s gooey initiation as human flesh, as stardust pulled into our spiraling blue vale of tears. What child is this? This child is both the Lion and the Lamb, inverting reproductive futurism and hierarchical logic that sustains the imperial-idol-Christ that one may argue is also quintessential Edelman’s Child. For refusing to remain a balloon caught in whirlwinds of the cosmic war, Jesus the bambino, like the fallen angel, unceremoniously exits from the sacred whims of an ancient narcissist. Vistas of truth and freedom open up, as a chasm surfaces from amidst the illusion of coherence. The chasm – what Edelman calls jouissance – reveals the fragility of heteronormative “reality” that the universalizing fantasy suppresses for the good of unity. In his deconstruction of Hitchcock’s North by Northwest, Edelman notes “the fatal fall into the abyss of jouissance”32 is “an endless fall forward through time to keep jouissance at bay. . . . Thus . . . the escape from the threat of the death drive . . . can only take place, through a sequence combining the acts of suspending, annulling, and raising up.”33 He notes the “temporal and spatial violations,”34 whereby human logic is suspended when the body of the character, Eve Kendall (played by Eva Marie Saint) is lifted “from the face of the cliff [at Mount Rushmore, while wearing red] directly into the upper berth of a bedroom coach on a train [where she is seen wearing white],”35 signifying the birth of the future via a “dialectic of continuity through disconnection.”36 The Rushmore-to-train scene sums up nicely the prolongation of the reproductive couple’s desire (across the abyss, which according to social convention is assumed to “naturally” lead to the reification of the Child), made possible “by means of, a break like that of anacoluthon.”37 Right before the scene cuts to the end, the train enters the tunnel, conveying, besides its connotations of being “on the brink” between this realm and the other or the next, a post-redemptive bridal state and a totalizing heterosexual consummation entailing penetration by a salvific-phallic force. This scene captures the quintessence of the universalizing fantasy, whereby heterosexual desirings are sustained and made legitimate via their association with “future-making” and “history-making,” only when the surrounds of such desirings are “purified” of the inconvenient visibilities of the abysmal jouissance. In the eschatological bridal state, the final God-and-saints-only entourage thrusts through the postlapsarian scourge of sin, free thought, and
210 Agnes Hanying Ong non-heteronormativity to dive into an eternity sanitized. Existence becomes “completed,” just as in reaching heaven, in the consummation in, of, and with the Child divine, which is the orthodox, imperial-idol-Christ. The GodThing thus may be interpreted as the default template of bodily resurrection. As exemplified in Hitchcock’s Rushmore-to-train scene, the eschatological focus of heteronormative “purification” is merely performative, ritualistic, and only plausible by “leaping over” the abyss (to fly toward the absolute sublime) or rendering the abyss unspeakable, and thus not attended to in temporal heteronormative discourse. Jouissance, if I may suggest, in other words, marks the fault line of the dualistic divide that must be collectively overlooked or cemented in order for the heavenward heteronormative fantasy to be endlessly reconstructed and “stabilized” with the widespread assumption of a moral deep structure where the Child divine marks the very top of its steeple. Out of the abyss of jouissance rises the existential manifestation of meaninglessness, incoherence, chaos, eros, Dionysian excess, self-agency, and hedonism that rock the heteronormative illusion. The same abyss is apprehensively unmanned by heterosexuals who simultaneously corner and cast queers, the deviantly sexed and gendered, sex workers, the witches, and the “fallen angels” into it to become the huddled masses of a singular scapegoated alterity destined to be annihilated and/or forgotten. One may argue that, likewise, a nation’s postcolonial wounds are often transferred to the body politic’s less visible parts. I contend that it is from the abyss of jouissance, of the rigorous undoing of illusory meaning-making, that to heteronormative imaginings forms and rises the mythical hybrid creatures, encapsulated biblically in figures of the Beast (Revelation 11.7), Antichrist (2 John 7), and Whore of Babylon (Revelation 17). Apocalyptic and homophobic manifestations of “the enemy illuminate the question of what counts as human, and what is relegated as in/human.”38 Eschatological monsters are projections of the moral majority’s fears of the unfamiliar; fears justify inequality by essentializing the oppressed into various versions of monsters, which in turn justify fears.
Martyr complex: between Christ-loving and gay-loathing Singapore’s new Christian crosses, communion, and glossolalia are, once upon a time, animistic altars of curb-side tree and soil gods, séances with ancestral spirits and the neighborhood witch doctor’s curses and charms. So much for rosy postlapsarian nostalgia; amidst the swift transitioning from hexes to hallelujahs, the body politic’s moral majority mourns the incessant loss of “culture” and an imagined “origin” to the overarching diabolical force of global transformation. As in the theology of bodily resurrection, which can be traced back to the origin of Christianity as “an apocalyptic sect confronted with the uncomfortable reality that its founder,
Gay eschatology 211 Jesus, had been killed,”39 the loss of Christianity’s “origin,” Jesus Christ’s physical form, has produced and subsequently normativized “infantile persecutory and paranoid fears (linked to Klein’s theory of bereavement)”40 which may have something to do with Christian martyr complex. For Klein, the “destructive mother imago”41 becomes “reactivated at unconscious levels in adult mourning,” which Michele Stephen contends “forms the basis of the cultural image of the witch regardless of the gender of persons so accused.”42 Nevertheless, it is not an accident that despite the irrelevance of the gender of persons accused, the “witch” is first and last a “feminine,” if not feminized or at least a gender-androgynous archetype that “queers” the God-Thing’s normative and subverts the phallicity of bodily resurrection. The “witch” in common imaginings across eastern and Western civilizations is often depicted as one with supernatural, demonic powers that make “self-resurrection” or even immortality impossible. The “witch” figure incarnates what has tipped over into “fear of the irredeemable, inhuman, antichristic, beastly, homosexual and . . . queer,”43 as well as, if I may suggest, the abiding, pre-Christian free spirit of “Dionysus . . . [lateantiquity’s] last stronghold of pagan beliefs.”44 The figure is thus “beyond” salvation, for salvation becomes irrelevant when individuals become abled with enough self-agency to raise themselves out of the abyss, to rise to spiritual heights through the personal depths rather than waiting through unidirectional time to be “raised up” the Last Day. Therefore, the presence of the “witch” per se is an eyesore to heavenward Christians; it disrupts the “natural” trajectory toward eschatological purgation by divine consummation of “time.” According to the logic of heteropatriarchal Christianity, a whore can be redeemed to become a “pure bride” even though she cannot revert to being a virgin; what truly troubles its dualistic system is the witch-like “monster” covenanted with forces that heteronormative imaginings deem “supernatural” and/or “unnatural.” What is more troubling is that the Antichrist is thought to be “like Christ” but not the leonine imperial “Christ” himself. Building on Klein and Stephen, I contend that orthodox Christianity, with its root as an apocalyptic cult, is borne out of apprehension resulting from the eschatology/eden dichotomy that becomes sublimated into dateless and thus protracted “grief work,” which renders in-group hostility, a by-product of prolonged pining for heaven and/or Christ’s second coming, necessarily directed toward the “witch” figure(s). Homosexuality’s “witch-like” qualities, as sized up by the homophobic gaze, may be evinced in the form of what Erin Runions calls the “pastiche apocalyptic figure”45 that is the Antichrist twinning “as gay . . . [and] as political enemy”46 in the imperialistic narratives of national eschatology. According to Runions, an apocalyptic religious worldview equates “the threat posed by terrorist”47 with that of “gay marriage.”48 As such, the world remains a cesspool brimming with moral perils, until one gets Raptured,
212 Agnes Hanying Ong when Christ appears midair like a thief midday or midnight or anytime in between, depending on the time zone (Matthew 24.43; 1 Thessalonians 5.2–4; 2 Peter 3.10; Revelation 16.15).
Post-apocalypse Amidst glossolalia interludes, crossing into the third millennium Anno Domini proves to be quite an anticlimax. On an earth more intact than expected, Raptured dust thus settles. While the well-being of the nation and the universe depends on the lack of gay, LGBTQIA+ visibility, in Singapore’s context, the extent to which public opinion abstains from demonizing the existence of overt homosexual bodies is directly correlated with their economic worth, linked to the Pink Dollar generated through the rogation of liminal, non-heteronormatively expressed and “freakish” bodies. Post scriptum, behold, the power of capitalism – in May 2017, the annual “Pink Dot” rally, Singapore’s first official LGBTQIA+ movement, gets 100-plus local sponsors and nails its fundraising goal,49 even after Home Affairs Minister issues a warning against international sponsorships the previous year.50 Considering the benefits gender and sexual minorities bring to the national economy, the government is consistently capricious, actually ambivalent about queer visibilities, which would have been “unimaginable”51 as late as early millennium. While this is partly good news, I assert that a radical undoing of dualisms that make up orthodox Christianity’s heteronormatively imaged and genocidal eschatology is key in highlighting the inherent human dignity of LGBTQIA+ persons and diminishing Christian homophobia. It seems quite telling that Dante’s “Inferno” depicts satan, frozen mid-breast, sending its “sinners”-ridden surrounds into deep freeze, which may be interpreted as fear and reduced conscience. The universalizing fantasy to which “Christ” has been debased – an eternal heaven distant and whenceforth stabilized that translates into an earthly existence made insular may not be too different from a “hell” cryogenically locking erotic life out of itself. It is precisely from the abyss where queers, the deviantly sexed and gendered, sex workers, the witches, and the “fallen angels” have been cast into, which emanates the undoing of heteronormative meanings that permeates gay eschatological imaginings in multiple non-dualistic ways, unlike the sharp arrows of linear, historical time consecrated to “timeless” forms of predetermined essence and positivist closure. That said, many politicians speak of the future like it is divine revelation, the way some scientists talk about the multiverse, of infinite forms and fluid spacetime. Antje Jackelén puts it succinctly, “For the physicist, the discovery of relative time may have meant an intellectual revolution; for the mother and father who have no food for their children, time has always been relative to the space they have at their disposal.”52 In exploring the subject of eschatology, there is always this particular risk of not resisting enough the seduction of “infinity,” of “eternity,” and go down the slippery slope toward the debauched ways of ethereal values and moral metanarratives.
Gay eschatology 213 Therefore, to end my reflections, I turn to the scriptures’ very beginning, which is a reminder that: Humans are continually becoming created and co-created, site-specifically, through divine eros that subsists not on a heavenward vacuum, but rather prevails over the overcoming of isolation among creatures that are made inherently, diversely, and differently sexual by divine source itself (Genesis 1.27).
Notes 1 Mary Daly, Beyond God the Father: Toward a Philosophy of Women’s Liberation (Boston, MA: Beacon Press), 1985. 2 Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology, 48. 3 Center for Action and Contemplation, “Richard Rohr: Your Image of God Creates You,” 3:32, January 2017, www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEJkg3ndti0. 4 Staff reporter, “US Christians See God as a Young, White Male,” Church Times, June 22, 2018, www.churchtimes.co.uk/articles/2018/22-june/news/world/ us-christians-see-god-as-a-young-white-male. 5 Elizabeth Stuart, as cited in Elizabeth M. Edman, Queer Virtue: What LGBTQ People Know About Life and Love and How It Can Revitalize Christianity (Boston, MA: Beacon Press, 2016), 156. 6 John J. Collins, The Apocalyptic Imagination: An Introduction to Jewish Apocalyptic Literature (Grand Rapids, MI: William B. Eerdmans,1998), 11. 7 Jacob Taubes, Occidental Eschatology, trans. David Ratmoko (Stanford, CA: Stanford University Press, 2009), 45. 8 Terence Chong, “Christian Evangelicals and Public Morality in Singapore,” Institute of Southeast Asian Studies 17 (2014): 1, www.iseas.edu.sg/images/pdf/ ISEAS_Perspective_2014_17.pdf. 9 Candida R. Moss, “Heavenly Healing: Eschatological Cleansing and the Resurrection of the Dead in the Early Church,” Journal of the American Academy of Religion 79, no. 4 (2011): 996. 10 Jacques Derrida, Rogues: Two Essays on Reason (Stanford, CA: Stanford University Press, 2005), 35. 11 “Sticker Lady Writes ‘My Grandfather Road’ across Circular Road,” Stomp, November 11, 2016, https://stomp.straitstimes.com/singapore-seen/singapore/ sticker-lady-writes-my-grandfather-road-across-circular-road. 12 Mahathir and Ishihara, as cited in Michael G. Peletz, “Transgenderism and Gender Pluralism in Southeast Asia Since Early Modern Times,” Current Anthropology 47, no. 2 (2006): 322. 13 Tom Benner, “Gay Culture Gaining Momentum in Singapore,” Al Jazeera, June 4, 2013. 14 Ibid. 15 AGC, n.d. . 16 Human Rights Watch, 2008. 17 Douglas E. Sanders, “377 and the Unnatural Afterlife of British Colonialism in Asia,” Asian Journal of Comparative Law 4, no. 1 (2009): 11. 18 Jay Emerson Johnson, “Sodomy and Gendered Love: Reading Genesis 19 in the Anglican Communion,” in The Oxford Handbook of the Reception History of the Bible, ed. Michael Lieb, Emma Mason, Jonathan Roberts, and Christopher Rowland (Oxford, UK: Oxford University Press, 2011), 423–4. 19 Ibid., 424. 20 Ibid. 21 Ibid.
214 Agnes Hanying Ong 22 Johnson et al., as cited in Michael G. Peletz, “Transgenderism and Gender Pluralism in Southeast Asia Since Early Modern Times,” 322. 23 John Shore, “Censorship, Threats and Book-Burning: Christians vs. Gays in Singapore,” John Shore: Trying God’s Patience Since 1958, July 21, 2014, www.patheos. com/blogs/johnshore/2014/07/christians-vs-gays-and-gay-penguins-in-singapore/. 24 Ibid. 25 Margaret R. Miles, “Sex and the City (of God): Is Sex Forfeited or Fulfilled in Augustine’s Resurrection of Body,” Journal of the American Academy of Religion 73, no. 2 (2005): 308. 26 Patricia Beattie Jung, Sex on Earth as It Is in Heaven: A Christian Eschatology of Desire (Albany, NY: SUNY Press, 2017), 73. 27 Malcolm Edwards, as cited in Elizabeth Stuart, “Sacramental Flesh,” in Queer Theology, ed. Gerard Loughlin (Malden, MA: Blackwell 2007), 68. 28 Taubes, Occidental Eschatology, 129. 29 Ibid., 12. 30 Francis, The Joy of Love, §93. 31 Lee Edelman, No Future: Queer Theory and the Death Drive (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 2004), 73. 32 Ibid., 93. 33 Ibid. 34 Ibid., 96. 35 Ibid., 93. 36 Ibid. 37 Ibid., 96. 38 Erin Runions, “Queering the Beast: The Antichrists’ Gay Wedding,” in Queering the Non/Human, ed. Myra J. Hird and Noreen Giffney (London: Routledge, 2008), 79. 39 Moss, “Heavenly Healing,” 1000. 40 Michele Stephen, “Witchcraft, Grief, and the Ambivalence of Emotions,” American Ethnologist 26, no. 3 (1999): 712. 41 Ibid. 42 Ibid. 43 Runions, “Queering the Beast,” 79. 44 Albert Henrichs, “Loss of Self, Suffering, Violence: The Modern View of Dionysus from Nietzsche to Girard,” Harvard Studies in Classical Philology 88 (1984): 213. 45 Runions, “Queering the Beast,” 79. 46 Ibid., 80. 47 Ibid., 95. 48 Ibid. 49 Kok Xing Hui, “Pink Dot Gets 103 Singapore Sponsors and $201,000: Surpassing Targets,” The Straits Times, May 22, 2017, www.straitstimes.com/singapore/ pink-dot-gets-103-singapore-sponsors-and-201000-surpassing-targets. 50 Kyle Knight, “Anti-LGBT tilt taints Singapore commerce.” Nikkei Asian Review, November 5, 2016. 51 Benner, “Gay Culture Gaining Momentum in Singapore.” 52 Antje Jackelén, Time & Eternity: The Question of Time in Church, Science and Theology, trans. Barbara Harshaw (West Conshohocken, PA: Templeton Foundation Press, 2005), 7.
11 Embodied sexual eschatology Escaping the cage and dreaming a world of desire and longing Rebecca Voelkel
Introduction My contribution to this volume necessarily comes from the specific and particular context that has both shaped me and which I inhabit. I will share more of this later in this chapter. For this introduction, it is important to say that my work lives in the hybrid space between Academy, Church, and Movement illustrated in this way.
Given this hybridity, my theologizing is deeply influenced by whether and how it can be practiced/embodied in both the Church and the Movement. It also means that the “loci” within systematic theology that often takes prominence in my thinking and acting is that of eschatology. I will say more about what I mean by an embodied sexual eschatology in the final section but let me explain with a bit more specificity where I land in my understanding of eschatology.1 For theologians, eschatology is the systematic reflection on our Christian hope and what is at risk when we do not attain what our hope holds out to us. Eschatology has traditionally been focused on the “last things.” But many Christians recognize that eschatology is more properly about the promised reign of God in all human experience and in all creation. It has powerful implications for both the individual and the community. Eschatology is not primarily concerned with what lies beyond death and outside of history. Eschatology is a practical and vital hope for the world as it is right now and in which we are all participating.2
216 Rebecca Voelkel This “here and now” eschatology fits well with a postcolonial, feminist, and queer understanding of eschatology. It roots our Christian hope in what God is doing to create a more just and liberated world. Nevertheless, precisely because justice is a major part of what we are hoping for, a sense of the timing and pacing of the eschaton is key. Here, I am aligning myself with a tradition that celebrates an inaugurated eschatology as contrasted with a “realized” or “sapiential” eschatology on the one hand and “futuristic” or “apocalyptic” eschatology on the other. According to Jesus Seminar scholar John Dominic Crossan, both realized and future eschatology say “no” to the world as it is. In future eschatology, the world is negated and the stress is on imminent divine intervention: we wait for God to act. In realized eschatology, the world is also negated and the stress is on immediate divine imitation: God waits for us to act.3 By contrast, inaugurated eschatology says “yes” to the world but “no” to injustice. It recognizes both God’s power and movement in human history and emphasizes our agency in response to that movement. Inaugurated eschatology lives in the tension and interplay of the already and the not yet. It is this already and not yet space that this chapter seeks to address. The already is that we have experienced the incarnation/embodied person of Jesus and inhabit bodies that are sacred gifts (both of which can rightly be called the Body of Christ). The not yet is that we live amidst the realities of colonization, crucifixion, and sin which cage, maim, and seek to annihilate the sacred bodies of all of creation. We have a taste of the already-ness of sacred sexuality and embodiment and we have not yet been liberated.
The gifts and the cage: naming the reality In my contribution to Unsettling the Word: Biblical Experiments in Decolonization, I have played with the prologue of John’s gospel. In the beginning were Desire and Longing: Desire for ecstasy and connection, longing for the deepest of communions. And Desire and Longing were with God. And Desire and Longing were God. Desire and Longing were with God in the beginning. In fact, they were the animators, the prodders, the relentless whispers which propelled the explosion of creativity: stars and planets and the whole company of creation. These all came into being out of that Desire and Longing and not one thing would have been without the promise of ecstasy, connection and communion.4
Embodied sexual eschatology 217 At the very Beginning of time and existence are the gifts of desire, longing, connection, and communion. And out of these come the embodiment of each and all of them found in all of creation. Sex is good, bodies are beautiful, particularly in their varied and different expressions of practice and ability and race and age and gender and culture. Creation is alive and abuzz with biodiversity, adaptability, sheer beauty. Hymns, poetry, books, dances, festivals have been created in honor of the sacred gift of sexuality, embodiment, desire, and longing. And whole theologies have been written to give voice to the power of God’s self-revelation in creation. Recently, I was with a group of friends from seminary as we hiked along the Oregon Coast. As we stood gazing at ancient sea stacks and watched waves crash against them, two mating pairs of eagles flew overhead. Amidst the wind, water, and sun that stimulated our senses and the palpable energy that was both ancient and future-seeking, we started talking about sex. We talked about the ways in which being in this landscape was deeply erotic for each of us. We recounted the times we’d made love outside – at the base of waterfalls, on logs next to tide-pools, in tents, on islands, at the foot of calving glaciers. With smiles on our faces that spoke of delicious body memories, we considered how desire, longing, connection, and communion are writ throughout creation. But even as we affirm this sacred gift and blessing, and its omnipresence in all of creation, any queer project must also affirm the reality of interlocking systems of power and oppression which colonize, devastate, and degrade through targeted violence and create conditions of despair. Amber Hollibaugh, a self-described high-femme, lesbian, activist, and artist articulates this reality in the opening essay of her book, My Dangerous Desires: The smells here . . . all bring me back to my younger self, a very defiant, angry, terrified, teenage lesbian stripper . . . I was dancing in a cage, the go-go stripper kind, dancing to Otis Redding, dancing hard. One man would not stay back, kept reaching into the cage trying to catch my feet and ankles, kept putting twenty-dollar bills into the cage. And I kept kicking them out. A set was fifteen minutes, no stops onstage; then they would open up the back of the cage and you’d come hurtling out and down the steep back stairs into the dressing room. This guy had been out front all night, getting drunker, waiting for each of my sets, then pushing the money through the bars as he grabbed for my feet. I was tired. It was my next to last set, and I’d had it up to here with him, with his money and his fingers. Finally, I took his money and started to build it into my routine – rubbing it on my body, moving it between my legs. He kept putting more twenties on the stage, money he thought guaranteed him my time, my body, after the music ended. He kept putting twenties there until I had a stack of them in my hands.
218 Rebecca Voelkel Slowly I ripped every fucking twenty-dollar bill up into tiny pieces and sprinkled them outside the cage over his head while he screamed about whores, about cock teasers, about me. Then he left. At least that’s what I thought. When I came out for my last set he was nowhere around. I danced that fifteen minutes so tired I came off the stage not even looking down to see the stairs. Too bad. He’d broken glass and spread it on each of the steps leading to the back room. I hit that glass going a hundred. It split my feet apart before I could stop, pounded it deep inside the creases. I almost bled to death. All day I’ve been thinking of that time, remembering being that young, that tired, that angry, that scared, that lonely. Thinking about power and about lacking it.5 Hollibaugh’s description of being a cage dancer, performing under the male gaze of one who understood that he could possess her because he gave her money and, when challenged, understood he could do violence to her, is an apt metaphor for the kind of cage that the interlocking systems of misogyny, racism, heterosexism, and capitalism create. It is a potent metaphor for the reality and power of colonization. The young dancer is physically within a cage. The purpose of the cage is exploitive. She is confined, held, contained, and controlled. The stalker is trying to grab, take, and possess her. He believes he has the right to do so because of all he has been taught. And when she acts in defiance, dancing her own dance, refusing the money and then tearing it up – in many ways remarkable acts, given the reality of the cage of colonization in which she lives – she is cut down and almost bleeds to death. This story illustrates the colonization itself, the systems of belief (hegemonies, including theological hegemonies) which support and perpetuate it, and the acts of violence which re-establish and maintain the hierarchies which are the markers of colonization. Historical colonization on the North American continent – largely established and perpetrated by European, able-bodied, heterosexual, cisgender, white, Christian men at the behest of wealthy colonizers (read: royalty, business owners, and Church officials) – resulted in a context of colonization that is still very much present in the United States today. This historical colonization combined the forces of economic, cultural, and religious power from Europe that came to the Americas (and elsewhere) to conquer, extract, convert, and enrich. This onslaught centered power in the colonizer (the soldier, the priest, the business owner – whose differences became almost inconsequential in the act of colonizing). The “New World” and its millions of people, animals, and resources were objects upon which violent power was perpetrated in order to serve the needs and wants of the colonizer. This system of dominance and submission, spread by the sword and gun, was radically different from the cultures the colonizers encountered. But because it was predicated on a colonizing mindset, the encounter with
Embodied sexual eschatology 219 difference only served to reinforce the colonizing worldview. Indeed, the encounter with difference elicited the powerful impulse to compel an establishment of “proper” hierarchies rooted in dominance and submission. As one Franciscan wrote in 1775: Among the women I saw some men dressed like women, with whom they go about regularly, never joining the men. . . . From this I inferred they must be hermaphrodites, but from what I learned later I understood that they were sodomites, dedicated to nefarious practices. From all the foregoing I conclude that in this matter of incontinence there will be much to do when the Holy Faith and the Christian religion are established among them.6 Implicit in this system of hierarchies rooted in dominance and submission is an understanding of binaries. In order to differentiate between that which is dominant and that which is submissive; in order to establish appropriate hierarchies, systems of colonization rely upon binaries. In the diary excerpt above, the Franciscan, Pedro Font, was deeply troubled by what he understood as sodomy. Whether he was encountering a practice of a “third sex” or “two-spirit,” both the gender and supposed sexual practices of those individuals constituted “incontinence” for him because they violated the binary of “men/women” and the hierarchal power that he presumed each connoted. Additional binaries upon which historical colonization of the Americas relied included heathen-Christian and savage-civilized. Sometimes the binary was used against Native Americans, other times against African slaves. But in both cases, the understanding of the difference between those who were “savage” or “heathen” and those who were “Christian” later became the basis upon which whiteness was built.7 It is important to note that these binaries both reinforce one another and the colonizing hierarchies in intersectional ways. For instance, as illustrated earlier, the very notion of what is savage is predicated upon a violation of the male–female binary. And the corollary is that whatever is civilized vehemently reinforces the male/female binary. Further, these binaries justify the subjugation, torture, exploitation, and genocide of those over which the colonizer holds power. In fact, much of the genocide of Native peoples throughout the Americas was justified by language around establishing the Holy Faith and the Christian religion, exactly as Pedro Font predicted. The frame out of which Pedro Font and his fellow business, Church, and governmental colonizers operated was best articulated in what became known as the “Doctrine of Discovery.” Between 1452 and 1517, there were a series of “papal bulls” (letters) sent to various European monarchs in Portugal, Spain, and England that are collectively known as the Doctrine of Discovery. They are both theological expressions as well as legal ones. The first papal bull known as Dum Diversas, was sent June 18, 1452 by Pope Nicolas V to King Alfonso V of Portugal. It authorized Alfonso V to
220 Rebecca Voelkel reduce any “Saracens (Muslims) and pagans and any other unbelievers” to perpetual slavery. This facilitated the Portuguese slave trade from West Africa. The same pope followed this with a second papal bull known as Romanus Pontifex on January 5, 1455 to the same King Alfonso V. It read in part: We weighing all and singular the premises with due meditation, and noting that since we had formerly by other letters of ours granted among other things free and ample faculty to the aforesaid King Alfonso – to invade, search out, capture, vanquish, and subdue all Saracens and pagans whatsoever, and other enemies of Christ wheresoever placed, and the kingdoms, dukedoms, principalities, dominions, possessions, and all movable and immovable goods whatsoever held and possessed by them and to reduce their persons to perpetual slavery, and to apply and appropriate to himself and his successors the kingdoms, dukedoms, counties, principalities, dominions, possessions, and goods, and to convert them to his and their use and profit – by having secured the said faculty, the said King Alfonso, or, by his authority, the aforesaid infante, justly and lawfully has acquired and possessed, and doth possess, these islands, lands, harbors, and seas, and they do of right belong and pertain to the said King Alfonso and his successors.8 There were subsequent papal bulls that were sent to other European monarchs. In 1493 Alexander VI issued the bull Inter Caetera stating one Christian nation did not have the right to establish dominion over lands previously dominated by another Christian nation, thus establishing the Law of Nations. Together, the Dum Diversas, the Romanus Pontifex, and the Inter Caetera came to serve as the basis and justification for the Doctrine of Discovery, the global slave-trade of the fifteenth and sixteenth centuries, and the Age of Imperialism all of which were rooted in economic, religious, and legal reasoning. And the economic, religious, and legal implications of the Doctrine of Discovery are still very much being felt and deeply impact any exploration of sacred embodiment and queering of theology. A powerful example of the enduring power of the Doctrine of Discovery is that in 1823, the United States Supreme Court ruled in Johnson v. M’Intosh that the discovery rights of European sovereigns had been transferred to the new United States: The United States, then, have unequivocally acceded to that great and broad rule by which its civilized inhabitants now hold this country. They hold and assert in themselves, the title by which it was acquired. They maintain, as all others have maintained, that discovery gave an exclusive right to extinguish the Indian title of occupancy, either by purchase or conquest; and gave also a right to such a degree of sovereignty, as the circumstances of the people would allow them to exercise.
Embodied sexual eschatology 221 Associate Justice at the time, Joseph Story, an active churchman, later wrote: “As infidels, heathens, and savages, they [the Indians] were not allowed to possess the prerogatives belonging to absolute, sovereign and independent nations.”9 For our conversation about queering theology and an embodied sexual eschatology, it is important to consider how, because the Christian supremacy and white supremacy of the Doctrine of Discovery are predicated on a colonized form of embodiment, sexuality and gender, any exercise in liberated embodiment must take seriously an intersectional eschatological vision that is simultaneously complex enough (and rooted in the communal body) and specific enough (and rooted in the individual, particular body) in order to be practiced.
Embodied sexual eschatology grows in me For the past 20 years, I have presented various forms of a workshop known as “Sex and the Spirit.” As part of the workshop, my co-presenters and I have invited participants to gather supplies like butcher paper and markers and then write/draw/represent their own life’s story, particularly how their spiritual journey and their sexuality have developed in relation to one another. Over the years, we’ve added to the experience by asking folks to go back and add in their experience with race and ability and other pieces of embodiment. We often get feedback about what a powerful, transformative experience this is. Each time I ask others to engage the exercise, I take the opportunity to revisit my own narrative. I can still smell the fruity marker aroma and picture the room at the retreat center where I was when, on the 15th or 20th time of drawing my timeline, I had a new realization. Much of my “problem” was that I was a “bad” white, Christian woman. Let me explain. The exercise is always a kind of time machine where I’m drawn back into my own past in palpable and embodied ways. On this occasion, I found myself alighting at various times in my life. I saw Mrs. McCash, my elementary church choir director who reacted with horror when she saw me in pants for our choir’s participation in service. How she forced me to roll up the pants so they couldn’t be seen below the choir robe. How I’d gone crying to my mom, who, thankfully, rolled them back down and told me she’d take care of Mrs. McCash. I saw my nine-year-old self standing in front of Mrs. Cunningham, my third grade teacher, as she handed out the YMCA summer baseball league application to all the boys as they exited the classroom. It took me several minutes of begging until she finally relented and handed me one. “Just remember, those are only for the boys,” she’d admonished as I triumphantly ran home to share the news. How I completed the form and received a rejection from the YMCA because the league was, in fact, “just for boys.” How,
222 Rebecca Voelkel because it was 1978 and post Title IX, my mom responded to their rejection with a petition signed by many community members and the not-so-gentle reminder that what they were doing was illegal and she’d sue them if they persisted. How I was one of about three girls who played in the league that year and how I played first base for the Dodgers. We lost our first game 44–11 but it didn’t matter to me. I loved every minute of it – including the polyester pants that went to just below the knee, the polyester stirrups over my socks, the t-shirt and the YMCA baseball cap. I felt fully alive, exactly who and what I was meant to be. I remembered the shag carpeting on the floor of my best friend’s room – particularly between the bed and the wall where she and I would explore each other’s bodies out of sight. I can still feel the thrill of pleasure, of intimacy, of a kind of connection that warmed my whole being. Even as I knew her Irish Catholic parents wouldn’t approve, indeed would likely punish us if they ever found out, I couldn’t resist it or her. I remember the Diet Workshop meetings my mom took my fourth grade, husky, sports-playing baby-dyke self. Where I would lose 20 pounds as she tried to feminize me. And all the positive feedback I got from teachers – for the weight loss and the more feminine clothing. I remember the mixture of shock that anyone even noticed, the desire to please, and the discomfort with the whole thing. And the train ride from Dayton, Ohio to Indianapolis, Indiana. I was wearing one of my favorite outfits: red, white, and blue tennis shoes, white tube socks with blue and red stripes, blue shorts with red piping, and a shortsleeved rugby shirt with red, white, and blue stripes. The conductor, upon learning about my interest in trains, invited me up to the engine with the words, “Son, would you like to see how we drive the train?” Without any need to correct him, I responded enthusiastically, “yes!” It wasn’t but a few weeks later that my mom took me out and got my ears pierced. I remember a conversation with my best friend in high school about how people were starting to talk about the fact that I might be a lesbian. How she could set me up with her boyfriend’s best friend. How a group of us would be going to a movie together, but somehow he showed up on his own, his senior-self picking up my sophomore-self in his car. How we went to Nightmare on Elm Street, even though I hated horror films, but I’d been taught well that for dates to go smoothly, the girl needed to do what interested the boy. And how, as we drove home, he drove to a secluded area and raped me. I also remembered the times in worship where, lost in one of my favorite hymns, I sang my heart out, moving with the music. (For her “Queer Clergy Trading Card Series,” Rev. Dr. Chris Davies asked those of us for whom she made a card, what our “super power” is. Mine reads “spirited and robust hymn-singing.”) But there’s also the multitude of times, too many to count, when I’ve been told I’m too much . . . too big . . . too loud . . . too intense. As I completed my timeline exercise in the retreat center with the fruity smelling markers, it was the request that I map my life story up against the context of the Doctrine of Discovery and white supremacy that the aha happened.
Embodied sexual eschatology 223 I had always understood that homo-, bi-, trans-phobia, and heterosexism had fashioned a kind of box that I had spent years getting caught in and escaping. It was a box of “proper” gender and sexual roles. But I hadn’t understood the ways in which the rigid binaries of gender and sexuality were inextricably linked to the colonizing project/“the cage” that is the legacy of the Doctrine of Discovery, and its white and Christian supremacy. Much of my life has been about the impact of the legacy of the Doctrine of Discovery and its white supremacy and colonizing boundaries have had on my body. When I came out as a lesbian, I was violating the gender binary which relied upon the clear definition between Christian, on the one hand, and savage or heathen, on the other. And we know that Christian means civilized and white. My sensuous times on the shag rug between the wall and the bed of my childhood friend and the ecstasy I experienced and experience making love to another woman at the foot of a calving glacier made me not only a bad Christian woman but also a bad white woman. The same is true for my gender expression which falls within that of woman but has enough masculinity in it to have caused such concern in my friends and my mother. The nervousness they felt, and the actions they took to re-establish the sexual and gender binaries which “the cage” demanded have created lasting scars. And my attempts to comply as a dutiful white Christian woman neatly housed within the cage – particularly going on the date in which I was raped – have inscribed in my very flesh the power of the cage and its enforcing violence. But even as the legacy of the colonizing cage is powerful, it isn’t ultimate. We were created out of desire and longing for connection and communion. In the beginning were Desire and Longing: Desire for ecstasy and connection, longing for the deepest of communions. And Desire and Longing were with God. And Desire and Longing were God. Desire and Longing were with God in the beginning.10 This reality has consistently and persistently urged, nudged, and beckoned me toward healing and resistance which are the markers of liberation. This is my story. It may not be everyone’s story. But many of the women, men, trans*, and genderqueer folks that have engaged the queering project – in church, in movement, in the “Sex and the Spirit” workshops – have echoed a similar connection between hearkening to the sacred longing and desire, and experiencing individual and communal healing and resistance which begin to constitute liberation.
Constructing an embodied sexual eschatology When I speak of sexuality, I am deeply influenced by queer and embodiment theologians who speak of the Divine invitation to find our destinies not in loneliness, but in deep connection and that the love we make is God’s own
224 Rebecca Voelkel love.11 In these understandings of sexuality, there is an implicit weaving of that which is spiritual and that which is sexual. There is also an implicit weaving of that which is loving and that which is justice-seeking. And there is a broad understanding of sexuality that includes and celebrates genital sex as a sacred and holy expression of sexuality. But this understanding of sexuality is not limited to genital sex and it celebrates the erotic, sensual, embodied pull toward connection and communion which is woven throughout all of creation. As we move to construct an embodied sexual eschatology, this weaving of the sexual, spiritual and justice-seeking is critically important. In particular, any eschatological visioning needs to root itself in the blessing of sacred longing, desire, connection, and communion that resists the cage of interlocking forces of colonization. In other words, if our embodied sexual eschatology isn’t rooted in the creation of liberation-love-justice, it isn’t an embodied sexual eschatology. A second important piece of constructing an embodied sexual eschatology is the spiritual practice of dreaming and visioning. An inaugurated sense of eschatology necessarily moves between the future and the present. It relies on the ability to dream another world is possible and then, rooted in that dreaming, act in ways which build the future in the here and now. In the Sex and the Spirit workshops, after we have done work around the blessing of sexuality and embodiment, and acknowledged the context of colonization’s cage in which we live, we focus on the role of creativity, play, and dreaming in order to begin to vision the future we want to build sexually and in healed and healing bodies. We sometimes ask folks to envision what sex, sexuality, and healing bodies look, feel, taste, smell like in heaven. Third, any embodied sexual eschatology has a nuanced, complex sense of time. Because our reality is the already-and-the-not-yet, we do not celebrate that justice, wholeness, liberation have fully arrived here in chronological time. But we take seriously the distinction between chronos and Kairos – chronological time and “God’s time.” There are moments when justice/love/ healing break into history. There are periods that the Realm of God is made real in the here and now. There are many powerful biblical examples such as the disciples’ experience with Jesus in the Transfiguration. Finally, any embodied sexual eschatology understands a direct connection between our own, individual ability to dream a world of embodied, liberated sexuality for our particular bodies and our particular desires and the collective body’s ability to dream a world of collective liberation. Put another way, I want to posit that individual and collective embodied sexual eschatology are necessary for collective liberation. Given these four criteria, what might some examples of an embodied sexual eschatology look, feel, smell, and taste like? I share two here, but I encourage us as individuals and as communities to take the time to dream and vision, and begin to call our embodied sexual eschatologies into being. ***
Embodied sexual eschatology 225 In the Fall of 2016, I travelled on three different occasions to the Standing Rock Sioux reservation as Standing Rock youth, elders, tribal council members were joined by thousands from around the country as they sought to stop the Dakota Access Pipeline (DAPL) from cutting across tribal lands and endangering Lake Oahe, the source of their drinking water and the drinking water for millions more downstream. As part of their efforts, Standing Rock youth had literally run from the reservation in North Dakota to Washington, DC to try to convince the Army Corps of Engineers and other governmental authorities to block DAPL. When they returned to Standing Rock, they and others created a camp, rooted in indigenous practice, that slowly drew hundreds of First Nations and indigenous representatives from around the world. I was there at the invitation of Rev. Marlene Helgemo, a HoChunk elder, pastor, and Executive Director of the Council for American Indian Ministries of the United Church of Christ who has asked me and other non-Native pastors to be “witnesses and interpreters” upon our return. The camp, known as Oceti Sakowin, was nestled on the north bank of the Cannon Ball River, just west of Lake Oahe (part of the Missouri River). Its name means Seven Council Fires which is the proper name for the people commonly known as the Sioux because the original Sioux tribe was made up of Seven Council Fires. It sat on lands which were outside the bounds of the current Standing Rock reservation but which are ancestrally Standing Rock land and which hold the bones of ancestors. As we approached from the south along Highway 1806, we crested a hill and looked down upon hundreds of fires, teepees (and many “tarpees” – teepees made from tarps) and a road lined with flags representing dozens of indigenous nations. When we entered the camp, we had to pledge that we didn’t have any drugs or alcohol, and that we weren’t going to consume any while on the sacred grounds. We were also told where to park and then were directed where the sacred fire was and where to find the kitchen, school, clothes swap area, and medicine tent. On a subsequent visit, later in the Fall led by tribal council members, we met with Dallas Goldtooth, one of the visiting activists who was filming and sharing the story of Standing Rock. He shared with us that this camp was a vision of the promised dream – a place where healthcare is free, food is available for all who need it as are clothes. School is free. Everything is rooted in ceremony and prayer. And all of it was done as a community, collectively protecting the first medicine, mni wiconi (water). My first stop in this space that was a dream-come-true for indigenous leaders was the Sacred Fire. (As a non-Native person, I had needed to ask and follow protocols so that my presence at the sacred fire would be respectful and appropriate.) The first thing we encountered was a song being sung, in Lakota, by all who knew it at the invitation of a Lakota elder. “We are alive. . . . We are alive. . . . We are alive,” the singers proclaimed. The song brought me to tears. In the face of over 500 years of attempted genocide, broken treaties, concentration camps, forced marches, boarding schools, cultural genocide – most of it perpetrated by my fellow
226 Rebecca Voelkel Christians – this was a gathering of resistance, of creating here and now the dream of what could be. At one point, we were all invited down to the riverside (a movement that wasn’t lost on me as I contemplated John the Baptist and the writers of “Ain’t Gonna Study War No More”) to welcome representatives of several Pacific Coast nations who had paddled across Lake Oahe and were coming up the Cannon Ball River to bless the water and stand in solidarity with Standing Rock. As they paddled past us, people shouted out blessings and one child in particular greeted each new canoe with “water is sacred.” On a third visit to Standing Rock, I brought my then-nine-year-old daughter as part of the Clergy Call at Standing Rock. During our time there, I asked, her “What lesson did you learn from today?” “I learned that Christians did and still do some terrible things to indigenous people and we have to help change that.” She pretty well summed up the reason that I and 523 other clergy showed up at Standing Rock this time. We were part of the larger struggle against the Dakota Access Pipeline. But our first action was, denomination by denomination, to repudiate the Doctrine of Discovery. If we, as Christians, were to stand with Standing Rock with any degree of integrity, we had to first be clear where we stood in relation to our collective history. It was Christian theology that encouraged, directed, and literally baptized and blessed the genocide of indigenous people. It was Christian theology that undergirded broken treaty after broken treaty. It was Christian theology that created the Boarding Schools, many of whose missions were explicitly to “kill the savage in order to save the man.” And as my daughter so wisely said, this is not past history. The Doctrine of Discovery is alive and well in the Dakota Access Pipeline. So, as part of our participation in this sacred Oceti Sakowin, we needed to say no to genocide, cultural degradation, and raping of the land. It was a public confession and collective repentance. As Father John Floberg said to a group of deputies guarding the Dakota Access Pipeline, “you are protecting a pipeline that was put in place because of a Church doctrine and we are here to say that we were wrong.” But this confession and repentance didn’t mean anything unless they were accompanied by genuine repair. Helping stop the DAPL was a place to start. Indeed, it was an important place. But it was only the beginning of our faithful action.12 As the evening closed, we were invited to a pipe ceremony. The invitation alone was an act of deep honoring. I knew that as a white, non-Native person, this was sacred space that is not mine. And I couldn’t help praying as the pipe came to rest in my left hand, that I would do justice to the honor bestowed upon me as a witness and interpreter of this sacred, revolutionary space. ***
Embodied sexual eschatology 227 In 1993, my then-partner and I travelled to Washington, DC for the “March on Washington for Lesbian, Gay and Bi Equal Rights and Liberation.”13 First called for by Urvashi Vaid, Executive Director for the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force, March organizers agreed upon seven primary demands, each with further secondary demands. The primary demands were as follows: • We demand passage of a lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender civil rights bill and an end to discrimination by state and federal governments including the military; repeal of all sodomy laws and other laws that criminalize private sexual expression between consenting adults. • We demand massive increase in funding for AIDS education, research, and patient care; universal access to health care including alternative therapies; and an end to sexism in medical research and health care. • We demand legislation to prevent discrimination against lesbians, gays, bisexuals, and transgender people in the areas of family diversity, custody, adoption, and foster care and that the definition of family includes the full diversity of all family structures. • We demand full and equal inclusion of lesbians, gays, bisexuals, and transgender people in the educational system, and inclusion of lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender studies in multicultural curricula. • We demand the right to reproductive freedom and choice, to control our own bodies, and an end to sexist discrimination. • We demand an end to racial and ethnic discrimination in all forms. • We demand an end to discrimination and violent oppression based on actual or perceived sexual orientation, identification, race, religion, identity, sex and gender expression, disability, age, class, AIDS/HIV infection.14 When the March happened on April 25, 1993, over a million LGBTQ people and supporters participated. My partner at the time and I flew in from Seattle in order to march with the United Church of Christ delegation. As we moved about the city, it seemed as if the whole world were queer. On the Metro, in the streets, on the mall, rainbow flags and public displays of queer affection were everywhere. There was a protest in front of the National Museum of Natural History in which 1500 couples were wed by dozens and dozens of clergy – many of them my friends. There was a protest in front of the IRS protesting the ways in which same-gender-loving couples were kept from the legal protections of marriage – this, too, held a symbolic “interfaith ceremony of commitment.” During the dyke march the night before the larger march, a gay man was accosted by a protestor who called him a “faggot.” Without missing a beat, he struck a pose and with as much affectation as he could embody, intoned back, “that’s DR. faggot to you!” The gales of laughter and applause flipped any power dynamic that would have given the protestor an advantage. We were here, we were queer, and we were powerful.
228 Rebecca Voelkel The Sunday of the March dawned a perfectly sunny day and we had to stand and wait for five hours before we stepped off. The waiting was filled with music, entertainment, laughter, hugging, and all-around celebration. The atmosphere was abuzz and giddy. As I looked around at all my kindred religious folks, some in clergy collars or yarmulkes, some in drag and adorned with rainbow boas, of all races, genders, orientations, and expressions – and I considered that I had come from volunteering at the Bailey Boushee AIDS hospice the night before I left – I couldn’t help but alternate between weeping and laughing. That night, my partner and I had some of the best sex of our relationship in which I continued my weeping and laughing. The longing, desire, pleasure, and connection of the day seemed to have imbued my very cells and the orgasms I experienced in love-making had everything to do with the fact that I had communed with a vision of a queer-positive world in ways I couldn’t have dreamed of even the day before, at the height of the virulently homophobic climate that marked the times. *** These two stories articulate some of what I believe constitutes an embodied sexual eschatology. In both, there is a weaving of the sexual, spiritual, embodiment of justice-love that is connected with both affirming desire, longing, connection, and communion, and is consciously resisting the colonizing cage of interlocking oppressions. In both, there was a dream that preceded the gathering – there was an intentionality that invited others to glimpse the vision. At Standing Rock, it was the youth runners who inspired their elders and the vision sparked a long-buried dream in hundreds of indigenous communities that was strong enough to draw thousands. At the March on Washington, it started with Urvashi Vaid but dozens joined her early on – including Lani Ka’ahumanu who both shared and expanded the dream to make it better and more inclusive. In both there is a nuanced sense of time. Although Standing Rock lasted for almost a year and the March on Washington was only for a weekend, both were temporary in-breaking experiences. Neither completely changed anything. In fact, there continues to be much pain and suffering; and colonization continues to hold sway. But many indigenous folks with whom I’ve spoken since Standing Rock have told me about their experience of driving north on Hwy 1806 and cresting that hill. With tears in their eyes, they’ve recounted that they were completely overwhelmed. “I’m home,” is what wove itself into their bones. And even as that manifestation of Oceti Sakowin no longer exists, the fact that it did and they experienced it continues to inspire and convict a generation of indigenous activists and many non-Native co-conspirators, including me. Likewise, I left the March on Washington in 1993 with a certainty about what I had to do with my life that hadn’t existed before, and a certainty of what was possible. And the larger LGBTQ
Embodied sexual eschatology 229 movement has used the platform for that March as a guidepost for much of what has been realized in the 25 years since. In both stories, there exists the interplay between the individual and the collective. But here, it becomes more complex, too. Given the complicated ways in which colonization and oppression function, our social locations differ and our roles in the act of dreaming and embodying the eschatological vision are also different. At Oceti Sakowin, my social location as a white, non-Native, Christian pastor meant that my role had more to do with my responsibility as an heir to the conquest. Mine was to follow the dreaming of indigenous leaders, knowing my place. I was participating in an eschatological practice, but it was not fully mine to enter the dream. Lutheran seminarian and activist Korla Masters articulates this critical role of co-conspirator well when she speaks of her involvement as a white woman in the Movement for Black Lives: I’m working on the essay for my next step in the ordination process. As I write I realize again and again how DEEPLY indebted I am theologically to the Movement for Black Lives. I really don’t think I understood much about salvation or eschatology before I stood in the street and shouted that I believe we will win – and meant it, despite all evidence to the contrary. I don’t think I understood incarnation with as much depth, either. And the Holy Spirit has rarely moved in my life the way She has in the street and in quiet conversations about the movement and the future in my living room. I don’t love living with debt and I don’t have a brilliant idea yet for paying this back/forward. But acknowledging it feels like an important part in the meantime.15 I imagine that the same was true for my straight, cisgender colleagues who marched beside me at the March on Washington. Although there was an eschatological project that we shared, the world we created, if only for a moment, was more properly for me and my kindred queers. In both cases, the embodied sexual eschatologies contributed to a collective liberation that I believe ultimately belongs to all of us – in the not yet time. But, given colonization’s cage, the already time means that the experience has primary and secondary foci. This is not bad. But, perhaps it forms a fifth piece of wisdom as we seek to embody more fully the Justice-Love to which we are all called. In her address to that 1993 March on Washington, Urvashi Vaid said the following: We, you and I, each of us, we are the descendants of a proud tradition of people asserting our dignity. It is fitting that the Holocaust Museum was dedicated the same weekend as this March, for not only were gay people persecuted by the Nazi state, but gay people are indebted to the struggle of the Jewish people against bigotry and intolerance. It is fitting
230 Rebecca Voelkel that the NAACP marches with us, that feminist leaders march with us, because we are indebted to those movements. When all of us who believe in freedom and diversity see this gathering, we see beauty and power. When our enemies see this gathering, they see the millennium. Perhaps the Right is right about something. We call for the end of the world as we know it. We call for the end of racism and sexism and bigotry as we know it. For the end of violence and discrimination and homophobia as we know it. For the end of sexism as we know it. We stand for freedom as we have yet to know it, and we will not be denied.16 Vaid was speaking into a particular moment. Standing Rock leaders were, too. Neither is the same moment that I encounter at this writing and that you, the reader, encounter in the reading. But the power of embodied sexual eschatological dreaming is that it allows us to build on one another’s dreaming. And, perhaps, that is a sixth quality. Embodied sexual eschatology has an expansive quality to it. When people who have been wounded, in-caged in colonization’s trauma, claim their particular, beautiful, bodacious, desire-forconnection, longing-for-communion self and selves, they release a vision and dream that transcends time and can inspire those who might live decades or even centuries later. Embodied sexual eschatology is one way that the blessing and gift of creation breaks the cell-bars of colonization’s cage – even if only momentarily.
Conclusion For those of us who are about the task of queering theology, the work is both daunting and delicious. The cage of colonization makes the very notion of queering difficult, given its roots in rigid hierarchies, oppressive binaries, disembodying violence and its mission of crushing resistance and silencing the hope on which resistance is built. But creativity and dreaming are particular charisms of queerness (not in a determinist way but rather creativity and dreaming are woven into the DNA of the queer endeavor). This makes the task of queering theology delicious. Queering theology demands of us a big enough vision to heal bodies, reclaim sacredness/fabulousness, bust binaries, embody resilience and resistance, and kindle-into-a-dancing-fire the hope which is strong enough to inspire. All of this is delicious. Within the task of queering theology, the work of eschatological dreaming is central for all of the previously mentioned reasons. It is my hope that these reflections on an embodied sexual eschatology give you a glimpse of the deliciousness of the task. I also hope that the suggestion of the six markers of embodied sexual eschatology gives us all a place to start. I hope that beginning with the ways in which sexuality, spirituality, and justice-seeking are inextricably woven and then engaging the spiritual practice of dreaming connect with a nuanced, complex sense of time. I hope that the ability of the individual to dream a world for particular bodies is deeply woven with
Embodied sexual eschatology 231 the collective body’s ability to dream collective liberation – even as there are both a primary and secondary foci of this dreaming. And finally, I hope the power of embodied sexual eschatological dreaming is that it allows us to build on one another’s dreaming; that embodied sexual eschatology has an expansive quality to it. And then, as now, Desire and Longing were threatening to the forces of destruction, dis-connection, dis-memberment and death. But then, as now, these did not prevail and what came into being because of and through Desire and Longing were Life, and Life abundant.17
Notes 1 This chapter is a deeper dive and re-examining of some of the thinking I did around eschatology in my book, Carnal Knowledge of God: Embodied Love and the Movement for Justice (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2017). 2 Monika K. Hellwig, “Eschatology,” in Systematic Theology: Roman Catholic Perspectives, ed. Francis Schüssler Fiorenza and John P. Galvin (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 1991), 2:349. 3 John Dominic Crossan, The Essential Jesus: Original Sayings and Earliest Images (San Francisco, CA: HarperSanFrancisco, 1998), 8. 4 Rebecca Voelkel, “For God So Loved,” in Unsettling the Word: Biblical Experiments in Decolonization, ed. Steve Heinrichs (Altona, Canada: Mennonite Church Canada, 2018), 216. 5 Amber Hollibaugh, My Dangerous Desires: A Queer Girl Dreaming Her Way Home (Durham, NC: Duke University Press, 2000), 1. 6 Pedro Font, Font’s Complete Diary of the Second Anza Expedition, trans. and ed. Hubert Eugene Bolton, vol. 4 of Anza’s California Expeditions (Berkeley, CA: University of California, 1930), 105, as quoted in Katz, Gay American History, 291. 7 Jennifer Harvey, Dear White Christians: For Those Still Longing for Racial Reconciliation (Grand Rapids, MI: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Co., 2014), 52. According to historian Winthrop D. Jordan, The White Man’s Burden: Historical Origins of Racism in the United States (London: Oxford University Press, 1974), 52, from the initial contact until the mid-1600s, the terminology the English most often used to describe themselves was “Christian.” “Christian” became the identity category distinguishing the English from the “heathen” and “savage” (African and Native peoples). Heathens and savages were considered inferior “others” who might therefore be legitimately treated as such from the perspective of the colonial-imperialists making such determinations. From the mid-1600s to 1680, however, Jordan claims that the English began to refer to themselves primarily as “English” and “free.” This is notable because during the same period a shift was taking place in the social milieu. At first, though oppression ran rampant, it was so unwieldy and complex that who was master/servant and in what kind of labor and economic situation was not entirely predictable based on physical differences. But the lifelong chattel enslavement of people of African descent soon became justified and institutionalized through a variety of legal codes, prolific rhetoric, and powerful ideology. . . . Finally, and most significantly, the unequivocally racial apex of this story came at the end of the century.
232 Rebecca Voelkel Jordan writes: “after about 1680, taking the colonies as a whole, a new term of self-identification appeared – white [emphasis in the original].” 8 Doctrine of Discovery Study Group, “Papal Bull Dum Diversas 18 June, 1452,” Papal Bulls, https://doctrineofdiscovery.org/dum-diversas/. 9 Unitarian Universalist Association, What is the Doctrine of Discovery: The True Story of the Colonization of the United States of America, Unitarian Universalist Association, www.uua.org/multiculturalism/dod/what-doctrine-discovery. 10 Voelkel, “For God So Loved,” 216. 11 James B. Nelson and Sandra P. Longfellow, eds., Sexuality and the Sacred: Sources for Theological Reflection (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox, 1994), xiv, and Carter Heyward, Saving Jesus from Those Who Are Right: Rethinking What It Means to Be Christian (Minneapolis, MN: Augsburg Fortress, 1999), 156. 12 Rebecca Voelkel, “Collective Confession and Repentance was Our First Action,” Auburn Seminary Blog, entry posted November 3, 2016, http://auburnseminary. org/standing-rock-collective-confession-and-repentance-was-our-first-action/. 13 Organizers worked as a committee and although “transgender” was voted by the steering committee to be added to the title, it lacked the two-thirds vote from the whole committee. Additionally, it took a successful campaign led by Lani Ka’ahumanu, a bisexual activist, to have bisexual added to the title. 14 1993 March on Washington for Lesbian, Gay and Bi Equal Rights Organizing Committee, “Platform of the 1993 March on Washington for Lesbian, Gay, and Bi Equal Rights and Liberation Action Statement Preamble to the Platform,” Queer Resource Directory www.qrd.org/qrd/events/mow/mow-full.platform. 15 Korla Masters, post on Facebook, comment posted September 15, 2017, www. facebook.com/korla.masters. 16 Urvashi Vaid, Speech at the March on Washington, April 25, 1993, http://gos. sbc.edu/w/vaid.html. 17 Voelkel, “For God So Loved,” 216.
Afterword Erotic dreams, theology, and the word-(re)made-flesh Joseph N. Goh
Iconoclastic (but rational and heartful) locksmiths Our anthology endeavors to act as a matchmaker between the theological and the human, and between the human and the human. Moreover, Robert E. Shore-Goss – Bob – and I are aiming for a collection that can bridge the theoretical, the pastoral, and the personal, although we realize that the perfect balance is often difficult, if not impossible to achieve and maintain. We reached out to thinkers from around the world and we were blessed with responses from Argentina, Hong Kong, Malaysia, Singapore, the Philippines, and the United States. We were particularly pleased to hear from several Majority World contributors whose (queer) theological work often remained hidden, ignored, or dismissed. In this book, some offer wisdom with transgressive tones, while others convey ideas through more measured means. Some write from more queerand trans-friendly locations while others pen their thoughts from contexts of continual struggles with state-authorized oppressions that can trigger total human diminishment. Contributions range from queerings of theology, scripture, and church to theological and pastoral views on marginalized identities. We want to be inclusive without pretending to be exhaustive. Both editors and authors do many things in this volume, even if we do not and cannot do it all. We underscore ecclesiastical shortcomings and illjudgments in “Provoking Church.” In “Repainting Saints,” we harken to history to show that Christianity has always had non-normative rhizomes that are no less Christian, and we look concomitantly to the present and the future for God’s strange fingerprints/palmprints/footprints in “Expanding Eschatologies.” Although we are aware “that human sexuality is disorderly, potentially chaotic and ambiguous”1 and that “Eros/God has been perverted by human sin, especially patriarchal logic and heterosexism,”2 we repeat the imperative to listen carefully to the operations of the flesh in “Liberating Flesh,” because we are convinced that “there is room potentially to reconsider an erotic economic model beyond dualism and power drives, while still encompassing love.”3 In common and not totally unexpected queer theoretical/theological fashion, we interrogate assumptions and preconceptions. We
234 Joseph N. Goh look at intersectionalities, although admittedly we cannot incorporate every detail in “the reality of structural injustices by dominant power and majority”4 in our work. We refresh our call for radical inclusion but we are also aware that we are writing and working within limitations, often countryspecific restrictions that stifle human thriving. At many junctures, we find ourselves musing on the following questions:5 • In deploying an iconoclastic edge to queer theologizing, how do we shatter exclusive cordons, delineations, and familiarities so as to mine from, befriend, and reap the wisdom of unconventional, uncommon, and unorthodox theological conversation partners? • What are the false images and idols that tether us to traditional theological securities and comfort zones, and how can we negotiate them in order to pursue greater theological inclusion for those who are traditionally excluded? • How do we build into a particular contextual queer theology an iconoclastic edge that includes humility and the boldness to challenge other systems? • How do we hold “radical traditionalism and shocking iconoclasm”6 in tension so as to engage in the act of tensioning theologies? By the same token, how can we find constructive and life-giving methods of tensioning that keep our theologies on the edge in order to keep our theologies dangerous, mischievous, watchful, humble, pliable, and porous? Furthermore, how do we tension theology into productive social change and transformation, as well as ongoing traditionings7 of queer theology that maintain an apophatic complexion? • How do our various “cultures” form and shape our queer theologizing? In other words, how do we bring our contextual queer and trans hybridities to theological endeavors? • How do we keep from colonizing other theologies while challenging orthodox narratives? • How do we “disturb” our own theologies “with God” and recognize our own limits before the apophatic God? • How do we negotiate a theological path between infinite relativism and absolutizing our theologies? In responding to most of these complex questions, we try to become locksmiths who have been, borrowing from Richard Rohr’s words, “educated inside the system in order to have the freedom to critique that very system.”8 We are reminded by Gerard Loughlin that “queer theology – like queer theory – reprises the tradition of the church in order to discover the queer interests that were always already at play in the Spirit’s movement.”9 As purveyors of radical traditionalism and shocking iconoclasm, we are not doggedly trying to reconcile the irreconcilable. Instead, guided by a simultaneous desire to act from the mind and the heart, we decide to prolong our
Afterword 235 positions at the margins and the corners where pertinent. We unlock theological systems from the inside by offering insights, critiques, suggestions, and lived experiences, venting frustrations, smashing falsehoods, and equipping ourselves with a readiness to say “entah” – “we do not know.” Yet. It is true that we do not have all the answers, but we are happy to continue thinking and reflecting and praying beyond the volume, rather than allowing ourselves to be trapped in an obsession for (unachievable) total certainty and clarity in one humble book. And personally, I want to continue dreaming.
Dreams Much has been written about dreams in so many areas of study. Biblical studies, for instance, are teeming with the exegeses of dreams. I would, however, like to briefly reflect on some simple translations of “dreams” in Bahasa Malaysia10 and the multiple meanings that are harbored therein, and explore how they might speak to me of life, theology, and God.11 As mimpi, or the odd conjurings that sometimes blossom with sleep, dreams can be baffling, encouraging, and/or upsetting. When my husband died in 2016, all I wanted during those God-awful tearful nights was for him to come back to me. Or at least to dream of him being happy in his new life. And for a few months, I dreamed. Did my beloved appear to me in an “immaterial form” to reassure me of blissful life after death? Or was it just a conjuring of my tired yet overactive and severely anguished mind that helped me meet my deepest psychological needs of the time? I am not sure if I will ever have as much faith in dreams as my biblical namesake from the Hebrew scriptures had (Genesis 37). Dreams can sometimes lead to the murder of sanity and logic due to grief, unless they are seen as REM byproducts or as latent desires. To contradict Freud, sometimes a dream is just a dream. Yet dreams can also be impian. As aspirations, and as fantasies, they can excite, propel, empower, even if partially so. They can help replace the void of depression, desperation, helplessness, and hopelessness with some kind of meaning and purpose in life. When I transitioned from almost two decades of what I now think might have been a promising career (or was it a calling?) in Roman Catholic religious life and ordained ministry to the Great Unknown of Life-After-Rome in 2010, I was terrified of dreaming a different but more fulfilling life with a steady income, a house, a car, and a nice man to hold my hand for better or for worse. Today, and I say this with gratitude rather than hubris, I am gainfully employed with/ministering in a supportive university, I have my own home and vehicle, and I have vivid memories of love that occasionally comfort me on painfully lonely days. I am part of an inclusive and affirming church but I find God mostly in the chapel of my heart and the kindness of people. These are partially fulfilled dreams that have buoyed my life. I do not think dreams will ever cease to be partial because in some
236 Joseph N. Goh ways, dreams cease to be dreams when they reach perfect and complete attainment. Some dreams come true in varying degrees, others do not. But dreams need to at least begin to become, for to cease dreaming is to cease becoming human. Dreams are also nubuatan and wawasan. Were these versions of dreams – “prophecy” and “vision” respectively – what inspired the minor prophet Joel to eschatologically pronounce in the name of God, “I will pour out my spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions” (2.28)? Initially, I found it tempting to solely embrace these “respectably prophetic” interpretations for this Afterword. But a few events in Malaysia’s recent past made me halt in my tracks. In 1991, then (and current) Malaysian Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad announced his vision for a politically, economically, socially, intellectually, and psychologically superior Malaysia which he named as Wawasan 2020 (Vision 2020). In 2016, former Prime Minister Najib Razak disclosed his plans for Transformasi 2050 (Transformation 2050), a 30-year plan with similar goals as Wawasan 2020, perhaps even to usurp the role of the former. But the fate of this vision remains to be seen, given Najib’s epic defeat in the 2018 General Elections (GE14) and current investigations into his dubious financial dealings.12 I do not think that the change in government that occurred in GE14 and which saw Mahathir’s triumphant return to power has been living up to its manifesto for – its prophecies of – Malaysia Baru (New Malaysia), chiefly in relation to the welfare of gender-variant and sexually diverse Malaysians. I know now that the nubuatan and wawasan of Mahathir and Najib were mere political platitudes that also lined the pockets of a select few. Highly romanticized prophecies and visions, especially politically motivated ones, can ring hollow and turn into mimpi ngeri or mimpi dasyhat or nightmares. For instance, the post-GE14 administration stood by and did nothing when a political aide named Numan Afifi “voluntarily” resigned due to protests over his brazen LGBT activism.13 Or when the Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Mujahid Yusof Rawa ordered the removal of queer activist Pang Khee Teik’s and trans activist Nisha Ayub’s portraits from the George Town (art and culture) Festival in the Malaysian state of Penang.14 So many nightmarish prophecies. So many disrespected visions. So many shattered dreams. In an attempt to stretch my dreaming, I asked myself something I had never asked before: What does theology itself dream of when it tries to gather in its arms the lives of kathoey, waria, hijra, tóngzhi, two-spirit people, pengkid, masculine-of-center individuals, pillow princesses, drag kings, demiromantics, queer straights, intersex people, polyamorous partners, BDSM practitioners, skoliosexuals, ahrar el jins, and baklâ, to name but a few rainbow hues from around the globe?
Afterword 237 I think theology experiences a whole gamut of dreams, aspirations, fantasies, prophecies, visions, and nightmares. It dreams of possibilities, it hopes for more inclusive and affirming futures, it predicts happier endings, it projects a greater flourishing of human lives, it shudders when it thinks of its own extinction due to death-dealing misapplications and spiraling impotence. I have suggested elsewhere that “theology truly meets its demise when it no longer proves to be a source of empowerment and capacity building for people who rely on it in their greatest hour of need.”15 Theology cannot but be embroiled in these complexities, because theology is (and should be if it is not already) ontologically connected to human realities in their utter diversity. M. Mani Chacko posits that “theology arises from human experience and is a human articulation of God and God’s work in the created order . . . there is the need to go beyond a particular experience and understanding of God to experiences of other people and their articulation of God.”16 Mary Cecilia Claparols takes this thought further in discerning that “to know God is to know and experience God through our bodies . . . thus body language is inescapably the material of Christian theology.”17 I am grateful that numerous theological forms abound that choose and continue to take the path of the eroticized and the gendered, that affirm possibilities of living out concomitant lives of sexuality, gender, and faith, notably in queerphobic and transphobic societies. Such theological forms may evoke abhorrence for some, as in the case for instance, of those who see sexuality solely in terms of dirty little secrets, embarrassing stains, scandalous exposés, and shameful carnal un-inhibitions. I have proposed in an earlier work that sexuality acts as “that which constitutes the core force and deepest expression of relational human persons in their lived corporeal experiences.”18 Sexuality, akin to gender, is the ability for human beings to connect and relate in life-giving ways, and includes a broad range of friendships, romances, and/or genital activities. Every form of theology is thus sexual and gendered because every form of theology emerges from human experience,19 and the need of human beings to connect with the “Profoundly More”20 and fellow human beings in order to self-actualize in worthy ways. In this regard, Kwok Pui-lan says it well when she says that sexual theology is not just the specific concern of queer, gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgendered [sic] theologians – as it is often assumed to be – but a project that all theologians, [and I venture to add, faithinspired students, educators, activists, ordinands, clergypersons and pastors], whether consciously or unconsciously, participate in.21 Theology must rely on sexuality and gender to stay alive. Therefore, I do not see theology fleeing from the inevitabilities of Gordian knots. Instead I see theology attempting to embrace and enfold them into its own dream, its erotic dreams to be specific, because pleasure and pain are but two dimensions of one reality. Mimpi ghairah or mimpi berahi is
238 Joseph N. Goh an involuntary, deeply physical phenomenon experienced by sexual persons that incontrovertibly demonstrates their human fecundity: their capacity to connect and even experience enormous pleasure with other persons in just, egalitarian, and loving ways, and their ability to collaborate with God in the generation of love and life. If theology is about human understandings of reality, theology must have erotic dreams. Perhaps theology is aware that despite the many tribulations and obstacles it must endure, it can remain sufficiently fertile to give birth to the flourishing of life, again and again, but it also knows that it must listen to bodily storytellings that come from the heart. Perhaps theology is even humming softly with one of the (seemingly LGBT-supportive?) Malaysian pop-R&Bjazz crooner Sheila Majid’s earlier single that delightfully echoes the Song of Songs: Di manakah engkau, sayangku? Aku rindu belaianmu . . . Ku tak ingin kesepian di hari depanku . . . Tidurlah, sayang, pejamkan matamu manja; Datanglah sayang, ke dalam mimpiku s’lalu. Hentikan rintihan lalu, tak ingin ku telan lagi . . . Where are you, my love? I long for your caresses . . . I don’t wanna spend my days ahead in loneliness . . . Lay down my love, close your eyes my sweet; Appear in my dreams, my love, forever and ever. End these tears, I just can’t take it anymore . . .22 Could it also be that theology is searching for love from those who have never thought of it as an avenue for love? Might it be that theology is eager to demonstrate its ability to give love, to embrace, to caress, to accompany, and to end tears? I believe that theology groans in pleasure when it becomes cognizant of its proclivities for (a)sexual and (a)gendered thrivings, especially for the seemingly alien. Theology experiences erotic dreams when it closes its eyes and contemplates possibilities of its G-spot being unlocked and accessed by those who do not shy away from its most tender and vulnerable regions in order to revel in life, and to revel explosively. Theology performs best when it finds itself disrobed and stimulated for optimal satisfactions.
God’s erotic dreams and the imperative to act incarnationally If I can imagine theology as capable of undergoing mimpi, impian, nubuatan, wawasan, mimpi ngeri and mimpi ghairah or mimpi berahi, surely I can also do so with God? For this purpose, I turn to Andrea Bieler’s and Luise Schottroff’s premise that “theologically speaking, human imagination can be conceived as the point of contact between divine revelation and human
Afterword 239 experience.”23 What I am effectively trying to accomplish through dreaming is a re-establishment of that point of contact, which is concomitantly the act of queering God. Heeding Michael Sepidoza Campos’s caveat that “the pitfall of any subversive effort is the danger of merely replacing one form of hegemony for another,”24 I understand queering God as a perpetual dismantling of theological grand truths, chiefly those that oppress human beings. I am mostly persuaded by Susannah Cornwall’s assertion that “what is disturbed by queering God is not solid theological truth, but a heteronormative distortion of theology,”25 but I am not certain if there is really any “solid theological truth.” Instead, theology is perpetually in flux. Any form of solidity is in fact a gesturing toward theology’s temporary roosting in order to allow itself to be grasped, deployed, and reshaped. A problem, or at least it appears to me as such, is precisely this idea of “solid theological truth” – the tendency of many to label temporary roosting as permanent nesting, therefore ascribing an arrogant and condescending metanarrative to their version of solid theology. Queer theologies are not exempted from fait accompli inclinations. Seen in this light, I believe that queering God is an act of justice that must never allow compromise or termination, but find fresh incarnations that speak to the people of a particular time and space. Queer theologies must never give up dreaming. Treading rather gingerly on “maybes,” “why not’s,” and “if’s,” I imagine God dreaming of and envisioning a world where human beings foreground their (a)gender and (a)sexual identities as important means, rather than onerous obstacles to achieving fuller humanity. I fantasize about God prophesying the emergence of new theologies in which God is liberated from the fetters of cisnormativity, transnormativity, heteronormativity, and homonormativity. I see God inviting and inspiring more and more communities to grow increasingly open and affirming as God’s aspiration. I think of God aching in slumber because human beings have learned to effectively and gleefully dehumanize each other due to differences in sexuality, gender, and sex. Still I imagine God enfolding and integrating all these processes as God’s own anticipations of erotic dreams, in which God will shudder with intense pleasure at the thought of the radical goodness that may/will emerge in humanity. God is excited by possibilities of a new world in collaboration with human persons, in which God can moan with enthusiasm and satisfaction, “See, I am we are making all things new” (Revelation 21.5; sous rature and emphasis added). I find it exhilarating to think of God’s eagerness to share God’s erotic dreams with us. Sebastian Kappen visualizes a God who “comes to us, to everyone of good will, in the form of an unconditional challenge to shake off our shackles and to fashion a new home for the human family, a new society in which the free development of each and every one will be assured.”26 Perhaps Kappen’s words constitute a more pastorally accessible articulation of what I am trying to get at in terms of God’s desire for human beings to share in God’s own erotic dreams, which will never materialize unless human beings are
240 Joseph N. Goh willing to take up this “unconditional challenge” to become better versions of themselves. As such, this book is fundamentally about opportunities to participate in God’s erotic dreams. These opportunities are within the reach of students, educators, activists, ordinands, clergypersons, pastors, and theologians – all those who are serious about creating a more just, equitable, inclusive, and affirming world for all through implements of faith, and who are willing to succumb to “the urge to trespass, as a metaphor for the need of drastic, improvised changes.”27 These opportunities are within the reach of those who humbly acknowledge that “God is present in multiple ways in the generations of shifting, porous, and diverse conditions of humankind, not in exhaustive religious taxonomies.”28 As this book intends to act incarnationally or to spur the continuous word(re)made-flesh, it echoes Bob’s insight that “there is a profound linkage of God’s incarnation in Christ and the Spirit’s incarnation in the world of created life,”29 and Patrick S. Cheng’s idea that Christ’s incarnation was a project of “bridging the gap between the divine and the human, but . . . also . . . about bridging the gap between sexuality and spirituality.”30 I prefer to see incarnation as a synonym for continuous collaborative efforts between the human and the divine in the everyday actualization of meaningful human life, not unlike Thomas Bohaches’s elucidation of incarnation as a fully embodied “acceptance that we bear Christ within us – the part of God that is instilled in us to bring forth from ourselves the offspring of Christ-ness: self-empowerment, creativity, awareness of creation, joy, love, peace and justice-making.”31 The incarnation teaches humankind that in the pursuit of knowing God in each other and knowing each other in God, material-secular and spiritualtheological dichotomies are false. It is truly in the deepest recesses of “doing human” that God is revealed and concealed. Hence, this anthology strives to provide incarnational revelations of a God who resides in the doings of humanness, including the doings of odd flesh. To act incarnationally is to assist theology in daring to dream and to making those dreams come true, to float courageously in the clouds yet resolutely planted on terra firma. To act incarnationally is to encourage theology to look toward the promise of a new day, the pledge of a better world, and the realization of the word-(re)made-flesh for all. To act incarnationally is to motivate theology to reproduce the embodiedness of God in radical and even unprecedented ways, so that the face of God is repeatedly visibilized in creation, even peculiar creation. To act incarnationally is to (re)animate theology to participate in the privilege of enabling God’s erotic dreams to become a recurring reality for God.
Notes 1 Marcella Althaus-Reid, “Sexual Strategies in Practical Theology: Indecent Theology and the Plotting of Desire with Some Degree of Success,” Theology & Sexuality 4, no. 7 (1997): 50.
Afterword 241 2 Thomas Bohache, “Can We Sex This?: Eroticizing Divinity and Humanity,” in Queering Christianity: Finding a Place at the Table for LGBTQI Christians, ed. Robert E. Shore-Goss et al. (Santa Barbara, CA: Praeger, 2013), 140. 3 Althaus-Reid, “Sexual Strategies in Practical Theology,” 50. 4 Wati Longchar, “Church, Homophobia and Heterosexuality,” in A Theological Reader on Human Sexuality and Gender Diversities: Envisioning Inclusivity, ed. Roger Gaikwad and Thomas Ninan (Delhi, India: ISPCK/NCCI, 2017), 349. 5 These are some of the questions that Bob and I crafted at the nascent stages of this book’s gestation. 6 Rohr, “Prophets: Self Critical Thinking.” 7 A nod to the work of Orlando O. Espín, Idol and Grace: On Traditioning and Subversive Hope (Maryknoll, NY: Orbis Books, 2014). 8 Rohr, “Prophets,” para. 4. 9 Loughlin, “Introduction, 9. 10 I would like to thank Stephen Suleeman, Muhammad Hafiq AR and Adrian Y. T. Yao for helping me with the Bahasa Malaysia translations. 11 I use the singular term “theology” in this chapter to designate the multiplicity and plurality of theologies. 12 See Hannah Ellis-Petersen, “Former Malaysia PM Najib Razak Faces New Charges Over Missing $681m,” The Guardian, September 20, 2018, www. theguardian.com/world/2018/sep/20/former-malaysia-pm-najib-razak-chargesmissing-628m-1mdb-corruption-court; Umi Khattab, “Wawasan 2020: Engineering a Modern Malay(Sia): State Campaigns and Minority Stakes,” Media Asia 31, no. 3 (2004): 170–77; Marc Lourdes, “Prime Minister Najib Razak Ousted as Opposition Scores Victory in Malaysia,” CNN, May 10, 2018, www.cnn.com/2018/05/09/asia/malaysia-elections-results/index.html; NST Online, “PM Najib Announces TN50, a New 30-Year Vision for Malaysia,” NST Online, October 21, 2016, www.nst.com.my/news/2016/10/182377/ pm-najib-announces-tn50-new-30-year-vision-malaysia. 13 My use of the limited term “LGBT” here reflects its popular usage in the Malaysian news media, but is meant to encompass various forms of diversity in sex, sexuality and gender. 14 See Mei Mei Chu, “LGBT Activist Numan Afifi Quits as Syed Saddiq’s Press Officer,” The Star Online, July 9, 2018, www.thestar.com.my/news/ nation/2018/07/09/lgbt-activist-numan-afifi-quits-as-syed-saddiq-press-officer/; Thasha Jayamanogaran and Cadence Cheah, “Man Nabbed for Assaulting Transgender Woman,” Malay Mail, August 17, 2018, www.malaymail.com/ news/malaysia/2018/08/17/man-arrested-in-seremban-for-alleged-hate-crimeafter-assaulting-transgende/1663424; Loshana K. Shagar, “Mujahid: Portraits of LGBT Activists Removed from George Town Festival on My Orders,” The Star Online, August 8, 2018, www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2018/08/08/mujahidportraits-of-lgbt-activists-removed-from-george-town-festival-on-my-orders/. 15 Goh, “Practical Guidelines for SOGIESC Theologising in Southeast Asia,” 200. 16 M. Mani Chacko, “A Word of Appreciation,” in Theologizing Tribal Heritage: A Critical Re-Look, ed. Hrangthan Chhungi (New Delhi, India: ISPCK & ISETECC, 2008), xi–xii. 17 Mary Cecilia Claparols, “The Body: A Testimony to Discipleship (John 19.25– 27),” in Body and Sexuality: Theological-Pastoral Perspectives of Women in Asia, ed. Agnes M. Brazal and Andrea Lizares Si (Quezon City, Philippines: Ateneo de Manila University Press, 2007), 155. 18 Joseph N. Goh, “Sacred Sexual Touch: Illness, Sexual Bodies and Sacramental Anointing in Rural Bidayŭh Villages,” Rural Theology: International, Ecumenical and Interdisciplinary Perspectives 12, no. 1 (2014): 44. 19 See Althaus-Reid, Indecent Theology. 20 Goh, Living Out Sexuality and Faith, 128.
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Index
Abram, David 18 ACT UP 3, 10 Ahmed, Sara 35, 37, 40 AIDS 3, 129, 130, 133, 169 Alison, James 45 Almodóvar, Pedro 161, 162 alternative orthodoxy(ies) 8, 9, 115 Althaus-Reid, Marcella 1, 6, 9, 11, 13, 15, 17, 19, 53, 56, 124, 126, 129, 135, 154, 159, 160, 161, 170, 253, 257, 259 Anglican Church 59 Antichrist 19, 197, 205 Ascended Christ 17, 116, 123, 124, 131, 133 Ascension 16, 116, 130, 131, 133 asceticism 16, 137 Balthasar, Hans von 157 baptism 35, 38, 41, 153, 165 Baptiste Metz, Johann 10 Bataille, George 142 Batumalai, S. 65 BDSM 124, 128, 129, 137, 138, 139, 140, 141, 143, 146, 148, 150 Beguines 15, 110, 252 Bell, Catherine 140 Beltran, Michele 83 Benedict XVI 95 Bernard of Clairvaux 99 Berthier, Jean-Ferdinand 177 Bevans, Stephen 53 Bhabha, Homi 125 Bieler, Andrea 238 Blanchard, Douglas 127, 129, 130 Boelz-Webber, Nadia 38 Bohache, Thomas 122, 132, 240 Boisvert, Donald L. 59, 119 Borg, Marcus 4
Brintnall, Kent 17, 142 Brown, Lea 17, 143 Brownstein, Carrie 37 Buechel, Andy 95, 97, 15 Buenting, Julianne 140 Butler, Judith 35, 36, 40, 164 Bynum, Caroline 118 Cahana, Jonathan 140 Campos, Michael Sepidoza 9, 239 Carrette, Jeremy 137, 144, 147, 148, 149 Catholic Church 105 Chacko, M. Mani 237 Cheng, Patrick S. 9, 10, 12, 60, 120, 122, 240 Cherry, Kittredge 130, 131 Choi, Jin-Young 183 Christ 2, 3, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 13, 14, 16, 17, 18, 28, 30, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 41, 42, 43, 60, 65, 67, 73, 74, 77, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 99, 103, 104, 105, 108, 109, 115, 116, 117, 118, 119, 120, 121, 122, 123, 124, 126, 127, 128, 129, 130, 131, 132, 133, 138, 143, 144, 145, 148, 149, 152, 156, 157, 158, 159, 165, 166, 167, 168, 169, 170, 171, 172, 173, 196, 197, 198, 199, 203, 207, 209, 210, 211, 212, 216, 220, 225, 227, 240, 246, 247, 248, 250, 252, 255 Christianophobia 14 cisnormativity 239 Clifford, Jo 131, 132 Copeland, Shawn 119 Cornwall, Susannah 9, 56 Corpus Christi 131, 132 Cotter, Holland 87 Council of Vienne 99 Crossan, John Dominic 216
264 Index D’Costa, Gavin 157 Dakota Access Pipeline 226 Daly, Mary 157 Damian, Peter 202 Deaf 184, 185, 187 deafness 175 Debroise, Olivier 77 DeLuna, Jommer 186 Diego, Juan 73, 81, 84, 85 Dinshaw, Carolyn 98 divine lavishness 13, 51, 64 Doctrine of Discovery 20, 220, 221, 222, 226 Donohue, William 131 Dum Diversas 219 ecclesiology 167 ecclesiophobia 14 Ellis, Havelock 139 el otro lado 121 eschatology(ies) 19, 216, 223 Espinoza, Robyn Henderson 9 Eucharist 138, 143, 146, 149 Evangelium Vitae 156 Farley, Wendy 3, 8, 39, 100, 101 Federation of Asian Bishops’ Conferences (FABC) 57 Fierce Tenderness 168 Flowing Light of the Godhead 100 Font, Pedro 219 Forestier, Claudius 177 Foucault, Michel 140, 164 Francis of Assisi 8 Free Community Church (FCC) 3, 12, 27, 31, 33, 198 Freud, Sigmund 139 Frida Kahlo 89 Gebara, Ivone 159 George, Karimpumannil Mathai 61, 70, 156, 159, 190, 236, 251 God 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 18, 19, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 41, 42, 43, 45, 46, 47, 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, 62, 64, 65, 66, 74, 81, 87, 88, 90, 94, 96, 97, 98, 99, 100, 101, 102, 103, 104, 105, 106, 108, 109, 115, 119, 121, 122, 123, 124, 127, 129, 130, 131, 132, 143, 144, 147, 148, 149, 154, 155, 156, 157, 158, 159, 160, 162, 163, 164, 165,
166, 167, 168, 169, 170, 171, 172, 188, 195, 196, 199, 200, 203, 205, 207, 208, 209, 210, 211, 215, 216, 223, 224, 233, 234, 235, 236, 237, 238, 239, 240 Godad, Enrique 161 Goh, Joseph N. 4, 6, 8, 9, 10, 13, 15, 21, 51, 22, 233 Gracias, Virgencita de Guadalupe 83, 84, 85, 86 Gregersen, Miels 117 Gregory of Nyssa 8, 195 Grimes, Ronald 140 Halberstam, Judith 43, 44 Hammers, Corie 141 Hanying, Ong Agnes 20, 196 Hao, Yap Kim 12 Heinrich of Halle 104 Helgemo, Marlene 225 heteronormativity 5, 8, 20, 51, 54, 55, 58, 61, 155, 170, 199, 203, 210, 239 heteropatriarchalism 158 heteropatriarchy 155, 171, 195, 198, 207 Hing, Ng Moon 58 Hoffmann, Larence 140 Hollibaugh, Amber 217, 218 Hollywood, Amy 99 Holy Spirit 10 homopatriarchy 195 Howe, Delmas 16, 127, 128, 129, 130, 259 Hsing, Chen Kuan 56 Hunt, Mary 168 incarnation 11, 115, 116, 123, 124, 127, 154, 156, 157, 159, 160, 169, 240 inclusivity 3, 8, 9, 12, 13, 17, 22, 29, 30, 31, 33, 32, 34, 116, 117, 118, 176, 189, 257, 259 Indecent Theology 160 Inter Caetera 220 intercarnations 11 intersectionalities 234 Irigaray, Luce 157 Isherwood, Lisa 9 Jackelén, Antje 212 Jakarta Theological Seminary 6 Jantzen, Grace 157 Jenkins, Philip 202 Jesus 3, 4, 5, 9, 10, 19, 46, 60, 73, 74, 81, 100, 115, 116, 118, 120, 127,
Index 265 130, 131, 133, 143, 167, 181, 183, 184, 185 John Paul II 95, 156 Johnson v. M’Intosh 220 Johnson, Elizabeth 14 Johnson, Jay Johnson 202 Jordan, Mark D. 2, 3, 9, 14, 80, 81, 117, 120, 121, 134, 152, 157, 172, 191 Joseph, Jake 3, 4, 7, 3, 6, 7, 20, 79, 190 Joshua, Langreaux 132
National Gay and Lesbian Task Force 227 Neo-Mexicanism 75, 76, 77 North by Northwest 209 Noyes, John K. 140, 146, 147
Ka’ahumanu, Lani 228 Kalbian, Aline H. 156 Kappen, Sebastian 239 Keller, Catherine 11 Kelly, Michael Bernard 9, 65 King Alfonso V of Portugal 219 Krafft-Ebing, Richard von 139 Kröndorfer, Bjorn 118 Kushner, Tony 3
Pacheca, Cristina 80 Pentecost 16, 115, 116, 125, 191 Playing with Redemption 133 Pope Alexander VI see Inter Caetera Pope Francis 95, 106, 107, 108 Pope Nicolas V 219 Pope Mackenzie 128 posada 126 Preston, James 42 prophetic performativity 39, 40, 41, 42 Psychopathia Sexualis see Krafft-Ebing, Richard von PTSD 6 Pui-lan, Kwok 237 Pulse Nightclub 37
L Épée, Abbe de 177 La Mala Educación 17, 18, 161 La Mala Education 154 Laccetti, Nicholas 17, 143, 144 Lakeland, Paul 47 Langreaux, James 132 Lenoir, Alphonse 177 Leung, Elizabeth 9 Liew, Tat-Siong Benny 127 Loughlin, Gerard 9, 11, 234, 253 MacKendrick, Carmen 16 Macrina 195 Majid, Sheila 238 marriage equality 7 Masters, Korla 229 McNally, Terrence 16, 131 Mechthild of Magdeburg 15, 98, 100, 101 Mendoza, Manuel Villaobos 120 Meneses, Kristine C. 18, 180 Methodology: Asian Christian Theology 56 Meyers, Robin 125 Miles, Margaret 115 Milk, Harvey 130 Min-Seo, Park 186 Mohamad, Mahathir 236 Mok, Bryan 17, 137 Muñoz, Jose Esteban 76 Muñoz, Manuel Villaobos 126 My Dangerous Desires 217; see also Hollibaugh, Amber
O’Murchu, Diarmuid 4 Ong, Pauline 6 Orellana, Margarita de 82 Our Lady of Guadalupe 14, 15, 86
queer: church 34; ecclesiology 13, 34, 46; failure 13, 34, 35, 44, 45; hermeneutics 142; phobia 15; theologians 6, 7, 9; theology(ies) 12, 18, 166, 239 Quero, Hugo Córdova 11, 17, 53, 127, 154, 162 Rawa, Mujahid Yusof 236 Rieger, Joerg 5 Rika, Avem Tenjou 17, 141, 142, 151, 152 Rivera, Mayra 122, 123 Rodríguez, Ignacio 161 Rohr, Richard 5, 9, 96, 115, 196, 234 Roman Catholic 51 Rosenau, Sara 13 Ruether, Rosemary Radford 156 Russell, Letty M. 45 Sabia-Tanis, Justin 9, 14, 73 Schneider, Laurel 123, 124 Schottroff, Luise 238 Sedgwick, Eve Kosofsky 74 Shepard, Matthew 126, 130 shibari 17, 141, 142
266 Index Shore-Goss, Robert 3, 9, 115, 163 Siew, Miak 3 Silverman, Kaja 142 Sisters of the Perpetual Indulgence 4, 125, 126 Society of Mary 105 Sodom and Gomorrah 201 Song, C. S. 52, 56 songsang 14, 15, 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 58, 64, 65, 262 St. Paul 95 Standing Rock 225, 228 Stations of the Cross 128 Stoller, Robert 140 Stonewall Riot 125 Stuart, Elizabeth 38, 144, 168, 196 Suleeman, Stephen 5, 6 synaesthesia 18 Tanner, Kathryn 35, 41, 47 Teena, Brandon 130 Teik, Pang Kee 236 Tertullian 206 Tetragrammaton 158 The Gospel According to Jesus Queen of the Heaven 131 The Laramie Project 126 The Psychic Life of Power 164 Todd, Julie 42 Tonantzin 14 Tonstad, Linn Marie 4, 16, 116
transnormativity 239 Trexler, Richard 118 Turner, Victor 140 Turo, Pilar 87 United Church of Christ 4, 7, 225, 227 United Methodist Church 12, 42, 43 Urvashi Vaid 227, 230 Veritatis Splendor 156 Viego, Antonio 77 Vilchis, Gerardo 77, 83, 84, 86, 88, 90 Villarreal, Jaime Moreno 79 Virgin Mary 14, 73, 74, 81, 84, 126 Virgin of Guadalupe see Virgin Mary Voelkel, Rebecca 19, 56, 214 Volf, Miroslav 5 Warner, Sara 126 Weiss, Margot 146, 147 White Jr., Kendall O. 63 White, Daryl 63 Wilcox, Melissa 125, 126 Wilson, Nancy L. 63 Wong, Pearl 17, 137 Wright, N. T. 16, 115, 116, 133 Wu, Rose 9, 56 Yip, Lai-shan 62 Zenil, Nahum 16, 73, 75, 77, 86, 87