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BY THE SAME AUTHOR
The Married Man Marcel Proust The Farewell Symphony The Beautiful Room Is Empty A Boy's Own Story Nocturnes for the King of Naples Skinned Alive The Burning Library Genet Caracole Forgetting Elena States of Desire: Travels in Gay America Sketches from Memory: People and Places in the Heart of Our Paris The Flaneur: A Stroll Through the Paradoxes of Paris The Joy of Gay Sex (with Dr. Charles Silverstein) Arts and Letters Fanny: A Fiction
MY LIVES
EDMUND WHITE
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MY LIVES. Copyright© 2006 by Edmund White. All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews. For information, address HarperCollins Publishers, 10 East 53rd Street, New York, NY 10022.
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Printed on acid-free paper Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data White, Edmund. My lives/ Edmund White.-lst U.S. ed. p. cm. ISBN-10: 0-06-621397-5 ISBN-13: 978-0-06-621397-2 1. White, Edmund, 1940- 2. Novelists, American-20th century-Biography. 3. Biographers-United States--Biography. 4. Gay men-United StatesBiography. I. Title. PS3573.H463Z47 2006 813'.54-dc22 [Bl 2005049506 06 07 08 09 JO OFF/QUE 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 l
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Contents
My Shrinks
1
My Father
31
My Mother
59
My Hustlers
103
My Women
139
My Europe
171
My Master
221
My Blonds
263
My Genet
307
My Friends
335
Acknowledgments
357
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